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Joined 04-27-09, id: 665849, Profile Updated: 05-25-09
Author has written 6 stories for General, Friendship, Family, General, and Romance.

My name: Call me Ai-chan or Love...that's what my real name means.

My gender: I am a female. I think.

My age: Classified.

My race: Part German, part Irish, and mostly Swedish. (I even look Swedish)

My religion: Pagan...Wiccan...whatever you like to call it.

My location: Texas. Whoopie. (do we really have accents...?)

My Theme Song: Let You Down by Three Days Grace...accurate.

My intrests: Manga/Anime, books, yaoi/yuri, reading, movies, coffee, writing, drawing, mythology, anything to do with the Egyptian's.

My loves: Death Note, Naruto, Fruits Basket, Bleach, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Loveless, Fullmetal Alchemist, Code Geass, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Saiyuki, Elfen Lied, Anima, Chibi Vampire, Vampire Knight, Wild Ones, Shaman King, Inuyasha, and a lot more. I also love Egyptian and Greek (some Norse as well) Mythology and wouldn't mind having a nice cup of coffee with Bastet. I also love my best friends who are as follows: Janice, Christina, and Lucero, along with Grant and Clay who are like brothers to me and Danielle, who is practically my sister since I'm the only one she actually acts 'herself' around. Oh...And I wouldn't be alive if not for music. Music equals life for me.

My hates: My mother, closed-minded people who can accept nothing but themselves and their own perfect world, snobby preps (nice ones are okay), stuck-up smart kids(only the rude 'know-it-all' type), mean gangsters (...are there nice ones...?), and black coffee. Yuck.

First thing: I'm bi-polar. So don't be surprised if some of my stories are angsty and dark while some are happy and light. --shrugs--

Second thing: I support Homosexual Marriage, I'm Pagan, and, according to the people at my school, I'm a emo/goth freak. If you flame me about any of these things...Let's just say it wouldn't be in your best intrest to. Moving on.

Third thing: I love Mythology. A lot. ...That's it.

Forth thing: Since someone asked me, I worship mainly the goddess Asherah. I don't think many people worship her these days, but what made her stand out to me was this peom I found online about her:

"Come to me my child,
there is no reason to cry,
For in the darkest night,
I will show you the light.

From me rise and break the tides,
You don't have to travel for miles,
I have always been by your side.

Join me and you will forever smile,
For I will show you your might.

Come to me my child
I will greet you with arms open wide.
I will show you the light,
Together we will fly
Until your tears have all dried."

I started liking her after that because I've always wanted a mother that would accept me and help me, unlike the one I have now.

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Beyond The Beyond by Noctilucous reviews
Dreams. You think they're just "midnight entertainment" or nonsense. But do you know that they held the key to the world beyond? ...And I can't ever wake up.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2009 - Complete
Illusions and A Butterfly by Noctilucous reviews
The beautiful butterfly fluttered her wings and tear down the illusions. She flies to His arms, look to His eyes and found the Truth. Contains some symbolism.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2009 - Complete
Arrival, Departure by Noctilucous reviews
A child is waiting for her mother to come home. But, will her mother ever returns?. Inspired by a true event in my Life.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/12/2009 - Complete
Until Tomorrow, My Dear by Noctilucous reviews
Will you be there tomorrow, or will tomorrow even be there?.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Complete
The spider and the Butterfly by TheGirlInTheMentalHospital reviews
I believed in love only to find out it was a lie... A poem about a Butterfly who fell in love with the Spider
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/29/2009 - Complete
War Isn’t Over When It Ends by East-0f-Eden reviews
War Isn’t Over When It Ends
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2009
Remember, He is Your Closest Friend by Noctilucous reviews
That word burns in my lips, even it burns just to think about it, you said. Always, always under appreciated and never remembered. Don't you know that He is your closest friend?. A poem as a reminder of Him and our mortality. Dedicated to Thanatos.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/22/2009 - Complete
Without Shell by Noctilucous reviews
I'll show you myself without shell, this is me uncensored.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 514 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/22/2009 - Complete
The Beauty of Death by Noctilucous reviews
Have you ever tried to take a look at Death closely? A short poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Phoenix Rising by Noctilucous reviews
Touch me with your cold arms and transform me. Then give me wings of fire.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Beneath The Surface by Noctilucous reviews
On the surface, everything seems perfectly fine and beautiful. But you never really know what lies on its depth, don't you?. Never judge a book by its cover; never judge a person from the surface.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
Go On, Leave Me Behind by Noctilucous reviews
The Fates ties our souls together. There's no escaping fate. No matter how far you strayed, in the end you will always come home into my arms.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
Death by Noctilucous reviews
A short poem about the door that leads you to the next life; The sacred transformation.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
A Page Full of Memories by Noctilucous reviews
Dedicated to someone who once was the other half of my heart, and will always be.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
Shards for Death by LostInMe reviews
I honestly don't know what made me think of this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/11/2009 - Complete
That Girl by howlsatthemoon reviews
Someday you'll be cheering for her.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/29/2008 - Complete
Seriously by howlsatthemoon reviews
Do it seriously? Why don't you?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/29/2008 - Complete
An Imprint of Grief by LostInMe reviews
A dark, twelve-line poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 16 - Published: 12/13/2008 - Complete
My Guiding Light by LostInMe reviews
Everything I'm looking for is right there in front of me...I just can't see it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 11 - Published: 12/9/2008 - Complete
Pressure by howlsatthemoon reviews
The pressure comes closer and closer until there is no more room to breathe.
Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/2/2008 - Complete
Mist by howlsatthemoon reviews
The disembodied mist sits upon our shoulders, flaunts its perfection, taunts our flaws, defines our mistakes.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/2/2008 - Complete
Eternal Climb by LostInMe reviews
A simple poem about life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 18 - Published: 11/30/2008 - Complete
I Am But A Shadow by LostInMe reviews
I am but a shadow in a world of fading light. Reviews appreciated.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/7/2008 - Complete
The Broken by TheGirlInTheMentalHospital reviews
Go ahead, Break them Because someday someone might break you The broken
Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/5/2008 - Complete
Kebehut by Tehuti 88 reviews
What happens when the god of death falls in love...with a mortal? An original Egyptian myth. (Anubis fic.)
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21,046 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/12/2005
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Have a Taste reviews
Taunting sapphire eyes. “Oh, come now, darling…have a taste.” Curling pink lips. “It’s not that bad, is it, sweetheart?”
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/24/2009 - Complete
Tell Me How reviews
How can you expect me to know I was the wrong one?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/16/2009 - Complete
Time Never Waits For Anyone
I should have known...I should have realized...time really didn't wait for me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 5/16/2009
Where Will You Go?
As I stare out brokenly at your retreating back, I cannot help but wonder if you are, indeed heartless.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Complete
Lie reviews
Your words capture my heart and I feel myself start to break.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Complete
Curiousity Killed the Cat reviews
She felt some of that anger melt away with the blood that dribbled oh so nicely out of her soft breakable flesh. She felt her self-pity, her guilt, her hate, and her lies, all run down the blade of the knife she held lovingly, so softly in her hand.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 880 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/15/2009 - Complete