Premeditated Chaos
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Joined 05-08-01, id: 67337
Author has written 128 stories for General, Horror, Haiku, General, Humor, Young Adult, Life, Love, Essay, Friendship, Song, Supernatural, Mythology, War, Humor, Romance, Family, Fantasy, Politics, Fable, Work, Nature, and Religion.

Hi. I'm Premeditated Chaos, or PMC. PMC is fine, the whole thing's a mouthful anyway. There's a story to the name, but I'm afraid I don't remember it.

My short stories are an eclectic mix, from graphic horror to tragic romance. Honestly, what I write depends on my mood. People with weak stomachs should really avoid anything of mine rated R (or M, or whatever it is now), the ratings are there for good reason. My poetry is often about lost love, simply because it's easy to write about. I do my best to provide a variety and avoid the cliche. My haiku sets are uploaded five at a time forsimple convenience, and are rarely related. Above all, I strive to avoid the cliche of typical teenage writers. Angst is bad for you. Emo is emotional poison. And for Fate's sake, poetry is not your inner monologue. Have some sense of art. (If I can eliminate the line breaks and condense it into a journal entry, it ISN'T poetry!)

I'm not a cutter. I'm not a serial killer. I don't believe in god, but I believe in anger. I don't live out my stories, my stories live through me. Yes, I'm in every story I write, but not necessarily where you might think. Yes, I put people I know into my stories. If you are one of those people and you don't like it...I don't care. My poetry is often based on people too, and if you're clever and you know me well, you can usually work out who. (Here's a hint - it's usually in the title, and I'm fascinated with word games and puns.)

My favorite poetic form is the sestina, and angeline verse, which I invented. (Prime examples of angeline being These City Lights Burn; Janine, the Doomed; andFade to Black.)

I don't usually read stuff on my own, but if you ask me in your review I will. Don't expect a rose garden. If your work sucks, I'm not going to pretend it's Shakespeare. I'm not going to be mean, but I did warn you.

My personal favorite stories of mine are A Nocturne in the Key of Creep (That one's Ali's fault) and Of Jade and Witch Hazel (That one's Ray's fault). My favorite poetry is One Year, Two Months, and Three Somedays and 10 Beautiful Words. Read 'em. Review 'em.

Quotes

"What you fear is your desire." - J. Rzeznik
"Swallow all your bitter pills, that's what makes you beautiful." - J. Rzeznik
"Someday is a beautiful thing to say but a terrible thing to promise." - Me
"A thing need not have happened to be true. Stories and dreams are the shadow-truths that will remain when mere facts are dust." - N. Gaiman

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Of Silk and Chains: A Sestina by Vagabond Ace reviews
A poem of past and present. Inspired by a series of dreams, and written in thanks for all you've ever done for me. I'd gladly trade my silk for your scarves...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005
I and Me by Dartxni reviews
Either I'm schizo, or I'm schizo. If you know what they is talking about, tell we.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/15/2005
The Queen of Spades by Vagabond Ace reviews
She is a darksome woman. A provocative temptress, aged like a fine wine, and just as intoxicating. A creature of temptation and taste, art, finery, and pain; of brocade and blood.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2005
What I see by Vagabond Ace reviews
You always ask me what I see when I look at you, and i suppose this is it. Some of it atleast. Something terribly special...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/13/2005
All the Difference by Vagabond Ace reviews
Whispered words I never thought you'd think where real. they where and I'm glad you knew. "Iche Liebe Dich, Fräulein"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/5/2005
Walking in Dreams by Vagabond Ace reviews
A dream of a dream, I walked once across the silver fabric that binds all in their sleep, and sought the place I'd like to stay. What if you could travel in dreams, where would you go?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/4/2005
Gasoline by The Broken Princess reviews
She will forever haunt my dreams...ensnare my soul...she stole my heart and broke it abruptly and delicately... I hope you enjoy this poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/22/2004
I feign no love by Vagabond Ace reviews
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Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/16/2004
Bounce by Vagabond Ace reviews
The tale of Drake T. Andrews, Dark and alluring, one of my first short stories to post on FP. Read and Review, please.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,279 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 6/16/2004 - Published: 5/31/2004
Ether Moon by Hymn OL reviews
Imagine life on a soul-sucked planet, starving for magic and caught in a century old war. That's every day life for Lith and everyone else on the world of Feyar. Now throw in racism, homophoby, joining a war, and leaving home.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,836 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/9/2004
Dead Rose Lying There by nine iron reviews
A slighlty upsetting poem, made my stomach hurt abit. I still havent worked out which one recived the rose yet and I wrote it, lol.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/19/2004
The Puzzle Box by Vagabond Ace reviews
There are many things in this life that confuse and confound a man. This decadent Puzzle Box, with its lovely faces is certainly one of them. Beguiling and tempting it is.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/10/2004
Neon Line by phish2phish reviews
about hollywood and how it screws us all
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2003
Fall like Dolls by godawful teen-angst poetry reviews
The phoenix may fly and the angels may dive, but when the ice is slippery, it's all too easy to slide into the underworld...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Published: 11/23/2003
Something Like Japanese by Plato's Optic Runaway reviews
Most likely one of the poems excavated from the deepest cavern of my heart...by God do I loathe my emotion.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/19/2003
Hope by godawful teen-angst poetry reviews
It's never too late to pick up the pieces-the stained glass of cathedrals is but broken bottles rearranged...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/4/2003
Broken Child by Anjeni Windsinger reviews
"And deep in every core of being, she sits still, hollow eyes glowing."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/22/2003
Fallen Angels by inquistrix reviews
You've found someone who you can't get enough of only to realise you've lost yourself...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/3/2003
Project Sniffles by umskiptingur reviews
Who says that limericks can’t be an expressive and emotional form of poetry? Two bold poets set out to test a little hypothesis of theirs.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/13/2003
Addicted To Games by Remm Farr reviews
To ANYBODY who's ever played an online game. About a boy striving to get the high score.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,061 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/11/2003
Do You Believe? by allibabab reviews
Told in the first person, a young woman visits another girl in an insane asylum.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,044 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/15/2003
The Tiger by The Sickness reviews
A serial killer examines his victim, and finds that there is a little of a killer in both of them. Please read and review.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,076 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/4/2003
The Past Of Mine, The Future Of Yours by IH-Emcapitator reviews
as i said check it out
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/26/2002
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A Matter of Faith reviews
A sestina about losing one faith and finding another.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2006
Country Song
I have no idea why I wrote this - I hate country music. But this is what spilled from my pen, so here it is.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Published: 6/9/2006
In the State of Denmark
Because I can't just let go.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 6/9/2006
Candle Dancers reviews
A comment on a generation that lives to die.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/8/2006
11:40:20 Sargasso
There is something incredibly creepy about the idea of the Sargasso Sea, a heaving mass of seaweed, and the possibility of becoming trapped in it, nowhere to go.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Published: 4/18/2006
Stories
Incredibly short thought on stories.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Published: 4/18/2006
Smooth as Silk reviews
Would you not gently fear a creature with a silken noose in his hand, sized for your neck?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/18/2006
The Golden Lovers reviews
Not my best work, remotely. But I felt it deserved to be uploaded. Please critique this. It's a poetic dialogue between two former lovers.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/27/2006
Desire reviews
A short story about the consequences of desire.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 418 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/27/2006
Echo reviews
I wonder what it would feel like, to live, always hunting a dream.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/12/2006
A Boy Named Disaster reviews
On my love, a boy named disaster
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/23/2006
The Kiss reviews
On the first time we kissed
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/23/2006
10 Beautiful Words reviews
A sestina about the mind and nature of a killer
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/13/2006
Melancholia reviews
A series of images that say melancholy to me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/9/2006
Apology, Belated reviews
It's not really my best work, but I felt it had to be said. Spenserian sonnet, for the curious.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/9/2006
Wonderland reviews
A tragedy in one hundred words, inspired by a scene I passed in the hall one day
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/15/2005
Cutterbunny, Part II reviews
I dreamed of scars: my love, he lives them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/10/2005
Camaro, Circa 1969 reviews
I have a thing for classic cars, and it was this beast that sparked that love
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/9/2005
Silent Promises: A Sestina reviews
My first sestina. I think I did fairly well. It's about my love. (A sestina, by the by, is an obscure poetic form in which the last words of every line repeat and recombine in a set pattern)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/9/2005
It Doesn't Follow, But It Did
Everything said no, and I, being contrary, said yes, and I'm glad I did.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 11/16/2005
Cutterbunny reviews
I don't cut myself. Never have, never will. But I dreamed I did, and this is what I dreamed.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/16/2005
Pompeii reviews
[I suppose this is where this belongs...we need a Historical Poetry division] My take on Pompeii
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/4/2005
In His Eyes reviews
I looked into my maker's eyes and turned away, unfulfilled.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/4/2005
These City Lights Burn reviews
As I listened to a song by Sigur Rós, a passing muse greeted me with this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/4/2005
Immature With Childish Tendencies reviews
Because maybe being mature isn't what everyone likes to pretend it is...and if it is, I want to be a kid forever
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/4/2005
My People reviews
These are my people: this is their truth through my eyes
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 811 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10/18/2005 - Published: 6/20/2005
The Real Fight is Inside reviews
Because the real fight is always with yourself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/18/2005
Gaia's Journey to Zen Completionism reviews
About nature. And not about nature.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/18/2005
Janine, The Doomed reviews
Another Creep story, this time involving a different little beastie. In a poetic form I call Angeline.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2005
The Bedside of the Death of Life
I ran through a woman's headlights at work one day, gave her a good shock, and thought...why wasn't she awake?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 9/24/2005
Soul and Chain
I am bound fast by soul and chain, though never would you call me discontent
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Published: 9/24/2005
Purity
On the purity of a love I am priveleged to know
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Published: 9/12/2005
Fade to Black reviews
This is me watching two sets of parallel events unfold, two sets of friendships slowly dissolve
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/12/2005
Suspended Rhythm
On missing someone I love
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 9/5/2005
Nihilism Narcissism and Negativism reviews
I am the beast that screams when you take the thorn out its paw, the child who hates you for taking her to the doctor. I need help and I will not - cannot - take it. So help me god.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/15/2005
The Virgin's Suicide reviews
This isn't actually about suicide; it's about pain. The title seemed appropriate to me, however.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/5/2005
Work Ethics reviews
I'm a pump monkey at the local Chevron. Everyone gets the same little speech when they pull up, and these both happened in the same day.
Poetry: Work - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/1/2005
Paranoia Two Point Oh reviews
Nifty experiment on a new style of rhyme. It's about...well, paranoia.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/27/2005
The Tarnished Knight reviews
The beast and the child rescue a knight, but at what price for his mind and their friendship?
Fiction: Fable - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,312 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/12/2005
The SnakeThing reviews
A child teaches a beast a lesson about winning, cheating, and victory.
Fiction: Fable - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 571 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/5/2005
Desire's Creature reviews
What I most desire.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/20/2005
Boundless reviews
I disbelieve in razor blades, but who am I to deny his vice? No. Change does not come on request, but from within.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2005
Darksweet Agony reviews
A meditation on the darkly sweet wonders of desire.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/31/2005
The New Messiah reviews
His voice shook his country, his death made him a saint.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/26/2005
Of Spice and Silence reviews
On the silence that forms when two people are together and content.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/26/2005
Red Hat Society
I met this woman at the gas station where I work: a ray of purple light amidst the cold of the Vancouver rain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 5/26/2005
Reflections on the Mirror
I looked into the mirror, and this is what I saw.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 5/24/2005
Snapshots of You reviews
The things I most remember, good and bad, about this boy I love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2005
Avro Arrow
A reflection on the Avro Arrow, a Canadian project ten years in the making, shut down due to soaring costs. But that isn't the tragedy. The planes, the factories, and every single blueprint were all destroyed due to foreign pressure. That's the tragedy.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 5/18/2005
Lord of the Dance
A reflection on the savage dance in the novel The Lord of the Flies.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 5/10/2005
The Oldest Profession reviews
She could have been my best friend, my sister, my worst enemy. But she's spending her life dancing on the corner to a chemical rythm. This is a real moment, I watched it happen.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/6/2005
The Library That Burned Into Forever reviews
There are a thousand closed books in this ever-burning library, few of which I am privileged to read. It is of little consequence; I am content to read the titles and wonder at their mystery.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2005
On The State of Romance in Germany reviews
"Ich liebe dich," he said, more beautiful than I've ever heard, and this poem fell from my pen in response.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/28/2005
A Nocturne in the Key of Creep reviews
A jealous little boy sets a nightmare on his brother, only to find that it isn't his toy at all.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,538 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2005
Smallish reviews
On feeling like one shouldn't towards someone that I didn't.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/10/2005
Texas Hold'em reviews
Not altogether deep or world-shattering, but I quite like it. I'm just reflecting about all the things I might have done. Not melodramatically, don't worry. Just curiously.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/8/2005
The Panther reviews
This is about a month old now, and it's finally been uploaded. It's about a boy, and about confusion. The people who know who, know who, and those that don't...my apologies.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/8/2005
Osiris reviews
[Part of the Masterpiece series] The artist reflects on the nature of man and the nature of art - is he not a god in his own right, creating and destroying at a whim? And yet again - what are the boundaries of art?
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,163 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/8/2005
A Work of Great Metaphor and Depth reviews
To be honest, none of it's a metaphor. It's all true - relatively, at least. Take a peek. I've been told it's like reading a painting.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/8/2005
Joey The Creep reviews
A tale told in Seuss' rhyme about a nightmare who wanted to love, not scare.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 646 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/8/2005
Roxanne reviews
A short revenge story written to a tango beat. Less about the story than the music, really.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 792 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/19/2005
One Year, Two Months, Three Somedays reviews
The subject of this poem isn't so important as the imagery, but for the curious, it's about lost love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/19/2005
Tribal Notions reviews
I've always been a wanderer, until one day I found my tribe
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/5/2004
Paradigm Shift reviews
Sort of whimsical poem about how my boyfriend makes me feel. Not sappy, just true.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/5/2004
Nary A Care reviews
Knocked off in about five minutes near the end of class as I meditated on a few friends
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/5/2004
Infected Perception reviews
My cry to Temptation, Deception, and Betrayal; spirits that haunt me even in my dreams
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/5/2004
Tibetian Prayer Flag reviews
We had to make Tibetian-style prayer flags for class one day, and since I can't draw, I wrote this poem on mine
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/5/2004
Eulogy reviews
Another argument fuels another poem. My last words, if I could, to my mother.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/5/2004
Familiarity Breeds Contempt
I had a strangely vivid dream last night, about a boy I swear I've never seen. But it felt like he loved me...here's my take.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Published: 11/4/2004
Princess reviews
This is me being melodramatic about an argument me and my mom had; even so, I like it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/28/2004
Last Lost Lucky Lot reviews
For the one with the lost eyes and the broken wings
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/28/2004
Ave Maria reviews
Dedicated to someone who made me who I am
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/28/2004
Sex and Diamonds
Of black silk beauty and diamonds...a story in haiku.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Published: 9/28/2004
I Spy reviews
A tale of fate and muses and finding love in a crowd of thousands
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,921 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/28/2004
Go, he insisted reviews
Flash fiction in 100 words done at 4 am after I dreamed of this story. It's a story of facing fear.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/28/2004
Acronymical reviews
A re-polished poetic fragment...lost love, as per the usual. But I like this one. It's at least clever in its cliche.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/11/2004
Fallen DreamStar 1:51 reviews
It was very late one night when this struck me out of nowhere, hence the title. Interpret as you like; I can't settle on what it means. The best I can decide on is that its simply a song of desire.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/23/2004
Monopoly, Risk, and the Game of Life reviews
My parting thoughts for a pirate. We played each other, but it was a game no one could win.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/23/2004
Rhinestones reviews
I thought he was a precious gem, those eyes akin to topaz. I didn't see past what I wanted him to be, from behind my jaded eyes. And now we both are rhinestones, falsely precious.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/22/2004
Of Jade and Witch Hazel reviews
It was at the carnival they met and parted, beneath the neon glow and the silver moon. And it was in a song of jade and witch hazel that they found their places.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,181 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/22/2004
Tratiorous Raindrops reviews
[Rated for suicide] Above all things hope, and second mercy. If hope is gone, does that make death fair mercy?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,908 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/22/2004
Something Terribly Serious reviews
You have to read it. I can't really summarize without giving it away. (However: if you're one of those angsty whiny poets and you have no sense of humor, don't read it.)
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2004
Selfishness reviews
What's more selfish - a quick poem that means nothing that the masses will love, or a work dear to your heart that no one but you understands?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/15/2004
Colorblind reviews
A friend of mine is colorblind, but hasn't been so all his life. I always wondered how he remembered color, but he could never explain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/15/2004
I Remember reviews
Sometimes, memories come back when you least expect them. A little remembering of my ex.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/15/2004
Carnival
[My interpreration of a dream my friend had] Dancing on Passion's butterfly wings, high above earthbound Fear, we played at the carnival
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 6/1/2004
Dishonorable Discharge reviews
Step, step, slash; war's endless dance. Soldiers mill about and hope to die, lest they survive and be not heroes
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/31/2004
Music Box Ballet reviews
The tragic story of a music box ballerina left to dance all alone
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/31/2004
Truth reviews
A retelling of an ancient myth about a man who searches for Truth and finds her.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 920 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5/31/2004
Haiku: Love, Sex, Loneliness reviews
Haiku about love, sex, and loneliness [4 sets]
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 399 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 4/26/2004 - Published: 12/10/2003
Center Stage reviews
All the world's a stage. Are you part of the mob of extras, or are you the starring role in your own life?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/26/2004
I Was A Teenage Faerie reviews
Nobody believed in me, they kept puppet strings on my wings and wouldn't let me fly. So I broke free and danced above them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/20/2004
Haiku: Beautiful Moments reviews
[Three sets] Haiku on beauty in life, of things that take your breath away
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 3 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 4/18/2004 - Published: 11/19/2003
The Rogue reviews
It took only a song for my rogue to steal my heart away, and he took it with him when he left.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/10/2004
Breaking The Habit reviews
[In continuity with As He Turned Away. Can stand alone. Cutting references] A butterfly beating its wings in China can make hurricanes in America. The touch of a friend can cause infinite ripples in life.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 698 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/24/2004
Haiku: Seeing Red reviews
Haiku of the conflicts inside that threaten to tear me apart [2 sets now]
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 3/1/2004 - Published: 12/10/2003
And Down Will Come Baby reviews
Would a toy, overloved, take on life? Or is it fear that gives the doll its spirit?
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,053 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/12/2004
Undone
Scars are souvenirs you never lose...some things can never be finished, they must be left undone.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 2/11/2004
Long Dead Holidays reviews
Darkly metaphorical poem about holidays today. They're lost, the meaning of them put to death by materialism.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/1/2004
Silver Wings of Wind reviews
A young boy seeks the life an old man left behind, neither aware of the other. Death calls for the man, and chalky wings protect the boy.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 822 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/29/2004
As He Turned Away reviews
There are times when you should run, and there are times when you stay. A boy learned the difference and realized he was not alone.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/19/2004
Amateur reviews
The amateur artist discovers his talent for a gruesome kind of sculpture [Something of a prequel to Masterpiece, but can also stand alone]
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 565 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/14/2004
Voodoo Doll reviews
Like a voodoo doll, the hurt I took I'd pass on to others, until I saw what I was.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/10/2004
Subtlety reviews
(PG for slight cutting references. Just making sure) I'm not a cutter, but there are subtler ways for me to destroy myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/7/2004
A Fine Wine Of Blood and Tears reviews
A toast to my friends, who are quite often not.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/7/2004
Who Are You
Old(ish) poem on a rather painful breakup. Hopefully not too cheesy, I tried to avoid that.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 1/2/2004
Dark Corners reviews
Longish patterned poem on a few of the lesser aspects of myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/2/2004
The Depraved Truce of World War One reviews
A half-serious, half-humorous rant about the Christmas Truce of WWI . ==Removed, reasons inside==
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/25/2003
A ParaWhat? reviews
A short and rather ridiculous essay on paradoxes. Mainly an exercise in wordplay and punning.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/23/2003
Masterpiece reviews
What, exactly, are the limits of art? Is human flesh a canvas to be explored? Could a human body ever be...a masterpiece? (Warning: Very graphic.)
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 917 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/10/2003
Velveteen Rabbit reviews
Short one in metaphor about a friend who reminds me of a broken plush toy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/25/2003
Ripped At The Seams reviews
Life is a dream, a song, a flight. So be, scream, fly.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/24/2003
Haiku: Pain, Injustice, and War reviews
Haiku on the darker parts of the human condition
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/19/2003
Frozen In Time reviews
"There are moments you want to freeze in time and hold forever." "I don't like blood, like life, it's messy." "Oh, that I could have your peace."
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 757 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
Knowing, Wanting, Feeling reviews
Knowing and wanting can't stop feeling...the heart rules itself.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
Essentials reviews
What are you, when you strip away the outside layers? Are you a story, a picture? I am a song.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/9/2003
Detach reviews
Life hurts when you try not to care, but you have to anyway.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/18/2003
A Paradox Or Two reviews
Written of a friend who I wanted to be like, some months ago.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/17/2003
Tenderly Afflicted reviews
A fiery heart diluted by a rainy life...a soul as empty as a drained bottle...a numbness that cuts too deep: the end of a tender affliction.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 570 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/17/2003
Shattered Reflections reviews
"You are my reflection, now shattered, and you must not be allowed to feel my mistakes."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 574 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/16/2003
BlingBling reviews
Hip-hop style parody of Swing, Swing by the All-American Rejects
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/6/2003
World Without End, Amen
What would you do if you found out your home, your city, was the proposed strike point for a bomb? Would you panic and run? Or would you stay and die?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 490 - Published: 4/4/2003
My Best Friend reviews
A short haiku written for English class, please R&R
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3/14/2003
Slice reviews
A girl confused by her own actions is losing her mind...why? The doubt is killing her...(Tad bit graphic.)
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 894 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/7/2002
Freaks Accident reviews
Running is all he knows...from life, from hate, from everything...
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 774 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/30/2002
Silver Moon and Charcoal Sky reviews
A delicate painting by an unknown master, some hidden god...but is the painting complete?
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/5/2002
My December reviews
This is not horror in the traditional sense of blood and gore, rather it is a story of insanity on a cold December night
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/5/2002
Dragons Strike and Angels Touch reviews
A poem I thought of. R&R please...I got the title from a story I read, so it ISN'T mine, but the poem is.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/10/2001