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Joined 06-14-09, id: 673918, Profile Updated: 01-06-13
Author has written 41 stories for Fantasy, Song, General, Friendship, Religion, Love, Life, Essay, and Young Adult.

Hello! Welcome to my profile. My name is Kendal, I am 19 and I'm a writer and a poet, an artist, a musician, and a dancer. Writing is an important part of my expression. I used to write stories but the story I was working on for over a year is now lost on a flashdrive that went missing almost 2 years ago. Since then I've been writing a lot more poetry and creative fictional stories. Please read some of my poetry and review because I would really like to publish a poetry book sometime in the near future.

For people who actually look at my profile (which is most likely no one), I am having a really rough time right now. My parents got divorced this past summer 2012 and I went through a really emotional and somewhat abusive relationship with someone that I thought was my friend and turned out to be a real psychopathic jerk. I have been trying so hard to get past everything that has appeared in my life but it has been really hard. A lot of my poetry reflects how I have been feeling and trying to deal and it has also been trying to mask everything and put it into a small little box. I love who I am... I just dont make the best decisions. I am hoping that this year I can make better decisions regarding guys and also try to be a better person all around.

I am not someone that is outgoing and friendly, but I care and I am incredibly empathetic to my friends and even people that I dont know. I blend in with the world because being the center of attention makes me nervous. I like to be anonymous but I try to be different. One of these days, people will like that about me and respect it rather than hate it and try to change it. I am a person. I do not need to change for someone because if I change, I will miss the person who will love me for me. Stay strong out there to all those who are anonymous and one day we will stand out.

Reviews help me a lot to know that there are people out there that read and have opinions about my writing. I really want to publish my poetry sometime but I would like criticism to know if that would be a good idea. I love everyone who posts on my stories and poems and lets me know that they care about what I have just written. If you have a personal connection, TELL ME. My poetry focuses on trying to elicit emotions from readers that they can relate to. I am also here if you need to talk about something that has happened to you or that you would wish to share. I care about everyone, just like everyone should.

Quick note, for most of my poems that I've published recently: the summary is an excerpt from the poem and doesn't necessarily summarize the poem :)

Read and Review and I'll try to return the favor.

"Love is love, it don't mean a thing. I am spread so thin- I need something to believe in"

"One day you'll get sick of saying everything's alright"

"I get by in a world with no conscious by shutting it out and being anonymous"

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Butterfly fly by HowTheMightyNeverFell reviews
A poem based on my Fanfiction story 'Butterfly' I think it's quiet sad. Please read and review and check out my story Butterfly on FF XD
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/4/2012 - Complete
Dreamy paper wild horses by Beauty made out of ashes reviews
This poem was inspired by several Coldplay songs.Reviews are welcome.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/1/2012 - Complete
Circle by The Devious Deviant reviews
The reason why doesn't matter; abuse is never justified. Prequel to 'Seeking Solace'.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/31/2012 - Complete
Matizar by ElAnalista101 reviews
Las personas influyen dramáticamente en nuestras vidas matizando nos de infinidad de colores.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - Spanish - Family/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/21/2012 - Complete
Lead Us Not by DekkerFan7 reviews
Zach Trent's life isn't easy. His parents have split up, he's falling for his best friend and he's falling away from God. But then a deranged sociopath adds him to his hit list, and everything changes. Slash and religious themes. Review?
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 32 - Words: 71,098 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/13/2011 - Published: 7/18/2009
Unclouded by Hate by tiger002 reviews
Most go through life only seeing the pieces of the picture they want to accept, but this is the story of one who was called to see and understand much more. Our world is only a small piece of the grand puzzle.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 17 - Words: 23,503 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/13/2011 - Published: 7/28/2009
Perfectly Flawed by Kch674 reviews
A girl named Athenis, who is one of twelve immortal people called Hunters of the North, undergoes a journey to find herself. Romance, friendship, mysterious dreams, and a quest will help her discover her virtues that everyone else already knows.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Fantasy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,372 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/13/2009 - Published: 6/17/2009
Redemption by Jesus' Kid reviews
The realm of Christ, and the realm of darkness. What will happen when these two realms collide? I FINALLY have Chapter 5 out, which is the final chapter. Sorry about the LONG wait.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,935 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/25/2009 - Published: 6/30/2009 - Complete
Happy Now? by DekkerFan7 reviews
So what if someone you loved left you for someone else? What if that someone else hurt them? Poem, please give constructive crit!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/23/2009 - Complete
Nobody Home by LookInside reviews
A poem about a broken heart. It starts off structured and metaphoric, but it loses structure and the true meaning comes through as all the memories come rushing back.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/26/2009 - Complete
Reality of The Mind by LookInside reviews
A poem about a person that is unsatisfied with their life so they create their own reality and live within their mind, shutting out all the pain of life and living the way that they want life to be.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/25/2009 - Complete
Darkness by Nemian reviews
A story of a man named Apollo... If you've read thise story before it's because it was on my old account
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,657 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/12/2009 - Complete
Sun, Moon, and Stars of the Night Sky by Forget Me Notte reviews
The Sun Lord and his Queen, the Lunar Interpreter, rule over the Constellations and the Starless alike. Unrest stirs the people as rebels conspire against the Beloved Sun Lord to bring his kingdom to the cold, dark ground. Drama/Romance/Tragedy - HIATUS
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,115 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/14/2009
Mistress Of Death by demonslayer917 reviews
A Poem about a Mistress Of death.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2009 - Complete
Trust Him by tiger002 reviews
In our darkest moments, when all seems lost, trust in the unseen can be all we need
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/1/2009
Ripples by dewriter reviews
The physician tells his story.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,111 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/24/2009 - Complete
An Imperfection by Guy1122 reviews
Seeing a reflection and realizing what it is that stares back.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Published: 3/29/2009 - Complete
Spilled Milk by Guy1122 reviews
No use crying over spilled milk... No use crying over me.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 9 - Published: 3/18/2009 - Complete
Promise by Guy1122 reviews
A promised fulfilled... and a dead friendship
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/3/2008
Shadows in the Eye by wolfprint reviews
My name is Andrea, and I have schizophrenia." What can you do when you see things, nobody else does? And when the government wants you?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,532 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/29/2008
Princess Slave by Sarai Espera reviews
She was born into to wealth, her life seemed perfect but then she was captured and sold as a slave. She has to use her wits to try to escape and not get killed in the cooming revolution. To make matters worse she falls in love...plz R&R
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 46,574 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/14/2008
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Altering of Reality
Society is so quick to criticize and place the blame on those less sure that they are who they need to be. Constantly judged for insecurity and for emotions that are impossible to control.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Complete
Puzzle Pieces reviews
Those people you're protecting; They are not real. Calm down and breathe. You're heart is beating too fast in your chest, unable to stop at the end.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Complete
Marble Statue
Everything that you feel... Don't let them tell you that it's wrong. Sadness can kill you with simple words and angry voices screaming darkness into your head.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Complete
Silent Star
Unimportant, you fall to your knees, grasping for attention like snowflakes falling from the clouds.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Complete
Pillowcase
Power hungry humans don't look past history. Emotions become extinct and life stops so slowly, like a reversed evolution into something that never happened.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Complete
Clock
Stay silent and they will forget you. Breath out that sigh and the words begin again. Rise up against them and feel all feeling make your body numb.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Complete
The Monster reviews
Can you listen to me now? I've been silent for so long, please let me speak. Don't distance yourself- make yourself comply.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Complete
Breathe Me
Breathe me in. Feel my cells on your lips and my anger in your bloodstream.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 9/5/2013 - Complete
Eve reviews
THIS STORY CONTAINS SOME GRAPHIC CONTENT ABOUT SELF-MUTILATION AND SUICIDE. READ AT YOUR OWN WILL. **Contains no characters related to persons living or dead, fictional story for the enjoyment of the readers, RATED M for mature audiences. DO NOT REVIEW WITH NEGATIVITY.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,349 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/5/2013 - Complete
Goodbye reviews
Erase all the words and burn all the pictures, your name is written in my heart on the walls that I will paint white. Please read and review 3
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/6/2013 - Complete
Emerald reviews
Vengeful Spirits, powerful vampires, and self-destructive humans. *Not a twilight story line* This concept isn't new. I am taking inspiration from my other story Blood Lust and reworking it into a different plot line. I would really appreciate any reviews or ideas. Thank you :)
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,015 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12/23/2012 - Published: 12/12/2012
Essence reviews
If essence is greater than existence then why is there a you and a me instead of an us and a we?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12/23/2012 - Published: 10/10/2012 - Complete
Teddy Bears
She grasps her teddy bear and holds it close to her chest. It's soft fur comforts her soft skin.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 12/16/2012 - Complete
Sleepless reviews
She had so much to decide in a time period that seemed impossible. Three choices, an ultimatum, which would affect the fabric of the relationship she had with the person she cared about the most.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,485 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/12/2012 - Complete
Broken Carousel
I look in the mirror and lie to myself that the person staring back is me. This is not my body and it is not where I belong.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 576 - Published: 12/5/2012 - Complete
The Sand Girl reviews
Falling, because her life is gone into the sand that holds her.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/25/2012 - Complete
Three Days reviews
Closure passes and light rises. Three days gone and happiness is there again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 416 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/24/2012 - Complete
The Sea reviews
My eyes, they wander, looking for familiar faces in the crowded sea.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/17/2012 - Complete
Heart Pieces
And suddenly, the magic is gone and all that's left is the reality.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Published: 11/4/2012 - Complete
The Degradation of Platos Regimes Depicted in Handlbars by The Flobots
Essay exploring the comparison between Plato's regimes explored in Book VIII of The Republic and Charles Taylor's Ethics of Authenticity to the song Handlebars by The Flobots.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,138 - Published: 11/2/2012 - Complete
Beautiful Lie reviews
Fabricated stories so true yet so false from the lies.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/11/2012 - Complete
Lost Things reviews
Drink that poisoned cup of lies like every other lost soul. You are beautiful but I can't see you anymore.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/7/2012 - Complete
Strange World reviews
Planetary suns cannot brighten this place wherever this is . It's a lost world, unnoticed by the earth.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/29/2012 - Complete
Admittance reviews
I am nothing. You were my everything, that is my admittance, in which I will drown.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/28/2012 - Complete
All For You Only For You Poems reviews
I loved you before you loved me. I loved you after you stopped loving me. Now there is nothing left of you except for the words that flood my mind and make me remember everything about you. Here are the poems that are because of you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 658 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1/28/2012 - Published: 1/27/2012
Candlelight reviews
Until the shadows brave the flame and swallow you up.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/28/2012 - Complete
Control reviews
For now I have control. But for how much longer?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/28/2012 - Complete
Siren Song reviews
I watch as she sings you to sleep with her spell and drown you in your own lust. Dont let her steal you away but if you wont let her go, I cant save you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/24/2012 - Complete
Humanness reviews
Humanity has hatred. But I am not human. I do not exist here. I do not belong here.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/22/2012 - Complete
Blood Lust reviews
In a Vampire Kingdom, humans are sold and used as slaves. There are Spirits and Shapeshifters in alliance with the Vampires but not with eachother. *Still developing. Any suggestions?*
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Horror/Fantasy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,175 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 12/1/2009 - Published: 8/5/2009
Somnium Libri reviews
Dreams can be the start of everything. But when Rose's dream continues every night, she learns that not all dreams are beautiful for they can turn into nightmares in a second. Dark secrets and a powerful curse keep her bound in a world of good & evil. R&R
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 42,262 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/14/2009 - Published: 6/16/2009
Gossip reviews
Really, really short blurb of a poem. :D
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Complete
True Friend reviews
A poem I wrote in class one day about my friend. Enjoy :D
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Complete
The Mask reviews
What really is a smile? Its just a mask on me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/10/2009 - Complete
Pain reviews
Just another poem... Read and review if you care!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/3/2009 - Complete
Meant To Be reviews
Blank verse poem probably written during history or math when I should have been taking notes...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/6/2009 - Complete
Faith reviews
A poem I wrote after a heated discussion about creationism with my atheist friend. Not one of my best but at least it rhymes!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/6/2009 - Complete
The Cost of Friendship reviews
Small, short poem about the darker days of friendship.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/5/2009 - Complete
Depression reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/4/2009 - Complete
Disappointment reviews
Poem about feeling disappointment.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/4/2009 - Complete
Ever After Again reviews
Pretty song that I wrote! I even put it to music.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2009 - Complete
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