Equestrian Star
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Joined 06-22-09, id: 675368, Profile Updated: 07-20-09

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Name: Mai-Lan sound almost like Mulan, u know like the movie LOL

Age: teen that's all i'm going to say

Sex: girl! duh :P

State: i won't say but i'll give u a hint. a state that use to be a country before joining the US

Fav Band / Singers:
~All American Rejects totally heart them!
~Taylor Swift
~Chris Daughtry
~The Fray
~Linkin Park
~Michelle Branch

Fav Song:
~Fearless (Taylor Swift)
~Kryptonite (3Doors Down)
~This Kiss (Faith Hill)
~Second Chance (Shinedown)

Other Songs i like:
~Viva La Vida- Coldplay
~Photograph - Nickelback
~Over My Head - The Fray
~I Have You to Thank - Gravin DeGraw
~Say(All I Need) - One Republic
~Someone to Save You - One Republic
~Over You - Chris Daughtry
~If Everyone Cared - Nickleback
~If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickleback
~Gotta Be Somebody - Nickleback
~Bring Me Back To Life -Evanesance / Linkin Park
~Everywhere -Michelle Branch
~All You Wanted -Michelle Branch
~U + Ur Hand -Pink

Fav Books: A Walk to Remember (it was so sad :( but one of the best books ever), Percy Jackson and the Olypians series, Twilight series, The Clique series, Gallagher Girls series, most Meg Cabot books, My Life in Dog Years, I've Lived a Thousand Years, The Host,and So B. It. i know they're really girly books but ya i'm such totaly girl, not!! but that's wht make them fun!

Fav Authors: Meg Cabot, Stephenie Meyer, Rick Riodan, Ally Carter, & Gary Pualsen & Lurlene McDaniel (her books r so sad)

Family: two parents, one ANNOYING brother

Hobby: painting, drawing, Equestrian or Hunters (show jumping), reading yep i'm a some-wht book-worm, ice skating, volleyball, camping, skiing & photography

Fav horse: Skip and Patch (he's such a pain-in-the-butt to ride but i luv him anyways, plus he so can NOT do gymnastics)

Personality: Talkative, Sweet, Not a Push over, Playful (i think im discribing a puppy! lol) Energenic, and Talkative etc etc

Fav Places in the World: totally random, but its my blog.
Paris- to shop! and the Eiffel Tower! it has the greatest view ever in the world, especially @ night
Rome- so romanic! and so much history and historical statues there 2 photograph! & so GORGEOUS
Venice- BEAUTIFUL!! totally peaceful, a perfect a-get-away place

Daughter of: Athena or Poseidon

Fav Animal: horses and cats and dogs, luv my four-legged friends!

Just a Horse

From time to time, people tell me, "lighten up, it's just a horse," or, "that's a lot of money for just a horse".

They don't understand the distance traveled, the time spent or the costs involved for "just a horse." Some of my proudest moments have come about with "just a horse."

Many hours have passed and my only company was "just a horse", but I did not once feel slighted. Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by "just a horse", and in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of "just a horse" gave me comfort and reason to overcome the day.

If you think it's "just a horse", then you will probably understand phrases like "just a friend", "just a sunrise", or "just a promise".

"Just a horse" brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust, and pure unbridled joy. "Just a horse" brings out the compassion and patience that make me a better person. Because of "just a horse" I will rise early, take long walks and look longingly to the future.

So for me and folks like me, it's not "just a horse" but an embodiment of all the hopes and dreams of the future, the fond memories of the past, and the pure joy of the moment.

"Just a horse" brings out what's good in me and diverts my thoughts away from myself and the worries of the day.

I hope that someday they can understand that it's not "just a horse" but the thing that gives me humanity and keeps me from
being "just a woman".

-Brittany Fish

"Try Not To Cry"
for those who never got to say Good Bye

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go,

But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy;That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend;That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,

And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass Mommy,

why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

And Mommy tell the doctors; I know that they really did try

I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember,I'm in heaven with the rest

When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could

please listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo

I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,

Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I had to cancel the date.

I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true

And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech Students

Who Were Lost Please if you would,

Don't smash this on the ground

. If you pass this on,

Maybe people will cry,

Just keep this in your heart,

For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".

Now you have 2 choices,

1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as "Try Not To Cry"

2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how cold-hearted you really are...

Its ok to cry, I cried, so can you

If you cried while you read this, copy this to your profile

Never Drink and Drive


I went to a party, Mom
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom
So I had a Sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didnt drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mom
Something I expected least.

Now Im lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mom, his voice seems far away.

My own bloods all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.

Im sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave,
And when I go to heaven,
Put Daddys Girl on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
Id still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mom
Im getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And Im so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say I love you, Mom
So I love you and good-bye.

Last story thing promise :)
Luv ur MOM no matter wht.
this is sad, but arn't they all...k on with the story
PS the passage is from a son's POV

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment.. .
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to
Say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear..
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'
My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.
I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my
Mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at
Her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my Children!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have Gotten the wrong address,'
And she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.
'My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see...when you were very little, you got into an accident, and
Lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With all my love to you,
Your mother.

Fave Quotes:

~"Never deprive someone of hope it may be all they have "
H. Jackson Brown Jr.

~"It's funny how humans can wrap their mind around things and fit them into their version of reality."
Rick Riordan (The Lightning Thief (Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Book 1))

~"Suspecting and knowing are not the same."
Rick Riordan (The Lightning Thief (Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Book 1))

~"Humans see what they want to see."
Rick Riordan (The Lightning Thief (Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Book 1))

~"Young people don't always do what they're told, but if they can pull it off and do something wonderful, sometimes they escape punishment. "
Rick Riordan

~"You might as well ask an artist to explain his art, or ask a poet to explain his poem. It defeats the purpose. The meaning is only clear thorough the search."
Rick Riordan

~"Be careful of love. It'll twist your brain around and leave you thinking up is down and right is wrong."
Rick Riordan (The Battle of the Labyrinth (Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Book 4))

~My dear young cousin, if there's one thing I've learned over the eons, it's that you can't give up on your family, no matter how tempting they make it."
Rick Riordan

~ "People are more difficult to work with than machines. And when you break a person, he can't be fixed. "
Rick Riordan (The Battle of the Labyrinth (Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Book 4))

~"suppose a lot of teenage girls feel invisible sometimes, like they just disappear. Well, that's me—Cammie the Chameleon. But I'm luckier than most because, at my school, that's considered cool.
I go to a school for spies. " "
Ally Carter (I'd Tell You I Love You, But Then I'd Have to Kill You)

~ "Chaz looks me dead in the eye and says, “Why yes, Lizzie. I’m manically depressed because the girl I’ve finally realized I’ve always been in love with, and who I was beginning to think just might love me back, turned around and got herself engaged to my best friend, who, frankly, doesn’t deserve her. Does that answer your question?”"
Meg Cabot (Queen of Babble Gets Hitched (Queen of Babble, Book 3))

~""It's a good thing you're bulletproof." I sighed. "I'm going to need that ring. It's time to tell Charlie.""
Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (Twilight Series, Book 3))

~"My foot inched towards the gas pedal...one little bump wouldn't hurt any of them, just that glossy paint job. I revved the engine."
Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (Twilight Series, Book 1))

~"What if I'm not the superhero? What if I'm the bad guy?"
-Edward Cullen"
Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (Twilight Series, Book 1))

~"Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You're not taking him to a strip club, are you?
Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn (Twilight Series, Book 4))

~Hell isn't so bad,when you get to keep and angel with you."
Stephenie Meyer

~ "…this was the voice I would know anywhere – know, and respond to, whether I was awake or asleep … or even dead, I’d bet. The voice I’d walk through fire for – or, less dramatically, slosh every day through the cold and endless rain for."
Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (Twilight Series, Book 3))

~"Oh, a sadistic vampire intent on torturing you to death, sure, no problem, you run off to meet him. An I.V. on the other hand." -Edward Cullen"
Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (Twilight Series, Book 1))

~"Jacob: "May the best MAN win."
Edward: "Sounds about right, pup!""
Stephenie Meyer

-"Do I dazzle you?"
Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (Twilight Series, Book 1))

~"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...," He murmured.
"What a stupid lamb, " I sighed.
"What a sick, masochistic lion."
Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (Twilight Series, Book 1))

~"I reject your reality and substitute my own."
— Adam Savage, Mythbusters

~"What happens if you get scared half to death twice?"

~"Everything is funny as long as it is happening to someone else."
—Will Rogers

~"I don't suffer from insanity I enjoy every minute of it."

~"Insanity: to do something over and over again and expecting different results."
—Albert Einstein

~"Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; I'm not sure about the universe."
—Albert Einstein

~"Be the cand that you wish to see in the world."
—Mahadma Gandhi

~"A without books is like a body without a soul."
—Marcus Tullius Circero

~"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
—Maya Angelou

~"Nobody can make you fell inferior without your concent."
—Eleaor Rooseevelt

~"So many books, so little time."
—Frank Zappa

~"It is better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to open one's mouth and remove all doubt."
—Abraham Lincoln

~"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."
—Dr. Seuss

~"Live as if you were going to die tomorrow, learn as if you were to live forever."
—Mahadma Gandhi

~"You only live once, but if you do it right once is enough."
—Mae West

~"I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my wrost, than you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
—Marilyn Monroe

~"I am so clever that sometimes Idon't understand a single word of what I am saying."
—Oscar Wilde

~"Some feelings come and go and some just don't go away and that’s how you know you really care for someone"

~"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
—Dr. Seuss

~"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth."
—Mark Twain

These are my favorites quotes:

~"Here's to the crazy ones. THe misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square hole. The ones who see differently. They're not fund of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They pust the human race forward. And while some see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do."
—Apple Computer Inc.

~"You're not a rider, untill you've fallen off a horse."
—One of my horseback riding buddies's father

~"To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead "
— Bertrand Russell; Introduction And Editor Barry Feinberg And Ronald Kasr

~"Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it"
Nicholas Sparks (A Walk to Remember)

The Addams Family Movie

Pugsley: Are they dead?
Wednesday: Does it matter?

Girl Scout: Is this made from real lemons?
Wednesday: Yes.
Girl Scout: I only like all-natural foods and beverages, organically grown, with no preservatives. Are you sure they're real lemons?
Pugsley: Yes.
Girl Scout: Well, I'll tell you what. I'll buy a cup if you buy a box of my delicious Girl Scout cookies. Do we have a deal?
Wednesday: Are they made from real Girl Scouts?

Fave Show:

~Gilmore Girls
~C.S.I. -Los Vagus my favorite of all of them then, New York, Maimi
~NCIS (Naval Crimial Investagion Service -i think thats how u spell it. srry 'bout spellin' mistakes-) its like CSI but with more acttion! :)
~The Secret Life of an American Teenager
~What I Like About You

Ninety-three percent of the teen population would die if Abercrombie and Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe. Copy and paste this if you would be part of the seven percent that'd be LAUGHING YOUR BUTT OFF!

Heart ya!! (thats my thing to say!)

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Melissa by FunkyFlower reviews
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Ireland Wishes by BLR223xx reviews
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Esther Art by kvm reviews
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After Hours Massage by readmyfictionhere reviews
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