The Pain Behind The Mask
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Hello, I am The Pain Behind The Mask, and welcome to my profile, I guess...

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Evanescence
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Love Hurts

You told me that you loved me
why did you leave me to cry in the cold
you swore this time was different
why does that line seem so old

You told me I was the only one
who could make you feel that way
you told me that you cared about me
so why didnt you stay

All the nights you laid with me
alone in the dark in my bed
now I finally realize
you were just messing with my head

Love is such a powerful word
a word people often misuse
something they take for granted
something they beat and abuse

My wounds run deep inside me
there's blood all over the place
I think I’ve really lost it this time
Im ashamed to show my face

You Said

You said I was everything to you.
You said I was gorgeous.
You said I made you feel like number one.
You said you would never leave me.
You said you couldn’t wait to see my face at the end of the day.
You said you had never loved anyone like you loved me.
You said my name was the best sound you ever heard.
You said you loved to say it so everybody could hear.
So I asked you to say it out loud so I could hear it.
And you did
But my name isn't Isabel.

No Friend of Mine

A thousand sorrys can't undo what's been done
No matter what you say,
It doesn't take the pain away
And I hate it but that's the way it's got to be
You knew that it would hurt me
You knew that it would hurt me
But you did it anyway

No friend of mine
Would do this to me
And be so selfish
Not to think
I dont want to forgive you
I just want to forget you
I dont want to forgive you
I just want to forget you

But then I never really win
Cause now I've lost a friend
And my feelings
Are spread across the floor
My heart's nailed to the door
And the trust is gone
And it's not coming back
Not coming back
You say it's not a big deal
But it is to me
Just goes to show
You're not really sorry

I pray you find a way to see this through my eyes
Cause right now you're blind
And it's making everything worse
You're making everything worse
Sooner or later your true colors will come through
For everyone to see

No friend of mine
Would do this to me
And be so selfish
Not to think
I dont want to forgive you
I just want to forget you
I dont want to forgive you
I just want to forget you

But then I never really win
Cause now I've lost a friend
And my feelings
Are spread across the floor
My heart's nailed to the door
And the trust is gone
And it's not coming back
Not coming back
You say it's not a big deal
But it is to me
Just goes to show
You're not really sorry

This isn't getting thrown behind me
It's not that easy
It's not that easy
Not as easy as you

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Longing and Hurt and Loneliness by TrajectoryToNoWhere reviews
A sonnet for little girls. About a friend.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2011 - Complete
The Warmth by TrajectoryToNoWhere reviews
If you don't understand what you're reading, that's okay. I don't either.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/7/2011 - Complete
Black Rainbows by 0ri reviews
“So,” his therapist's voice was thick, yet unruly, like a chocolate that had once been smooth and delicious but had now gone stale and tasteless. “How was your day today, Daniel?” /contains slash MxM FxF and other naughty things, beware.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 24 - Words: 175,123 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 1/8/2011 - Published: 6/3/2009
Sophia by TheseViolentDesires reviews
“Do I scare you?” whispered Sophia. “Do I stop you sleeping at night?” John looked up at her. She was staring at the floor. “Do I appear in your dreams?”
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 669 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/26/2010 - Complete
I Thought it Mattered by 1Faith1 reviews
A boy in my school has died. He was hit by a car. His name was Danny, and he sat next to me in Math, period four. Oh, and one other thing about Danny...he copied my homework. All. The. Time.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,405 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 211 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 12/20/2010 - Published: 2/5/2009 - Complete
Phantasmagoria by Le.Elle reviews
A Victorian Romance "I don't want to live - I want to love first, and live incidentally."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,986 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/20/2010 - Published: 7/20/2010
Pandora's Box by TrajectoryToNoWhere reviews
Boxes of love that destroy the world. . .
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/20/2010 - Complete
The Rabbit Hole Complex by TrajectoryToNoWhere reviews
I'm weird. You're weird. Come, let's join in mutual weirdness. A little girl's pillow book and the truth hidden therein.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 19 - Words: 4,477 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/17/2010 - Published: 3/2/2010
The Intricate Practices of Being Alone by TrajectoryToNoWhere reviews
this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/11/2010 - Complete
Revenge of the Twigs by Maple Story of Anime of COCA reviews
Snap, Crackle, Pop and you're dead. Abstract-ish. figure it out on your own time.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2010 - Complete
Katie, Don't Cry by TrajectoryToNoWhere reviews
A letter to the worst man ever dreamed. Think Edward Cullen, but better.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 957 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/5/2010 - Complete
5th by TrajectoryToNoWhere reviews
What did you do today? Do you remember? Are you dead?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/30/2010 - Complete
Scattered Petals by TrajectoryToNoWhere reviews
on a given winter's Sunday.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/5/2010 - Complete
Unheard by TrajectoryToNoWhere reviews
my fucking life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/5/2010 - Complete
Snowflakes by Cheeseraptor5 reviews
God takes a syringe, fills it to the brim with an infinite gush of wisdom, power, hatred, love and doubt – you know, the usual goo – taps it against her perfect thigh and, without a word, stabs it into poor little Sarah Fontaine’s troubled forehead.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 22,150 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/17/2010 - Published: 3/14/2010
She, Alone by TrajectoryToNoWhere reviews
Another allegory for loneliness, the trap it sets. A second reply to Cold and Alone.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/6/2010 - Complete
Stephenie Meyer's Negative Influence on Society by Nuit Songeur reviews
A research paper constructed for my Honors English III class voicing, with a level of mature coherency, my opinions against the critically acclaimed author of the Twilight Saga. All sources are cited and a bibliography is included.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,822 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/20/2009 - Complete
Lock, Free of A Key by Ryane Silvernow reviews
A collection of essays based on everyday objects and life. Essays portraying how everyday things can look in different points of view. Sorta like a pillow-book collection. Sorry for suckish sum.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 6,514 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 10/24/2009 - Published: 9/6/2009
Arsenic Kisses by Cheeseraptor5 reviews
Jamie is listening to her iPod. Jamie lazily pulls the trigger. Jamie watches as the dark zombie blood drenches her body. Luckily for her, her iPod is waterproof.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror/Adventure - Chapters: 31 - Words: 122,163 - Reviews: 166 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 7/25/2009 - Published: 8/8/2006
Row Row Row Your Boat by evilpillowsofdoom reviews
A different look at the childhood song that everyone knows and loves. T Simply for the negative outlook.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/13/2009 - Complete
Live and Learn by xxmeigetsuxx reviews
Personal essay I had to write for English Honors 1 this year, pretty deep for me. EDIT: I added an epilouge, "Walls." I decided to call the original story "Chest." The entire story is still called "Live and Learn." Read/review? Thanks.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,090 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 7/5/2009 - Published: 6/19/2009 - Complete
Masks by ForeverxDreaming reviews
People are never what they seem. There is someone beneath that mask you see. - This is an essay I wrote for English, please R&R
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,973 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/3/2008 - Complete
Isolation by Ylsa reviews
When floodwaters rise out of control, Kate's school is cut off from the rest of the world. Within 24 hours a teacher is dead, and amid panic and hysteria, the remaining pupils must fight to survive. WARNING: Rated teen but quite a dark story.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 36 - Words: 35,797 - Reviews: 125 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 6/10/2007 - Published: 3/4/2007 - Complete
Mockingbird, Mockingbird by Meia-Noite reviews
To Kill a Mockingbird' in 14 words...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2007 - Complete
Fifteen by Cheeseraptor5 reviews
Just because...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,585 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 6 - Published: 2/14/2007 - Complete
Not Good Enough by i.am.the.winter reviews
Just a poem about not measuring up to people's standards...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/3/2006
Haunting Melodies by EternalBlackRose-85 reviews
Another depressing poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/24/2003
All I've Ever Wanted by EternalBlackRose-85 reviews
This poem was written about my parents and my own feelings of not being good enough for them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/1/2003
Dear Prince Charming reviews
Dear Prince Charming, please go away. It would be great for all of us regular guys if the idea of you just disappeared. We want a chance to have a happy ending too...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,766 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/18/2010 - Complete