Quote until I update: Loveliness is the key to happiness, but what is the key to happiness when happiness just happens to not be my specialty?

Song until I update: Morticians Daughter
Artist: Black Veil Brides
CD: We Stitch These Wounds
Track Number: 7
Year CD was Released: 2006
Unfortunatley, I don't own any band (too bad I can't own All Time Low (;) so all I can say is listen to the song, and buy it. So then I won't get sued by some big government authority for using this song without legal prescent of putting this song up on fiction press...What? I used to want to be a lawyer.

I can't be happy, every bone in my body tells me to be happy, its just that I can't.

Only my family can make me truly laugh, truly cry, and truly stressd out.

Real friends are the type of people who would be hit with a bullet instead of you. They are also the types who you want to hit with a bullet.

FAMILY: THE TYPE OF PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY ARE THERE FOR YOU UNTIL YOU MESS UP OR DISAPPOINT THEM.

You won't understand my trance-like depression, you won't understand it until you walk a mile in my freaking shoes. Then take a gander at reality.

ALL QUOTES ARE SIGNIFIED TO morticiansdaughter13 AND HER COUSIN.

The Good and Bad Times of me and my Unfortunatly Demented Friends from Camp...
"One year, when I was seven or eight, I hit my teacher," m.a. "WHY DID YOU HIT YOUR TEACHER?!" me "Eh, it was with a book...or a globe... NO! I can't remember what i hit my teacher with!" " Let me repeat that. WHY DID YOU HIT YOUR TEACHER?!" "She yelled at me." We pass a fire extinguisher.. "Hey! I remember what I hit my teacher with!" He picks up the fire extinguisher. "Um, you realize that it wasn't a book or a globe...and the fact that you are far away from even being CLOSE to a book or a globe?" I grab the fire extinguisher and I walk away with it.
"Dude?" me "What did you guys do?!" m.b. "Dude..." l.a.
"I like muffins." p.m. "I don't." a.s. "COMMUNIST!" me
"The cake is ruined the cake is ruined mom is gonna freak...and this damn car won't start itself so my butt is freezING you know what...you know what. This is a stupid song. So I'm onna walk inside singing i and they will not know. The cake is ruined..." haha Alexx

I'm basically the girl everyone knows, but doesn't understand. I've got a bit of a sarcastic side that everyone has heard. I exaggerate my stories. I fake because I'm scared of the truth. I'm scarred but not to a point of scarredness. My life is not easy, it is totally FAR FROM EASY! I'm just a girl who was never used in life. I'm straight, so that means I like guys. I've got a bit of craziness n my side of family, but I don't know. Don't forget me. I'm a wasted life. I'm sick and tired of everyone thinking they are better than me. Because they aren't.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Your worst enemies were your siblings? If you were friends with a boy it didn't mean you liked him? War was only a card game? The only drug you knew was cough medicine?The only thing that hurt you were skinned knees? Goodbye meant only until tomorrow? Remember when the only thing that could get broken were toys and bones? Wearing a skirt didnt mean u were a slut? When ur dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth, and ur mom was ur hero? when racing issues meant who ran the fastest? And we couldnt wait to grow up.. Remember when nobody cared who their friend’s were if they gave them a good time. And the only thing your parents ahd to worry about was you getting hurt and going to the hospital? What is happening to our generation? Why is it that we have to protect ourselves more from ourselves than anybody? What is happening to our minds? Why do people blame our generatons when it is obvious it is the parents fault? Who cares if we do something we arent supposed to do? Life is life you only live once. Live it without regrets.

Remember when you once lived a carefree life, without wondering who the next person was to die?

New Life: I stretched my legs, and my whole body, putting on the points that I haven't worn in so many years. People were applauding me. Or us. Alexandra and me, her twin, Kelsey. We walked out on our tip-toes, holding pauses every now and then. Right now was my time to shine. My time to show him who is boss. My time to show Jake that I love him, and that he was the best big brother in the world. To show him how well he has done with raising me. And to kick my dads power time. It was my time. Our time. And, for some reason, Alexandra broke down crying. I mean like, wtf?

Summary: Amanda always depended on Tania to deal with her problems. Tania was always the strong one, letting Amanda lean on her. Although it may not seem like it, something is harboring in Tania’s life, something that only Amanda knows. But when Tania finally has a meltdown and has something bad happen to her, will Amanda be able to survive not leaning on someone, but letting someone lean on her. It’s a true struggle of friendship, drama, and a little bit of problems. Rated T for violence.

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, "It's because you're gay, isn't it?"

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, "Seven days..."

FRIENDS: Helps you up when you fall.

BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, "Walk much, dumb ass?"

FRIENDS: Helps you find your prince.

BEST FRIENDS: Kidnaps him and brings him to you.

FRIENDS: Will ask you if you're okay when you're crying.

BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, "Ha Ha, Loser!"

FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.

BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.

FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month.

BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.

FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.

BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, "Run - bitch- run!"

FRIENDS: Will help you move.

BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.

FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, "That was awesome! Let's do it again!"

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "DAMN!" we messed up!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "HONEY I'M HOME."

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough.

BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say "Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don't waste!

FRIENDS: Would read and ignore this.

BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this shit!

"Only a coward backstabs her friends." Me.

SURVEY

Siblings: A little sister
Girlfriend\Boyfriend: (;
Family: ehh I miss them and I certainly love them, but I wouldn't take a bulelt for a few of them.
Are you funny?: More along the lines of annoying
Do you have a job: I'm too lazy
Favorite feature on you: My hair
Name one of your many flaws: I talk a loooooot
Eye Color: Dark brown
Hair color: Longish, auburnish and my bangs are blondeish and greenish
Every been arrested: ...um...some owuld say yes...me on the other hand, you don't need to know about it... heh
Ever been brought home by a cop: Yes.
Ever shot a gun: Nope
Ever been shot: Maybe
Ever shot someone: Nope...
Ever Drank: Um, yeah. it was gross
Ever smoked: Noppe
Ever done\sold drugs: No.
Do you believe in love: Sometimes, other times I don't.
Ever kissed: Yes.
Are you a virgin: Um, thats kind of personal.
Who is your favorite person/people in the world: I can't answer that cuz I have too many.
Ever done something BIG to your apearance: ...Yeah I've died my hair many colors, and I'm getting my second peircing for my bday.
Descripe yourself in one word: Different
Do you hang out with people your own age: Sometimes.
Are you in love: No.
Ever been in love: Never have.
Do you think you have talent: I am good at singing, and being weird. Also good at doing things by myself. I'm alright on writing.
What's your favorite color?: Black and gold ;)
Do you live in your own world: Yes.
Do you enjoy hanging around people: It differs from enjoy to just wanting solitude.
Ever been depressed: Yeah, still am.
Random fact: I am a fan of alternative rock AND some techno music.
Random fact #2: Veronica Mars is beast

Annoying Things To Do On An Elevator

1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask "Got enough air in there?"
2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.
3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you're embarrassed when they open themselves.
4) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral.
5) MEOW occasionally.
6) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: "You're one of THEM" - and back away slowly
7) SAY -DING at each floor.
8) SAY "I wonder what all these do?" And push all the red buttons.
9) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
10) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: "I have new socks on."
11) WHEN the elevator is silent, look around and ask: "Is that your beeper?"
12) TRY to make personal calls on the emergency phone.
13) DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers: "This is my personal space."
14) WHEN there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder, then pretend it wasn't you.
15) PUSH the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
16) ASK if you can push the button for other people but push the wrong ones.
17) HOLD the doors open and say you're waiting for your friend. After a while, let the doors close and say "Hi Greg, How's your day been?"
18) DROP a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream: "That's mine!"
19) BRING a camera and take pictures of everyone in the lift.
20) PRETEND you're a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the Passengers.
21) SWAT at flies that don't exist.
22) CALL out "Group hug" then enforce it.

I'm the girl that doesn't go to school dances, or games, and when I do go, I sit in a corner and read a book. I am the girl that people look through when I say something. I am the girl that spends most of her free time reading, writing, or doing other activities that most teenagers wouldn't call normal. I am the girl that people call weird and a freak either behind my back or to my face. I am the girl that doesn't spend all her time on Face Book, or talking to a girlfriend on a cell phone or regular phone. I am the girl that hasn't been asked out in a year. I am the girl that has stopped to smell the flowers and jump and splash in the rain. BUT I am also the girl who knows and is proud to be who she is, who loves reading and writing and doing the things that no one seems to have the time to do any more, who can express herself better with words than actions, who doesn't need a guy to complete her, and knows the importance of the little things.

NOTHING LASTS FOREVER…

So live it up,

Drink it down,

Laugh it off,

Avoid the BS

Take chances

& never have regrets,

because at one point,

everything you did was exactly what you WANTED!

F.reaked out

I.nsane

N.eurotic and

E.motional

Yah, I'm fine