Kayley
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Joined 05-12-01, id: 68342
Author has written 39 stories for General, General, Young Adult, and Life.

Name: Elle
Age: 21
Interests: Music, art, writing, etc. You know, the usuals.

I haven't posted in years, but I'm back hoping that I'll be able to find some inspiration again. I've gone far too long without writing, and I'm trying to get back into the habit.

I'm deeply embarrassed by my old work, but can't bring myself to delete them from this site. For better or for worse, they're a part of me, and I'm sick of trying to commit a figurative suicide. Hopefully my present and future writing will prove to be a little bit better. Or, at the very least, less psycho!emo!chick. :)

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Reaching by roguechick
A poem that I wrote thats about lonliness.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/21/2003
Fairy Boys by ziggy pop eno reviews
[12/16--finished!] Two boys. Both kweer. One deaf. Anything could happen. [slash/first orig. fic!/r'n'r!]
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,401 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 16 - Updated: 12/16/2002 - Published: 10/6/2002
Sidewalk Chalk by Suicidal Butterfly reviews
Deppression, and comparison.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/9/2002
Don't Wake Me From The Dream by Zero Self Esteem reviews
I'm depressed. So thus, this story is depressing. Blatant suicide references. I need help, don't I?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/22/2002
The Theory of the Flamer by Neko-chan1 reviews
Any author worth his or her salt has heard of the 'illustrious' flamer. But what exactly IS this 'flamer?' Hopefully, I've answered some questions and raised others. Enjoy! ^_^
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,290 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 10/15/2002 - Published: 10/13/2002
Keep Sending the Rain by HoukanGishi reviews
One year is a long time when you're giving up your addiction. *Warning* cutting
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 637 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/25/2002
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Plastic Sticker Diagnoses reviews
[rewritten] Patient X is faceless in their notes, defined by the labels around her neck, the nametag stapled to her forehead... A look at 'insanity' and the [many] shortcomings of the mental health system.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2007 - Complete
Hipbones On Magazine Covers reviews
Last night you sunk to your knees in a pantomime of worship, gagged on questions, uncertainties, and two fingers shoved down a throat in haste... What would they say if they knew their champion kneels before porcelain alters?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/10/2007 - Complete
Admissions reviews
Like the title says, a series of confessions. 'The concerns I hold close, things never revealed. Behind masks and layers are secrets concealed.'
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/28/2007 - Complete
Perfection's Shadow reviews
I am your rough copy. I exist in the professor’s red markered graffiti, 'Needs Improvement.' B, not an A. Minus, never plus. A decimal above average, and one step below brilliant.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/26/2007 - Complete
Winter Flowers reviews
A girl with BPD struggles to break free from the stereotype of her illness and find her own identity. Is she really crazy? That's certainly how her friends and family see her. But maybe there's more to the story, and to her, than everybody realizes.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,768 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1/20/2007 - Published: 1/8/2007
Reflection reviews
The same story told by the same person, but from two completely different points of view. Past through present theme. keywords: eating disorder, anorexia, treatment, recovery.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,619 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/13/2007 - Complete
My Light reviews
This was written about a friend of a good friend, but is dedicated to anybody reading this who has ever lost someone close to them.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/5/2004
Something Between Life and Death reviews
Something sort of personal that I hope at least a few people will read. Pretty short, a bit detached. Self injury, my opinions. Because there really is something between life and death.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,004 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/16/2004
Who Am I? reviews
Can't really explain this one, but I think it's something everyone can relate to.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 524 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/22/2004
Inner Child reviews
Don't know what to say without giving it away. Might be confusing, but still cool. Self-injury, implied anorexia, and suicide/murder. Just give it a chance, it's kinda cool. Reviews appreciated, flames expected.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 541 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/16/2004
Someone Like Me reviews
I actually sorta like this one. It's about two people interpreting the same thing in completely different ways. Just a silly idea that came to me last night. Reviews appreciated, flames expected.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 529 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/4/2004
Bloodied Corpse reviews
This one's dark. Even more so the rest of my stuff, I mean. I don't expect anyone to understand it I wrote it when my thoughts were a jumbled mess.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/27/2003
Bleed My Body reviews
A poem about cutting and some other things. I wrote it this morning and it's personal, so I would appreciate reviews if you read it. :) Thanks.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/27/2003
Stranger reviews
This poem is kind of different than the ones I usually write, in terms of rhyming scheme. So...if you could let me know what you think I'd appreciate it. :) It's might be confusing, but I think most of you will understand. Here's a clue: it's about rape.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/21/2003
Concrete Angel reviews
A story about an abused child based on the song Concrete Angel by Martina McBride. Moral: If you know someone who is being abused and you look the other way, you are just as bad as the abuser yourself. Please review!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,248 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/23/2003
I See reviews
The is the first time I've ever written a poem like this, in this way. It's about anorexia, and I'd really love some reviews (especially by people who know my usual style) because I've never written anything like this before and I don't know how it is.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2/23/2003
Waiting reviews
A song fic. A little confusing, but still worth a read I think. I'm actually sort of proud of this one! It's about a girl with anorexia, and the song is 4st. 7lbs by the Manic Street Preachers. Please read, and leave a review if you like what you read!
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,837 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/27/2003
Twice As Good reviews
Sequel to “The Things We Do For Love.” Jon and Rob are back! This time Jon is well fed and in a happy, healthy relationship with Rob. But sometimes things happen. Things that can tear apart even the strongest of lovers. Will they make it? Read to find
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,736 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/22/2002 - Published: 11/21/2002
Life reviews
This is a poem about life, hence the title. It's about the life and experiences of a little girl as she grows up and becomes a woman. Please read!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12/21/2002
Silence Kills reviews
I wrote this a LONG time ago after I lost my best friend. I don't really feel like this anymore because I have new friends but it's still pretty good, I think. Worth a read. Please review, let me know what you think!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/18/2002
Taylin's Story reviews
Something happened to Taylin a long time ago, and she chooses some dangerous ways to deal with the after effects. This is a story about pro ana (anorexia) but before you flame, PLEASE read the A/N. I am not in any way promoting it.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,387 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/12/2002
Some Things You Lose, Some You Just Give Away reviews
About a little girl playing truth or dare with her friends. They ask her something she’s not quite ready to talk about… Deals with rape. Please read!
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 543 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/8/2002
Homesick reviews
It's a metaphor. It's about things in my past that I've let go, and sometimes wish that I hadn't. Can't explain further.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12/7/2002
The Things We Do For Love reviews
Jon has a hard time dealing with his sudden, intimate feelings for Rob and finds solace in something even more dangerous than the feelings he's trying to run from. Needless to say, it's slash. And it also deals with anorexia. **COMPLETE**
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 54,250 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 39 - Updated: 11/11/2002 - Published: 9/21/2002
Pain reviews
I've been having a hard time lately, and I wrote this when I was feeling really depressed and dedicated it to my best friend because, as of now, she is the only good thing in my life and the one thing preventing me from going over the edge. Please review.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 716 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10/26/2002
Not Anyone's Problem reviews
The summary I wrote will not fit, please read AN. To narrow it down, this is about a girl that killed herself after a friend betrayed her. Please read the AN for a better description.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 584 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/26/2002
Roses reviews
What do you think of when you think a rose? A pretty flower? Does anyone think of the thorns? No, because we don't want to see that. Rose's friends were like that too. Read this and see what happens when we don't look past the seemingly perfect exterior.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 525 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 7 - Published: 10/22/2002
My Lover, My Friend reviews
Just a poem I wrote when I got bored in school one day. I discovered it in my closet today and decided to post it. Please read and tell me what you think!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/26/2002
My Story reviews
My experiences with anorexia and self injury. Rated PG13 for angst. Anyway, it would mean a lot to me if you r&r because it took a lot for me to write this and post it on a public webpage. Thanks.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,641 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/2/2002 - Published: 5/12/2001
Goodbye reviews
You won't believe it, I actually wrote a happy poem! I wrote it to self-injury and called it goodbye because I'm through with it for good.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/2/2002
Confusion reviews
A short poem about an eating disorder.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/1/2002
Untitled reviews
I finally wrote another poem! It's not too great, but anywaze, here it is. I don't even know why I decided to write about this, I think it's the first romance poem I ever wrote. I hope you like it, please r&r!!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/19/2001
Jodi reviews
This poem is kind of confusing without an explanation. It's about different people talking about a girl named Jodi throughout different periods of her life. I hope it's not too confusing.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/8/2001
Perfect reviews
This is a poem a wrote in the eyes of two parents telling their daughter to always be the best and to be perfect. It's not one of my best, but I hope you like it. Please r&r!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9/7/2001
Remember Me reviews
Here's a break from my usual self mutilation and anorexia poems. I wrote it in the eyes of a girl in Heaven telling her family and friends not to cry or be say about her death, but to remember the good times and be happy. Please r&r!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/29/2001
Hey Everyone Look reviews
This is a poem about somebody who's not as perfect as she seems. I rated it PG13 for angst and suicide. There's also a bit of self mutilation in it. Don't like, don't read. Please r&r!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 614 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 5/12/2001
Just One Little Scar reviews
This is a poem about a cutter who cuts too deep and accidently kills herself.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/12/2001
Mirror Mirror 11 reviews
A poem about is about anorexia. It's actually the 11th in a series of Mirror Mirror's. I rated it PG13 for agnst. Hope you like it, please r&r!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/12/2001
The Hurt of Pain reviews
This is a poem about my my experiences with self mutilation. I rated it pg-13 for agnst. I hope you like it, please r&r!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/12/2001