PanickedSerenity
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Joined 10-23-09, id: 694752, Profile Updated: 10-23-09

Hello all! I'm Panicked Serenity! I've been on FanFiction.net for years and decided to give this site a try. So far I have not been Homepage is a link to my account if your interested. You never know, one of my favorited stories could become YOUR new favorited story!

I am a little bit dramatic at times. I'll list a few things about myself below.


Name: You can just call me Sam. It's not my name but people call me by it anyway.

Age:19

Appearance: Brownish red hair, Hazel eyes, and about 5 6' (That's pushing it a little).

Relationships: Strait, single.

Location: Michigan (I'm only telling you that because there are like, a million brown haired 19-year-olds here!)

Likes: Reading-- of course, TV-- more than I should, Agriscience, drawing (getting better!), and writing (haven't finished a single chaptered story yet. Got a oneshot done on an old account finished though.)

Dislikes: Being lied to, being made fun of, and well... a lot of other things that would need a novel to list.

Favorite Shows, Books, and Movies: Harry Potter, Inuyasha, all Inuyasha movies, Bleach (when I'm in the mood), Naruto, Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Again, depends on the day/current mood), The Twilight Saga, actually, most fantasy/vampire novels, Firefly, Fullmetal Alchemist, FMA: the movie, and lots of other things that I can't really think of right now.

My favorite quotes:

"I feel bad for Hormones. They are blamed for so many things that are not their fault." -L from a Death Note Fic.

"Wit out speel chekk haf the peeple I no wood b iliterite!" -ME! (I'm not that bad! I swear it!)

"You have a habit of becoming spontaniously horizontal." -Kristina O.

"Let’s make even less fucking sense, shall we? I know, Sakura, fetch me a cat, I feel like waxing something." -Kakashi from the Fic Seven Days by SilverShine.

"Help! I'n in a pick-up truck full of psychic cannibals!" -Kuwabara from Yu Yu Hakusho.

Quotes from an anime quotes website (so... I got a bit lazy... I'd say sue me, but... please don't.) :

"So tell me, what's it like living in a constant haze of stupidity?" - Hiei (Yu Yu Hakusho)

"Do you think he knows it's a circle?" - Hiei (Yu Yu Hakusho)

"I know as much of games as hugs and puppies, and care for them even less." - Hiei (Yu Yu Hakusho)

"Does a death wish cause you to talk to me that way?" - Hiei (Yu Yu Hakusho)

"I don't like it! It smells girly!" - Kuwabara (Yu Yu Hakusho)

"Don't talk, it makes you sound stupid." - Yusuke (Yu Yu Hakusho)

"You try to sound like you think through things, when in fact you're not thinking at all." - Kurama (Yu Yu Hakusho)

"You're a team player, a save the day superhero. I hate people like you." - Hiei (Yu Yu Hakusho)

"Hiei, I can't accept this. I value our friendship and all we've been through but... I don't like you that way." - Kurama (Yu Yu Hakusho)

"On the day we left, we burned down the family home and all the familiar things inside. Because some memories... aren't meant to leave traces." - Alphonse Elric (Full-Metal Alchemist)

Did Anybody else bawl their eyes out when Hughs died? I wasn't even into FMA very much when I saw that ep. STILL sobbed.


Anyway... even though I am a bit blunt, I hate flames. They are pointless and hurtful. I have never given one and don't plan to. Also, I am straight, but I don't mind yaoi or slash or yuri or whatever. Actually I now prefer it. I like romance, and it is that simple. It is my personal opinion that just because it may be between two men or two women, love is love, as cliche as that sounds. I rarely have such strong opinions of things, but this is something that I refuse to conform on. My opinion on this was largely influenced by a friend of mine, who told her coworkers she was a lesbian, and they flipped out over it. Well, some of them did anyway. She acted like it was alright, but I could tell it really hurt her. Plus, I have a part of my family who I never see who are a bunch of racial, sexist bastards (coughGrandpacough). I'm just glad they live on the other side of the country and I've only met them like three times.

Also, I will admit that I am hopelessly addicted to smut. Don't tell my mother as she is anti- anything remotely sexual. Unfortunately this only applies to other people. She, however, can say things that have and do mental scar me for life! : )

Like me... Hate me... Never judge me.

Melodramatic, but hey, I did warn you : )

I love to talk to authors and readers. I like being involved with the making of the stories. Not putting my ideas in or anything, but I like to discuss whats going on, what could or might happen- things like that. I appriciate it when authors reply to my responses. I get all excited (Seriously. I squeal and everything...). It makes my day.

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Tales of El: Iron Butterfly by mousegirl05 reviews
Temple apprenticeship in an unfamiliar world, home to an unfamiliar race. Amid thorns of hatred and misunderstanding, can a human find true friendship and love among the rae'lir temple keepers? m/m-sorta; read and see!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 27 - Words: 136,699 - Reviews: 210 - Favs: 213 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 10/8/2017 - Published: 1/24/2010 - Complete
Moonlight by Katica Locke reviews
In this sequel/alternate POV to the 2008 epic NaNovel Broken Wings, Moonlight follows Izeri, a weather fey with a dark secret as he fights for love, acceptance, and his very life. Gay romance, maleXmale.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 79 - Words: 253,081 - Reviews: 755 - Favs: 344 - Follows: 447 - Updated: 1/24/2016 - Published: 11/3/2010
Mix'N'Match by SucculentAmbush reviews
Ezra wakes up the morning after a one night stand with no memory of the night before and not one, but six new husbands. Throw in long standing relationship problems, an angry ex, and a chronic disease and Ezra has a bit of a problem on his hands. SLASH
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 176,061 - Reviews: 387 - Favs: 392 - Follows: 457 - Updated: 7/9/2013 - Published: 2/7/2010
Supernatural Inc by vampy27 reviews
When Laec Godras, supernatural ass-kicker, is asked to kill a priority target - a powerful, sadistic vampire that's killed everyone that's gone after him - he doesn't expect to last long. The vampire, however, has other ideas... Warning: MxM
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 84,962 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 159 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 9/24/2012 - Published: 6/28/2011 - Complete
Tearc Dragan by Darkladyknight reviews
Garnet 3Mpreg:Abandoned on a ship lost in space, for thirteen years Solas has been alone. Until fate sent him Devin. But when you can't understand each other, it's hard to make things work. Brought back to Earth, Solas finds they didn't want the same thin
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 25 - Words: 145,645 - Reviews: 341 - Favs: 218 - Follows: 129 - Updated: 9/6/2010 - Published: 3/28/2007 - Complete
Just Because by Ryette reviews
Slash. Bright blue skinny jeans can’t get you out of everything. Especially when your arch nemesis dumps barbeque sauce on them and then acts like a homophobe even though he really isn't. SKoW Best Slash winner round 11!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 35 - Words: 154,309 - Reviews: 1781 - Favs: 1,658 - Follows: 689 - Updated: 7/15/2010 - Published: 7/15/2009 - Complete
Esperanza by Ocotillo reviews
*2011 SKOW nominee* Tesla is a drifter on post-virus Earth, doing his best to stay alive. When he meets two heathen traders, he follows them in hopes of a better life. He expected many things, but not that they'd make him prisoner for his genes.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 109,844 - Reviews: 219 - Favs: 466 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 7/28/2009 - Published: 5/2/2009 - Complete
The Violet and the Tom by Ocotillo reviews
*2011 SKOW nominee* Nygell, a Lord of the Northern Isles, is given the gift of a young Grecian slave by the King. Nygell wants no such responsibility. Slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 98,564 - Reviews: 556 - Favs: 944 - Follows: 213 - Updated: 4/10/2009 - Published: 1/25/2009 - Complete
Broken Wings by Katica Locke reviews
Complete -- Jakil LeMae arrives at Alyrrawood University, the prestigious school for mages, werecreatures, vampires and faeries. Homoerotic fantasy.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 79 - Words: 172,033 - Reviews: 1808 - Favs: 1,163 - Follows: 358 - Updated: 3/11/2009 - Published: 10/7/2008 - Complete
The Wolf and the Lamb by failte200 reviews
Slash. Shotacon. AND Furry. A lot of people don't like one or more of those. Nothing too graphic, though. An epic fairytale of cross species love, the 'ship between predator and prey, and other pretentious sounding things.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 110,489 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 136 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 11/25/2007 - Published: 1/11/2007 - Complete
The History of Southbrook Academy by American Schokolade reviews
SLASH Between remaining the school’s premier expert on gossip and trying to blackmail a jock into being his boyfriend, Alex has no time for ghost stories. Unfortunately somebody else doesn’t feel the same way.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 21 - Words: 115,072 - Reviews: 535 - Favs: 651 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 7/19/2007 - Published: 5/10/2007 - Complete
The Girl for Me by failte200 reviews
Slash. TG. Straight jockboy Kevin thinks he has gay, cross-dressing Danny under his thumb. Kevin only likes girls. So... why does he keep thinking about her? Or him. Whatever.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 77,510 - Reviews: 428 - Favs: 826 - Follows: 154 - Updated: 2/14/2007 - Published: 11/27/2006 - Complete
Take Me From This Pain, Brian's story by Esquirella reviews
Completed. MM Slash. BE WARNED! Abuse, mentions rape. Matt is a bully and Brian is his target. But one day Matt finds out something that changes their relationship forever. Can he save Brian from his pain, or is he already lost? Chap 40: Daddy dearest.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 40 - Words: 81,794 - Reviews: 1011 - Favs: 620 - Follows: 119 - Updated: 5/10/2005 - Published: 3/11/2004 - Complete