Rachel Hannah Newben
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Joined 11-06-09, id: 696565, Profile Updated: 07-03-11
Author has written 4 stories for Young Adult, Family, and Life.

Heyy I'm Rachel Hannah :) It has to be said- I am amazingly awesome- well, I'd have to be, considering I'm the ruler of the universe and all :P Nahh I'm just joking, I know I'm only of average awesomenessosity, and I know the only universe I rule is my own personal one, but still, I'm allowed to dream, aren't I? :P

Okey, so, I'm 16, and I've got shortish brown hair and blue-grey eyes. I dye the underneath of my hair different colours- so far I has had purple, pink, blue, green and red, oh, and electric blue and black :) I love drawing, reading and writing, but I'm not all nerdy or stuff lol :P I go to Longslade Community College and I have officially FINISHED year 11, aka compulsory education (sob!) but I don't want to leave school just yet, so I'm staying on into 6th form, aka post 16, to study Psychology, English Language and English Literature. My best mate at school has to be Christiana-Anne Martine, aka Marshy Mushroom:) We went to go and see the new Alice in Wonderland when it came out, and it was absolutely amazing, I loved it so much, and I know she'll understand what I'm on about when I say "You're late for tea!" or "Spoon!"

Anything by Tim Burton is just plain genius, and anything starring Johnny Depp or David Tennant is just completely amazing, as they are both just completely fit and just wow. I love watching Doctor Who, David Tennant was the bestest doctor there ever was, but hey, I'll give this Matt Smith guy a chance, after all, I do love the programme :)

I love music, it is pretty much my life, I love All Time Low, Go: Audio, Metro Station, Owl City, Madina Lake, Paramore, The Blackout, New Found Glory, Head Automatica, Def Leppard, Meatloaf, Bon Jovi and loads more whose names have escaped my brain for now :)

I like wearing lots of black makeup- every morning after I straighten my hair I put black eyeshadow on my eyelids and underneath my eyes, as well as heavy black eyeliner and thick black mascara. I'm not obsessive over my appearance, I just like how dark makeup makes my eyes look bigger and I enjoy putting it on :) If I can be bothered, I sometimes put glitter on my eyes as well, so that they go sparkle sparkle :D

I'm currently into wearing my black skinny jeans, my blue converse (converse ftw!) just some random t-shirt (depends on whats hanging up in my wardrobe) and my black waistcoat, which I love. I don't care if it's not "fashionable", as it happens, I hate fashion. It would make me sick to fit in with everyone else- I like to stand out and be my own person, not the person everyone wants me to be. Basically, I'll be perfectly happy going to school in my pink tutu skirt- except my mum, who works at the school, won't let me- she thinks it's too short lol :P

Well, relationship wise, I'm currently single, I broke up with a boyfriend who I'd been on and off with for nearly 2 years a while ago now, and tbh I think I like being single- for a while anyway :P I don't think I want another boyfriend- my ex constantly says how I'll never find any one like him. Erm, I broke up with him cause I didn't like him, why the hell should I want to find any one else like him? FAIL :)

So piercing wise I want to have loads done- I have my ears done once, then my tragus (that little ear flap thingy), lip and belly button, but I want to have (in addition to those) my neck, nose, and collar bones, as well as my other tragus, but thats it. I also would like to get a couple of tattoos when I'm older :) I'm not piercing mad or tattoo mad or anything, I just like how they look :)

I might seem mad to anyone reading this, and truthfully, yes, I am mad, but it's what makes me me, and I love my random attitude, and how it can be deadly silent and I'll just start laughing or whisper really loudly that it's too quiet, which always makes people talk. I also love how I still talk to inanimate objects, like if I bump into a table, I'll tell it off, and then accuse it of jumping out and biting me, and then probably slap it :) I guess people just have to get used to my random ways, like my family and friends have :)

Marshy, you seriously are the best friend in the entire universe. You're always there for me, especially recently, and I want you to know that no matter what, I'll be here for you as well, for as long as you want me to be. I hope we'll be best mates forever, chasing each other round in mechanical wheelchairs in the old people home and probably in the mental hospital as well, cause lets face it, with our mentality, that last one is where we're gunna end up :P. You're an amazing friend and I want to say thank you for helping me through these past few months. Love ya, Marshy :) xx

Mum- you rule. You honestly do. I have no idea what I'd do without you, your absolutely fabulous and the bestest mummy I could ever wish for. Thanks for dying my hair for me over and over again- I know you find it tedious work, but hey, lets face it, my hair does look pretty awesome in the end, and it's all thanks to you :) And don't worry, when you're locked away in the old peoples home, I'll be a good little daughter and bring you some lovely mashed potatoes every week, with gravy :) I'd say you could have meat, but with false teeth, who could eat it? I love you Mum :) xx

I write about things that have affected me or someone I know- or at least, I do in my poems. I am happy to say I have managed to overcome my selfharm, and that it isn't something I was ever ashamed of. It was just who I was, and who I was then made me who I am today, so overall I'm almost grateful.

I don't care what people think of me- if they don't want to take the time to get to know me for the person I am then they aren't worth my time. I'll take the time to get to know anyone, I won't judge someone just because of how they look or whatever. I also don't live my life for other people. So I had my hair cut short, big deal. Do you want to tell me how my changing my hair effects you or your life? Exactly, it doesn't. If I want to have piercings, does that hurt anyone? No, I don't think so. Well, it'll probably hurt me because I think I may have a low pain tolerance, but still.

I don't like liars or fakes. I hate people who pretend to be something they're not. I don't like people who are over the top about the style they want to be, like people who want to be "Emo's" so they slit their wrists and then brag about it- darlings, no one gives a shit. I love who I am and don't plan to change for anyone. At the end of the day I am who I am and anyone who hates that, well, so what? The haters aren't worth my time.


Lyrics which mean a lot to me

I used to be love drunk

But now I'm hung over

I love you forever

Forever is over

Boys like Girls- Love Drunk

I'm sick of your st

Don't deny

You're a waste of time

I'm sick of you st

Don't ask why

I hate you now

So go away from me

You're gone, so long

I can do better

I can do better

Hey, hey you

I've found myself again

That's why you're gone

I can do better

Avril Lavigne- I can do better

I'm gunna break your little heart

Watch you take the fall

Laughing all the way to the hospital

Cause theres nothing surgery can do

When I break your little heart in two

All Time Low- Break your little heart

This is the blackout

And you'll find out

It's gunna come

And take

Everything you love away

A blackout

Coming to your town

We'll never run


So stand and fight another day

The Blackout- Save Our Selves (The Warning)

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Alex Harper, This is your life
The second book in the series "The Eel had Landed". Alex Harper was perfectly happy where he was, until his past decides to catch him up. And how can he go on normally now he knows everything?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,101 - Published: 11/2/2010
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