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Author has written 171 stories for Song, Life, General, and General.

I can't edit. I can't spell.

I you continue and read anything I've written, you will understand.

(I usually write around the time of midnight, so I consider these flaws acceptable)


Feels like forever when there's no way out
And forever drags on when I can't believe
Can't believe in tomorrow or a way to leave
Can't believe in trying or fighting for my dreams


We talk about yesterday like we learned from our mistakes
Like everything we ever did wrong finally falls into place
We laugh about the past like it's centuries gone
But we only laugh 'cause we're afraid to say we were wrong
Yet the future seems too far off to be true
And it's hard to think of 'cause today we have to make it through


Am I perfect enough for your eyes to behold?
Am I pretty enough for your arms to hold?
Will I ever bleed enough to be worthy?
Will my soul ever be mine again?
Does it look better when I empty my eyes?
Erase my soul and pour out my mind?
Should I loose myself to achieve perfection?
Should I risk my life for such an infection?


And I can't remember ever feeling so much pain
And I can't remember anything
But I'm just waiting for my heart to start beating again
And I know you don't care about my shame
And I know you don't care at all
But I'm just waiting my lifeline is fading and can't keep waiting for long


Hit me... you can't hurt me


She lives in a house with a wall around the fence
Too worried about everyone else
She can't stand up to her own defense
She lives in a world where pain is routine
And smell of blood is all she breathes


It's like I'm there to be ignored
To be acknowledged when you're bored


I didn't know I'd held my breath
Until I exhaled, down in the grass
But then as I inhaled again,
I didn't know this one breath
Would be my very last
I read between the lines that blur in the light
And I'm trying not...
To die


Lips as red as the blood that drips from her arms
Running from people though they mean no harm
Living confused in nothing but pain
Praying her heart will start beating again


A few brief words about myself

Name: TJ

Age: between 12 and 20

Gender: Female

Life is too short to care about what other people think

Favorite books: Chaos Walking, Gemma Doyle, Gone, Harry Potter, Hold Stil, Hate List, Song of the Lioness, The Book Thief, If I Stay, Blue is for Nightmares, Warrior Cats, Malice, Maze Runner, Speak, Wintergirls, House Rules, Tenth Circle, Revolution, Requiem for a Dream, Last Exit to Brooklyn... That's it I think

Favorite bands/musicians/composers: Clint Mansell, Beethoven, W.A. Mozart, Evanescence, Within Temptation, Trapt, Breaking Benjamin, Papa Roach, Elis, Sirenia, The Birthday Massacre, Three Days Grace, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Jack off Jill, Lacuna Coil, Delain, Nightwish, Tarja, Flyleaf, 30 Seconds to Mars, Eluveitie, Seether, Plumb, Helen Jane Long, Yiruma, All That Remains, The Pretty Reckless, Kate Voegele, Bullet for My Valentine, Avenge Sevenfold, We Are the Fallen, Rise Against, Faure, Evarose, Blacklisted Me, Scarling, Nine Inch Nails, Theatre of Tragedy, Kidneytheives, Phoenix/Nebulin

I am the best procrastinator EVER and I love reading Harry Potter fanfiction

Probably the only 15-year-old who can't use markers without marking on her fingers...

Am I the only one that thinks it's weird that there's a BIOGRAPHY section under FICTION?


24 things to do in an elevator!
1. Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead while muttering: "Shut up, damn it, all of you just shut UP!"
2. Whistle the first seven notes of "It's a Small World" incessantly.
3. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask: "Got enough air in there."
4. Offer name tags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside-down.
5. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
6. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves.
7. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you Admiral.
8. On the highest floor, hold the door open and demand that it stay open until you hear the penny you dropped down the shaft go 'plink' at the bottom.
9. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: "I've got new socks on!"
10. When at least 8 people have boarded, moan from the back: "Oh, no, not now, bleeped motion sickness!"
11. Meow occasionally.
12. Holler "Chutes away!" whenever the elevator descends.
13. Walk on with a cooler that says "human head" on the side.
14. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce "You're one of THEM!" and move to the far corner of the elevator.
15. Wear a puppet on your hand and talk to the other passengers 'through' it.
16. When the elevator is silent, look around and ask "is that your beeper?"
17. Say "Ding!" at each floor.
18. Say "I wonder what all these do?" and push the red buttons.
19. Listen to the elevator walls with a stethoscope.
20. Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers that this is your 'personal space.'
21. Announce in a demonic voice: "I must find a more suitable host body."
22. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
23. Wear 'X-Ray Specs' and leer suggestively at other passengers.
24. Stop at every floor, run off the elevator, then run back on.

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Razorblade Symphony by funeralmoon reviews
I've fell in love with the razorblade symphony, the shine of the knife swayed seductively.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/6/2012 - Complete
Mixing Cinnamon and Mustard by Lilja Ruusu reviews
Random quotes from my three favourite teachers. :D
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 6,015 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 6/23/2012 - Published: 8/6/2011
Everyone Has Seen Her Smile by theammonite reviews
Wendy always smiles. Under 500 words.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/16/2012 - Complete
Manic by funeralmoon reviews
Insanity is beauty, beauty is insanity, words spoken by the hypocritical youth, the words I heard from a trip long overdue.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/13/2012 - Complete
Unwanted and Unloved by Unloved and Unwanted reviews
Things are sometimes needed to be released, I use songs and poetry to release my frustrations and feelings about things. I have plenty to show you. Tell me what you think of them, what can be improved and what is good about them. That's all I ask.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 25 - Words: 12,113 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/12/2012 - Published: 7/16/2011
This is the World by my.life.is.over reviews
that we live in. So full of life, so full of sin.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/29/2012 - Complete
I'll Watch Me Fade by DarkLightningEnvy reviews
What kills me the most is that you don't care; so I'll watch me fade away..
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2012 - Complete
My Last Words by my.life.is.over reviews
are the words I speak now. This is it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/21/2012 - Complete
Hurting by my.life.is.over reviews
I've given up on life. Nothing can save me now.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/3/2012
Out of Breath by panneverfails reviews
I'm bad with summaries. Just please read
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/31/2012 - Complete
I saw by my.life.is.over reviews
This is a poem my best friend wrote for me before he died of a brain tumor. I can't take credit.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/8/2012
Can never be fixed by Bewitched Believer reviews
I won't chase the shadow of something that doesn't exist./ I know wounds don't heal, and a heart can never be fixed...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 486 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/2/2012 - Complete
Without You by T. F. Allen reviews
Where would I be without the help a friend has given me?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/27/2012 - Complete
Take It Back by Opaque Prision reviews
Please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/21/2012 - Complete
Painted Roses by Inked In Emerald reviews
Song for Briony Rose xx
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/19/2012 - Complete
Nails and Razor Blades Crimson and Silver by BerlinZwingli reviews
A girl cuts in her room, her cry for help is heard centuries away and she will be saved through the crimson and silver that's stealing her life.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/6/2012 - Complete
Black, Blue, and Scarlet by BerlinZwingli reviews
the girl and the boy are falling...into darkness. can they be saved?
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/24/2011
Space Cadets Paint Stars by Nilla Waif reviews
“Hi, I’m Amy… short for Amaranth. My mommy likes crazy names because she’s an artist. She says I’m an artist too and she knows because I’m weird… but a good kind of weird! … I also like octopuses?”
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,023 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 11/21/2011 - Published: 2/5/2011
500 Word Sentence by moriartied reviews
No real plot, just written for a prompt. And yes, it is a proper sentence. Not a run-on, only one subject and one verb, and fully grammatical.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 520 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/8/2011 - Complete
That Simple by fictionalxbliss reviews
For every girl that has been molested, raped, broken, or beaten. This is not meant to be a work of art. It is expressive of the pain we have suffered. This is only a glimpse into our minds. How we wish it was that simple.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/6/2011 - Complete
A Moment of Perfect Peace by Angel in Alliance with Hell reviews
Preview: "Broken Alone. Never ceasing to exist, But wanting to." Rated T for mentions of cutting and suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/9/2011 - Complete
Just another light by perpetual Audio reviews
I originally wanted this to be a poem...but it feels more like a song...hence why its categorized as such. Music is a good drug of choice
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/15/2011 - Complete
Humanity is like Water by IttyBittyDice reviews
Everything is gauged by how much you can cry or bleed for something. What happens when you can't do either one? The difference between a desert and an ocean.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/22/2011 - Complete
Pathways by Mishikaiya reviews
A conversation with a friend left me with one line in particular that started this and was continued through the inspiration of other friends' tales of heartbreak and loss. 3-16-2011
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/20/2011 - Complete
Dark, Depressing, and Destructive by bloodandroses16 reviews
According to you, all I am is dark, depressing, and destructive.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/12/2011 - Complete
Crimson Room by weareyourworstnightmare reviews
please R&R mine and ill R&R one of yours this is symbolic if you havent been through hell you probably wont get it please try i love feed back. if you think you know what i mean please message me, im curious to see who'll be right
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2011 - Complete
Night Fright Sight Light by Rocky Swordleaf reviews
This is an odd one, and for me that's saying a lot. Well, who knows, maybe you'll like it. Rated T because it just seems like it should be.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/4/2011 - Complete
The wonder is YOU by Goggle Sparks reviews
My attempt to make the shortest song with the strongest meaning possible.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/29/2011 - Complete
Skin of Evil by Nick Ransom reviews
Deviation, Cast off in the sea of lies You crawl Over cold scorched earth
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/14/2011 - Complete
Burn by Nick Ransom reviews
She spoke of me, like property, like a thing to be thrown away. Now the venom is in all the songs she sings, and the words we used to say.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/14/2011 - Complete
Good and Broken by funeralmoon reviews
Memories and dreams inside my head; racing like a bullet shot from a gun, resurrected back from the dead, of empty words and broken promises that you once said..
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/11/2011 - Complete
Novocain by funeralmoon reviews
Rip me up and tear me down, watch me bleed, and watch me drown, I try to scream, but alas no sound, the memories and darkness start to settle and surround, cutting through me like an invisible knife; tearing me apart, bleeding alone in the dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 549 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2011 - Complete
Mine Will Freeze by June-bug-juke-box reviews
"The heart may freeze, or it can burn, the pain will ease, if I could learn."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/6/2011 - Complete
Mama may I by wildwolffree17 reviews
Mama, may I go now? I'm so tired and I hurt.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 443 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2011 - Complete
Death by Sedated Chaos reviews
How it feels...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/30/2011 - Complete
Falling Embers by the ticking clock reviews
Post-apocolyptic planet earth-people can only hear, smell, touch and taste. But one can sense this "new earth" in other ways...When the planet starts showing signs of destruction, it is up to this one person to decide the fate of the planet.
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,600 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/21/2011 - Published: 5/10/2011
What and why? by Rei Aisaka reviews
An anthology of short, off-the-cuff poems conjured up in the magic moments that spring up in life. Anything goes and anything can happen... Sit back. On a note of caution, this is not for the picky critic- I never guaranteed quality, just inspiration.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 8 - Words: 765 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 5/17/2011 - Published: 1/18/2010
Suicide Note by MusicLover87 reviews
Every song I've written is about love and mushy gushy crap because I think that's the easiest thing to write about, so now I decided to write about it but on the other side of it, the hurt side not the love side. please review! :
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 588 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/24/2011 - Complete
Grow Dark by HK Shmetty reviews
I wanted to watch the skies grow dark // Just once before I was dead // And so I walk the lonely streets // As the sun begins to set...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2011 - Complete
Courage by CMDonovann reviews
...Hmm. I don't know what this one is about, exactly. Please R&R!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/12/2011 - Complete
Horns and Halos by UndeadChipmunk reviews
I made this little song up whilst walking home once. It's just a stupid song that i'm never gonna use, but i thought i'd upload it anywho.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/27/2011 - Complete
I try so hard by samhus reviews
Even though a person trys so hard to please another...no matter how much they try, it never happens.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/29/2011 - Complete
Six Feet Underground by blackrosestears reviews
Everything feels better when the sun goes down
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/8/2010 - Complete
Home Is Where The Heart, No One Lives At Home by J.J.The Juvenile Delinquent reviews
if home is where the heart is practically no one lives at home
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/8/2010 - Complete
When There is No One Else by Luna Turner reviews
And through this you discovered, I'll always be there. Even when there is no one else. R&R please! Thank you very much! All reviews will be returned.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/19/2010 - Complete
Generation 2013 by ShadoWolfDemon reviews
After the fatal accident in 2012, a new generation was born. One that would change the perception of human kind forever. We are that generation. Call us monsters if you will, but after you read our story, you will see the beauty of the beast.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Supernatural - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,921 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/1/2010
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Breathe Underwater reviews
Each day I live here it feels a little less like home/And the more people that surround me I feel more alone
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/11/2013 - Complete
Promised Land reviews
And when you get there let me know if it's fine/But all I'll remember is that it could have been mine
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2013 - Complete
Haunted reviews
If you think I'm haunted/Just take a look around/No one here lets anything go/And we are all just ghosts tied to the ground
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/23/2013 - Complete
Black reviews
Half of my face covered by dark/You can still see the blackness on both sides of my heart
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/10/2013 - Complete
Imperfect Hate reviews
You will never be like me and I will never be like you/With your perfect, curly hair, your eyes of ocean blue
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/8/2013 - Complete
Violent Hearts reviews
Don't talk about my mistakes, or try pushing me until I bleed/But I know your heart's only prosthetic and people are just machines
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2012 - Complete
Beauty reviews
They are beautiful to me.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/30/2012 - Complete
In This Life reviews
But people break people and people break hearts/And no matter what you do the world will tear you apart
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/26/2012 - Complete
Broken Fantasies reviews
And when I find the things I'm meant to see/I'll give you everything that's left of me
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2012 - Complete
Nightmare No More
Darkness is all that welcomes me home/And that familiar feeling that feels like alone
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Published: 9/17/2012 - Complete
Rest In Peace reviews
Musings of a vampire.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/17/2012 - Complete
Sometimes reviews
I hope you know/I won't let go
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/26/2012 - Complete
Criticize reviews
I'm made of more than paper wilting in the rain/I'm more than a damaged spirit who always feels afraid/I know you think I've given up/But to remember what we're fighting for we have to feel the pain
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/4/2012 - Complete
Sell Your Heart
Still a part of me refuses to let go/But I feel this pain on the inside, doesn't it show?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Published: 7/30/2012 - Complete
1318 W Revelation Road reviews
Why did any of us ever think perfection was ever ever ours to attain? 'Cause we know all of us are far from it. Truth is, ever since you walked out on me five years I ago, I knew I'd do anything for you if you walked back in. Even kill. Rated for language and minor violence
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,577 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/22/2012 - Complete
Drawing Scars reviews
Today was gonna be different/But I'm just getting more lost/So instead I'll cut my fingertips/On the thorns of roses that I brought
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/14/2012 - Complete
Angel Dust
We have to face the flames where our fates could turn/But hell can be dark if the fires don't burn
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 6/21/2012 - Complete
Alive reviews
I could work this to my advantage/And take the lights away/Or I could just speak really loud/And hope some god will hear me pray
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 406 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2012 - Complete
Odds
The odds are against me, probability is down/Memories surround me and ghosts are all around
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Published: 6/13/2012 - Complete
Bulletproof reviews
There's not enough rain to wash away the lies/The clouds from my mind or the tears from my eyes
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/3/2012 - Complete
Scum reviews
Broken bones won't stop holding her down/So pour water until she finally drowns
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/26/2012
Smile reviews
I'm looking for emptiness to hide myself inside/Something I never seem to find/To heal the void inside my heart/And to rest my broken mind
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/26/2012 - Complete
Flyaway reviews
I'll blame you forever if that's what it takes/'Cause everyone but you is supposed to make mistakes
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2012 - Complete
I Won't reviews
Promises better left unkept/Some thoughts better left unthought/Secrets better left unsaid/Feelings better left to rot
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2012 - Complete
Waste reviews
And I think I used to love you /But please don't ask me why
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/13/2012 - Complete
Dreams of the Other Side reviews
You had a house of paper that crumpled in rain/And just like your dreams, was washed down the drain
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/12/2012 - Complete
Come and Go reviews
Just wait a second, I've got so much to prove/All this agony, I made it for you
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 435 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/3/2012 - Complete
Unmistakeable reviews
Real life takes more than imagination and real life was never fair/Real life took more than fighting but it was easier when I had you there
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/2/2012 - Complete
Intertwine reviews
Do I ever even cross your mind?/Or do thoughts of me just pass you by?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/1/2012 - Complete
City of Light reviews
If we make it through the day we can make it through the night/And if we emerge from the darkness, we can make it through the fight
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 466 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/29/2012 - Complete
Believe in Love reviews
For Dr. Nonsense, because she's still here.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/27/2012 - Complete
Precision reviews
Shattered windows line the streets with the broken promises we were all so eager to believe.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/26/2012 - Complete
Not The Only One reviews
I'll never be the only one/Who sat inside her room/Dreaming dreams of suicide/'Cause there's nothing else to do
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/26/2012 - Complete
Someplace I Don't Belong
Waking up, choking on the nightmare/Suffocating on the screams/'Cause all this madness around me/Can't be what it seems
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 407 - Published: 4/21/2012 - Complete
Dead on the Inside
Doesn't say what she feels, she'd rather bleed/'Cause when you're dead on the inside it's harder to breathe
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Published: 4/21/2012 - Complete
Evil Enchantress
I just killed another man tonight... a ballad I wrote for English class
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 4/18/2012 - Complete
Martyr
A father mourning his son
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 4/15/2012 - Complete
Memories
When I close my eyes and darkness awaits/The memories of my mistakes
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/8/2012 - Complete
In the Dark reviews
I know no matter what I do you'll hate me/No matter what I say you'll do what you'll do/But if you push to hard you'll break me/'Cause I am fragile just like you
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/3/2012 - Complete
Even When I'm Gone reviews
Your hands are wet and stained with red/From beating men until they bled
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2012 - Complete
Unbound reviews
I'll never forget the sound of the words that cut me into two/The mirror shows my broken face smashed to black and blue
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/30/2012 - Complete
Just Like Last Time
And maybe like last time/We'll cross paths again/And maybe we'll say/'There goes that person that used to be my friend'
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Published: 3/30/2012 - Complete
Ghosts of the Future
"Sometimes I just don't know what I'm going to do, James. I hate it here. I hate walking the halls at school and I hate the way they all judge me. Sometimes it hurts to be alive."
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 737 - Published: 3/30/2012 - Complete
Asphyxiated
The things we love bringing us down/My head above the water as everyone drowns
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 3/28/2012 - Complete
Dreams
It's the middle of the night every time.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Published: 3/9/2012 - Complete
Fake
But I tried so hard to be real.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 892 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/6/2012 - Complete
In Your Head
But I'm just lost and you've gone mad/From something you never got to have
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Published: 3/3/2012 - Complete
Circle
I guess it backfired... or maybe I was too stupid to realize it worked.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Complete
Trapped In Sand
I keep telling myself it could be worse until the words don't hurt
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
Wrong
I never wanted it to be this way, I swear. But I guess if that was really true, I wouldn't here would I, and things wouldn't be like this. Who am I kidding? Things are right where I always wanted them.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 711 - Published: 2/22/2012 - Complete
On the Wall
Pretending not to care is bad, and betrayal could be worse/You're just ignorant enough to think no one was hurt
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Published: 2/20/2012 - Complete
Darkness
When I blink my eyes, nothing changes, and every time it scares me. I don't remember anything.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Published: 2/19/2012 - Complete
Room
At the hand of mercy justice is blind/Burn on the altar and lay down to sleep/I've never lost, not like this before/And take it from me, the loss cuts deep
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Published: 2/15/2012 - Complete
Deceiver
So don't say you know what I'm thinking/I may have left from the start/Looked away and never look back/If I had known I'd only end up with scars
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Published: 2/13/2012 - Complete
Faith is Blind
I tell Him that even though faith is blind, it can sill find it's way.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 394 - Published: 2/10/2012 - Complete
Faceless
It's raining. It's never a good day when it starts with rain.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 578 - Published: 2/8/2012 - Complete
Hopeless
What was I worth then, why did I stay?/How could I stay for you, when you were in my way
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Published: 2/5/2012 - Complete
Burn
I keep fighting and I don't know why/Now it's hard to face the facts/And I can't see the face of my savior these days/'Cause someone burned it all to black
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 416 - Published: 2/4/2012 - Complete
Grey reviews
Trying to make it all make sense/And she feels like her life's a war/Spitting lies and stories/Til you don't want to sleep anymore
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/3/2012 - Complete
Follower
Beating like an ocean/Unyielding is your heart/Like the darkness inside your core/Our futures both look dark
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Published: 1/30/2012 - Complete
Me, Myself, and a Knife
I'll blame you when I should be blaming me
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Published: 1/28/2012 - Complete
Stained With Love reviews
And I can only hope you can forget/The ones with guns trying to get their fill/'Cause even though I try real hard/I know I never will
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/23/2012
Laundry reviews
I can't wash the blood from my hands
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/22/2012 - Complete
Bitter reviews
This one's for you for not believing in me
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/21/2012 - Complete
Broken
You can try but you can't hide/The angry pain you keep inside
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Published: 1/17/2012 - Complete
Blackbird
Once I held I knife, and I held it in my chest/And tugged so hard to take it out there wasn't any hope left
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 427 - Published: 1/1/2012 - Complete
Mess reviews
When the stakes are high it's easy to steal/But there's a man behind the counter who tells you how to feel
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/12/2011 - Complete
Undecided
Undecided unknown unwanted/And cruelly haunted
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Published: 11/26/2011
When I Open My Eyes
Tell me tales of evil thoughts/And I'll share with you the ones that I brought
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 440 - Published: 11/22/2011 - Complete
forgiveforget
All I said was all a lie, and it's not over yet/I'm glad enough you can forgive/Is it too much to ask to forget?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Published: 11/19/2011 - Complete
Disappear reviews
You've made such chaos/Should I be afraid/Lies and knives scattered everywhere/What a mess you've made
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/16/2011 - Complete
Illusions reviews
Self-inflicted as predicted/Illusions right within my grasp/I'm loosing sight of what could be/As you try to fix me
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/13/2011 - Complete
Situation reviews
When this ends we know you'll do it all again/Do you think I'll wait for you then?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 453 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/8/2011 - Complete
Pressure reviews
I can't escape impending infection
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2011 - Complete
Silence reviews
And as we walk it's so silent/Keeping all my words at bay/Silence so unbearable/'Cause there's so much more to say
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2011 - Complete
Ever After
And I wonder where I belong/Caught between the things I did right/And everything else that's wrong
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Updated: 9/10/2011 - Published: 3/29/2011 - Complete
All My Ghosts reviews
All the dreams that I have killed/Are ghost that haunt me/And after all I've done/This is what I've become/My defenseless lies/Disguise my demise/There's no use in crying/It's to late to save you this time
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 9/10/2011 - Published: 3/31/2011
Remembrance reviews
It feels like the end of the world/And my walls are closing in/Is it real, or am I dreaming again/But maybe I'm just insane... short and old
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/10/2011 - Complete
The Past
Always looking back /Running into walls/But I'm stronger than you thought/Stronger than any wall/You thought you could break down
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Published: 9/10/2011 - Complete
Straight For My Heart
'Til the moment I lit a match in the dark/I saw you smiling, going straight for my heart...Flowers on my grave people leave there to die/Tears fresh on my face when you look me in the eye
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Published: 9/9/2011 - Complete
Come Take Me Home
Did it cross your mind before I started to die/That you could salvage me before you left me behind?
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 503 - Published: 9/2/2011 - Complete
Better Alone
And in the depths of my despair when you looked me in the eye/Tore my hard shell down to pieces when you tried to say goodbye
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Published: 8/28/2011 - Complete
Broken Glass Boardwalk
Walk the path of my broken past/'Cause each day I live could be my last/Breaking pieces every stride/And I'm the last survivor/'Cause no one else thought they had to lie
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Published: 8/21/2011 - Complete
Umbrella
Your waiting for the sunrise/To dry away your tears/I'm praying that the rain will drench me/To wash away my pain
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Published: 8/18/2011 - Complete
The Star That Shines
Good for nothing/Since the good broke bad/Break me 'cause you can't save me/And you were all I ever had
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Published: 8/16/2011 - Complete
Forever
In the light, as cold as ice
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 8/13/2011 - Complete
On Demand reviews
How it is now/How it always will be/What it was before/And that almost killed me
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/12/2011 - Complete
ShortLived
Hollow skies scatter my life/And empty lies that keep me alive/Fate hanging in the balance/And faith hanging on the line
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Published: 8/11/2011 - Complete
You Know I'll Win reviews
Don't try to stop, what you can't prevent/Look for the truth like you know where it went/Cause when push comes to shove/And hate comes to love/You know I'll win
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7/23/2011 - Published: 3/6/2011 - Complete
Untouchable reviews
Shards of mirror cut my skin/As I smash it with my fist
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/23/2011 - Complete
Suffocate Me reviews
And when you think of me/Am I ever more than memories/Turn your back on everyone/That tried to make this real
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/23/2011 - Complete
My Dreams Die Tonight reviews
I don't believe in love/Not in fighting/None of it can be right /When I see everyone dying
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/20/2011 - Complete
Nothing But Remorse
Can't you see I'm trying/To keep it all together/Can't you understand/That things could be better
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 7/20/2011 - Complete
Oblivion reviews
And so I cried/But you would've too/If you knew the hell/I put myself through
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2011 - Complete
Like An Arrow
So many hopes were broken in two/And my dreams were set aside/My ignorance leaves me hoping /For a chance to still get out alive
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Published: 7/16/2011 - Complete
Something More Than Nothing
Following the path/That leads me astray/Fighting through the mist /As I try to find my way
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 7/12/2011 - Complete
This Time reviews
I took a look at the life that I once had/And realized it was wrong/So hit me with your worst intentions/And try to tear me down
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/9/2011 - Complete
I Thought I Was Lost
I can feel the frost/Killing me slow/I thought I was lost/But now I don't know
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 7/4/2011 - Complete
Now I can Die
At first it was me/Fighting for life/But then it was you/Preaching your lies/Face to face/With nothing but time/That used to be/Nothing but mine
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Published: 7/4/2011 - Complete
All Over Me reviews
I will remember/Summers long and winters so cold/It was all I had and all I had known
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/29/2011 - Complete
If Dreams Came True
'Cause just beneath the surface/This life is yours /Beneath it all /You control my world
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/29/2011 - Complete
Gone Throughout
But I just wanna dream again/I just wanna breathe/I wanna live my life again/I just wanna leave
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 6/26/2011 - Complete
Nightmares
If I fall I'll loose it all/And if I loose I'll die/Watching every step I take/From the corner of your eye
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Published: 6/25/2011 - Complete
Until It Fell Apart reviews
It used to fit together/Until it fell apart/Tumbled down on top of me/And shut me in the dark
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/20/2011
Do You Remember Me reviews
Do you remember me?/From before/I know I knew you/Before this war
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/14/2011 - Complete
Someone She Once Knew reviews
Shallow breaths and stinging tears/On a lumpy bed in a tattered room/Cowering from all her fears/And praying to whoever, no one hears
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/12/2011 - Complete
This Is Over reviews
Miles away from normal/In the middle of the night/Dragged from all my morals/In the fight to make this right
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/12/2011
Haunting Me
Not a fallen angel/Melting in my hell/Just a piece of mind/But all is just as well
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Published: 6/8/2011 - Complete
Forsaken reviews
And in the end/You know we'll all be dead/Not forsaken by your love/But by you instead
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2011 - Complete
Pieces reviews
But now I think/And it's all I can do/But I try not think/Of what you put me through
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/4/2011 - Complete
For Who I Am Inside reviews
I know you're lost/But it's not just you/Frozen by frost/I can't cut through
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/2/2011 - Complete
The Darkness of Mine reviews
Broken, fractured, manufactured/After it all, I emerge battered/Don't pretend it ever mattered
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 548 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2011 - Complete
Somewhere Between Sugarcane and Cyanide reviews
Somewhere after love and before the hate/Around the time of hopeless heartbreak /Somewhere over the hills and inside my head/Next to the words I only wish I said
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 457 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2011 - Complete
Trying To Make it Through
I'm lost in all that surrounds me/Constricted by hatred that bound me/And I can feel you all around me/Trying to make it through
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Published: 5/30/2011 - Complete
Can't You See reviews
If I get trapped here I'll spend my whole life here/I'll see you come, see you go, see you live and die here/I see my grave in the cemetery/And I know you're here to burry me
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 591 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/27/2011 - Complete
Where Will You Go reviews
Walk the line of the war inside me/Because I know the enemy'll find me/And now I'm on my way
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/22/2011 - Complete
My Separate Way reviews
I never thought I'd have to go/And never thought I'd leave you behind/And now that I've finally left/I won't be coming back this time
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/20/2011 - Complete
My Time to Go reviews
Abusive, obtrusive, unwanted and cruel/I hate you, and I won't wait for you/When it's my time to go
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/16/2011 - Complete
Dead of Midnight
With the shine of the moon/In a sunlit room/And a breath of salvation/When it all comes down
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Published: 5/16/2011 - Complete
All Because of You reviews
And all because of you/I can't hear the voices/That take me where I should be/'Cause when you scream you drown/The words that come form me/And all because of you/I haven't cried in so long/'Cause when I'm sad I'm so numb
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 518 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2011
This Can't Be Right
I never feared what I never saw/Til I ended up face to face with you/But the darkness has no answers/You can't tell me what to do/Look up to the light/But look back down when the time is right
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Published: 5/8/2011 - Complete
Fall Into the Abyss reviews
And if I fall/Through the abyss/Passing through the void/When life goes amiss
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/5/2011 - Complete
Ashes reviews
Burry the ashes of tomorrow/In the sadness of today/'Cause we can only wish/To turn things 'round someday
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/1/2011 - Complete
Pretend Not to Know reviews
The piece of me you'll never find/Is hiding deep within my mind/Wishing that my faith would break/Telling me your love is fake
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/29/2011 - Complete
It's Breaking Me Up reviews
It's ripping me in two and drowning me in grief/What good is my trust without your belief?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2011 - Complete
Crash
If you gave me the truth/Would it make things right/And if I take back the lies/Would you get out alive
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Published: 4/25/2011 - Complete
Light Up The Sky
If there's no one beside you/When the rain begins to fall/And you think no one's behind you/Just take a look around/If no one has faith in you/Breathe to remember you're alive/And when you're enclosedby darkness/Light up the sky with your sparking eyes
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Published: 4/22/2011 - Complete
And What Does That Make Me reviews
Sometimes through all the madness/I'm consumed by all the blackness/Halfway in the tunnel of my life/Through all the mayhem /I loose who I am
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/19/2011 - Complete
You're Not Welcome Here
No matter how far you go/You'll never be near/And remember me this/You're not welcome here
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Published: 4/19/2011 - Complete
Mash Up reviews
Filled with so much hatred/Because you know that's all I'm made of/And all I wanted was filled with tears/And all I had was chased by fears/So when you're searching for forgiveness/You will be looking right here
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/18/2011
All You Want
All you want is life to believe in/Incognito to weave within you/And here we are waiting for the road/The lonely one I walk alone/To come to a definite end /All you want are your actions commended/What you don't know is that the time has ended
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 627 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2011 - Complete
Another Day reviews
Don't forget when the truth ran free/Lies that surround us/Make it so hard to believe
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/17/2011 - Complete
I Don't Need You
I don't wanna believe you/'Cause I don't think I need you
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 4/16/2011 - Complete
Home reviews
Tear my tears apart/But what had you aimed for when you missed my heart/And shot my lungs instead?/Held down by my feet of lead/And I can't make it home
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 506 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/16/2011 - Complete
Don't Forget
Take me, twist my mind/Tighten the solid bonds that tied/You Inspect me, dissect me/Just don't forget to resurrect me/All you bring to me is trouble/Tear me apart like a child's puzzle
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 4/14/2011 - Complete
Nothing We Know reviews
Attempting not to fall awry/And trying so hard no to cry/Your penetrating cries and morbid, sick smile/Won't get out of my mind for a while/And as the bombs hit the ground/Nothing we know can save us now
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 533 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/13/2011 - Complete
Tonight
Just take the fall/And promise me this/Come when I call/Be there with me/Look from long off/Wasting all my time/I'm picking up shards/That fell like a house of cards
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Published: 4/12/2011 - Complete
What It Takes To Live reviews
Take me as I am /Or watch me as I go/And you're all alone/Here I wait/I stand before you/Trying so hard to ignore you
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/11/2011 - Complete
Last reviews
And then when I let you fall over/You'll be the last to die/And when everyone tells the truth/You'll be the first to lie
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 462 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/9/2011 - Complete
Don't Walk Away
Where does the evil in this corrupt world hide/Are you never afraid it's still alive?/Lurking in the corner of an old forgotten room/In the heart of a fetus, growing in a womb
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Published: 4/9/2011 - Complete
Your Mound of Desperation reviews
Only when I stop to think about it/Can I get myself out of it/It's when it kicks me to the ground/I can see desperation pile in a mound
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/8/2011 - Complete
It's Things Like These reviews
It's as constant as the changing weather/Predicable like a falling feather/Foreseen like the end of the world/Crashing down as disaster unfurls
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/7/2011 - Complete
Each Minute reviews
Im lost in a fairytale of a life that can't be/I'm downing in a nightmare of a terror I can't see/I reach out for your cold hands as they slip away from me/And now I can't breathe
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/6/2011 - Complete
Broken Angel reviews
I was the one who believed/But you were the one who deceived/We'll all and up dead in the end/And I'll be waiting for you my friend/And as the ashes turn to ice/You know that I was right/You know its to late to turn around/As your body crashes tothe groun
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2011 - Complete
It's Too Late To Turn Around reviews
Cause the darkness is coming/And I have my soul on the line/In the chaos my words are drowning/And now there's no more time
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/4/2011 - Complete
Anything From Me
Yesterday you would lie/And deny and Id believe/But now I see the truth and/Im sorry but I gotta leave/In some time I hope you'll see/That nothing so good's ever meant to be/But now its time /That I move on /And I hope you didnt rely upon/Anything from me
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Published: 4/3/2011 - Complete
Worlds Collide
They way the light hits your eyes/Makes me wanna feel alright/Don't use me like a piece of bait/I can't see from all the world's hate/Undecided, misguide/Worlds collide and break
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Published: 4/2/2011 - Complete
Lost reviews
Here we are/And I tell you I'm through/And once again/It's all because of you
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2011 - Complete
The End
There's nothing I would rather do /Than waste my time here with you/I'm going up in flames/With you and all your selfish mind games/Your fictitious statistics/Your denial and lies/I know/You let it die/But I don't care about you anymore
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Published: 4/2/2011 - Complete
I'm Going So Far Down
Over and over and time again/Sometimes I wish you'd let me in/'Cause my sweet lies lie in your beliefs/To know'd be a relief/Over and over and time again/Wish I knew what I had to do/Don't wanna do it but you know I have to /And I'm going so far down
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Published: 4/1/2011 - Complete
The Void reviews
Heaven's broken/Shattered and fallen/Don't look now/Destiny's callin'/Race the dream/Fight the battle/Shake the world/And feel it rattle/I'm running out of time/Living dark lies/Far too close to feel the/Vast empty void/Of all our lives destroyed
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/29/2011 - Complete
Of the Seams of my Life that Seem to be Fake
The seams of my life/So delicately sewn/You live a life/Meant to be my own/Falling apart/Falling forever/See me now /See me never...Once upon a nighttime/Darkness lasted a lifetime/Buy paper by the ream/And write my little heart out
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Published: 3/20/2011
Embrace Disaster
Throw out the fear/Keep dreams near/Embrace disaster/Just run faster
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 3/8/2011
Remind Me Why
Remind me why/I tried not to see/Tried to run away with my whole life in front of me/Lies open words unspoken/Shattered heart – already broken/Remind me why/I hate my horizon/Gotta run away, my fears are arisin g
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 3/7/2011 - Complete
Live to Die
It's all or nothing/I live to die/Odd to awake/Realize life is a lie/Always see/You have it your way/But I live to die/Another day
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Published: 3/6/2011 - Complete
Die Trying
We used to laugh like there was no tomorrow/The memory's not the cause of sorrow/The pain's just too much to bear/Even after life's wear and tear .......... I fall apart/No one cares/If I die in the dark/You won't be there
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 417 - Published: 2/28/2011 - Complete
Ready To Fail reviews
Rain falls/Take me away/As the sky falls/In my way/ Ready to fail ///I'm ready to fail/Ready to fight/Ready to kill/To die,/Tonight
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/25/2011 - Complete
Until We Meet Again
Judgement clouded by happy lies/Never in life being satisfied/Faiths of love never ratified/My cries so piercing you nearly die
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 2/24/2011 - Complete
Never Letting Go
In the brightest hours/Hatred devours/The more I see, I know/That this life is ours
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 2/19/2011 - Complete
Halfway Mine
Break through the surface/We've got nothing but time/Lies – Are they still worth it?/This world is halfway mine
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 2/18/2011 - Complete
If reviews
Don't turn away from the light/God knows what lies in the dark/To live we gotta fight on/Tell me will you sit/Beside me if/The world comes to an end/If...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/18/2011 - Complete
Hold Still reviews
Drawing my last breath/Erase the memories/Just not the death
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2011 - Complete
There's No Winning reviews
In her eyes/The look says come hither/But then her gaze withers/As her eyes pass over him... A sad song of lost love...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/13/2011 - Complete
The Devil's Not Real
Am I the only one /That has those days they wish they could forget/Who looks for luck and gratitude/But there's not any more left
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Published: 2/10/2011 - Complete
They Speak of Abduction
Prompt: A woman who believes the aliens are coming to abduct her child... I imagine floorboards creaking/Of abduction/They are speaking/No, son/Don't go peeking/Just stay in your room
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 2/10/2011 - Complete
Let There Be Life reviews
Vision going black/Never coming back/Living life so cold/Don't do what I'm told/Am I alone yet?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2011 - Complete
Die Young
I wanna be a hero/I wanna wield my gun/I wanna die strong in battle/I wanna die young.....
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 2/8/2011 - Complete
In My Mind
Life's a lie/Lies don't die/Death is real/But has no appeal truly ramdom...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 2/8/2011 - Complete
Six Feet reviews
Your so cold/Your judgement clouded by lack of faith/Or is it mine?/By lack of grace
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/8/2011 - Complete
You Thought You Knew Me
I can't come back / A dead flame reignited / Do I want to live? / I can't hide it
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 2/8/2011 - Complete
Not My Life reviews
Who's gonna save me / when I'm not ready to die / Who's gonna tell me I'm fine / When I know it's a lie
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/8/2011