As you can tell, I have deleted all my stories here on FictionPress, and sorely regret sharing them to the detriment of all my readers' souls. I became a Christian in mid 2017 and believed the Gospel--that our Lord Jesus Christ, who came in the flesh, died on the cross for all of us so as to redeem us from our sins; For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord (Romans 6:23, KJV)--and yet only until recently have I felt the conviction of the Holy Ghost regarding my still ongoing sins in believing that I could continue writing these stories since, after all, 'they are only fantasy stories'.
Yet we are called to Abstain from all appearance of evil (1 Thessalonians 5:22, KJV), which includes writing stories about incestuous and homosexual relationships (see Exodus 3:9, 3:22, 3:24-25, and the land is defiled by all these sins that we commit, and cannot be healed or recovered unless we ask God to restore the land and to purge it of its contamination and defilement by our sins in Jesus' name). Indeed prior to accepting Christ, I was a staunch LGBTQ supporter. Even after becoming a Christian, I still maintained strongly the belief that all homosexuals could not help being born gay and could never, ever be straight. After seeking the Lord in prayer and constantly asking for discernment, I finally saw that I was only making excuses for my worldly thoughts and ideas. Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. (1 John 2:15-16) And I seek not worldly things anymore, for I have been born again in Christ and am free from this world's bondage and sin. There have been many testimonies from Christian brothers and sisters who have been freed from their homosexual 'chains' and spiraling lifestyle by the grace of God--nothing is impossible or too hard for the Lord. Hallelujah!
Purge out therefore the old leaven, that ye may be a new lump, as ye are unleavened. For even Christ our passover is sacrificed for us: Therefore let us keep the feast, not with old leaven, neither with the leaven of malice and wickedness, but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth. (1 Corinthians 4:7-8) All my old worldly things I now deny; there were plenty of things my physical flesh was attracted to/stuck to, such as rock music, fantasy world games and books, funny books/comics written by authors or artists who not just denied Christ, but actually blasphemed God and perverted the meaning of the cross that Jesus died on, still reading slash fanfiction secretly (though ashamedly; I knew my heart was not right with God deep down at that time) that I didn't want to give up. Now I've deleted them or thrown them away, because the peace that God gave me is amazing--knowing that only He has the power to put my soul in hell (Matthew 10:28, KJV), and that this life here on earth is but a fleeting one compared to the eternity we will spend after it. We either get thrown into the lake of fire or are brought into heaven, friends. Don't throw away your chance at salvation by denying Lord Jesus; eternity awaits us. Those who go to hell will never get out of it. There is no way out of hell.
I suppose I could have just left a note here apologizing for deleting everything without warning. However, the only thing I should apologize for is writing all of these stories that exposed your souls to even more corruption and driving you all further away from the Word of God. If I had warned you beforehand I'd remove these stories, some might have saved them as documents and I wanted to prevent that as much as possible; the faster these stories fade from all your memories, the better. I regret having 'normalized' incest in your minds (as it was in mine; I was desensitized utterly to the depravity of which I was writing) and having 'converted' some of you who have excitedly told me you were previously skeptical of such a topic in a sympathetic light, but after having read my story have started to 'love' it. I apologize sincerely for having caused you to sin as well. I do not want to trip up anymore persons, for the lake of fire was not originally prepared for men, but for Satan and his fallen angels (Matthew 25:41, KJV), and every person I led into this sin I have the blood of on my hands.
I did not have to, and honestly probably will be ridiculed or threatened for my testimony, but by placing my testimony here as an explanation for my removing all my stories, I am hoping at least one of you who are reading this will repent and come to believe the Gospel, the Good News for all us mankind, and receive salvation from our Lord Jesus Christ. For if even one soul is And yet repentance and then belief in what our Lord Jesus has done for us happens only because God Himself has moved our hearts, and not by the convincing work of man. If today you have repented from your sins and believe that our Lord Jesus Christ, the Word of God manifest in the flesh, died on the cross for our sins, was buried and rose again on the third day (1 Corinthians 15:3-8, KJV), I am so happy for you! I encourage you to read the KJV Holy Bible, and pray for God to open up your heart and spirit to His scriptures and let you understand His words to you.
To all unbelievers (as I was, I frequently blasphemed and also used the name of the Lord in vain, which I look back on in complete shame now): Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. (Galatians 6:7, KJV) I was suffering from major depression and was on medication for it, and not a day passed that I didn't obsess over my own imminent death and planning out properly how to die as efficiently and somewhat painlessly, thinking that after death only nothingness awaited me. I was so wrong, and I am forever grateful to my Lord Jesus who delivered me from the misery and suffering I was in, and now I see I would have gone straight to hell had I successfully attempted suicide. I needed love desperately, and none of it from my friends and my boyfriend would reach me. Not a bit of their human love mattered to me, but when I received Christ, God's love filled me fully with peace and joy, and it's not the worldly kind of love that lasts only fleetingly. My mentality of 'nothing will ever matter' ceased entirely upon God's love enveloping me.
We are in the end-times now; all this LGBTQ movement, the increasing rejection of Christ and great blasphemy, promotion of all religions except for Christianity (the body of Christ, the Church, that is attacked by the devil because we are the only ones with any real threat to him; the devil and his minions are the gods of this world and fear ONLY the name of Jesus Christ). Call out to Lord Jesus and ask him to deliver you from evil and all worldly temptation, and give you a thirst for His Words. Hell is real. Jesus is coming. Repent and turn back to God. We don't have much time left.
God forgives all those who repent from their sins and seek forgiveness from him in the name of Jesus Christ.
All my Patreon users who have once pledged me money, please contact me with your Paypal name via Patreon PM so I can return you the money, since I will be deleting all my works relating to my sinful behavior prior to knowing Christ. I apologize for having wasted your time and money.