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Joined 04-30-10, id: 723081, Profile Updated: 08-05-11
Author has written 8 stories for Young Adult, Romance, General, and Love.

Who am I you ask? I am one of those "Freak." "Emo." "Gothic chick." "Cutter." I've herd all these names and more. But have you ever thought to look past the walls I build to keep pain out? Past the black clothing. The dark hair. The covered eyes. Maybe there you'd see. See how different I am. How I love to laugh. To joke. How I can have more fun then the jocks and cheerleaders who spend their nights in bed. Maybe you'd see how I'm a little kid still. How simple things shock and entrain me. Maybe you'd see what your missing.

If I could still be like that. If I was broken and untrusting because of the bulling that tags along with the nicknames you shout. If I didn't have reasons to put up the walls, maybe I wouldn't. Maybe I wouldn't wonder about death and instead day dream about the future. Maybe I wouldn't have suicidal thoughts. If only I was whole. Maybe then my "Maybe"s would be real.

So who am I? A victim? A fighter? A hater? A lover? Confused? Lost? Broken?

I guess you'll have to wait and see.

Now some random @#!*% about me

~I do cuss.

~I'm in High School

~I play Alto Saxophone in my hs band. Both marching and concert.

~I love music. It's my life. It's my only escape and means the world to me. Some of the band I love are Black Veil Brides, Avenged Sevenfold, Three Days Grace, Skillet, Linkin Park, Disturbed, Escape The Fate, Bring Me The Horizon, Breaking Benjamin, Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows(D.R.U.G.S.), 30 Second To Mars, Metallica, SlipKnot, Suicide Silence, Def Leppard, Led Zepplin, A Day To Remember, Asking Alexandria, Attila, The Plot In You, and more.

~I love Harry Potter

~I Love Transformers

~Batman is my favorite superhero.

~I have been to concerts before and loved them

~I do watch pro football(GO EAGLES!!) and have been to a football game

~I am a girl.

~I love scary movies.

~I LOVE dark stuff.

~I'm the type of person you see hanging out at Hot Topic or Spencers at the mall and then being thrown out of Walmart for doing something stupid. Yes, I AM a little kid inside...and a teenager..

~I love my sisters(What I mean by sisters is my friends...I don't have any blood related sisters)

~I've got two brothers

~I've got a dog who I love a LOT

~Black and Crimson are my favorite colors.

~I've got quite a few pet peeves.

~I collect Pokemon cards still.

~I'm not into fashion

~I do not have a favorite song..too hard to choose.

~I do support gays, lesbians, and bisexuals.

~I am Bi.

~I'm taken.

~Anything else you'd like to know about me, ask.

Today is 9-11. 8 years ago two planes crashed into the Twin Towers in New York City killing thousands if not millions of people. Many people, me included, try to block out or forget horrible events like this. But we should remember. We should remember those who lost their families, who lost their lives and those who risked and lost their lives to save others. We should remember because it makes us stronger. We should remember so it dosen't happen again. We should remember so we can never forget. We should remember and honor those who lost their lives even if you personally weren't effected. But even though it was a devastating event, we should remember how we stood strong and banned together as one to rebuild a great city.

Never Forget

Love is Love

ɪƒ ƴσυ'ʀє αʟσηє,
ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧα∂σѡ.
ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт тσ cʀƴ,
ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧσυʟ∂єʀ.
ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт α ɧυɢ,
ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ρɪʟʟσѡ.
ɪƒ ƴσυ ηєє∂ тσ ɓє ɧαρρƴ,
ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɱɪʟє.
ɓυт αηƴтɪɱє ƴσυ ηєє∂ α ƒʀɪєη∂,
ɪ'ʟʟ ʝυѕт ɓє ɱє

Sing like no one can hear you,
Love like you will never get hurt,
Dance like no one's watching, and
Live like heaven is on earth

Our Flag:BVB

Our President:Andy Biersack

Our Language:Rock and Roll

Our population:Biersackanators.

Our Country:BVB City.

Copy and Paste if your a BVB fan


In Remembrance to Severus Snape,
A Slytherin who died like a Gryffindor,
In Remembrance to Fred Weasley,
Who fought bravely to the very end,
And whose jokes will forever brighten his other half,
And will loyally await his soul mate and brother,
With many jokes,
He's got forever to think of them, right?
In Remembrance to Dobby,
Who was more free and full of love,
Than any elf, and most humans.
In Remembrance to Remus J. Lupin,
The last real Marauder,
Who was not just a wonderful father,
An incredible husband and a brave hero,
As well as an awesome werewolf.
In Remembrance to Nymphadora Tonks,
Who died for the greater good,
And would probably hex me for calling her Nymphadora.
In Remembrance to Alastor 'Mad Eye' Moody,
Who's motto 'Constance Vigilance' kept him alive.
In Remembrance to Tom Marvolo Riddle, A.K.A Voldemort,
Who was pretty cool and cute when he was younger,
But who got his butt kicked thoroughly in the end.
In Remembrance to Albus Dumbledore,
Whose past and wisdom confused us,
Whose seeming betrayal shocked us,
But who actually turned out to be an okay guy in the end.
In Remembrance to Bellatrix Lestrange,
Because it was awesome how Molly Weasley got her with the Avada Kedavra,
She deserved everything she got in the end.
In Remembrance to Colin Creevey,
Who we really didn't know too well,
But took a lot of pictures and died fighting in the war,
So he must done something good...
Besides stalking Harry.
In Remembrance to Hedwig,
Harry's first real friend
Who lived and died soaring

Gσt A Prσblεm...Sσlνε It!
Lσst?...Gεt Fσund!
Think I'm Trippin...Tiε Mч Shσε!
Cαn't Stαnd Mε...Sit Dσωn!
Cαn't Fαce Mε...Wεll Turn Arσund!
Lσvε Mε?...Grεαt!
Hαtε Mε?...Eνεn Bεttεr!
Think I'm Uglч...Dσn't Lσσк At Mε!
Dσn't Likε Mч Stчlε...Dσn't Lιкє Yσurѕ!
Dσn't Knσw Mε... Dσn't Judge Mε!






These are my reasons there are no new bloody cuts on my body, caused by my own knife. They are the reason for hope. Why I'm getting better. Why I'm fighting. And I will never let them go. I love them =)

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Impressions and Looking Deeper by Broken-Lithium reviews
Looking deeply into the heart of the cheery girl.... Is she all she seems to be? Ok, I have crap summaries. This is a story that is written about a real situation of people.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,528 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/26/2013 - Published: 4/24/2010
Imaginary by Broken-Lithium reviews
A one-shot of what can happen to a girl who imagined a distorted reality... I wasn't sure what category to place it in...
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 968 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/20/2010
Clueless by Dreamless-Wonder reviews
He was my brother’s best friend, the most wanted guy in school, and the best quarterback Westward High had ever seen. He was the love of my life.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 12 - Words: 26,843 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 11/8/2009 - Published: 9/27/2009 - Complete
Behind the Mask by Dreamless-Wonder reviews
I went to this masquerade ball because my grandmother made me. I didn't know I'd be leaving with a crush on the hottest guy in school or that said guy would be doing anything to find out who I was. Who was I? Well I'm just the girl behind the mask.ONESHOT
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,049 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/7/2009 - Complete
Untitled by starryeyedjenn reviews
I wrote this in the morning with constant thoughts of darkness in my head.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/26/2001
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First reviews
She was my one. My only. But she's gone. Poem about my first real heartbreak.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/4/2011 - Complete
"In my place tomorrow, you would find one single note. It read only one word. Goodbye." Love is normal the strongest thing. But when his demon becomes stronger he leaves her to keep her safe She's still loves him and he her. What will come of their lov
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,440 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2011 - Complete
Fade To Black
One word came to mind before I squeezed-squeezed, not pulled-the trigger. I whispered it aloud. "Goodbye." The shot was fired. A story about a girl who can't take life anymore. Using Metallica's Fade To Black. WARNING:Death, self-harm, some cussing
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,176 - Published: 1/26/2011 - Complete
Just what kinda what I've been confused about. What I've been feeling. If you don't want to read it, then don't. If you don't want to review then don't. As Charlie says "Do whatever you want with your life"
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,423 - Published: 1/2/2011 - Complete
9 11 01
A short story about 9/11. Please R&R
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,607 - Published: 9/11/2010 - Complete
Blind reviews
Just a short one-shot. Plz R&R. Thanks
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/27/2010 - Complete
Where'd You Go reviews
A one shot of the song Where'd You Go by Fort Minor about war. Please read
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,847 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/15/2010 - Complete
Bullies reviews
Amber's the new kid who has to be who she's not. James is the kid left alone and abused by Amber's 'friends'. Amber dose something that changes both their lives. What will happen? RATED T for volince and some cussing. R&R. I really suck @ summaries.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,191 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/2/2010