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Joined 05-10-10, id: 724635, Profile Updated: 02-06-14
Author has written 45 stories for Romance, Life, Love, Young Adult, General, and Action.

I'm Julia.

I feel like all my mistakes and regrets are planned out ahead of time before I make them. Sometimes I make these choices because I feel a need to regret things.

I like coffee. And music. And books. And movies. I probably fry my brain cells with how much television I watch. I swear all the time. I overly use the words 'dude' and 'bro'. Then I pretend I'm British and use words like 'mate' and 'love'.

I act more like a boy than a girl, and I smoke and I love it, even though I shouldn't. People like a lot of things that are bad for them. The universe is a fucking masochist. We should get the fuck over it.

I act like an absolute moron everywhere except on paper and frequently make a fool of myself. I write poems about love but I've honestly never felt it. Yet, anyways. I stress out too much about school and then make the decision to party on the weekends. I'm like everyone else because I can blend in with so many different crowds, but I don't really belong anywhere specific.

Whatever. The point is, I wrote some shit and decided to share it.


Because I know that time is always time
And place is always and only place
And what is actual is actual only for one time
And only for one place

- Ash Wednesday, T.S. Eliot


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Funny, How It Ain't So Funny by DarkOnFire
And did you know I used to be who I want to be now? I'm wondering how I changed. And did you know; now I'm thinking it's all the same? Too many things haven't changed.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 684 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/9/2010 - Complete
Open Eyes by UnGRACEful reviews
Open your eyes darling, see what is right in front of you.' This is for my beautiful Pheonix, Julia. Things do get better in the end.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/23/2010 - Complete
Ink&Surface by UnGRACEful reviews
Maybe it's too late to try to make it right. Maybe it's too late to put the pieces back together again.'
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 399 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/14/2010
How's Your Halo? by UnGRACEful reviews
I can see why you couldn’t do it anymore. But, because you couldn't do it, I will. I’m going to continue on with my life, because like you said ‘The curtain does not close here.’ The show must go on.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,549 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/16/2010 - Complete
Teardrops On My Guitar by Jazzy Soul reviews
Gay in high school is bad. Gay, in high school, and crushing on your best friend is worse, especially when he makes a habit of seducing people who want him. An accidental kiss reveals Justin's feeling to Drew, and Drew wants to act on it. What to do? R&R
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 59,085 - Reviews: 200 - Favs: 223 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 7/10/2010 - Published: 3/11/2009 - Complete
Sebastian Bear Invisible Pervert by hi-tanner85 reviews
g'night psycho, I thought to myself. There was a split second where I wondered who I was talking to, the invisible boy spooning me from behind...or me..the girl who somehow managed to summon him back from the darkest corners of dream world.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 178,916 - Reviews: 1347 - Favs: 1,947 - Follows: 495 - Updated: 5/15/2008 - Published: 2/26/2007 - Complete
Cyclic Symphony by Sakina the Fallen Angel reviews
OLD SO PLEASE DON'T REVIEW :: Dare you sing the song of doomed love, and eternal cycles of unearthly pain? For it is only by starlight that the story can be told…
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/1/2006 - Complete
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I Think Someone Should've Told Me
"I think someone should've told me what pain is, / how a heart can hurt physically and we didn't think,"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 520 - Published: 3/30 - Complete
Shiny Toy Guns
I was 7 years old when I got my very first toy gun. (Soldier Theme)
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Published: 3/7 - Complete
Presents
"Hands that tear at paper, so loud and it's / Disbelieving, the mess that he's made" Implied Abuse.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 3/7 - Complete
Stops and Starts
I think about the way you leave me, how it comes it stops and starts.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Published: 3/7 - Complete
metal
Maybe you know why every emotion is fleeting / No, not like a bird soaring, but the quickness / Of the escaping, of the thrilling, of the rush / Of the throbbing, pounding sound of leaving
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Published: 2/6 - Complete
slither reviews
"and my blood is pumping / but there's no one here" Rated T for themes of smoking.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/10/2013 - Complete
Organs and Skulls reviews
I have lost those whose heart was mine to own.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/27/2012 - Complete
Ephemeral Extinction
It takes them an era before they're comfortable enough to gravitate back to each other. It's rocky uneasiness and silence that fulfills them but they're constantly on edge — waiting for the one to roar or the other to take off and fly.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,012 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/10/2012 - Complete
Jess' Song
Slight femslash in context, but barely. "What else could she say — Jess just really loved autumn. A little too much."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,909 - Published: 6/5/2012 - Complete
Scattered In Beads of Colorless Tone reviews
I'm not so sure if I would call this poetry. It's more of a very short drabble with introspective thoughts. "Would you kiss the air, the ghost of my town?"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/8/2011 - Complete
You Know How The Time Flies reviews
"But you want her to be young. You want her to live. You want her to run around in your mother's backyard in a dress without a care in the world when she's six years old, and sunlight shines on her." For my Dad. Based on Someone Like You and Winter.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,609 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2011 - Complete
Shadowed Silhouette
There's a shadowed silhouette of you, punctured to the very utmost and stabbing detail. Based off of nothing. Really short.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 4/17/2011
Plan's Hearts reviews
When everything just explodes in your face, and you have no control. "Plans escape their hearts; We're left without a chance. We will have no starts; There is no safe haven in advance."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/26/2011 - Complete
Missing Your Touch reviews
They collapse onto the couch, side by side. His hands wring together, like a metaphor for their marriage: ‘Desperately trying to hold on.’ Power of the Pen prompt. Based off the song; 'For The First Time'
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 991 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/23/2011 - Complete
Maybe It's Time To Change, And Maybe It's Not
It's no longer a matter of not knowing who you are, or not being what you are; It becomes a matter of whether who you are is how you act, and how you breathe, and how you look, and what you see.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Published: 2/13/2011 - Complete
Die In Dignity, Honey reviews
“She’s been unconscious for 5 days so far.” I nod solemnly, like that isn’t my wife that she’s talking about and that her name isn’t ‘she’. Power of the Pen competition. Won 1st for my round. Details inside.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 956 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/5/2011 - Complete
Out of All The Words You Say reviews
The rain is my word. It’s my new resume, and description and feeling. And most of all, it’s what’s left behind of you: Broken, crystal clear honesty.' Written in Second Person. Power of the Pen competition. Won 2nd for my round. Details inside.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,061 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/5/2011 - Complete
Kelly's Coffees reviews
When I open my eyes, the crowd is silent, and I hear their ragged breathing rather than obnoxious screams or roaring or cheers. I can feel it in the air. The change, the new revelation.' Power of the Pen competition. Won 1st for my round. Details inside
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,129 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/5/2011 - Complete
Don't Test My Patience reviews
You shouldn’t have tested my patience, but I made the mistake in trusting yours." Hearts break over phone calls. Power of the Pen prompt.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 811 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/30/2011 - Complete
Ophelia and Draven reviews
“If I love you too,” She says, the green eyes shining with the gleam of the moonlight. “Then why are we doing this?”
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,604 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2011 - Complete
Heart Dropping Crowd reviews
“I want to take a stand on at least one thing in my life. I want to stop being in a crowd, and actually the fighter.” I rant. “I want to help.” Power of the Pen prompt.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 931 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/10/2011 - Complete
Beautiful Runner reviews
He had right to, I was wrong, I was atrocious. I should have known he was raised much more precocious. I am vindicated, waiting on his smile, because how can I live in this denial'
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/26/2010 - Complete
so i hope you breathe okay reviews
Silence is unnerving. It’s discomforting and disconcerting. You only hear your breathing in the silence. It’s confusing." Drabble. Swearing.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/25/2010 - Complete
So I'll Drink You Up reviews
Dedicated to Grace; unGRACEful. “My best friend died.” Damien says. Grace’s shoulder’s stiffened, and she nodded her head. “Okay.” “’Okay’?” He questions in disbelief. “That’s it? Grace, sometimes you’re really heartless.” He spits out angrily.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,726 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Published: 12/23/2010 - Complete
Doh reviews
I would die for you. I wouldn’t even fight. I’d never lie to the world. It’s all I do.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/27/2010 - Complete
Empty Air in a Laugh reviews
Yeah, that’s the reason. It’s not because they just don’t see her. That will never be the reason, right? Because she’s standing right there.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2010 - Complete
It's Still Cliché reviews
“So yeah, I am selfish.” He says, closer to his conclusion. “But… I love you. And that’s how it’s always going to be." "I don't think you love me." One-Shot. It's not that long, so what would be the harm in reading it? ;
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,096 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/27/2010 - Complete
Being Born From a Flame reviews
For Grace. "We’ll be in this world, forever. I think it’s about time we smile and mean it." Drabble.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/23/2010 - Complete
Rosalyn Mental Asylum : Lorissa J Tenkers reviews
“His..blood runs through you. How can I not want to … kill you?” Mia gasps, a little frightened, but calmly responds. “Because I would never hurt you. And I will never become like him.” One-Shot / Prompt.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,499 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/19/2010 - Complete
Life reviews
A simple, humble poem on life. Ahem, throat is now sarcastically cleared. Read, hate. I really don't care.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/11/2010 - Complete
Expectations of Being Ingenuous reviews
“Can I- Can I test something?” She said shakily. He knew exactly what she would say. They had known each other long enough for that. “It’ll change things. Depending which way it goes.” He said, to warn her. Swearing.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,206 - Reviews: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/18/2010
Don't reviews
You’re scared that your insecurities are starting to show. And that’s making them actually show.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/4/2010 - Complete
Hugs and Smiles reviews
You’re beautiful, but should someone so beautiful be so imperfect and broken inside?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/4/2010 - Complete
Pathetic and Naïve reviews
It’s not that he didn’t care… He didn’t want to care. So why should she make him?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/23/2010 - Complete
Mesmerization reviews
I'm trying to breathe. Thought about flying. But instead I suffocate, and I'm almost dying.""
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/19/2010 - Complete
The Moment I Saw You Cry reviews
**"If--if you're watching this," She stuttered. "It probably means that I think I'm going to die."**
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 662 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/7/2010 - Complete
Pressure of the Heart reviews
The tiled floor that she sat on was cold. Ice cold. But it’s not like she could care at the moment. No thoughts were running through her head. And the commotion around her was completely silent.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,222 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/22/2010 - Complete
Movie Moment reviews
It started with walking. And then she realized… This could be it. This could be the chance that it all gets better. And then she ran."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,502 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 15 - Published: 7/8/2010 - Complete
Falling from Heaven reviews
Did it hurt? When you fell from heaven? It had to have hurt." Not really romance, but I was really unsure of which category to put it in, and it seemed closest to this.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/1/2010 - Complete
Choices reviews
As we grow up, we are told to make choices. We are taught that some may be hard while others are… merely simple, and unimportant." No Rhyme Scheme.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/28/2010 - Complete
Dreamers reviews
Falling in love wasn’t all that they hoped it would be."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/24/2010 - Complete
Knowing reviews
And it goes back to the first story. Starting with a boy and a girl. Because when you meet someone like that… You’re going to feel like a child." *T for Swearing*
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/24/2010 - Complete
Spoiled Book reviews
They were young. He was one of 'those' boys. And despite the fact that she might've changed him, and loved him while she could…she expected it.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 850 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/9/2010 - Complete
Faded Passion reviews
You have the charm, the looks, the personality. And one day you're going to fall in love. But it's not going to be with me. -- Angela
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 881 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/25/2010 - Complete
A Good Day reviews
“You’re asking the wrong questions,” he replied. She smiled slightly at the comment he made, “So are you.”
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,548 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/15/2010 - Complete