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Joined 05-31-10, id: 727827, Profile Updated: 11-04-12
Author has written 11 stories for Life, War, Biography, Historical, Religion, and Family.

So, I am now putting my profile in without dated updates and it's all about me now, so as Happy Bunny says..."Deal with it!"

Anyway, I'm a young hippie pagan who writes for enjoyment. It might not be the best (I personally think it gets better and I constantly improve all of my stories, even when they're done), but I enjoy the process as it usually calms me down. It also helped me cope when there was no hope and no time for me to escape the abuse. Lately, though, since I've been living with my son, Calvin (born September 29, 2011), and boyfriend (the father of our son), life has been better. However, to write at this time is just finishing stories, making new ones and relaxing during the time that Calvin lets me!

I do like where writing takes people, though: interesting places, people and ideas that shape our complex minds. Books, and most especially stories here, can take us anywhere we want them to go. Our minds run freely and are giddy when we explain, pair up and even create everything, especially new characters with our favorite ones.

My interests are many, my dislikes are few. I don't want to display my dislikes here because of the trouble I might cause. However, I do like to read books (kinda a DUH here!), write (obviously), sit on my butt and fool around on my laptop (less and less with Calvin around!), listen to my favorite music (anything really) and do some schoolwork as I am in getting a degree, in Education for the state of Maine. I used to live in Connecticut, but we moved up here to Maine in February 2012 for a better life and to be together as a family. We currently live in a farmhouse with two acres of land in the rent, but several behind it (landlord property we can walk on anytime we want to). We also have a cat named Myra.

Sometimes, I write a lot. Sometimes, I spend months without writing. I'm either busy with Calvin, on writer's block, fixing this farmhouse or even have too much schoolwork to do. However, I NEVER leave a story unfinished, no matter how long it takes me to do so. It might take me a couple of years to finish a story, but when it's done, I do want to feel proud that I did do it.

I do thank people for reading and reviewing my stories. I don't get a lot of reviews and I don't like begging (which I sometimes will do), so please at least leave something that will shape my stories for the better. It's all I'll ever ask.

And for those that have been with me from the beginning and have extended their hand of friendship (you all know who you are), I thank you so much for everything. You've been one of the greatest things that happened in my life. For those yet to come, I wish you a merry meet and I hope to see you again.


If someone has autism, this can mean:

Their brain works differently than others'. They don't understand facial expressions and emotions, and have a hard time showing their own emotions. Other people’s emotions confuse and upset them.

They have some trouble understanding language and instruction. Sometimes we have to talk to them like they are younger than they are. They often seem not to be listening to us when we talk to them.

Everything stresses them out (trying to look at people’s eyes, changes in routine and schedule, doing unfamiliar activities) and so they try to stop the stress by trying to be in control of EVERYTHING and EVERYONE around them. Sometimes they might seem rude or bad, but they are really just struggling to understand things around them.

Even their own family can have trouble helping them sometimes, but you can help by:
--talking to them using a calm voice.
--not making fun of them or teasing them.
--realizing that people do their best to help him be calm and do well.
--making sure you have their attention before you tell them something.

Some of the symptoms or effects of autism can be:
--normal teaching methods don't work.
--inappropriate laughing and giggling.
--crying or tantrum.
--acts as if he or she is deaf.
--no fear of real dangers.
--is upset by changes in routine or other things.
--spins objects or own body.
--extreme distress for no known reason.
--sustained odd play.
--has trouble playing with peers.
--not cuddly and might resist touch.
--little or no eye contact.
--seems standoffish.
--inappropriate attachment to objects.
--may have trouble understanding language.
--sometimes seems overactive and is sometimes overly quiet.

Copy this into your profile if you know someone with autism or if you just want to spread the awareness.

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Anything by barista papi reviews
Lily, a Jewish girl held captive in a concentration camp will do anything just to survive. She'll even make herself a sex slave to a Nazi guard just to stay alive. WARNING: Rape, bondage, and other sex related themes.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 8,876 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/24/2011 - Published: 1/30/2011
To Live Without Love by Cynthia Brent reviews
Elizabeth of England will do anything to hold on to power, even imprison the gentle Queen of Scots. But Elizabeth and Mary both know how it feels to live without love!
Fiction: Historical - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,882 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/21/2011 - Published: 5/27/2010 - Complete
Titanic Dream by SiriuslyAddictedtoReading reviews
This was a dream that I had. I don't know if it means anything but I just wanted to get it out of my head. A friend of mine suggested putting it up here after I told it to her.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 598 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/17/2010 - Complete
Rag Doll by Elaenor Cummings reviews
Instead they prefer to let us swing/like the rag dolls they once played with themselves. Inspired partly by The Crucible, a poem of the Salem Witch Trials.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/17/2010 - Complete
A False Queen by Alycya reviews
A quick piece I wrote before work. A young woman is faced with making a decision that will change change her country forever.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,920 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/1/2010 - Published: 8/6/2010 - Complete
Nancy ThomasThe Diary of a Tudor mistress by Queen Wealthow reviews
Nancy Thomas. Shes only 17 when her father sends her to court. She has two choices, disobey and be killed or do what her father wants.Marry the KING connfused and upset Nancy enters a world where the truth is kept secret and talking to much means you die!
Fiction: Historical - Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 2 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/29/2010 - Published: 9/26/2010
In The Life: My Story by AnaCaitRose reviews
The basic story of my life. See if you can relate anyhow.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/18/2010
Hells Fire by Fanfic7inu reviews
No, I did not have issues when I wrote this. It just kinda... came out. Written for school assignment. Please read and enjoy!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/29/2010 - Complete
The Price We Pay by Pojo-san reviews
In the climax of WWI the Triple Entente and the Central Powers struggle for control over No Mans Land on the Western Front. The soldiers came from all walks of life, but making friends on the battlefield is the most dangerous thing that a solider can do.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,028 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/30/2010 - Complete
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Through My Looking Glass
In times of trouble, we have to stand in that fork in the road and truly decide what the consequences of our actions will be. Will you walk away from the abuse or will you stand it longer?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Published: 5/9/2012 - Complete
How Does It Feel to be Alone?
Abused children try to move away from their attackers. Some please them still, some don't. Others try to do both at the same time, but always remember that the black hole is still there. You're never meant to be sucked in again.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 611 - Published: 5/9/2012 - Complete
Her Moonlight Evening
She draws her friends together, hoping to complete a circle. Nature comes to her and a spell comes from the moonlight evening.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Published: 4/24/2012 - Complete
Onboard Disaster
Evelyn Mitchell was a working girl, content in staying in London with her employer's son. However, she receives the surprise of her life when her family decides to immigrate to America, going on board the R.M.S. Titanic.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,103 - Published: 4/15/2012
This is My Nightmare
Sometimes, your demons get the best of you. The hour of midnight strikes and there they are again, only to disappear with the dawn.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 3/23/2012 - Complete
Christian Pastimes
A local middle schooler writes of her frustrations, fears and changes as she moves from one school to the next, faces her friends and manages her family. Based on a journal I wrote at that same time.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 15 - Words: 14,890 - Updated: 3/24/2011 - Published: 12/13/2010
We Can't Fight Alone Against the Monster! reviews
Just for the Bush Administration, written many years ago. Based on Steppenwolf's song "Monster/Suicide/America", this became a political rant that ran on many websites across the world.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 794 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/8/2011 - Complete
Hippie's Tears reviews
The basis for my screen name for AIM. I'm very anti-war and this came up quite a number of years ago.
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12/13/2010 - Published: 6/4/2010 - Complete
Will You Remember Me?
Written upon the occasion of my graduation from high school. Dedicated to all those who remember the good and the bad in each phase of their lives.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/13/2010 - Complete
Agony in the Sea of Flames
Rebel, drug addict, lover, dreamer: all of the names describe the life of Angela, a woman whose life turned around after the death of her parents. After years of trying to find happiness, she discovers it and builds a true life around it.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,207 - Published: 9/20/2010
Silence and Rage reviews
Our feelings don't matter once we realize that people in different shoes have walked more miles than we have. And all we have to do is help one another in the fight for our lives.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2010 - Complete