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Joined 07-02-10, id: 732864, Profile Updated: 07-06-10
Author has written 8 stories for Life, Love, Fantasy, Religion, Family, and Essay.

We represent a generation who wants to turn back a nation, to let love be our light and salvation. We need it, we need more than this. Telling people what I am is much easier than telling them who I am. Who am I? A question that many spend their whole lives trying to answer. Who I am is different for each person you ask. To some, I am an inspiration, or a friend, someone to turn to, and for others I am the low-point of existence, the scum of the earth, someone to loathe. Loathe me. Love me. Admire me. See me. Be my friend. Be my enemy. I will love you regardless because you are a human being and every person on this planet deserves at least that much. When it comes to reading, I enjoy science fiction and fantasy novels. However, when I write things of my own it is usually poetry or essays expressing my feelings, beliefs, and emotions in the only way that I know how: from the bottom of my heart onto a blank page. Telling people how I feel doesn't seem to help me because they don't understand how I see things. I have been told that I'm strange, have the patience of a saint, and that I am the most compassionate person many of my friends have ever met. I don't see things the way most people do. Give me a problem, and I will begin to see things through your eyes. I have nightmares almost every night, am medicated for depression and anxiety, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I love to write, read and draw, I have never been to a concert or rave or to a party, my son is my life. I am 17. But none of this is who I am, it's all what I've done. I'm not the job I work, I'm not the car I drive. You can't define my worth by anything on God's green Earth. Who am I? There is only one word for it: myself.

"Let he who desires peace prepare for war." -??

"Angels show up in the strangest of places." -Skillet

"With every life taken, we're all diminished. That's something too many people don't get. Yeah, we gotta stop violence and killing -- but you're only adding to the problem when the way you solve it is by more of the same." -Joe

"Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand.” -Albert Einstein

"No one has a right to consume happiness without producing it." -Helen Keller.

"Don't hit at all if it is honorably possible to avoid hitting; but never hit soft." -Theodore Roosevelt

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A Negative Consumption of My Thoughts by Blackened Blood reviews
Well, the title pretty much sums it up. Please review, it is greatly appreciated.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2010 - Complete
Jumping Off by RebellionRomance reviews
Warning: Tragedy, abuse. Girl contemplates her relationship.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/10/2010 - Complete
First and Last by Nesasio reviews
It's hard sometimes to figure out when someone is really gone... Understanding doesn't always come instantly, and then you're left combing the memories, searching for a moment. Lyric essay written for the July Writing Challenge Contest. May disturb some.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 651 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/6/2010 - Complete
A Self Insert Mary Sue at its Very Finest by EdibleCytoplasm reviews
An essay on why Bella Swan of the Twilight series is an awful character. There's a euphemism for you.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,293 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 8 - Published: 7/5/2010 - Complete
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A True Friend
If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me. Author Unknown
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 494 - Published: 7/12/2010 - Complete
Dead Inside
I was feeling particularly down earlier today, and as writing poetry keeps me from doing things that I shouldn't do, I wrote this. If you don't like dark poetry, then don't read it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 7/10/2010 - Complete
Don't Hurt Me, Daddy reviews
A poem written about child abuse. I am in the process of editing it. This is just the first things that came to mind. Comments and advice on how to make it better are appreciated.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/8/2010
The Face That the World Forgot
You can interpret this as you wish. I was thinking about several things when I wrote it. Inspired by emotional trauma and a caffeine high.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 7/8/2010 - Complete
Mime reviews
In need of a better title, unfinished, and short. Tell me what you think of it thus far. I will update it when I can.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Sci-Fi/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/7/2010
Mirror, Mirror
...on the wall, who is the fairest one of all?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 7/7/2010 - Complete
Addiction
To the Love of my Life...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 7/7/2010 - Complete
What's Inside
There's something inside me that slowly kills everyone around. They don't know they're dead to me 'cause intent never makes a sound..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Published: 7/7/2010 - Complete