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Joined 07-06-10, id: 733513, Profile Updated: 09-20-13
Author has written 7 stories for Young Adult, Thriller, and Romance.

Let me tell you guys a story.

Once upon a time, a girl had her heart horribly broken. She was treated badly and told lies, and she promised herself that she would never fall in love again. She hid behind love stories of survivors magically found and healed by amazing people, and she loved them. She lived vicariously through the characters she made and told herself that she didn't need a real relationship because the characters in her head gave her what she needed. She worked nights at a pizza joint in her hometown, and she wrote in her spare time. She thought she was happy. One night, close to closing time, a boy walked into the restaurant she waitressed at. He sat down, and even though she wanted to go home, she took him a menu and waited on him.

It was instantaneous. That shoot-for-the-stars, can't eat, can't sleep feeling. It suddenly didn't matter that her heart had been broken. It didn't matter that he was the exact opposite of what she needed or that she'd never been looking in the first place because when you know, you know, and she knew. She had no regrets about what felt like the instant connection they'd had besides the fact that it had taken so long for him to find her.

She gave up her writing because for the first time in her life, she was happy. She didn't need to hide behind stories because her life had become very much like a story she had written, and she was in love. This boy told her the things she needed to hear and made her believe that she was beautiful again after she had become convinced that she wasn't. He told her he wanted to marry her, and he meant every word.

This is my story, guys.

I don't know if I'll come back onto Fictionpress again. I hate to say that I won't because I love all of you. I love editing for other people and writing and making everyone happy with what I write. I like to think that one day, once everything's been settled and I'm back into a routine, I'll come back to finish these stories. I'll give you all the endings you want and deserve, but for right now, I can't.

If you want closure, PM me. I'll tell you what happens in whatever story you want to hear.

Thank you so, so much for being the support group I needed and the friends I have always wanted. I love all of you so much. I'll see you soon.

ohsocyanide.

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Schnitzel and I by learntosayhello reviews
Aleksi's a bit confused. His twin brother's distant, his mother's evil, and the new German kid that's way too talented at seduction for his own good really, really isn't helping. The story of an eighteen-year-old boy trying to sort out his life, one nervous breakdown at a time. Slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 26 - Words: 73,102 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 5/3/2013 - Published: 4/22/2011
Then the World Would Be Peaceful by Jill Montino reviews
We met nine times before you told me you loved me.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,260 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/1/2013 - Complete
Journal by Inkspilled reviews
Chapters by date. Free form verse. Or something.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 41 - Words: 11,936 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 1/28/2013 - Published: 11/5/2011
Oh, The Imperfection by Happy Pappy reviews
/slash/ Jeice Barton’s life was perfect. Popular. Athletic. Smart. Who would have thought one meeting with a male exotic dancer could change the entire course of his life? Contains strong homosexual content and scenes.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 53,414 - Reviews: 124 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 162 - Updated: 7/3/2010 - Published: 10/20/2008
Approval by JtheChosen1 reviews
One-shot, MxMxM, Incest*?*, PWP; As two teens come together, they discover what it means to be both gay in a intolerant society and what it means to be a man. As they make the journey together, they are surprised just by how that lesson is learned.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,543 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/12/2009 - Complete
Turpentine by Zebbie reviews
Unrequited musings of an artist's model. Gay male. One shot. Redrafted!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 999 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 42 - Published: 12/11/2007 - Complete
Eboys by Dead Caffeine Junkie reviews
Two unlikely friends go clubbing. (warning: M/M slash and mild drug use)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 9 - Words: 21,928 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 6/7/2005 - Published: 11/6/2004
It's Nice To Come Home by Dead Caffeine Junkie reviews
Just a random piece of homey smut. Guy comes home from work, meets boyfriend, eats pixie sticks... (M/M, slash warning)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,456 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Published: 11/6/2004
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Tabs reviews
I'm supposed to hate Danny Merrick with a passion. His band hates my band, and vice versa. So why is it that I keep making out with him? Slash, reviews returned.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,804 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 8/3/2013 - Published: 9/2/2012
Butter on a Summer Day reviews
We had a train to catch, but you never came. Reviews returned, slash implied. Drabble.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,016 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/11/2013 - Published: 7/11/2012 - Complete
Tuesday if it Rains reviews
Brian Carver is best described as a sure thing, and Jupiter Sanders may very well be asexual. That doesn't stop Brian from trying to get into his pants, though. Slash, reviews returned.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,435 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 7/11/2013 - Published: 1/4/2013
Call Boy reviews
I had been hired to pose as his lover. No one had ever said anything about love, or sex, or even friendship between the two of us. What we had was a business deal. He paid me fifteen thousand dollars to spend the month with him and I pretended to be madly in love. Slash, reviews returned.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 37,966 - Reviews: 198 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 214 - Updated: 6/9/2013 - Published: 6/28/2012
Misery reviews
Misery's not hard to find when she's been looking for you all along. Reviews returned, written for The Review Game's WCC.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,255 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/2/2012 - Complete
Schizophrenic reviews
They killed my dog.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,429 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Published: 6/2/2012 - Complete
Assassination of a High School Reputation reviews
The geek-gone-hunk member of the school newspaper is recruited to break the heart of the most popular guy in school. Slash.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,456 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 6/1/2012 - Published: 5/14/2012
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