Author has written 72 stories for Life, Young Adult, General, General, Love, Romance, Family, Haiku, and Kids.
I am no longer in an environment where I have daily access to a computer, and therefore, I will not be able to update any of my stories for an unknown period of time. I want to thank you for how long you've been waiting, and will still have to wait. I'm sorry for the inconvenience. Things are looking hopeful for me to be near a computer soon.
I love you all, and hope to see you soon.
Oh, and same for my sis, Alatum, for those of you who read both of us.
I claim ownership to all the stories and poems under, "My stories," and the ones under my story ideas. I did get some ideas from other stories or people, but if so, I have stated it in the story itself.
Name-Shady Shinigami, though if you've payed attention in some of my stories, you've figured out my real name.
Sexuality- I love you for your soul. Girl, boy, or somewhere in between. It doesn't matter.
Hair- Natural mix of blond and brunette, and even some little white streaks. (Or so I've been told about the white part)
I have decided to refrain from copying and pasting stuff onto my profile, because it takes up alot of space and if people actually want to read my profile, I want them to read about my stories, and not about the stuff I've copied and pasted in. So to get it out of the way, I'll just make a quick description about the stuff I believe in, because thats all those copy and paste things are.
I am not racist, to any single race. Who were are is not based on our skin color, and those that think other wise are assholes. I am not homophobic, which you've learned from reading my stories. Love is love, and gender doesn't matter. I don't believe in animal experimenting, and hate any form of animal abuse. I hate child abuse, or sexual abuse, or whatever, though I tend to write about sexual abuse in a few of my stories. I tend to get swept up in the next big thing, but instead of growing bored of it, I just stay a fan of it until I'm dead. I'm not very popular, and I do dislike mean popular people, but not the nice ones. What use do I have in hating them? I don't believe I have to be popular to be happy, and I do dress however the fuck I want to, and I do get bullied, but don't bully myself.
AND, just because it seems to be that big a deal that we must express it, I AM a fan of Twilight. I've read every single book, and I loved them, so don't be dissin on Twilight around me. I have only seen one movie, which was the first, and I did NOT like, but I won't yammer on about that, so please refrain from doing it to me.
AND, I DO believe in God. BUT, I do NOT believe in everything in the bible. But that does NOT mean I want to get into a religious debate with you.
ALSO, why is it that people who DO believe in the bible are allowed to express why, but people who don't believe in the bible, ARE NOT allowed to express why? Why is it everytime I try to say what I DON'T believe, people get pissed? Just be open minded and leave me alone.
So there you go.
Oh, and my sister has a profile that you should visit: Alatum Cloud.
Stories I'm working on
I'll be free from you- His whole life he's done nothing but suffer the life of a slave. His evil Master who loves nothing more than to hurt him, and his hopeful wish to someday be free. But will it ever come true? Maybe with the help of the girl he loves?
I have not updated on this story for a long time, but I don't think anyone really cares. Which is fine with me, because I was getting tired of updating it anyway. I have finished writing it, and I am almost done with the sequel, and production for the third book in the series is underway. If your intreseted in this story, check it out and let me know what you think. If enough people get intrested in it, I may continue posting it again.
The strangest kinds of friendships- An anti-social girl and a hyper outgoing gay guy. Warning MxM. A murderer and a boy forced to sell drugs on the streets Ect... Friendship comes in all kinds of forms.
What this story was supposed to be was a bunch of stories off odd friendships one after another. But I haven't updated in such a long time that you may as well just forget about this one.
When the World Ends- When zombies begin to take over life as we know, five teens, Brenda, Jason, Ron, Heather, and Todd, have to band together to survive and keep each other alive. But how easy can that be when you're caring for a six year old, your best friend has been bit, and one member of your group is suicidal, but can't tell you why, not haven spoken in years?
This story, in my opinion, is actually pretty good, and my favorite character is Todd, the boy who's trying to let himself be killed. This is also not a MxM, because my family doesn't like it when I put yaoi in every little thing. They think its "unhealthy." But hey, I'll just see what the reviewers think when I accidentally on purpose but little yaoi moments in there. Hee hee.
The G Word-Jonathan Bell, a gay student at Toby's school, was murdered a week ago. Toby didn't know him. He just was there when the body was discovered. So why is he the only one who can see Jonathan's ghost? How did he get sucked into finding a murderer, and helping this lost soul say goodbye? And during it all, can he save his broken family, and get the girl he likes?
Getting sick of all the yaoi yet? Not I. No? Good. Because I shall have my fill of BL! Anyway, this story has been sitting in my brain for a few weeks now, and even though I promised myself I wouldn't start any new stories till I finished some old ones, I just went ahead and did it anyway.
Hopeless- Lezlie was a perfect girl. No smoking, drugs, drink, or sex. But then there is a rape. Not her's, a friends, but she should have been there to help him. Her actions cause her whole life spirals down into sex, drugs, and drinking. And no one, not even her own twin sister, or the boy she likes, can save her from the guilt, and make everything okay. Mentions of MxM rape.
This is one of my only stories from a girl's POV. It is really hard for me to write from girl POV. I'm not sure why. I can't remember where I got the idea for this one. But I do like it. I guess it's because she's suffering, and since I'm a freaking sadist, I enjoy it when characters crack, and crumble, and break! ... Yeah, move along people.
The Road Ahead- Even though Dominic's in jail, Ryan still has a long way to go before everything is normal again. He now has to face questions about his sexuality, appearances of family members he thought long gone, and unfading memories of the man who kidnapped him. MxM. Sequel to Still Suffering.
I loved Ryan, and all the other characters of Still Suffering too much to not write a sequel. I really want to do a story from Sam's POV, during his kidnapping, and maybe even a short story from Joey's POV, and maybe even Thomson! And Baby Ryan! This is getting out of control, clearly.
Tommy in Yaoiland- Tommy's living in an orphanage after his parent's death, when he his life is turned upside down by a sexy boy with rabbit ears, who kidnaps him and forces him to go with him to WonderLand. What will Tommy find in this strange place? A place to belong? Somebody to love? MxM.
This is an alternate universe to my Tommy and Jason oneshots. I got it from all the AIW stuff I keep seeing around. You don't really have to read a single one of the J/T stories to get what's going on here. It's basically nonsense, as is the rule in Wonderland.
Moment of Change- MxM Slash The Snow Clan and the Lunar Clan are about to go to war, when Michael, the prince of the Snow Clan, meets Leo, a member of the Lunar Clan. Their meeting, and the love that follows, will change everything between the white tigers and the wolves.
This was a request from my BFF, who actually is the one who created the characters. I'm not so sure if I like the title, but I don't have the energy to think of another one! If you come up with one, and I like it, I would love to hear it.
Failing at Life- MxM Aiden's poor, gay, and getting bullied. Life couldn't get much worse, especially when his father loses his job. But there is somebody who makes everything seem kind of worth while. Too bad that somebody is a teacher.
This one I got the idea for around the same time I got the idea for Dandelion. Which is not up here. But, it's been some time, I guess. But I'm slow and lazy, and just got around to it. But I've always wanted to do a teacher/student story, because I'm into illegal stuff. Kidding. But also kind of not kidding. I'm not kidding. Anyway, this story is way more popular then I thought it would be, so I guess I'm not the only one who's into illegal stuff.
How I Became A Teenage Prostitute- MxM This is the story of how I became a teenage prostitute. It's not a pretty story. It's not a very funny story either. You don't even know if it has a happy ending. Maybe I'm relaying all this to you from a puddle of my own blood. Or maybe I'm sitting in a mansion, sipping whisky by the pool, getting my feet massaged. Maybe I'm somewhere in the middle.
I don't remember where I got this story idea. But that's fine, because I don't remember where I get a lot of ideas. Let me think about it...nope, still don't remember. I like it though. It might be kind of slow on the updating, since I'm swamped with other stories, but I'll try my best.
Stories I'm writing but unsure if I will post them
Power Reborn- Two brothers who were once princes are reborn into modern society. Life is good and both brothers are happy. But that may change when a two hundred year old curse comes back to haunt them.
This is not a MxM, though I believe that would be sexy. Mmm, incest.
Story Ideas that I may write, but may not, depending on how lazy I'm feeling on certain days
I Want To Be A Maid- For as long as she can remember, Chloe has wanted to be maid in a rich house. But when she actually gets the job, the reality quickly falls short of her dreams. The young butler is constantly trying to seduce her, the mistress is a bitch, and her son is a moody, depressive, pain. Why won't the world just let her enjoy her dream job?
I got this idea, believe or not from watching a yaoi. I was watching episode 3 of the second season of Junjou Romantica, and there was this maid running around. And I was all, "I wonder what its like to be a maid." So, this idea was born. How odd that I was paying attention to her, yes?
Gotta Feeling- MxM In this world, you know you've found your soulmate when you get an undescribable feeling that those who haven't had, can't explain. Isaac has been waiting, and waiting, and his turn has finally come. But the one he's feeling it towards...is another guy!?
I got this idea from watching too much Clamp stuff. They're always going on about soulmates, and precious someone's, and destiny and stuff, so I thought I'd give it a shot.
For some of my stories, the last names of characters are never revealed. And even though I know them in my head, I realize I never actually told you guys some of the characters last names. Such as Ryan, from Still Suffering. Or Abel, from Sing. Or pretty much any of the boys in the Freedom Trilogy.
So, for your pleasure, here are the full names of many of my characters here on this site.
Matthew Brandi Halls
Micheal Drew Hawking
Dylan Perry Holt
Drew Washington Martin
Steven Hope Haze
Chase Redford Wild
Shane Lucas Royal
Ryan Harlen Haze
Abel Martin Moon
Cain Harlan Hart
Tommy Colten Choice
Jason Andy Fever
There you go. There are even little back stories for some of the middle names. Chase's middle name, Redford, is a family hand me down from his father's side. Micheal's middle name is Drew because...well...nobody reads that series, so I guess I won't tell. But let's say it's for a reason. Steven's middle name is Hope because he almost didn't survive childbirth. And you may have noticed that Ryan and Cain have very similar middle names. That's because I thought it sounded good with both of them, and I couldn't decide which to go with. So I changed one letter, and gave it to both.
These Are A Few Of My Favorite Things
Favorite Movies: Mmm, I don't really know. Treasure Planet is probably my all time favorite movie, because it has almost everything I love in a story. A angst ridden teenage boy who must prove himself. Also, no girls. The only thing it's missing is yaoi.
Favorite Books: Dude, we could be here all day. Maximum Ride Series, Gone Series, Furnace Series, Rainbow Boys Trilogy, Godbox, The Sight, You Don't Know Me, Unwind Triogy. There's more, but we'd be here all day.
Favorite TV shows: Criminal Minds is my ultimate fav. REID!!!! Queer as Folk is a close second. Very close. Okay, fine, they can both be first. Also, I like Cold Case, House, and Glee.
Favorite Manga/Anime: Dear Lord, we will be here all day. Okay, number 1: (mangaV) Tsubasa Chronicle. That is the twistiest fucking thing I've ever read. I also really like Godchild, Gimmick, Pandora Hearts, Naruto, Bleach, Natsume Yuujinchou, Itsuwaribito, Junjou Romantica, Cage of Eden, Seven Days, K, Tsuritama, Fruits Basket, D.Gray-man, Ookiku Furikabutte, Gravitation. Also pretty much anything yaoi. I've seen em all, and read thousands. Anything by CLAMP. Also, I tend to be a lover of the manga version of anything more then the anime. Animes lie, and change everything.
So there you go. Enjoy my stories. I'll be posting short stories and poems in between, so read those if you want to get around to it, and make sure to review, or just message me if you want to talk. See ya round!
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