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Author has written 79 stories for Life, Young Adult, General, General, Love, Romance, Family, Haiku, Kids, and Friendship.

I claim ownership to all the stories and poems under, "My stories," and the ones under my story ideas. I did get some ideas from other stories or people, but if so, I have stated it in the story itself.

Name-Shady Shinigami, though if you've payed attention in some of my stories, you've figured out my real name.

Age- Twenty one.

Sexuality- I love you for your soul. Girl, boy, or somewhere in between. It doesn't matter.

Hair- Natural mix of blond and brunette, and even some little white streaks. (Or so I've been told about the white part) Right now it's dyed red, and in the process of turning back to it's natural color, so it sometimes looks like a cool goldish color.

Eyes- Blue/Gray

Religion- I am currently religionless. I do believe in higher powers, and spirits, demons, things of the like. But I haven't found a religion that fits with me, so I'm mostly just...believing in what I believe.

I am not racist, to any single race. Who were are is not based on our skin color, and those that think other wise are assholes. I am not homophobic, which you've learned from reading my stories. Love is love, and gender doesn't matter. I don't believe in animal experimenting, and hate any form of animal abuse. I hate child abuse, or sexual abuse, or whatever, though I tend to write about sexual abuse in a few of my stories. I tend to get swept up in the next big thing, but instead of growing bored of it, I just stay a fan of it until I'm dead. I'm not very popular, and I do dislike mean popular people, but not the nice ones. What use do I have in hating them? I don't believe I have to be popular to be happy, and I do dress however the fuck I want to, and I do get bullied, but don't bully myself.

So there you go.

Oh, and my sister has a profile that you should visit: Alatum Cloud.

Stories I'm working on

I'll be free from you- His whole life Matt had done nothing but suffer the life of a slave at the hands of his evil master. And then one day, his whole life is changed by one beautiful girl. But it's not so easy. His master isn't ready to give up, and Matt will have to go through hell to get to the happy ending he so desperately wants.

I hadn't planned on updating this, but my sister started to read it, and wants to see what happens. And since I don't want her reading the first, unedited copy that I wrote at age thirteen, I've started updating again. It was the first story I wrote that wasn't about dogs or wolves, and I wrote it when I was thirteen. I love it very much, and all the characters in it hold a special spot in my heart.

The strangest kinds of friendships- An anti-social girl and a hyper outgoing gay guy. Warning MxM. A murderer and a boy forced to sell drugs on the streets Ect... Friendship comes in all kinds of forms.

What this story was supposed to be was a bunch of stories off odd friendships one after another. But I haven't updated in such a long time that you may as well just forget about this one.

When the World Ends- When zombies begin to take over life as we know, five teens, Brenda, Jason, Ron, Heather, and Todd, have to band together to survive and keep each other alive. But how easy can that be when you're caring for a six year old, your best friend has been bit, and one member of your group is suicidal, but can't tell you why, not haven spoken in years?

This story, in my opinion, is actually pretty good, and my favorite character is Todd, the boy who's trying to kill himself without actually killing himself. This is also not a MxM, because my family doesn't like it when I put yaoi in every little thing. They think its "unhealthy." But hey, I'll just see what the reviewers think when I accidentally on purpose but little yaoi moments in there. Hee hee.

The G Word-Jonathan Bell, a gay student at Toby's school, was murdered a week ago. Toby didn't know him. He just was there when the body was discovered. So why is he the only one who can see Jonathan's ghost? How did he get sucked into finding a murderer, and helping this lost soul say goodbye? And during it all, can he save his broken family, and get the girl he likes?

Getting sick of all the yaoi yet? Not I. No? Good. Because I shall have my fill of BL! Anyway, this story has been sitting in my brain for a few weeks now, and even though I promised myself I wouldn't start any new stories till I finished some old ones, I just went ahead and did it anyway.

Hopeless- Lezlie was a perfect girl. No smoking, drugs, drink, or sex. But then there is a rape. Not her's, a friends, but she should have been there to help him. Her actions cause her whole life spirals down into sex, drugs, and drinking. And no one, not even her own twin sister, or the boy she likes, can save her from the guilt, and make everything okay. Mentions of MxM rape.

This is one of my only stories from a girl's POV. It is really hard for me to write from girl POV. I'm not sure why. I can't remember where I got the idea for this one. But I do like it. I guess it's because she's suffering, and since I'm a freaking sadist, I enjoy it when characters crack, and crumble, and break! ... Yeah, move along people.

The Road Ahead- Even though Dominic's in jail, Ryan still has a long way to go before everything is normal again. He now has to face questions about his sexuality, appearances of family members he thought long gone, and unfading memories of the man who kidnapped him. MxM. Sequel to Still Suffering.

I loved Ryan, and all the other characters of Still Suffering too much to not write a sequel. I really want to do a story from Sam's POV, during his kidnapping, and maybe even a short story from Joey's POV, and maybe even Thomson! And Baby Ryan! This is getting out of control, clearly.

Tommy in Yaoiland- Tommy's living in an orphanage after his parent's death, when he his life is turned upside down by a sexy boy with rabbit ears, who kidnaps him and forces him to go with him to WonderLand. What will Tommy find in this strange place? A place to belong? Somebody to love? MxM.

This is an alternate universe to my Tommy and Jason oneshots. I got it from all the AIW stuff I keep seeing around. You don't really have to read a single one of the J/T stories to get what's going on here. It's basically nonsense, as is the rule in Wonderland. This one I'm mostly writing just for fun, so it'll be updated at random.

Love and War- MxM Slash The Snow Clan and the Lunar Clan are about to go to war, when Michael, the prince of the Snow Clan, meets Leo, a member of the Lunar Clan. Their meeting, and the love that follows, will change everything between the white tigers and the wolves.

This was a request from my BFF, who actually is the one who created the characters. It was previously titled Moment of Change, so don't be confused by this.

Failing at Life- MxM Aiden's poor, gay, and getting bullied. Life couldn't get much worse, especially when his father loses his job. But there is somebody who makes everything seem kind of worth while. Too bad that somebody is a teacher.

This one I got the idea for around the same time I got the idea for Dandelion. Which is not up here. But, it's been some time, I guess. But I'm slow and lazy, and just got around to it. But I've always wanted to do a teacher/student story, because I'm into illegal stuff. Kidding. But also kind of not kidding. I'm not kidding. Anyway, this story is way more popular then I thought it would be, so I guess I'm not the only one who's into illegal stuff.

How I Became A Teenage Prostitute- MxM This is the story of how I became a teenage prostitute. It's not a pretty story. It's not a very funny story either. You don't even know if it has a happy ending. Maybe I'm relaying all this to you from a puddle of my own blood. Or maybe I'm sitting in a mansion, sipping whisky by the pool, getting my feet massaged. Maybe I'm somewhere in the middle.

I don't remember where I got this story idea. But that's fine, because I don't remember where I get a lot of ideas. Let me think about it...nope, still don't remember. I like it though. It might be kind of slow on the updating, since I'm swamped with other stories, but I'll try my best.

Stories I'm writing but unsure if I will post them

Power Reborn- Two brothers who were once princes are reborn into modern society. Life is good and both brothers are happy. But that may change when a two hundred year old curse comes back to haunt them.

This is not a MxM, though I believe that would be sexy. Mmm, incest.

Story Ideas that I may write, but may not, depending on how lazy I'm feeling on certain days

I Want To Be A Maid- For as long as she can remember, Chloe has wanted to be maid in a rich house. But when she actually gets the job, the reality quickly falls short of her dreams. The young butler is constantly trying to seduce her, the mistress is a bitch, and her son is a moody, depressive, pain. Why won't the world just let her enjoy her dream job?

I got this idea, believe or not from watching a yaoi. I was watching episode 3 of the second season of Junjou Romantica, and there was this maid running around. And I was all, "I wonder what its like to be a maid." So, this idea was born. How odd that I was paying attention to her, yes?

Gotta Feeling- MxM In this world, you know you've found your soulmate when you get an undescribable feeling that those who haven't had, can't explain. Isaac has been waiting, and waiting, and his turn has finally come. But the one he's feeling it towards...is another guy!?

I got this idea from watching too much Clamp stuff. They're always going on about soulmates, and precious someone's, and destiny and stuff, so I thought I'd give it a shot.

Random Stuff

For some of my stories, the last names of characters are never revealed. And even though I know them in my head, I realize I never actually told you guys some of the characters last names. Such as Ryan, from Still Suffering. Or Abel, from Sing. Or pretty much any of the boys in the Freedom Trilogy.

So, for your pleasure, here are the full names of many of my characters here on this site.

Matthew Brandi Halls

Micheal Drew Hawking

Dylan Perry Holt

Drew Washington Martin

Steven Hope Haze

Chase Redford Wild

Shane Lucas Royal

Ryan Harlen Haze

Abel Martin Moon

Cain Harlan Hart

Tommy Colten Choice

Jason Andy Fever

There you go. There are even little back stories for some of the middle names. Chase's middle name, Redford, is a family hand me down from his father's side. Micheal's middle name is Drew because...well...nobody reads that series, so I guess I won't tell. But let's say it's for a reason. Steven's middle name is Hope because he almost didn't survive childbirth. And you may have noticed that Ryan and Cain have very similar middle names. That's because I thought it sounded good with both of them, and I couldn't decide which to go with. So I changed one letter, and gave it to both.

These Are A Few Of My Favorite Things

Top 15 Favorite Anime Movies (may not have 15 at the time you read this)

In no particular order-

Wolf Children (Who didn't watch Wolf Children and leave with a crush on Ame? Which is totally creepy, because I'm ten years older than him. But whatever. )

Princess Mononoke (I like wolves. Plus, who didn't love Ashitaka?)

Patema Inverted (This movie is beautiful, and deserves to be seen by all. Seriously. Go see it.)

From Up On Poppy Hill (This was my favorite Studio Ghibli film until I saw Princess Mononoke)

The Girl Who Leapt Through Time (By the same guy who did Wolf Children and Summer Wars. A good movie, indeed. But is ''leapt" even a word?)

The Garden Of Words (Short, but sweet. Or bittersweet)

Hotarubi no Mori e- (Another short, but (bitter) sweet one. If you're in the mood to cry, this is the movie for you)

Summer Wars (By the same guy who did Wolf Children and The Girl Who Leapt Through Time. It's very cool.)

Children Who Chase Lost Voices (A cute/sad one that you'll like. It's worth seeing)

Brave Story- (I liked this one cause it was kind of yaoish. And because it was a good movie)

Princess and the Pilot (Everyone seriously needs to check this one out. It's amazing. I'm crushing hard on the main character)

Shout out to my work, for having some decent anime movies available to rent. And yes, before you ask, people still rent movies. About two hundred people rent movies a day where I'm at. It's actually exhausting.


Probably My Top 10 Favorite Manga

(I say probably because this is just what I came up with thinking about it vaguely. If I give it deep thought it could be different. May not be at 10 when you read this.)

In No Particular Order As Always

Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle- I say these are in no particular order, but Tsubasa is definitely number 1. It changed my life. KuroFai is my eternal OTP, by the way. I loved all the characters. Yes, even CSyaoran. Actually, he and Fai flip flop for the position of my favorite character.

Pandora Hearts- I'm going out to by the final volume tomorrow, and already my life feels empty. It's a great story. My favorite character is Gilbert.

Magi- Don't ask me who my favorite character is, cause I don't know. Sometimes I think Alibaba, sometimes I think Sinbad, sometimes Jafar. I hope it doesn't end too sadly. Though I don't have much hope. PS: If anyway can clear it up for me on how Magi is pronounced, that'd be amazing. I hear it all kinds of ways.

Godchild- Oh my God, if you're a yaoi fangirl who wants to read something emotionally devastating, this is the story for you. It's not actually a yaoi, it's just easy to see. If you're not huge on yaoi, give it a look anyway.

Gimmick- I'm so depressed about how underground this manga is. There's no scanlations online, and it won't be found in any bookstores. I just happened to find it in a library, then read it online. To give a brief summary, it's about a makeup artist with amazing skill who's life is constantly in danger.

Natsume Yuujinchou- I had to make this a top 6 list just so I could include Natsume. The anime is amazing too, it's one of the most faithful anime adaptions I've ever seen. It's a tearjerker about a boy who can see yokai.

Black Bard- Like Godchild and Gimmick I just picked this up at a library, not expecting much. Instead I was blown away. This series is amazing. It's pretty short, but the mangaka does a wonderful job of making you care for the characters nonetheless.

Baby and Me- It's pretty long, but really good. Worth the read. About a fifth grade boy who has to basically raise his two year old brother after his mother dies. It's very cute, and you'll love the main character. Everyone does.

All these manga are beyond worth looking into.


Top 10 favorite books (including series because it's my page and I can)

In no particular order.

Unwind series- Bascially, in the future, children between the ages of 13 and 18 can be "unwound" which is a kind way of saying killed, but they make the parents feel better by saying that since all their body parts are being donated and used, the child is technically still alive. The main character is of course, trying his hardest to avoid being unwound once his parents sign the unwind order. It's amazing. Neal Shusterman makes me want to slit my throat because I'll never be as good as him. Hayden is my favorite character.

Chaos Walking trilogy- In a world where men can hear each other's thoughts, and animals can talk, (and you can also hear their thoughts and they can also hear yours) a young boy finds out that everything he knows is a lie. All the women of the world aren't dead, but the ones that did die...well...It's a tearjerking story. All my favorite characters kept dying. Todd is my favorite character.

Gone series- A giant dome goes up around a small town in California, and everyone over the age of fourteen is gone. As you can imagine, shit happens. This was the one time in my life I was upset at figuring out a character was gay, because I was so sure if I was in that world, we'd fall in love. *sigh* Oh well. As you may have guessed, (based on that I was just speaking about him) Edilio is my favorite character.

Hero- In a world where superheroes exist, (like the Incredibles) a young boy has to deal with hiding his powers from his father and his sexuality. (Also from his father) This book is surprisingly deep and moving, so don't judge it on my shitty description. Thom, of course, is my favorite character.

You don't know me- The only non end of the world/supernaturalish book on this list. It's about a boy who is being beat by his mother's boyfriend, and whose life just sucks in general. (Girl he loves turns out to be a bitch, best friend kind of ditches him) It's really upsetting, and sad, but also really good. I bought it randomly, but I'll never regret it. John is my favorite character.

The Sight- This book was everything to me when I was younger. It's basically Watership Down with wolves, but I am in no way saying the author ripped it off, or that The Sight shouldn't be read just because you've read Watership Down. Basically, a wolf pack is fleeing from a curse, and slowly die one by one. It's really dark, but very good. Fell is my favorite character. Sometime's it's Kar.

Lockdown Series- This series is almost everything I want in a story. Drama, action, characters you love, and minimal girls. I'm not sexist, I just like books about boys better. It's about a boy who gets sent to a maximum security prison after being framed for murder. The prison holds boys between 13 and 18, and is filled with terrible creatures and experiments. The main characters, of course, try to devise a plan to escape. It's a great horror series.

Trouble- It's a one book series, and probably super unknown. I'm most likely alone in this fandom. But I read this series and my life was altered slightly. It's one of those books you didn't expect much from, and instead you come out feeling different. It's about a boy whose older brother is killed by a driver who falls asleep behind the wheel of a car. He decides to climb the mountain his brother used to climb with a black dog he finds, and his best friend, and the boy who says he hit the brother come along. It's very good. Everything's a lie. It's also slightly, just slightly, gay.

The Rest of Us Just Live Here- This one is by the same guy who wrote the Chaos Walking Trilogy mentioned above. It's basically about a boy whose life is changing, (i.e highschool ending, in love with a childhood friend, best friend problems) while all the while magical superhero stuff that isn't important to the story happens around him. The main character is great, because he's straightish. And those are my favorite kind of characters man.

Treasure Island- I don't need to tell you what this one is about, do I? Good. Anyway, give it a read sometime. You'll like it.

Favorite Authors

Hmm, I guess this one's easier, somehow.

Patrick Ness- Really original and cool story ideas, I've loved every one of his books. (That I've read. I haven't read them all yet) Chaos Walking trilogy is in my favorite book list, so if you want to know about it, just read above. Very good.

Neal Shusterman- Another author who had really original ideas. Unwind, as you may have read above, is in my favorite book list. The Skinjacker trilogy is really good too. I've read other oneshot books, like Full Tilt, and The Eyes of Kid Midas, and...well I can't remember it's name at the moment, but it's the one with the aliens.

Michael Grant- I've only read the Gone series, but it was really great, so I always count him among my favorites.


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The God Of Tricks by alatum Cloud reviews
Icarus is the one and only boy who embarrassingly plummeted from the sky. He feels like crap for not listening to his dad, and wants another chance. Good thing for him, he's one of the lucky people who actually gets one. His "Master" lets him continue living. But only if he tricks everyone he meets. But soon, he begins to fall for one of his would be victims. MxM
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 29 - Words: 94,111 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 10/10 - Published: 5/25/2013
Project FT by alatum Cloud reviews
When the prince of Linear Seethe is kidnapped, he makes problems for everyone. Like his butler. Who is willing to do anything to find him. Meanwhile the people who are keeping Humpty hostage, force him to go to the wind chime shop, every day. But Humpty can't tell the man who owns the shop what's happening. Not only that, but the owner gets on Humpty's every last nerve. SLASH/
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Crime/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 37,643 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 5/24 - Published: 9/25/2013
Nothingness by Foxglove xxx reviews
Jace has always taken great pleasure in living and feeling, and despite some trouble at school, he's happy. But when his older sister brings her new boyfriend home, everything changes... Warnings: Swearing. Rape. Violence.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 109,627 - Reviews: 141 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 104 - Updated: 2/2 - Published: 9/3/2010
My Apprentice by alatum Cloud reviews
She, although her tiny stature, looked ready to take on the world. Whether she would actually succeed, however, she had no clue. As I knew more about her, I realized that she wasn't someone who could be described by a comparison. It would be hard to find another person in the world to say she was like. And once I came to that conclusion, I wondered why. Why couldn't I compare her?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,379 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/25
Olympus Prep by alatum Cloud reviews
What if all the gods and goddesses were in high school? What if one human girl got sent there. The first, and probably last mortal to go there (since almost everyone hates her) And the two out of the three people that do like her are in love with her. One is good, but Anathema's other suitor is pretty much annoying. But watch as she struggles to be okay, in Olympus Prep!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,692 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/26/2016
Pet by Jaydee Faire reviews
Bound to a bed and stripped of everything including his name, "Darkling" is forced to submit to the whims of whoever pays for his time. As the weeks and months pass, he learns to cling to the small things that make his life bearable– and with each freedom he's granted, the more deeply mired he becomes in a world built to keep him enslaved. m/m, graphic, warnings for abuse etc.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 61 - Words: 213,224 - Reviews: 283 - Favs: 220 - Follows: 258 - Updated: 9/22/2016 - Published: 11/20/2009
Don't Touch Me by DMAB reviews
Slash Love Story. Abuse present but not specified. Based on the amazing stories by Shady Shinigami revolving around Tommy and Jason. Daren is abused by his father and - although he's got a major crush on Carter - he doesn't believe he can love. Or be loved. When Carter tells Daren he's in love with him, will Daren be able to handle it? Again, based on the Tommy and Jason fictions.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,639 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/3/2016 - Published: 8/2/2016 - Complete
You're my baby by alatum Cloud reviews
Leah is a teen-aged mother, who has a dick ex boyfriend/ father of her baby. She has a crap job, too. Plus, her baby is a cry baby. She has trouble, holding everything together. But soon, a girl named Sapphire helps out, and things seem smoother. But even if they are, they still have a mountain of problems ahead.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 33,540 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 11/2/2015 - Published: 8/16/2013
The Guitar Man by alatum Cloud reviews
Grayson thinks that his world is real. Everyone watching thinks that he's just an actor. But, he doesn't know that. His world was cleverly made, so that no one in it knew what they were. But what they didn't anticipate, was that Grayson would hear the music of the Guitar Man. When they meet, their two worlds collide, and it's gonna be messy. MxM MxF FxF
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,851 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/31/2015
Would I Rather? by alatum Cloud reviews
Luce had a bad morning. He woke up late, his parents left him, his brother hits him, he gets caught up in the middle of a bank robbery, and to sum it his heart skips a beat when the robber shows up. Who is the same gender. (Warning: Boy x boy)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 77,482 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 10/11/2015 - Published: 3/2/2013
He loves me, He loves me not by Yaoi Society reviews
Rudy has a strange power. When someone else plays the he loves me game on the flower he owns, if he plays it, he can see the memories of the last person who played. But this power isn't all as wonderful as one might sound. Especially considering the flower ends on he loves me not.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,792 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/7/2015 - Published: 5/29/2015 - Complete
How much I love You by StealYourHeart reviews
Ben loves Brittany. Brittany loves Doe. Doe loves Greg. Greg loves Bucky. Bucky actually likes Greg back, but they "don't get along". Bucky's father loves Ben. Ben's sister likes Bucky's father. Lisa also likes Doe. Oh yeah, and Greg's sister also likes Ben's sister. MxM, MxF, FxF
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,066 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 8/28/2015 - Published: 4/15/2015
Some Nights by alatum Cloud reviews
This is my story. Some might call it sad. Others might say ironic. In my opinion, I murdered some one. My classmate Lynn. Through Junior High, I never spoke to her. I didn't like her, I didn't hate her. She was just simply a girl in my class. She was the kindest person alive. My name is Edward, and this is how I murdered my classmate Lynn.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,496 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 7/19/2015 - Published: 7/4/2014
First Words by alatum Cloud reviews
Carter's most precious memory is when he was three, a child told him that he was cute. Now, though he's a dick, and he's being forced to move into with his father, aunt, mother, and half brother. His new brother Gideon doesn't hold back when it comes to what he says, so them not getting along is implied. But soon, the two may find something in each other.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,419 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 6/7/2015 - Published: 9/16/2014
Just flip the Switch by alatum Cloud reviews
S Piercing is you normal, slightly bi-polar teen age boy. For a class assignment, S has to record what ever he wishes. But he knows that it must be a good project, no exceptions. So what does he do? He decides to follow around the F.B.I and follow their cases. Too bad he's going to have to prove himself to gain the right. MxM
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Crime - Chapters: 8 - Words: 28,996 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/29/2015 - Published: 9/25/2013
Love-o-Lantern by alatum Cloud reviews
When a jack-o-lantern is given one limitless wish, he wishes for one thing. To be a human for one night, so he can tell the man he loves how he feels about him. But there's one catch. After his wish comes true, he must leave his world forever, and live in the after life. MxM/ COMPLETE
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,181 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/6/2014
Yes Pink Bows by alatum Cloud reviews
Josh is about to go to a job interview, and the girls are heck bent on seeing that he wears a pink bow to it. A sequel to "No Pink Bows."
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,671 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/19/2014 - Complete
Best Kept Secrets by Anihyr Moonstar reviews
SLASH. At seven-years-old, Quan was scared to get on the Ferris wheel; Derik talked him into it, but when it froze, Quan wasn't the one who started crying. A decade later, Quan convinces him to try again. M for sex against a car.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 17,608 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 9/18/2013 - Published: 12/6/2011 - Complete
Limo Troubles by kadabrafreak890 reviews
Fancy dinners calls for fancy limos. But when fancy limos break down, what does that call for? MxM. Oneshot. Zanstan. Rated M for sex.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,930 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/21/2012 - Complete
Ice Cold by kadabrafreak890 reviews
It's a boiling hot summer day and Zander and Tristan are nearly dying from the heat. They decide to use ice as a cooling method, but not in the places you may thing. MxM. Zanstan. Oneshot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,325 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/15/2012 - Complete
Graduation Night by kadabrafreak890 reviews
Zander and Tristan have just graduated high school. To celebrate their great accomplishment, they spend a special night together... MxM. Zanstan. Oneshot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,831 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/11/2012 - Complete
It's Called Love by kadabrafreak890 reviews
A game of pool in the basement leads to some heated kissing. But you never know when anyone is going to drop by... Oneshot. MxM. Zanstan. Rated T for mild sexual content and some language.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 880 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/4/2012 - Complete
Kinky Ways by kadabrafreak890 reviews
Zander and Tristan are both graduating high school in less than a week, and Tristan has a special present for his boyfriend. Of course, that present has to satisfy his kinky sex habits...MxM. Oneshot. Zanstan.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,529 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/17/2012 - Complete
Damn Kisses by kadabrafreak890 reviews
"I don't want your parents to find us in such a compromising position." "My parents aren't back yet, are they?" MxM. Fluffy/sexy oneshot. Rated T for slight sexual content. Zanstan.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 683 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/8/2012 - Complete
Done and Over by kadabrafreak890 reviews
They had gone to the park to enjoy a nice date. They did not intend to run into Zander's cheating ex. Zanstan. MxM. Oneshot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,280 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/23/2012 - Complete
If You Want It by kadabrafreak890 reviews
Zander had asked his boyfriend to turn down the sex a bit. So Tristan does. The only problem is that Zander soon realizes that he can't survive without his boyfriend's love-so he asks to get screwed senseless. M/M. Oneshot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,326 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/15/2012 - Complete
Empty Without You by kadabrafreak890 reviews
It's been nearly two weeks since Tristan and Zander had that fight, and they still haven't spoken to each other. Zander isn't even sure if they're still together. His best friend Giles locks them in a room to sort things out. M/M. Rated T for language.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,437 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/10/2012 - Complete
Make Us or Break Us by kadabrafreak890 reviews
Fights always suck. Especially if they're with your boyfriend. M/M. Rated T for language. Oneshot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 966 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/1/2012 - Complete
It's Getting Hot In Here by kadabrafreak890 reviews
Zander and Tristan? Date? Laser tagging? It all sound perfect...you know, except for the fact that the arena gets pretty hot when you're playing. And when I say hot, it's HOT. M/M.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,680 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Complete
First Dates Are for Falling Hard by kadabrafreak890 reviews
"Those jade green eyes that sparkled as if he was up to something, that grin that made Zander's breath catch in his throat, and fuck, that lip ring…he was falling. And he was falling hard." Zanstan, M/M. Formerly a two-shot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,079 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/25/2012 - Published: 2/12/2012 - Complete
Ruined by kadabrafreak890 reviews
Zander and Tristan decide to go on a cabin escapade with their friends Giles and Reina. Two couples, four teens, a large cabin in secluded woods-perfect environment for 'le sexy times.' Rated M for M/M sex and F/M sex.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,230 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 1/29/2012 - Published: 1/23/2012 - Complete
Movie Date by kadabrafreak890 reviews
"Of course I want popcorn. You can't watch a movie without popcorn. That was a stupid question." Zander and Tristan go on a double date with their friends. Only, not much movie watching is involved. M/M.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 995 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/17/2012 - Complete
Know Your Place SLASH by bandgirlz reviews
Brick is an antisocial bully who wears his chains like a security blanket. Jace is a too social jock who can't go a day without his mouth getting him in trouble. When an irresistible force meets an immovable object...something's gotta give. SLASH. M/M.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 28 - Words: 50,738 - Reviews: 449 - Favs: 576 - Follows: 271 - Updated: 1/16/2012 - Published: 6/20/2008 - Complete
TGIF Friday Fun by kadabrafreak890 reviews
TGIF! It's Friday! And what better way for Tristan to celebrate the end of the week than some alone time with his boyfriend Zander. Rated M for gay sex.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,969 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/14/2012 - Complete
Alone With You on New Years by kadabrafreak890 reviews
Tristan and Zander leave a friend's New Years Party to make some last minute memories for the year. Rated M for gay sex.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,245 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/14/2012 - Complete
Paper Tiger by Anihyr Moonstar reviews
SLASH. When Derik's girlfriend broke her leg cheerleading, he sent her a get well card. When his linebacker, Quan, is hospitalized, Derik spends his Friday night on a creaky, government-issue cot playing Go Fish—among other things. M for gay sex.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,230 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 9 - Published: 11/27/2011 - Complete
Lines of Scrimmage by Anihyr Moonstar reviews
SLASH. Among all the 'How To' guides in the world, Quan thinks there ought to be one on how not to fall in love with your best friend, and what to do if you fail catastrophically and let him fuck you over the bleachers instead. M/M, OneShot; COMPLETE
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,654 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 8 - Published: 11/12/2011 - Complete
Three Strikes by Anihyr Moonstar reviews
SLASH. Derik says Quan would agree to anything. Quan begs to differ, so Derik makes his point. Two teenaged football players' path of self-discovery involving beer, rain, and some degree of exhibitionism. M/M, OneShot; COMPLETE
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,827 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 12 - Published: 11/7/2011 - Complete
Home Trained For You by Selim reviews
Mark was only sixteen when he was kidnapped. He was still a boy when he was forced into a life that would change him from the sweet teenager to the scared man subservient only to his husband. DARK: Abuse, NonCon, SLASH, COMPLETE
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 49,143 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 158 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 9/26/2011 - Published: 5/13/2011 - Complete
Quinntessential by the milk bottle reviews
SLASH. Elliot's pretty sure his temperamental flat mate, Quinn, has a problem with him. But since he likes to call himself a pacifist, he'd rather watch MythBusters than find out why.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 98,094 - Reviews: 3127 - Favs: 1,615 - Follows: 1,825 - Updated: 8/28/2011 - Published: 5/10/2008
Delivered Straight to Your Door by eurytideslhy311 reviews
Andrew didn't know the love of his life was the man he'd been delivering pizzas to for months after the creep had first answered the door with "I love you, can I f*** you?" This wasn't fate. This was because Jason had memorized Drew's work schedule. M/M
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 35,202 - Reviews: 185 - Favs: 269 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 8/4/2011 - Published: 3/5/2011 - Complete
Worthless by Alexilaihorox reviews
When a young boy is kidnapped from a deserted gas station late one night, his worst fears become reality. Will he ever be free? And will he ever be able to move on, despite what's happened to him?
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 20,674 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 7/26/2011 - Published: 11/12/2009
Heartless BoyxBoy by XxArixX reviews
The life of a teenager is not always an easy one. Take Willow for instance. Albino, short, Gay, and completely in love with his best friend. His very male, and very straight, best friend. -Slash, MaleXMale, Yaoi-
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 47,913 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 158 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 7/7/2011 - Published: 2/5/2011 - Complete
Jason Choon and the Horny Cake Factory by bluetealeaf reviews
My first day at work and I almost get raped by a hot mess. But I guess it's really not rape if you like it. My name is Jason Choon and I'm officially screwed. Chewbacca's got my back. Sarcasm. Slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,561 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 7/3/2011 - Published: 5/25/2011
Almost Doesn't Count by Snakebite-Smiles reviews
Slash. Mature Content. When you do the dirty with your boyfriend, just make sure you don't get caught. Steve and George hear footsteps coming towards their bedroom - will they get caught? Or won't they? Read on to find out!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,972 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/30/2011 - Complete
Blue Eyed Sky by Demon'sLolita reviews
This is the story of woman eating Bane Harding. Hes the most popular most saught after boy in the school. He doesn't believe hes capable of love. A boy soley named Sky shows him diffrent. Review please. First story. SLASH! Boy love.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 17 - Words: 25,426 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 1/26/2011 - Published: 11/29/2009
I Thought it Mattered by 1Faith1 reviews
A boy in my school has died. He was hit by a car. His name was Danny, and he sat next to me in Math, period four. Oh, and one other thing about Danny...he copied my homework. All. The. Time.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,405 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 235 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 12/20/2010 - Published: 2/5/2009 - Complete
Flower Power by PinkElephants reviews
No one ever thinks that they'll get raped in a park, during an event. But no one ever expects to get done in by a flower either. Yaoi. Semi-tentacle. Don't like don't read.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,583 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/14/2009 - Complete
Until You Loved Me by his terrible beauty reviews
COMPLETE. When a gay boy with trust issues rescues a popular, beautiful boy from social suicide, he gets thrown into a whole new world of sex, angst and betrayal. Falling in love with October DeTamble was most definitely not part of the plan.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 32 - Words: 96,375 - Reviews: 687 - Favs: 619 - Follows: 210 - Updated: 10/28/2009 - Published: 8/11/2008 - Complete
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The Road Ahead reviews
Even though Dominic's in jail, Ryan still has a long way to go before everything is normal again. He now has to face questions about his sexuality, appearances of family members he thought long gone, and unfading memories of the man who kidnapped him. MxM. Sequel to Still Suffering.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 19 - Words: 55,818 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 11/21 - Published: 3/10/2013
How I Became A Teenage Prostitute reviews
MxM This is the story of how I became a teenage prostitute. It's not a pretty story. It's not a very funny story either. You don't even know if it has a happy ending. Maybe I'm relaying all this to you from a puddle of my own blood. Or maybe I'm sitting in a mansion, sipping whisky by the pool, getting my feet massaged. Maybe I'm somewhere in the middle.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,662 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 10/23 - Published: 8/30/2013
Failing at Life reviews
MxM Aiden's poor, gay, and getting bullied. Life couldn't get much worse, especially when his father loses his job. But there is somebody who makes everything seem kind of worth while. Too bad that somebody is a teacher.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 81,552 - Reviews: 216 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 8/8 - Published: 5/23/2013
Hopeless reviews
Lezlie was a perfect girl. No smoking, drugs, drink, or sex. But then there is a rape. Not her's, a friends, but she should have been there to help him. Her actions cause her whole life spirals down into sex, drugss, and drinking. And no one, not even her own twin sister, or the boy she likes, can save her from the guilt, and make everything okay. Mentions of MxM rape.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 35,366 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 4/27 - Published: 3/23/2013
In Your Eyes reviews
It's just a poem to my dog, who has spent his whole life on the verge of death, based on something he can't control.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/26 - Complete
Why did(n't) I lie(try) reviews
Sorry I couldn't Be Who you Needed Sorry I couldn't be Anybody but me Just a short poem to my now ex.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/15 - Complete
Homeless Diary reviews
A seven day diary of a young girl who suddenly finds herself homeless and completely alone. (was written for a school assignment so apologies if it isn't my very best work)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,594 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/29/2016 - Complete
Love and War reviews
MxM Slash The Snow Clan and the Lunar Clan are about to go to war, when Micheal, the prince of the Snow Clan, meets Leo, a member of the Lunar Clan. Their meeting, and the love that follows, will change everything between the white tigers and the wolves. (Previously titled Moment of Change)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 49,082 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 7/27/2016 - Published: 12/22/2012
Days Gone By And Days Yet To Come reviews
A collection of oneshots that explore the everyday lives of gang leader Dante, his trouble magnet boyfriend, (who is actually the main character) their adorable son, and their fabulous cast of friends. Oneshots about the characters from my Blake and Dante stories. MxM
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,250 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/7/2016
Haiku's Of A Girl Up Late reviews
Haiku's that cross my mind when I'm up late at night, thinking. Probably won't be read, but that's okay.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 13 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/10/2015 - Published: 12/30/2011 - Complete
The G Word reviews
Jonathan Bell, a gay student at Toby's school, was murdered a week ago. Toby didn't know him. He just was there when the body was discovered. So why is he the only one who can see Jonathan's ghost? How did he get sucked into finding a murderer, and helping this lost soul say goodbye? And during it all, can he save his broken family, and get the girl he likes?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 16 - Words: 42,112 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 5/7/2015 - Published: 8/7/2012
Friends reviews
A little Poem about Friends A Belle Production
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/15/2015 - Complete
I'll be free from you reviews
His whole life Matt had done nothing but suffer the life of a slave at the hands of his evil master. And then one day, his whole life is changed by one beautiful girl. But it's not so easy. His master isn't ready to give up, and Matt will have to go through hell to get to the happy ending he so desperately wants.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 31,290 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/21/2015 - Published: 7/11/2010
Tommy in WonderLand (YaoiLand) reviews
Tommy's living in an orphanage after his parent's death, when he his life is turned upside down by a sexy boy with rabbit ears, who kidnaps him and forces him to go with him to WonderLand. What will Tommy find in this strange place? A place to belong? Somebody to love? MxM. Alternate universe to my Tommy and Jason one-shots. Rated T for safety.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 17 - Words: 37,648 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 3/17/2015 - Published: 11/15/2012
When the World Ends reviews
When zombies begin to take over life as we know, five teens, Brenda, Jason, Ron, Heather, and Todd, have to band together to survive and keep each other alive. But how easy can that be when you're caring for a six year old, your best friend has been bit, and one member of your group is suicidal, but can't tell you why, not haven spoken in years? Rated M for gore to come
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Horror/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 42,380 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 11/3/2014 - Published: 7/3/2012
Sing reviews
MxM: A young singer fights to find his voice. Then he meets a boy, who he feels undeniably attracted to, and wants to tell him all his secrets. But his manager will do anything to keep him quiet. Who will win this dark battle? And what is it he needs to say? Warning: Kinda dark, sexual abuse.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 34 - Words: 89,914 - Reviews: 155 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 11/3/2014 - Published: 5/10/2011 - Complete
Those who want to die reviews
There are those who laugh, and those who cry. And there are those, who just want to die. This is for those who haven't had an easy life. You aren't alone. Rated T for dark themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/31/2014 - Complete
Not Supposed to reviews
I may be awkward. I may have no friends. People say I'm special, as they talk to me very slowly. Others hurt me,and they all beat me up. But when I see him, my heart becomes happy. The soul mate clock ticked. I'm freak, they say. I can't understand emotions. They say I'm not supposed to love. But I do. A Belle Production.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 968 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/17/2014
The Danger Of Family reviews
Blake is happy in his life Dante, gang leader. It feels like things couldn't get any better. And they don't. They get worse. Suddenly, there's a woman claiming to be the mother of Dante's child, someone from Blake's past comes to town, and Blake learns a secret about Dante that puts them in terrible danger. Warnings: Violence and MxM This is the fourth story in a series.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25,140 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/10/2014 - Complete
Hollow Games reviews
Christmas is coming up, and all of Christopher's classmates are excited for Santa to come. But Christopher isn't like the other children. He knows Santa isn't real, because Santa is only supposed to give presents to good boys and girls. But Christopher's older brother gets presents every year, and he's a very, very, bad kid. Warnings: Non-con Incest MxM of a child
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,126 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/23/2013 - Complete
My fault reviews
Steven blamed himself the day his older brother was kidnapped. He blamed himself for the pain that Ryan was put through, and even when Ryan comes home, he can't stop himself from blaming himself. Especially not when his brother is kidnapped again. And it's once more, his fault. Mentions of MxM Spin off to Still Suffering chapter 33
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,249 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/1/2013 - Complete
What I Deserve reviews
MxM Edd can't forget what he did to Blake. Even when he meets the love of his life, he can't forget about the night three years ago. The night he tried to rape Blake, the night he tried to kill him. Another spin off to Nothing Matters.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,440 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/23/2013 - Complete
Tough Guy reviews
MxM Brock knows that he's not expected to be gay. He's supposed to be a tough guy. Big, black, and in a gang, he fits the image perfectly. But that doesn't stop him from loving his best friend anyway. Spin off to Nothing Matters.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,474 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/23/2013 - Complete
Or forever hold your peace reviews
MxM His boyfriend is about to get married, and not to him. And he had one shot to stop him, and bring him back to where he belongs.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,122 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/27/2013 - Complete
Nothing Matters reviews
MxM When Blake falls in love with Dante, nothing matters. Not the fact that Dante is a gang member. Or black, which his mother hates. Or much older than him. Or that they're both boys. All that matters is that through the broken bones, gunshots, and stab wounds that will follow in the years to come, he loves Dante.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21,345 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/22/2013 - Complete
If I die young reviews
MxM. Anthony has finally retured home after two years. But this place is filled with too many memories for him. His parent's death. His bestfriend's death. He's ready to end it all. But, who is this dog? And why does something about it make him think about Jeff, the love he lost? Rating may change
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,351 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 2/5/2013 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Complete
Good enough reviews
MxM SLASH. The sad thoughts running through a young man's head, when his boyfriend comes home from another long night of cheating.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 613 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/20/2013 - Complete
Why don't you believe me? reviews
Don't hate me mother. Don't forget me. Please love me, and hold me like you used to. This kinda sucks, because it's just raw emotion.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/3/2012 - Complete
1st degree love reviews
All Chase wanted to do was get home after a long day and go to bed. He did NOT want to get home and find a wanted criminal in his bedroom. Eventual MxM Rated T for now, please enjoy. Now COMPLETE.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 59,012 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 12/2/2012 - Published: 7/17/2011 - Complete
Hot to your Cold reviews
MxM Yaoi SLASH William's loved Jayden for a very, very long time. And he never tried to hide it. But Jayden never showed any sign of loving him back. But after a dramatic school shooting, Jayden decided to finally try and find the words needed to express to William how he's felt all all along. Another spin off of my J/T series, but you don't have to read those to understand this.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,244 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/15/2012 - Complete
Where did you go? reviews
When Steven's older brother is kidnapped, it forces him to grow up fast. He's horrified that he's the only one who still believes his brother will come home, and he still wonders every day where Ryan went. A companion to my story, "Still Suffering."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 12 - Words: 19,812 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 10/26/2012 - Published: 8/21/2011 - Complete
Finally Understanding reviews
Tammy finally understands why she and Tommy cant' be togehter. mxm PDA. Quick spinoff of J/T series. Don't have to read the others to understand.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,014 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 8/17/2012 - Complete
The End? reviews
In the final Jason/Tommy one-shot, Tommy has to deal with saying hello and goodbye, and hoping that life won't change too much for him to handle. MxM
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,085 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Published: 8/7/2012 - Complete
Harder then I thought reviews
Saying goodbye isn't as easy as I thought. Kind of a sequel poem to my other, "Thanks for the easy Goodbye"
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/3/2012 - Complete
In our Future reviews
MxM Tommy's worried about his future with Jason, now that graduation is coming. But Jason's not. What he's worried about is how Tommy will answer his question. It's a pretty big question. One that is still illegal is some states.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,751 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/19/2012 - Complete
Cheater Cheater reviews
MxM A new girl has appeared in Tommy's life,and she has her eyes on Jason. Tommy wants to trust Jason, but seeing is believing. And Tommy believes that he has been cheated on.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,261 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/24/2012 - Complete
Senior Year reviews
Starts with a bang. Unfortunately, the bang comes from a gun. MxM 9th in the Jason/Tommy series. Don't have to read the others to understand.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,452 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Complete
Summer Lovin reviews
Like Grease. Except nobody's singing, and they're both boys. J/T series number 8. MxM Don't have to have read the other to understand. T for mention of the S word.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,978 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/24/2012 - Complete
BabySitting reviews
MxM slash. Tommy and Jason have to babysit a little girl, and she's taken quite a liking to Tommy. And meanwhile, is Jason seriously jealous? Number 7 in Jason/Tommy series.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,431 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/17/2012 - Complete
Still Suffering reviews
About three years ago, Ryan was kidnapped. And now he has finally come home. But his family has changed. His friends have changed. He has changed. Nothing is the same. And he's still suffering.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Crime/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 38 - Words: 85,822 - Reviews: 312 - Favs: 179 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 5/17/2012 - Published: 5/23/2011 - Complete
Nicknames reviews
MxM Slash Tommy decides that if Jason gets to call him, "Princess," then hee gets to come up with an embarrassing nickname too. 6th in J/T series.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,304 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/3/2012 - Complete
Might as well reviews
MxM. Now that the whole school knows their gay, they might as well kiss in the courtyard. I mean, why not? 5th in the J/T series.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,045 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/23/2012 - Complete
Our boys reviews
Why weren't the parents surprised in, Suddenly, when their sons kissed? Well, now you know. Call it, parent's intuition. Part four of the Jason/Tommy mxm series.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 963 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/23/2012 - Complete
Suddenly reviews
Third installment of Jason/Tommy. MxM Slash. Tommy and Jason go to a party, but the night turns horrific very suddenly, when there is a crash, and Tommy is faced with the possibility of losing the boy he loves.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,324 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/20/2012 - Complete
Akward Situations reviews
Can often be worked to your advantage. Or at least end in some lovin. Slash. MxM.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,816 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/18/2012 - Complete
Kind of a little bit in love reviews
SLASH, M/M. "Of course we're gonna fight." He kisses me again. "Your just not allowed to leave me." Tommy never knew love could be so great. And it was all thanks to that silly remote.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,787 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/19/2012 - Complete
The Princess and The Prince reviews
She was so lonely, up there on the moon. So one day she flew down, just hoping to stop the boredom. And she met the love of her life.
Fiction: Kids - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,197 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/12/2012 - Complete
Theres this thing about me reviews
I Fail. It's what I do. You shouldn't bother reading this, just me being depressing again
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/12/2011 - Complete
Tell me the truth reviews
Please, stop lieing. I know it's what your thinking, so please say it. Say it to my face. Tell me I caused all the anger, pain, and hate. I know it, so don't spare me. Just repeat it, over and over, until it is the only thing I remember.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 571 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/30/2011 - Complete
I miss you reviews
Don't ever let the world blow out your light. Don't gotta read if you don't want, it's just to my little cousin, so it's not really a story.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 673 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2011 - Complete
I hadn't noticed reviews
She didn't notice anything about him until it was too late.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 816 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/17/2011 - Complete
Still home of the brave reviews
Never forget 9/11/01.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Horror/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/11/2011 - Complete
Would you like to dance? reviews
I saw you across the room, twirling around the floor, Like a beautiful flower in bloom, Swaying back and forth. A boy finds the courage to ask her to dance.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/9/2011 - Complete
Five stages of grief reviews
How will a mother, a girlfriend, and a best friend react when they learn that the boy they all loved is dead? A story of death, and how it affects those of us left behind us. Rated for suicide.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,738 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/15/2011 - Complete
Our words reviews
No matter what they take, they cannot take our words. Dedicated to the writers of the world.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 580 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/15/2011 - Complete
Anger makes you reviews
Anything it wants you to be, and nothing you want to be. It makes you hate, love, violent, strong, and weak. It makes you want to die, and it makes you want to live. Rated M for mentions of suicide and harm to others.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 617 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2011 - Complete
I hate you reviews
Just about a person I hate. Don't bother reading it, its just me ranting, so its not too good.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/4/2011 - Complete
What daughters do reviews
We save our mothers, even if we're angry at them.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/3/2011 - Complete
Make me a princess reviews
For the longest time she believed that they were fairies, who were going to take her away to their magical kingdom and make her their princess.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 694 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/30/2011 - Complete
For my birthday reviews
For his birthday, Allen only wants two things. One, for his parents to accept that he's gay. Two, to find true love. MxM two-shot
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,554 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/23/2011 - Complete
Strays reviews
How one little pup thawed a frozen heart
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/16/2011 - Complete
Lonely reviews
Friends to hard to make. Standing in the rain. Risks to hard to take. Crying through the pain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/14/2011 - Complete
I'll never stop loving you reviews
We were friends for so long. I loved you, you loved me. Even now when it is wrong. I wish that we could be.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/14/2011 - Complete
Belle reviews
Your name means beautiful for a reason.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/11/2011 - Complete
Thanks for the easy goodbye reviews
I can't wait until I'm eighteen. I'll be out of here. You can't make me shake and scream. Can't make me shed a tear. This is not exactly a loving family poem. Sorry. Please enjoy anyway.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/9/2011 - Complete
I want to be a mother, too bad I can't reviews
The dreams of raising my own children and being close to them. The plans I'd made as to were we'd live and how I'd raise them. All those years spent coming up with names for both girls and boys, just in case. All a waist.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,878 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/23/2011 - Complete
That stupid little dress reviews
That stupid little dress. Making her think she could be beautiful.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,043 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Published: 3/22/2011 - Complete
You know I love you reviews
You don't think your above me. I don't think your below me. I know you love me. You know I love you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/18/2010 - Complete
Were did my daddy go? reviews
Where did my daddy go? On the night I chose...to remember?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/2/2010 - Complete
Learning to fly reviews
I have I learned to fly yet, you ask? I don't know. Guess you'll just have to watch the sky and find out for yourself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/10/2010 - Complete
The strangest kinds of friendships reviews
An anti-social girl and a hyper outgoing gay guy Warning MxM A murderer and a boy forced to sell drugs on the streets Ect... Friendship comes in all kinds of forms Rated T for language
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,122 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 11/10/2010 - Published: 7/12/2010
Why I love you reviews
This is to my other Grandpa, Grandpa Danny. Hope you like it.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 515 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2010 - Complete
Grouchy old man reviews
This is a lovely little peace I wrote for my Grandpa Jack. Its very...emotional?...I guess the word is...?...please read and enjoy its pretty good.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/13/2010 - Complete
Bad things reviews
Doing bad things isn't fun. I'm only fifteen. I'm not supposed to be this depressed. Not supposed to be having suicidal thoughts. Turning to drink and smoke. Thats not what fifteen year olds are supposed to do.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 572 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/4/2010 - Complete
Welcome Home reviews
This is to all the American troops who died in battle. Please show your support for our country
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 426 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/18/2010 - Complete
Please save me reviews
Catch me. Save me. Never betray me.' A poem I wrote as I was sitting by myself in the back yard about being so alone that your reduced to writing poetry about how lonely you are.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/7/2010 - Complete
Its always dark reviews
Lucas was born blind and his twin sister was born deaf. He can't look past the anger he feels becase of it. Will his sister be able to save him, or will she be the one in need of saving in the end? Please RxR "Its dark." "Its always dark."
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,808 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/24/2010 - Complete
Dear Exboyfriend reviews
Dear Ex-boyfriend You were very suprised when I broke up with you, wearn't you? You thought I needed you. You thought I depended on you. You were wrong. A girl's letter to her ex goes from angry, to something more deep and meaningful
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2010 - Complete
You and your pain reviews
Life is hardly what you expect. Its only just started and already its wrecked
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/11/2010 - Complete