The Resurrected Dreamer
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Author has written 1,580 stories for Love, Friendship, Life, Song, Essay, School, Religion, Nature, Family, General, War, Haiku, and Supernatural.

I'm 21. I'm a Maths Major student. I DO NOT intend to ever take up writing professionally. I write ONLY to get the burdens off my chest and get my deepest, darkest thoughts off my chest, or when I'm bored. It's just a hobby. If you're reading, hope you enjoy! :D

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Eden by songbird1988 reviews
He can have his Garden of Eden. One of these day's he'll hurt just like me. And when that day comes, I'll just call it even.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/29/2014 - Complete
Hear the Cries by Memo Lawliet reviews
From the depths, I have cried out to you/ Do you not hear me?
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 681 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2014 - Complete
Prove Them Wrong by ArsinoeTheQueen reviews
They might doubt you now, but you'll prove them wrong
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/29/2014 - Complete
Your by Marye the Minstrel reviews
This poem is based on a little piece of wordplay, where the word 'yore' is replaced by 'your'. The story is about abusive manipulation, and the implication is that the abuser is in the speaker's past, having no further sway over her life. The title is a reference to the popular Grammar Guy meme.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/1/2014 - Complete
Lie by Marye the Minstrel reviews
This poem is about trust and manipulation.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
My Soul's Severance by White October Mist reviews
A nightmare I suppose.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/20/2014 - Complete
A New Song by Marye the Minstrel reviews
Whether or not it sounds like it, this is a breakup song. But it's more of a joyful, triumphant escape from an abuser.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/29/2014 - Complete
Every Day is Not a Good Day by SH Ships Sherlock reviews
Just a little song I thought of that just sort-of shows my personality and beliefs pertaining to emotions. Please read and review, and don't forget to enjoy!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6/2014 - Complete
The Broken Sky by Danny Power And His Broken Sky reviews
A song that I wrote when a relationship ended. I designed an album cover, with 15 different titles for tracks, and I have decided to write individual track for fun. I hope you enjoy it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/2/2014 - Complete
Dove by CityofEvil666 reviews
If I carve her face away, maybe you will stay...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Complete
It's Not Easy by MusicKillsThePain reviews
A poem I wrote when I was figuring out that I was bisexual. Contains LGBT themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/19/2010 - Complete
Tattle Tongues by Mistifik reviews
when you wish you could take it back.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/19/2010 - Complete
The Poem of the Cell by mr-mcd2k3 reviews
For all you science nerds out there! (Not really a song, but this was the most appropriate category) This poem for school tells all about the cell. Cute and enjoyable. PLEASE REVIEW!!!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/28/2003
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Don't you see the beauty
Seein' is believin',/ But don't ya see the beauty/ In believin' what ya can't see?/ Yeah ya don't know nothin',/ But don't ya see the beauty/ In not knowin' how things gon' be? *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Published: 6/16 - Complete
Fly again
So she ties her hollow heart to a paper plane,/ And she waits for the winds to make her fly again./ They all think she's gone when they see the hurricane./ But the storm is what she needed to fly again. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Published: 6/16 - Complete
The days of make-believe
In the days of make-believe/ When the castles I built in the sand/ Touched the blue sky to reach Never land./ I never thought that you'd leave,/ Move to another town, so unfair,/ Don't you know I miss you, are you there? *Country* To a long-lost childhood friend.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 6/16 - Complete
Butterfly Crime Scene
Dangerous are the tempting dreams,/ That are worn as a disguise by/ Pandora's box of silenced screams,/ That come out as a choking sigh. *Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 611 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/16 - Complete
Liberate me
Liberate me through the loss / Of all that I held/ So close to myself./ Liberate me from the cross/ That I bore so long/ Since it all went wrong. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Published: 6/16 - Complete
Separation
In the mirror of times gone by,/ I see the castle I built in the sky,/ And my hollow soul longs to reach it./ In the meadows of long lost mirth,/ I see my soothing smile light up the earth,/ And instill life to my dead heart's beats./ Then I drift away from the past,/ Out of the dark shadow it casts. *Gothic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Published: 6/16 - Complete
Shatter me
Time to break free/ [Erase the memory]/ From all that was washed away./ Shatter old me/ [Burn even the debris]/ Who's still stuck in yesterday. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Published: 6/16 - Complete
The massacred wedding
In E major bleeds the piano,/ A dirge for the wedding of her dreams./ Chocolate tears drip on the balls of snow,/ She cannot hear my ominous screams. *Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 447 - Published: 6/16 - Complete
The song of loss and liberation
The loss of your love/ Is liberation for my soul./ At last I've found bliss,/ I no longer long to be whole. *Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 6/16 - Complete
What lies below
I must cherish what lies/ Below that mystic sky-/ The fallen leaves that dry,/ The soothing waves that cry,/ The glow of fireflies,/ The winds that pass me by./ I must cherish what lies/ Below that mystic sky-/ My soul is soaring high,/ I hear your silenced sigh,/ I hear the lullaby,/ But I refuse to die. *Gothic ballad* In memories of my beloved sibling whom I never met.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 357 - Published: 6/16 - Complete
The phantasm of better days reviews
The only thing that's worse than pain/ Is the hope of living again./ Please have mercy, please take away/ The phantasm of better days. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22 - Complete
Won't ever kill my soaring heartbeat
You can call a rose with thorns a cactus,/ That doesn't dull its beauty now, does it?/ You can hit my heart like it's made of glass,/ That won't ever kill my soaring heartbeat./ You can drown a gold bar in an ocean,/ It still won't react to water, will it?/ You can poke my old wounds to cause me pain,/ That won't ever kill my soaring heartbeat. *Country* Inspirational.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 440 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/17 - Complete
Never wait
Then I stood up, told myself,/ You should never wait for help./ If you wanna touch the moon,/ You've gotta learn to fly soon./ No one else can change your fate./ And what's why I'll never wait. *Country* Pep-talk.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/16 - Complete
Symphony of injustice
Incumbent injustice,/ Sectile heart drained of bliss./ Inhumed curse in doctrines,/ Nobody pays for sins. *Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Published: 5/16 - Complete
The decision of modern day Eve
Nobody protected Eve from that tainted fruit./ As her descendant I carried on her legacy./ Now I'm being punished for my unholy choice,/ But all his deliberate evil deeds are ignored./ That's when I decide to grow immune to your voice,/ I won't be a part of your biased reign anymore. *Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 512 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11 - Complete
Journey to the belly of the demon
Into the belly of the demon who/ Is waiting to watch me suffer and rue/ The death of me at the hands of a love,/ All consuming, and yet never enough,/ To make you stay at least until the dawn,/ When the light gives me strength to carry on. *Power ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 5/11 - Complete
Till then
You're always in my heart,/ You're flowing as strength through my veins./ Even though we're apart,/ I'll never be alone again./ You had made me promise/ I'll never surrender to pain./ We'll meet when we're released/ From this mesmerizing life's chains./ Till then.../ Till then... *Soft, acoustic, just guitars.*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Published: 5/11 - Complete
Words that were left unsaid
Cause buried under mountains of unrestrained hate,/ Are a thousand loving words that were left unsaid./ You think I moved on, my love for you is long dead./ What you don't know are these words that were left unsaid.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11 - Complete
The brazen agony
The icy hands of fate/ Reached inside the folds of my head,/ And discovered the nook/ By the side of the tranquil brook,/ Where I kept you hidden from saturnine gaze./ The demons of cruelty/ Took you away, with no pity,/ No concern for my heart/ That numbness hence rendered inert,/ The heart which now waits for you in a forlorn place. *Power ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 419 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6 - Complete
The shadow of you
Forever gone, forever lost,/ Forever in the hands of Faust,/ Are everything that defined me./ Forever fooled, forever doomed,/ Forever in a cursed love's tomb,/ The shadow of you still blinds me. *Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6 - Complete
The reign of error
This is the reign of error,/ Shiver and run in terror,/ Can't you hear the blaring sound/ Of the approaching hellhound?/ This is the age of monsters,/ Our doomsday isn't too far,/ Can't you see the finish line?/ I'll be your end, cause you're mine. *Nu metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 357 - Published: 5/6 - Complete
See my heart?
Is there no sword of Justice/ [Daemone necat Themis.]/ To destroy what we abhor?/ [Vide fractum meum cor]/ An endless winter solstice,/ [Tuae amo est falsis.]/ We still fight a losing war./ [Vide crudus meum cor.] *Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Published: 4/28 - Complete
The song of solitude
See, when you make friends with yourself,/ When you find bliss inside your shell,/ You prefer solitude over the useless clatter/ Of bored people about things that don't really matter. *Guitar/piano only ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Published: 4/25 - Complete
Twenty Percent
And she hears a voice in her head,/ From within the veins that carry red,/ Reminding her that she chose to give up/ Twenty percent of her soul, fourteen years later./ She realizes she's just one more nup,/ And now her cruel twisted fate finally got her. *Gothic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Published: 4/25 - Complete
We don't get what we want
You said, "We don't get what we want, we get what we need." [Malae daemones narrant fabulam]/ You prayed, for solace of my soul, and left me to bleed. [Daemone sanguinat cordis tuam.]/ In breaking me you've succeeded, I see, you're a curse. [Daemone nunciat victoriam.]/ Is ruthless death what I needed, tell me, Universe? [Et necant tuam sanctum spiritum.] *Gothic Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 502 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/22 - Complete
The hand reviews
The hand reaches into the folds of my brain./ I feel the ruthless agony once again./ I'm trapped behind the veil of sleep,/ My genius is his to keep. *Gothic Symphonic metal* Inspired by "House of the vampire." Musical style. NOT a fanfiction.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/22 - Complete
Forgive me for forgiving my mistakes
Forgive me for forgiving my mistakes./ Yes, I steered the wheel, but he held the brakes./ I had the illusion of being in control,/ While he preyed on the darkest fears of my weak soul./ My sins are not my fault,/ Everything was his call,/ And he left me stranded here with a heartbreak./ So forgive me for forgiving my mistakes. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/20 - Complete
Miss you all over again
And I know it is all over,/ The dream I thought I had in the palm of my hands./ Looks like I was in its grasp instead,/ I let it take control of my head./ And now that I am half sober,/ I cannot recognize the world in which I stand,/ Feels like a part of me is still dead,/ Rotting away on your king sized bed. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/18 - Complete
Save my heart
Will I remember who I used to be? [Salvum filia de felicitate] / Will my heart beat again? Will I break free? [Salvum cor aurum] / Will I drown in darkness and misery? [Salvum anima et veritate] / Will my heart feel again? Will I break free? [Salvum cor bonam] *Symphonic/Gothic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/17 - Complete
Am ego solus?
Oh, salvum me,/ aquae dea./ Oh, dant me pax,/ silvae dea./ Am ego solus?/ Am ego perditus?/ Am ego solus?/ Am ego insanus? *Power ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - Latin - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Published: 4/11 - Complete
In the torture chamber
Till the very end,/ Wait for it, fiend,/ The world as I know it is slowly crumbling down./ Trapped in this torture chamber, I don't think I can turn it around. *Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Published: 4/6 - Complete
An ode to the helpless yellow leaves
And I sing your song, an ode to the helpless yellow leaves,/ Swept away by the harsh winter wind that came bearing grief,/ The same December when my innocence lay at your feet,/ And you buried alive my old optimistic spirit. *Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Published: 4/5 - Complete
A string of gold
Haunting me into sweet submission,/ My ominous dream is your vision/ Of a distorted dystopia/ Where the only thing I can hear/ Is the sound of your voice in my head,/ As you pull my strings and leave me dead. *Symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Published: 4/4 - Complete
Icons of torment
And he walks the earth wearing a mask that's perfectly gilded,/ Hiding the demon inside with the scythe in hand./ And she's insensitive to the core and perfectly shielded/ Against the warmth that flows through the veins of humans. *Symphonic Gothic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Published: 4/4 - Complete
The resurrected angel
All she received in return from him was a fatal bite,/ And when she sat surrounded by the reapers of the night,/ She refused to give up on her sweet life without a fight. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Published: 4/4 - Complete
Someday in the galaxies
Maybe someday in the galaxies we'll meet again. / Or maybe I'll fall into the sun and end my pain./ Maybe someday in the galaxies we'll meet again./ Or maybe I'll wander forever, alone, in vain,/ Hoping someday in the galaxies we'll meet again./ Someday in the galaxies we'll meet again. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/29 - Complete
Blood filled rose reviews
Hold on to the empathy/ That's deep inside your soul./ No one can ever steal that,/ Winter can't turn you cold. *Gothic symphonic metal* Theme- overcoming numbness/depression.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 436 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/22 - Complete
Muted confession of a secret
Muted confession of a secret we keep,/ Meaningless words that died on our scarlet lips,/ Hushed by the sound of his footsteps on the stone,/ Beneath the withering moon, we stand alone. *Gothic symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/15 - Complete
The long lost Atlantis
When the water filled my lungs/ And your name had left my tongue,/ I drifted out of unconsciousness,/ My eyes opened, I came face to face/ With the land of pure bliss-/ The long lost Atlantis. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/15 - Complete
Come back to me, my darling
Come back to me, my darling, just come back./ If we keep scores, our demons would attack./ Forget the past grievances./ We deserve second chances./ Come back to me, my darling, just come back./ I broke your heart and mine, I'll fix the crack,/ And keep us happy each day./ Come back to me, love, and stay. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Published: 3/15 - Complete
The answers within
We're merely specks of joy and sorrow,/ Floating through yesterdays and tomorrows./ In search of the meaning of our existence,/ Staring at the universe through darkened lens./ But all the answers lie within./ And I'm finally giving in. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 3/15 - Complete
Benighted Tulipa
I'm a withering tulip,/ I'm still hurting too deep, / Stuck in Lucifer's infernal cage. / I'm a withering tulip, / I'm drifting off to sleep, / To protect my soul from more damage. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Published: 3/9 - Complete
The end where I begin is death
I just let go of the last breath/ That I was holding in my chest. / The end where I begin is death./ Don't weep for me, it's for the best. *Ballad* Theme- death/suicide.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Published: 3/5 - Complete
I love you to the moon and back
I love you to the moon, and back,/ Always, you'll never fade to black./ I couldn't do a thing to protect you back then./ But I miss you, brother, and I'll see you again. *Ballad* Personal. To the brother I never had because he had to be aborted. I love you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Published: 3/5 - Complete
Crystal clear
I feel nothing, but pity for you./ You reject every love that comes your way./ The crack in your soul that I fell through/ Has grown a little bit wider today./ You're reaching out now to ease your pain,/ I know you'll run before you get attached./ You'll fling the blossom into the drain,/ I can testify, my soul bears the scratch. *Gothic symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 523 - Published: 3/2 - Complete
The Woman in white reviews
As the clouds shield the withering moon,/ And cast on this earth a spell of gloom,/ The Woman in white/ Fades into the night,/ Hoping that somehow he'd catch a glimpse/ Of the girl he wronged through her violent screams,/ The woman in white,/ The snow queen who died. *Gothic/progressive ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/2 - Complete
One bite (How is there justice)
How is there justice/ If the evil can do as they please?/ How is there justice/ If the evil are at complete ease?/ Why are the victims of temptation/ Punished with eternal damnation/ And unspeakable misery/ While the evil simply roam free? *Gothic symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Published: 3/2 - Complete
Torment me
I'll fight till the very end,/ I'll meet you in my dark dreams./ You can torment me fiend,/ Feed your sick soul with my screams./ But you cannot break me down. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Published: 3/2 - Complete
The crumbled fairytale
The fairytale crumbles into ruins/ That will soon fade into dust./ I'm standing tall, unbroken to my core,/ I'm free from the twisted past. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Published: 2/28 - Complete
Exsanguinatus reviews
The crimson from my feeble heart abandons me./ In your leaden arms I lie, breathing in misery./ You smile as you watch the last star get extinguished./ Not a soul is left now to grant me my dying wish. *Gothic symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 357 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22 - Complete
Look away
The love you feigned/ Will be your end/ Even if you choose to look the other way./ Your dark night will be defeated by my day. *Gothic symphonic metal. Soprano vocals.*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Published: 2/21 - Complete
The myth of Justice
And so evil rages on and on,/ In a dark world devoid of dawn./ And so the monsters torment sweet souls,/ Till they lose their strength and turn cold. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Published: 2/21 - Complete
My phantom heart
All alone/ In the midst of all that is alive,/ My phantom heart longs to be a part of all that's around./ The last thing/ I recall before it all turned black,/ Is how I was free falling through time till I hit the ground. *Gothic symphonic metal* Written from a ghost's POV.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Published: 2/21 - Complete
Roaches
And in dreams I sprout/ Roaches from my mouth./ Choked with them, I can't shout/ And tell the world about/ Your rotting face/ Behind your mask. *Gothic symphonic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Published: 2/21 - Complete
You don't have to
You don't have to catch me when I fall./ You don't have to answer when I call./ You don't have to try to ease my pain./ You don't have to try to just explain./ You don't have to be my one best friend./ It's been long over, here comes the end. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Published: 2/21 - Complete
Just human
Yes, I found out I'm human,/ And I make mistakes just like one,/ I smile, I laugh, I come undone./ I'm not broken, I'm just human. *Pop* Pep-talk.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 2/21 - Complete
I can't stay another night
I'll slam my door against the years,/ I wasted on you by being right here,/ Cause the time has come for me to say,/ You've left long back, and I can't stay./ I can't stay another night. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Published: 2/9 - Complete
Dancing in red
So she danced and let her feet bleed,/ The red from her veins watered the seed/ Of the vines that would one day choke/ Her in its arms till all her bones broke. *Gothic metallic. Soprano vocals*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Published: 2/8 - Complete
Build yourself a vast desert
Build yourself a vast desert,/ Wander in it forlorn./ Invite the drought and mirage,/ Plant a cactus of thorns. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 2/8 - Complete
Let the wind whisper
Let the wind whisper my last lullaby in your ears./ Let it sweep away the memories of you being here./ Let it grant me liberation from you and your games./ It's over now, you've won, I'll never be the same. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 2/8 - Complete
Painted in red
I'll patiently await/ (Blink back your tears,/ Hold back the pain)/ My liberating death./ (Conceal your fears,/ Don't feel again.)/ Once my debt is repaid/ (Blink back your tears,/ Hold back the pain)/ I'll paint my corpse in red./ (Conceal your fears,/ Don't feel again.) *Gothic metal*. Dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Published: 2/5 - Complete
Hope against pain
Though I know how my story ends,/ Though I know pain awaits me at every bend,/ Though I know my heart never mends,/ I still keep hoping that fate would somehow send/ Me back in time/ When you were mine. *Gothic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Published: 2/5 - Complete
The farewell ballad
The sunlight creeps in through the blinds./ You hear the sweet dirge of skylarks./ You see the corpse I left behind./ I escaped from life in the dark. Theme- suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 1/26 - Complete
We can be happy
So I'd rather lose my pride than lose you./ And If I had to decide, I'd choose you,/ A hundred times in a hundred ways./ I don't want to waste a single day/ Being mad when we can be happy. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Published: 1/26 - Complete
Won't look back, it's over
Draw back the old blinds/ Behind which our minds/ Were imprisoned in the dark./ Watch closely, we've got that spark./ We've got that new hope/ As we cut the rope/ And let them know we're sober./ We won't look back, it's over. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Published: 1/26 - Complete
How is this ever fair
How is this ever fair?/ If you have a heart someone in there,/ And if it ever teaches you to care,/ Hope you can tell me how this is fair./ How is this ever fair? *Folk/pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 1/20 - Complete
When you're gone
So when you're gone,/ I don't know what's left of me, but it's broken./ And when you're gone,/ I regret the words we should not have spoken./ When you're gone,/ I carry on,/ But not without this emptiness. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Published: 1/20 - Complete
All I have is
Even if it kills me deep within,/ I won't let the pain reach my skin./ You won't get the pleasure of watching me cry./ Stab me with your dagger, but I'll never die. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Published: 1/16 - Complete
The past wraps itself around me
How can a wound ever heal/ If they keep ripping the band-aid?/ How am I supposed to feel/ When their presence makes me afraid? *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Published: 1/16 - Complete
Not just yet (Made of pain) reviews
Yes, I might be made up of pain,/ But I won't get to live again,/ So I intend to make the best/ Of each breathe before I can rest. *Ballad* Anti- death, pro-life.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/14 - Complete
Redefine reviews
Who I am is not what I did,/ I'm not that girl on cloud nine,/ And she doesn't get to define/ The colors with which I'm about to shine. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/14 - Complete
How could you (Turn me away)
Turn me away from your fortress,/ Slam the door on my tear-stained face,/ Leave me out in the cold dark woods,/ And I'll mend myself, now for good. *Electronic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Published: 1/13 - Complete
Again (day-dreams)
A-ga-ay-ay-ayn./ I must be insane/ To want you yet/ A-ga-ay-ay-ayn,/ Ignoring the pain/ And all your hate/ A-ga-ay-ay-ayn,/ And again and again. *Electronic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/13 - Complete
Can we go back
Can we go back/ To the days when our polaroid didn't/ Have spots in black?/ Can we go back/ To the days when we had joy before you/ Slipped through the crack?/ Can we go back?/ Oh, can we go back? *Electronic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 1/13 - Complete
Stand and take your darts
With new strength to cope/ With what you have on next day's cards,/ With new found raw hope/ That lets me stand and take your darts. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 1/10 - Complete
The Incident
When the man of your dreams is literally the man of your dreams. Gothic horror.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,191 - Published: 1/10 - Complete
My dearest friend
My dearest friend./ You've turned out to be nothing but a hypocrite./ You told her you loved her, so I just don't get it,/ How you moved on this fast./ Well, I hope this one lasts. *Pop ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Published: 1/7 - Complete
Behind walls
And now I just don't know you anymore./ You ask me to pick up the phone and call./ But something tells me you've walked out the door,/ And I have locked myself up behind walls./ Tired of fearing/ The end is nearing./ Tired of hearing words that hurt when I fall./ Now I have locked myself up behind walls. *Pop-ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Published: 1/7 - Complete
Don't forget me
Will I ever see you again?/ Will we have another conversation while we're soaked in rain?/ Will I ever see you again?/ An optimist will say it's just a matter of where and when./ But we're not those bloody fools, are we?/ So just promise you won't forget me. *Folk-ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Published: 1/7 - Complete
And when I look at you
And when I look at you,/ I believe there's still goodness left in this world./ And when I look at you,/ I know that someone still cares about this girl./ And when I look at you,/ I find the strength to overlook,/ The ones who paint me blue,/ The wicked men, the crooked crooks. *Folk-ballad* Personal. To my best friend.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Published: 1/6 - Complete
Nature and nurture
It's in your nature,/ And it's in your nurture too./ I see a savage,/ Every time I look at you./ You're not fit for this civilized world./ Take it from this broken mess of a girl./ You're better suited to live in woods./ Cause your heart doesn't have a hint of good. *Goth-rock* Theme- savage nature. To my ex's friends.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 1/6 - Complete
History has never again witnessed
History has never again/ Witnessed such deep brutal pain/ As the one caused by the savages who/ Turned the rivers red and the whole world blue. *Goth-rock* Theme- primitive savages. To my ex's friends.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 1/6 - Complete
The perverted remains of a rotting corpse
What was once pure,/ Is now something else,/ What, I'm not sure,/ But it somehow smells/ Like the perverted remains of a rotting corpse. *Goth-rock* Theme- perversion.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 1/6 - Complete
Secret brotherhood
And they signed on the order/ That warranted my death./ They've chased me to the border,/ And now I'm out of breathe. *Goth-rock* Theme- secret societies.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Published: 1/6 - Complete
My gypsy soul
Loss is liberation, take it from someone who knows./ Don't let your grief hold you back, you've gotta let it go./ When the memories drag you down,/ Pack your black back-pack, leave town,/ And let your gypsy soul/ Find what can make it whole. *Gothic ballad* Theme- gypsy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 1/5 - Complete
Greedy for his love
And she butchered all morals left/ In that heart of hers with a cleft/ That she tried to fill with the love he offered./ And now her soul rests in a rusty coffer. *Goth-rock* Theme- greed.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Published: 1/5 - Complete
Devoured
I devoured a love so bitter,/ With a gleam in his eyes that said "come hither",/ He devoured a love so wholesome,/ From a heart that then turned icy cold and numb. *Goth-rock* Theme- gluttony.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Published: 1/5 - Complete
Steal her mirth like fate stole mine
In her bosom is born the seed of doubt,/ And I'll water it till the fateful sprout/ Strangles her in its deadly vines/ And steals her mirth like fate stole mine.*Goth-rock* Theme- infidelity.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 1/5 - Complete
White dwarf
I was once a bright little star,/ That shone every night in his dark sky,/ Till one day he stared way too long,/ And I could finally catch his eye./ And now I glow with all that's left of me./ And now I'm a white dwarf of misery. *Gothic ballad* Theme- dwarfism.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Published: 1/5 - Complete
The razors in her mouth
Fear no evil, fear no harm,/ There's no God, there's no charm/ That can touch my Lucifer./ An angel once did try,/ The poor thing had to die/ At the hands of my razor. *Gothic metal* Dark, graphic. Theme- cannibalism/ twisted religion.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Published: 1/5 - Complete
Loving you was like a carnival
Every carnival has to end,/ Pack up the boxes, pack up the tent,/ Cross my broken heart, hope it mends,/ It was fun while it lasted my friend. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 1/3 - Complete
Irresistible fate
Your voice, my dirge, my guide,/ As I close my eyes to the white light./ Your smile, my warmth, my star,/ As I succumb from my fatal scar. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Published: 1/3 - Complete
Give in to sweet indolence
When your heart is under the attack of termites,/ But shattered to such extent that you don't feel the bite,/ When your fears have come alive on the darkest night,/ But you're too broken to bother putting up a fight,/ When you no longer have the desire to live,/ Give in to sweet indolence, give in to sweet grief. *Gothic rock* Theme- indolence.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Published: 1/3 - Complete
Nobody knows (Lucifer's unholy son)
Nobody knows that the venom of Lucifer flows through his veins,/ He'll whisper words of passion to make you taste the apple again./ And when he's drained you of your goodness, all that's left will be your pain. *Gothic metal* Theme- hidden ancestry.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 1/3 - Complete
The time has come (Godspeed)
And together we'd draw out our swords,/ And without wasting another word,/ We'd drive it through her heart,/ Tear the whole place apart./ She'd watch in horror while she bleeds./ The time has come, my friends, Godspeed. *Gothic metal* Theme- banditry.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 12/31/2014 - Complete
I don't want to breathe
I loved you with all I had back then./ All you gave me in return is pain./ My only use is for the pleasure of your primal needs./ I'm so disgusted with this sick life, I don't want to breathe. *Gothic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Published: 12/31/2014 - Complete
And before you know it
And before you know it, you're craving the caress of his lips./ And before you know it, you're hypnotized by his fingertips./ And he gets inside your head,/ And he gets you to his bed./ And that's when he leaves, I'm afraid. *Goth-rock* Theme- seduction.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 12/31/2014 - Complete
Dig
Dig up my corpse, dig it up from my grave./ Burn what's left of me so my soul is saved. *Gothic ballad* Theme- grave robbing.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 12/31/2014 - Complete
Cure for a broken down soul
Cure for a broken down soul./ Drink it all in a silver bowl./ And you shall again be whole. *Goth-rock* Theme- weird medicine.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 12/31/2014 - Complete
Are you proud of yourself
You're so proud of who you are./ Are you proud that you made a scar/ In the heart of a girl already beaten by life?/ Are you proud of yourself for picking up that knife? *Goth-rock* Theme- pride.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Release me (Fading into oblivion)
You'll never be him./ And every girl's dream/ Is my nightmare./ I'll never care./ I feel so trapped in this unholy union./ I feel myself fading into oblivion. *Goth-rock* Theme- loveless marriage.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
On a new moon
Go on with your sacred ritual of slaughter/ Of an innocent girl you claim as your daughter./ But there's an old superstition here that says ghosts/ Come back on a new moon to kill whom they loathe most. *Goth-rock* Theme- rituals and superstitions.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Your lips are sealed
Stop hiding behind your little dolls made of wool./ Come and face me if you're a man and not a fool./ I've had enough of them doing your dirty deed./ I'd rather deal with a rotten human that breathes./ Or are you scared/ Of what I might do?/ You've just been dared,/ I'm ready, are you? *Goth-rock* Theme- ventriloquism.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Justice will be served
You'll get what you deserve./ Justice will be served./ With my own blood stained hands,/ So you understand/ How badly I was hurt./ I'll tear you apart./ And when you're left with pain,/ I'll smile once again. *Goth-rock* Theme- revenge.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Where is the honor
Oh, where is the honor in placing the blame/ On someone you love, or so you used to claim?/ Oh, where is the honor in leaving me dead/ With the images of you locked in my head?/ You speak of honor, but there's no honor in coldness./ I placed you on a pedestal but you've lost your place. *Goth-rock* Theme- honor.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
How can we ever trust someone with our heart
How can we ever trust someone with our heart?/ When a very thin line divides love from lies,/ When the players have perfected their disguise,/ When the broken hearts lie on guillotines?/ How can I believe in a single thing? *Goth-rock* Theme- deception.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Am I corrupt Or is it all a dream
Am I corrupt? Or is it all a dream?/ It's so abrupt. Should I run or just scream?/ I can feel its vicious roots gripping my soul tight./ Will I be tainted in the bosom of the night?/ Am I a monster now for loving him?/ Am I corrupt? Or is it all a dream? *Goth-rock* Theme- corruption.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
The Dead
And I dance beneath the willow,/ I sleep on the wind's soft pillow./ I breathe the scent of the dying,/ I drink the tears of those crying./ Nobody really cares about The Dead./ Nobody truly mourns, they're just afraid. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
The dice is rolling
So the dice is rolling with my morals at stake,/ And the demons are waiting to break its sweet neck./ Perspiration moistens my skin,/ I'm standing close to carnal sins./ And in a while we'll see who wins. *Goth-rock* Theme- imperiled virtue.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
The girl who stole my Lucifer
It's pure torture watching her happy with him./ The pits of hell echo with my shrill screams./ But I'll wait for her to wake up from this dream./ Then I'll twist her according to my whim. *Goth-rock* Theme- jealousy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
No envy
So I won't drown myself in envy,/ And I won't taint myself with hate,/ Because when she chose to walk my path,/ She set herself up for my fate. *Goth-rock* Theme- envy on seeing someone being who you used to be.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Consequences unforeseen
I could never imagine/ This is where I'll stand./ Consequences unforeseen,/ And out of my hands. *Goth-rock* Theme- unforeseen consequences.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Wrapped around your little finger
Oh, you had me wrapped around your little finger,/ With promises of a forever that still lingers./ And you bent me according to your own sweet whim,/ Made me live through my nightmares of all your wildest dreams. *Goth-rock* Theme- emotional manipulation.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Black magic at its best
Black magic at its best,/ Put my virtues at rest,/ And transformed me into/ A demon that served you./ Black magic at its best,/ Froze the heart in my chest,/ Made me stray from my land,/ Into your cold dark hands. *Goth-rock* Theme- sorcery.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Apollo versus Dionysus
I've been at war with my own self,/ Apollo versus Dionysus./ And I'm breaking into pieces,/ Like I'm made of fragile chunks of glass./ Heart versus head,/ I'm bleeding red,/ And no matter what I choose,/ In the end I'm bound to lose. *Goth-rock* Theme- internal war.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Raise my sword
Raise my sword to the fragile neck/ Of the love spell that I'm about to break./ I'm taking back my throne today./ Let all the pain and sorrow fade away. *Goth-rock* Theme- usurpation. Taking control of your life.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Oh let me inherit
Oh let me inherit/ All your will and your wit./ So I can make you proud./ Oh let me be endowed/ With the wisdom you found./ Let me turn things around. *Gothic power ballad* Theme- inheritance.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Zeus' fury
In a split second, my whole world splits./ With Zeus' fury, I've been hit./ Whatever punishment he deems fit,/ I'll stand right here and take all of it. *Goth-rock* Theme- lightning.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Before my fall
Before I was a demimonde,/ Before my soul was sold to Lucifer,/ I was just a girl with a bond,/ And the deepest love for his sweet monster. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
At the flicker of the moon
My sharp claws will find your throat,/ I'm a monster I myself loathe./ Do I even have a soul?/ Or am I from a demon hole?/ Doesn't matter, cause I'll be turning now, it's near./ Just run and hide, stay as far as you can from here. *Goth-rock* Theme- werewolves.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Here in my tomb
Here in my tomb, I finally found bliss./ Here in my tomb, I'm free from your baseless hate./ Here in my tomb, death has answered my wish./ Here in my tomb, I'm free from my wretched fate. *Gothic ballad* Theme- tombs.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Published: 12/29/2014 - Complete
Warmth inside my veins
But the liquid only spreads warmth inside my veins./ For a little while my chest is rid of its pain,/ Till the magic wears off, and I suffer again. *Gothic ballad* Theme- wine.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 12/29/2014 - Complete
A wise man once said
Cause I just don't know where to turn to./ A wise man once said, look inside you./ But I see only grief each time I do./ I've fallen and I'm over now, it's true. *Goth-rock* Theme- fallen nobility.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Published: 12/29/2014 - Complete
Let go, let go, let go (Now you know)
Let go, of all that you hold dear./ Let go, of the last drop of tear./ Let go, till you've become a ghost./ Let go, face what you dread the most./ Now you know./ You have to/ Let go, let go, let go. *Goth-rock* Theme- sacrifice and loss.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 12/29/2014 - Complete
Even in death
I'm still holding on to my promise,/ To love you with my very last breathe./ I'm still here, I won't let go of this,/ I won't forget you even in death. *Goth-rock* Theme- oaths and promises.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Published: 12/29/2014 - Complete
Alone with the river
There's not a soul in sight for a thousand miles./ The joy I held on tight to has been exiled./ I'm alone with the river/ Of lonely whispers./ I'm alone with the river/ Of muted shivers./ And the only thing that's holding me together/ Is this sorrow in me that survives harsh weather. *Gothic ballad* Theme- melancholy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Published: 12/26/2014 - Complete
Now I must leave
Packed my bag with the sweet memories./ Someday they'll be telling my stories./ But now I must leave for the desert,/ Where I'll bury my defeated heart. *Gothic ballad* Theme- exile.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Published: 12/26/2014 - Complete
Everything has gone wrong
I thought your fecund arms is where I belong./ I thought you'd raise me up so I could be strong./ I thought you were the words to my sweetest song./ And now everything has gone wrong. *Goth-rock* Theme- everything goes wrong.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Published: 12/26/2014 - Complete
Mary's little lamb, my pet goose
Oh silly Mary, oh silly me,/ Naïve little girls who never see,/ That men who can be stolen are not worth keeping./ They just leave with our hearts, we're the ones left weeping. *Goth-rock* Theme- theft.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Published: 12/26/2014 - Complete
Pennyless
I'm without a penny now,/ Drowning in a wishing well./ So much for betting on what/ I thought was a fairy tale. *Gothic ballad* Theme- gambling.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Published: 12/26/2014 - Complete
The fog
And the fog is clouding my eyesight,/ It's so hard to get it right./ But I won't fade into the night,/ Without putting up a fight. *Gothic ballad* Theme- fog.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Published: 12/25/2014 - Complete
And I think of you
And I think of you,/ In the depths of hell./ And I think of you,/ Of the day I fell./ And I think of you,/ Of my happy place./ And I think of you,/ Of my deformed face. *Gothic metal* Theme- deformity.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 12/25/2014 - Complete
The music of death's approaching feet
I'm lost in the music of death's approaching feet./ Beautiful, hypnotic, oh, can you not hear it?/ Reverberating across the marble floor,/ Just outside my half broken wooden door./ It's coming for me, the music soothes my core./ I give in, I can't take it anymore. Theme- music/ death. Gothic ballad.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Published: 12/25/2014 - Complete
Torture
Torture,/ Sweet scar,/ That's all you are,/ That's all you'll be./ You'll be the end of me./ Torture,/ Sweet scar,/ That's all we are,/ That's all we've been,/ Now you're etched on my skin./ And I am over (over over). *Goth-rock* Theme- torture
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 12/25/2014 - Complete
True love can never die
Saying, I'm still in your heart, you foolish girl./ Nothing can separate us, not the whole world./ Might not be there by your side,/ Might not hold you through the night,/ But true love can never die,/ I'm right here, just close your eyes. *Gothic ballad* Theme- true love.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 12/25/2014 - Complete
Immortal (Fortress)
Immortal is this love,/ Immortal is this pain./ Immortal is what I seem to be./ Will this meaningless life ever end?/ Immortal is your smile,/ Immortal is your face./ Immortal is what I seem to be./ Will sweet death free me from its fortress? *Gothic ballad* Theme- immortality.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Published: 12/24/2014 - Complete
Bleeds in me in bright red
How can someone be this cruel?/ How can I still call you human?/ How will I ever be fine?/ How will I manage to outrun/ This feeling of disgust and dread/ Each time I see it in my head,/ The things you did, the things you said,/ It all bleeds in me in bright red. *Gothic ballad* Dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Published: 12/24/2014 - Complete
Behind your frozen Paradise
Oh, brave Queen of Ice,/ Behind your frozen Paradise/ Wrapped in cloak of white,/ Is a flickering ray of light./ Once upon a time your heart was made of gold,/ Till it broke to pieces and turned you this cold. *Goth-rock* Theme- cold.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Published: 12/24/2014 - Complete
He's not your Prophet
You worship Lucifer's blessed hellhound,/ You cry in joy thinking your Prophet has been found./ You protect him from his worthy fate,/ You break me to pieces each time I raise my blade. *Goth-rock* Theme- mistaken identity.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Published: 12/24/2014 - Complete
Forever and ever, in pain
Love lead me into damnation,/ Why did you create me with free will?/ Now you'd punish me for/ Changing my own story./ Forever and ever, in pain. *Gothic metal* Theme- irredeemable sin. Dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Published: 12/24/2014 - Complete
Living in a world of injustice
I'm living in a world where God doesn't care./ I'm living in a world where not a thing's fair./ I was born an angel during the reign of demons,/ And I fell in love with Queen Lilith's unholy son. *Goth-rock* Theme- injustice.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Published: 12/23/2014 - Complete
Right to dead star's empty core
Yes, ignorance is bliss,/ But I have use for this,/ And I am willing to travel/ Right to dead star's empty core,/ To find how to undo the tale/ That left my heart with cold sores. *Goth-rock* Theme- forbidden knowledge.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Published: 12/23/2014 - Complete
Sleep-walking through the shadow
I've been sleep-walking through the shadow/ Of a life that I've long let go./ I'm afraid I'll awake to find myself/ Wandering in some kind of hell/ That I walked into- wait, I already did./ My worst fear did come true! Thank you, dear Cupid! *Goth-rock* Theme- sleep-walking.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 12/23/2014 - Complete
Let go, let live
You're weak (You're dead) You're sin./ You're bleak (You're played) You're yin./ You're insane (You're alone) You're broken./ You're in pain (You're sandstone) You're choking./ You should give up (give up) give up./ You should give in (give in) give in./ You should let go (let go) let go./ You should let live (let live) let live. *Goth-rock* Theme- disembodied voices.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Published: 12/23/2014 - Complete
Eternal damnation
And as the hellhounds sing a lullaby,/ Sweet slumber abandons my weary eyes,/ The night looms on my head like a halo,/ With the demons whispering, let it go./ Choir: Mercy! Mercy! Please save my soul, oh Lord!/ Mercy! Mercy! Please make me whole, oh Lord! *Gothic balald* Theme- eternal damnation.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Published: 12/23/2014 - Complete
Frankenstein-ed nightmares
I reek of Frankenstein-ed nightmares,/ I stink of mummified despair./ I've been decaying secretly/ Into a living corpse of me,/ That's buried in a stoic world/ That shatters its innocent girls,/ Till they recoil inside themselves,/ And decay into their hell. *Goth-rock* Theme- decay.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Published: 12/23/2014 - Complete
One with the dark
Is this what death feels like?/ Where I'm everything and nothing at all?/ Seeing is believing./ But I don't believe in things since my fall./ So when the darkness blinds my eyes/ Against the cold world and its lies,/ It's easier to see what I ignore-/ I'm not inside this body anymore./ They killed my flickering spark,/ And now I'm one with the dark. *Gothic ballad* Theme- darkness.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Published: 12/23/2014 - Complete
Blood in my hands (Imaginary)
You're imaginary, but this loss,/ Feels just as real as the blood in my hands./ You're imaginary, my sweet child,/ So why does it hurt? I don't understand./ Years later you were supposed to be my blood and flesh,/ But like every other dream, I lost you to this mess. *Goth-rock* Theme- blood. Dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 456 - Published: 12/23/2014 - Complete
Flicking my life switch
Now there's nothing left, no mirth, no hope,/ Now the pain's too much, it's hard to cope,/ Now the dreams are harnessed to clouds/ That fly out of my reach,/ Well, I no longer have my doubts,/ I'm flicking my life switch. *Gothic ballad* Theme- death/suicide.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Published: 12/23/2014 - Complete
Let your hair down
(Rapunzel, Rapunzel, let your hair down.)/ That girl is long gone, she cannot be found./ (Rapunzel, Rapunzel, let your hair down.)/ That girl was broken, when she hit the ground./ (Rapunzel, Rapunzel, let your hair down.)/ Now it's my time to turn my life around. 8goth-rock* Theme- transformation.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Published: 12/23/2014 - Complete
Monster-mind
Beautiful, gilded,/ His mask captivated my chameleon soul./ No longer shielded,/ My heart danced to his dark melody to feel whole./ I signed a deal that my blood was used to bind,/ Then he ripped off his mask, and I had to find,/ His true face that was always hidden behind-/ My Mephistopheles, my sweet monster-mind. *Goth-rock* Theme- masks.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Published: 12/21/2014 - Complete
My darkest tempest
Shiver ran through my spine,/ Your absence filled up my chest./ You crossed the last salt line,/ You left me in the tempest./ By the time I sublime,/ The storm would have wrecked my nest./ The loss can't be defined,/ It was my darkest tempest. *Goth-rock* Theme-storm.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Published: 12/21/2014 - Complete
Imprisoned n frozen
Oh, I'm frozen in the time/ When the world before my eyes/ Was filled with magic and covered in pristine snow./ Oh, I'm imprisoned inside/ The moments that had to die,/ I don't think the fist of the past will let me go. *Goth-rock* Theme- Imprisoned in the memory of a movie date watching Frozen.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 12/21/2014 - Complete
The good and evil version of Juliet and Romeo
And she fell in love, hopelessly,/ The good and evil version of Juliet and Romeo./ And she worshipped the prodigy,/ Until he broke her heart, tainted her soul and then let her go. *Goth-rock* Theme- the symmetry between good and evil, angels and demons.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Published: 12/21/2014 - Complete
Black and white (Hypnosis)
Black and white was my whole world,/ With the ebb and tide of swirls,/ Under his hypnotic trance,/ Under his facile séance,/ I took one fatal chance/ That cost me everything I ever had./ (I see his face in myriads.) *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 12/21/2014 - Complete
The last sweet memory
Why do broken up daydreams contort into nightmares?/ Why does the world behind our closed eyes reek of despair?/ Why do I dream of the creature that makes me feel scared?/ Why is it the last thing you bared when you were still there?/ If only you had held on tighter,/ I wouldn't be hunted by spiders. *Goth-rock* Theme- frightening creatures, spiders.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Published: 12/20/2014 - Complete
Et tu (Inches away from their noose)
Betrayal, its sweet fragrance chokes my last breathe,/ Oh treacherous friend, in you I had such faith./ But when I was framed,/ And when I was blamed,/ The culprit was right there in front of my eyes./ You were the mastermind behind my demise. *Goth-rock* Theme- betrayal.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Published: 12/20/2014 - Complete
The girl with a name that means candle
And so the girl with a name that means candle/ Plunged my life into an abyss so dark./ But I waited patiently for her death bell,/ And when it was time, I killed her sweet spark. *Goth-rock* Theme- folly/ revenge.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Published: 12/20/2014 - Complete
Moth to the flame
I'm an insignificant moth,/ Drowning in cyanide spiked froth/ Of the fire in which I've been caught./ I feel the wheels of fate turn,/ My ashes in blazing urn./ Nobody told me love burns. *Goth-rock* Theme- Love compared to fire.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 12/20/2014 - Complete
Forever, you'll see
"Forever, you'll see, my sweet seductress"/ I see you at the edge of consciousness/ Where the other world takes my hand./ "Forever, you'll see, my marble princess."/ I see you with that old scar less scarlet face/ When I get lost in Neverland. *Gothic metal* Theme- when good times and promises becomes nightmares.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Published: 12/20/2014 - Complete
I won't worship
Let the Church bells ring,/ Let the angels sing,/ Let the whole world kneel down in prayers./ I've lost my faith/ Since my violent death,/ I won't worship a God who's unfair. *Gothic metal* Theme- losing faith in a twisted religion.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 553 - Published: 12/19/2014 - Complete
Can't breathe, can't swallow
I can't breathe,/ And I can't swallow./ I can't sleep,/ Nightmares will follow. *Gothic metal* Theme- disease because of psychology.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Published: 12/19/2014 - Complete
I keep on wandering
My feet seem to carry me/ Further into the turbulence of the sea,/ And like a long lost ghost ship,/ I keep on wandering even in my sleep. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Published: 12/19/2014 - Complete
Mankind's sweet misery
The last globule from the apple/ On the bleak day when mankind fell/ Touches her lips, swims down her throat,/ Burns her with the venom she loathes. Theme- poison. *Gothic metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 12/19/2014 - Complete
Destiny fulfilled
They warned her of danger's fists/ Reaching for her through the mist/ Of innocence she surrounded herself with/ To ensure it was poison free air she'd breathe./ She assured evil's abstract,/ Creeps into people through cracks/ That she'll find and pour all her love into till/ It disappears and her destiny's fulfilled. *Gothic metal* Theme- love gone wrong.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Published: 12/19/2014 - Complete
The last remaining fairy
And that's how she lost him and found herself./ So if you're afraid now, I hope this helps./ Once upon a time, but this story is true./ And if you met her today, she would tell you. *Gothic rock* Theme- losing yourself temporarily after a break up but then recovering yourself.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 561 - Published: 12/18/2014 - Complete
Hammer to the heart
Oh, I, I swear on the 'blue moon,/ When it's right, it's never too soon./ And I know I love you with the very/ Last shred of my being./ And I know I'll love you till I'm buried,/ So take my everything. Theme- murder, dark. Gothic-rock.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 12/18/2014 - Complete
Bleed sweet ruptured life
BLEED./ BLEED./ Bleed, your beautiful ruptured life./ BLEED./ BLEED./ Bleed, at the tip of my gold knife. *gothic metal* Theme- vampirism. Dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Published: 12/18/2014 - Complete
At the end of it all
On good days, I'm the whisper of the air,/ I'll always, be smiling at you from my rocking chair./ On dark nights, I'm the shadow in the hall./ It's alright, you'll be with me at the end of it all. *Gothic metal* Theme- a guy kills his lover, then she haunts him. Literal or metaphorical.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Published: 12/18/2014 - Complete
For love, darling, is immortality
Written in the walls of the cemetery/ Are words from the mouth of the Devil himself./ "Damsel in distress, brown eyes, lips of cherry,/ Spilt blood, fractured heart, soul in ashes, sweet hell." *Gothic metal* Theme- The Devil once loved a woman who died. So he made a prophecy to kill her in every other life.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 457 - Published: 12/18/2014 - Complete
Buried alive reviews
How can you not notice that I've gone amiss?/ How can you all be so blind?/ You're supposed to dig me up to my release,/ To say I'm out of my mind./ Instead you whisper, "I'm happy for you."/ I flash a cracked smile with a haunted hue./ I'm buried alive, you don't have a clue. Theme- Buried alive. Caught in an abusive relationship. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Complete
Love me till I'm too afraid reviews
Twist the sweet facts in my head./ Love me till I'm too afraid/ Of losing my treasure of you,/ And there's nothing I wouldn't do,/ To keep my hold on your light,/ And I'll invite you inside,/ I'll relinquish control, give in./ Say the words, lead me into sin. *Goth-rock* Theme- lust, manipulation.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 443 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Complete
Winter will never give way to that spring
Winter will never give way to that spring,/ Cause you will never learn a single thing./ You're cold and vicious,/ With a heart so hideous./ You know you're never gonna be anything more,/ Than a harbinger of fear blocking the front door. *Goth-rock* Theme- giants. Being scared of ex's friends.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Complete
Where I don't belong
My still beating heart can never stand/ The way they rule people in this land./ Why are there whispers/ When they're talking behind people's back?/ Why are there whiskers/ On the faces of men dressed in black? *Goth-rock* Theme- foreigners. Not fitting in with your boyfriend's friend circle.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Complete
What have I done now
And the wind growls,/ And lightning smiles at the night./ And the sea roars,/ And stars are no longer bright./ What have I done now?/ What ancient wrath did I unleash?/ What have I done now?/ Can somebody help me out please? *Goth-rock* Theme- Accidentally releasing a monster from a mysterious manuscript.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Complete
I meander on and on
I meander on and on/ In this secret passage/ That's leading me towards a much brighter day./ And now I'm thinking I can/ Understand the message-/ Sometimes you have to be lost to find your way. *Goth-rock* Theme- secret passages. Finding your way.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Complete
You're not him
And now I'll expose the conspiracy to the crowd./ You're not him, you're cold, you're cruel, with a silence too loud./ You're not the one who promised me till death do us part./ You're not him, you have no shred of kindness in your heart. *Goth-rock* Theme- Look-like. Post break-up delusion that the lover has been replaced.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 460 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Complete
Hello, my sweet old self
Oh, I had never ever thought I'd see a day,/ When I'd have to disinter what I tucked away./ But desperate times call for desperate measures,/ Including grave robbing to find long lost treasures,/ Which for me is who I was before/ My dead body washed up on the shore. *Goth-rock* Theme- disinterment. Regaining old self.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Complete
Here he comes
Now I'll attack/ Him when he'd least expect it./ Now I'll ransack/ The ghost town since he's wrecked it./ My sword is tucked/ Safe inside my bloodied dress./ I'll change my luck/ As the forgotten princess. *Goth-rock* Theme- assassination of an ex lover.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Complete
The monster I need reviews
And you grow into this monster/ That has me inside its fists./ And you offer me salvation/ And I just cannot resist. Theme- love as an addiction. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Complete
A Gothic Haiku Centupled
A collection of hundred Haiku based on Gothic themes or prompts. Dark.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 11/29/2014
Damaged
Run away from me, I'm damaged./ Been hurt so much, my heart is caged./ And when you unleash a beast, it rips your flesh./ And when you bring me to life, I'll be a mess,/ Full of unanswered questions and rage./ Don't love me, oh, please, I'm just damaged. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Published: 11/29/2014 - Complete
What else did you expect
Outside of movies and novels there's only one way for love like this to end./ As you've probably inferred from the internal wounds that are gaping open. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 11/29/2014 - Complete
Two can play a game (Part 2)
It's such a huge shame,/ Two can play a game,/ In which we pretend/ That we're such good friends./ Soon you'll hate my name,/ Two can play a game,/ And when it all ends,/ Hope your poor heart mends. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 11/29/2014 - Complete
My Paradise of nothingness
I close my bleak eyes against the dark/ And merge with the bliss of outer space./ I escape from the world I'm trapped in,/ To my Paradise of nothingness. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 11/29/2014 - Complete
I love you but I love you
I scream in frustration deep inside my being,/ What he's doing, I don't support a single thing./ You love someone, you let them go?/ For Heaven's sake doesn't he know/ That running away won't make the door shut,/ That lying to yourself won't make it true,/ That you don't ever say "I love you but"/ To a girl who would say "But I love you". *Electronic pop ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 555 - Published: 11/26/2014 - Complete
The song of never giving up
I close my eyes against the past/ That's dissolving into thin air/ With every breathe that leaves my lungs./ I hold my head high till at last/ I learn to make a solitaire/ Out of the hate born from your tongues. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 396 - Published: 11/24/2014 - Complete
The ghost of me, the shadow of you
And now the ghost of me chases the shadow of you,/ Down to the oblivion that we faded into./ And now the ghost of me misses the shadow of you,/ Till my heart bleeds crimson red and my soul burns in blue./ Once upon a time, we had a fairy-tale in our hands./ Once upon a time, we were in Paradise, Promised Land./ Told you it was too good to be true. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 454 - Published: 11/24/2014 - Complete
Are you listening, God
And there is just no peace,/ Nothing in this world is fair./ Are you listening, God?/ Tell me, do you even care? *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Published: 11/22/2014 - Complete
Cliched metaphors
A volcano explodes through your chest./ A tornado threatens to unleash unrest./ A blizzard leaves a long trail of ice./ And every second a part of you just dies./ Clichéd metaphors?/ Whatever, I can't/ Take it anymore!/ I ne-e-e-ed you! *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 11/22/2014 - Complete
Won't you come home to me
Won't you come home to me now?/ It's way past the promised hour./ And I've been waiting so long/ For that rare meteor shower./ Won't you come home to me now?/ Stars are about to close up shop./ And I'll be stranded alone/ With only my lonely teardrop. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Published: 11/22/2014 - Complete
Flat lined
Cause I've just gotta make you mine./ Saw you there and I just flat lined./ Do you like me? Give me a sign./ You're so hot and I just flat lined./ I've flat lined, flat lined, flat lined./ I've flat lined, flat lined, flat lined. *pop* Random and catchy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Published: 11/15/2014 - Complete
I've got this
An extremely random jingle for times of stress. Kind of like a stress buster mantra. I wrote this the night before an exam lol.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 11/15/2014 - Complete
Only you can tame the tempest
When the breathe catches in your chest,/ And the North wind starts to head west,/ It's not life taking one more test./ Time won't put your troubles to rest./ Only you can tame the tempest,/ Only you can tame the tempest. *ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Published: 11/14/2014 - Complete
You're the best I've ever seen
And I'd never tell you this, I've let you go./ But I wrote this song so the whole wide world knows./ You're the best I've ever seen./ You don't even know how amazing/ You always are and always have been./ You're the best I've ever seen./ You're the best I've ever seen, umm, hmm. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Published: 11/13/2014 - Complete
Why would I ever want a man
I gotta travel the world,/ (You can do it holding his hand)./ I'm a free spirited girl,/ (You're not trying to understand)./ I gotta live my own dreams,/ (And he can be a part of it!)/ I don't want drama and screams,/ (So just don't throw a stupid fit!) *Musical-ish* Real random.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Published: 11/13/2014 - Complete
Don't hold your breathe on someday
Don't hold your breathe on "someday/ My prince will take me away"./ Don't hold your breathe on "someday/ I'll be happy, come what may."/ Cause forever lasts only till it ends./ And the high is never worth all the pain./ Hearts ain't muscles, they're made of clay./ So don't hold your breathe on someday. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Published: 11/13/2014 - Complete
Why I'm called insane
But I know it's just a game,/ And players are all just the same./ One day, they worship your name,/ Next thing you know, you've got the blame./ And I know, it'll end in pain,/ But I won't hurt alone again./ When you're done, I'll rip your veins./ And you'll see why I'm called insane. *Pop* Theme- dark twisted dig at oneself for being a crazy ex-girlfriend.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 438 - Published: 11/11/2014 - Complete
To the people whom I don't like
Poems about people I don't like...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,445 - Updated: 11/11/2014 - Published: 3/11/2011 - Complete
To have hope
It's been so many ages,/ I've forgotten how it felt,/ To have hope that ravages/ Every single blow life dealt. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Published: 11/10/2014 - Complete
Get my hopes up only to bring me down
Get my hopes up,/ Only to bring me down./ Out of self-love,/ I'm in self-loathing town./ I've had enough,/ Let the pain burn me now,/ Get my hopes up,/ Only to bring me down. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 11/10/2014 - Complete
With love, the ghost of me
There's a shadow on the wall/ That you pretend not to see./ There's a whispered siren call/ That you pretend is not me./ There's my ghost under your skin./ You were broken, I crept in./ Now you'll have to pay, darling. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Published: 11/7/2014 - Complete
The very last trip
This is the Universe speaking,/ This is what you have been seeking./ This is The One./ Don't try to run./ This is the Universe speaking,/ This is the locked door now creaking./ This is The One./ Put down your gun./ And dive in heart - first too deep./ (You can't sleep stuck in this trip). *Goth-rock* Theme- comparing a past relationship to an acid trip.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Published: 11/7/2014 - Complete
Bulletproof (Shoot me with your automatic)
Shoot me with your automatic,/ But my heart's adiabatic./ Your ice bullets can't kill me, doll./ I'm bulletproof and I won't fall./ Shoot me with your automatic,/ But your weapon is just too weak./ Your ice bullets can't kill me, doll./ I'm bulletproof and I stand tall. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/7/2014 - Complete
I won't hit back
Cause if I stoop down to your level,/ What's the difference between you and me?/ Go on now, throw another pebble,/ But I won't hit back, I'll let it be. *Ballad* Anti-bullying.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/7/2014 - Complete
Space (farewell)
And I'm dead to my very centre./ Your words won this hand, I surrender./ And I'll fade away from my castle./ And I'll sleep in the woods now, farewell. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 11/2/2014 - Complete
I'm done (I wish)
And I wish I could tell her you're never coming home./ And I wish she knew I pray for her, she's not alone. *Gothic rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Published: 11/2/2014 - Complete
Tangled in your own vines
You fall down/ Each time fear caresses your spine,/ Turn around,/ Run while tangled in your own vines. *Folk ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Published: 11/2/2014 - Complete
Party (Dance through the night)
And party, dance through the night./ We party, till we're alright./ And party, dance through the fights./ We party, till we find light. *Dance-pop* Random fun cheer up song about dealing with problems casually.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 11/1/2014 - Complete
Wildfire
And I burn as it spins out of control,/ All the flames that ignited my cold soul./ Don't say you're sorry, just to console,/ While your wildfire is on a roll./ And I burn as it spins out of control,/ All the flames that ignited my cold soul./ Don't say you're sorry, just to console,/ While your wildfire takes its sweet toll. *Electronic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/1/2014 - Complete
Slithering
I'm learning to crawl on the cold hard ground,/ Slithering like a snake, so when you turn around,/ I'll bite your ankles, and you'll hear the sound/ Of your screams of misery when you're going down. *Dance pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Published: 11/1/2014 - Complete
I swear I'll shoot
Howdy, cowboy, still walking in the same old boots/ I flung at you, screamin' don't you ever set foot,/ Within ten yards, of my farm or I swear I'll shoot/ Your stupid beep, off your trousers right from their roots!/ Yeah, I swear I'll shoot. *Country* Theme- revenge on a cheater and player.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Published: 11/1/2014 - Complete
Okay, then
You turn to me/ Every time you don't have anyone,/ You're a ghost when/ There's somebody else, this is not done./ You think you've got a spark, think again!/ I think you're just a jerk, you're so vain!/ You think you'll leave a mark, you're insane!/ I think you're in the dark, okay, then. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Published: 10/31/2014 - Complete
And I'm telling you reviews
You listen to the call of nature, don't know why,/ You ain't got the courage to listen to your own heart./ You're out there in the wild chasing storms, and the sky,/ But you can't chase the one thing that can tear you apart./ And I'm telling you, darling, just so you know./ One day you're gonna regret letting her go./ And I'm telling you, I'll say, I told you so. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/29/2014 - Complete
The very personal song (How to play a girl for dummies) reviews
"I'm sorry"./ "Don't worry"./ "I trust you."/ "I love you."/ "You're crying."/ "You're trying."/ "I jinxed you."/ "I'll fix you." *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 457 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2014 - Complete
My metal pole
When I saw the dark clouds starting to form,/ Knew I'd be caught in the eye of the storm,/ I latched onto you so I'm not alone,/ So please just take my hand and take me home. *Pop* Theme- a girl turns to her man for support during her bad times, and he just plays her.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Published: 10/27/2014 - Complete
Here's to the me that's lost
But these days I wake/ Realizing something's amiss./ Cause when your heart breaks,/ You lose a precious fragile piece./ So here's to the brave dreamer/ Floating on the clouds of optimism./ And here's to the believer/ Seeing darkness as colors through prism./ Here's to the me that's lost/ In meadows of time as I pay the cost. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 357 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2014 - Complete
You would have stayed
And my following lonesome months were all spent,/ Blaming it all on myself every day./ But I realized when I started to mend,/ Had you loved me truly, you would have stayed./ You should have stayed,/ You could have stayed,/ You would have stayed. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2014 - Complete
Hear me out while I still care reviews
But hear me out while I still care,/ Cause I'm just about starting to stop./ And I know you don't mind if I do,/ So be a dear, make the curtains drop. *Teen-pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/24/2014 - Complete
Tonight (Just wait) reviews
I'll get out of this mess,/ Tonight, all by myself!/ Don't show me your sweet face,/ Tonight, I don't want help!/ I'll figure this out!/ Tonight, I bet!/ I'll find my way out!/ Tonight, just wait! *Electro-pop/Dance-pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2014 - Complete
Speak or don't speak reviews
Speak, or don't speak, we're still stuck on repeat./ Words we say and don't say shackle my feet./ I pull and you push, you pull and I fall,/ And I just stand there screaming through it all./ Bags packed and on the floor,/ One foot out of the door,/ But like a panic attack,/ I just keep on coming back!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 412 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2014 - Complete
Disappear (Sweet sleep)
Now I'll have to let go,/ And I hope that you know,/ It's not you, it's not me,/ It's just how things should be./ And I've been holding on too tight here./ It's my time now, and I'll disappear. *Gothic ballad* Goodbye song. Implied death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 10/24/2014 - Complete
The girl with the crush reviews
It used to be/ Just you and me./ Enter the girl with the crush,/ Painted from life's Torture Brush,/ And your attention's divided,/ Can't help thinking it's both-sided,/ Can't help thinking that she's a curse and not a boon./ Cause I gotta feeling I'll lose you to her soon. *Country-pop* When your guy best friend gets a girlfriend.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/21/2014 - Complete
I'm gonna help you steal
I'm gonna help you steal what you can't keep,/ Cause I love what they do to little thieves./ I'm gonna help you steal what isn't yours,/ Cause I love what they prescribe as a cure. *Electro-pop/Dance-pop* Evil.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Published: 10/21/2014 - Complete
When you love someone, you let him go reviews
I'll never chase, chase, chase,/ Your pretty face, face, face,/ Oh, no, I value myself nowadays, days, days./ So, in your case, case, case,/ Don't want a mess, mess, mess,/ And you're letting me go our separate ways, ways, ways. *Dance-pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/21/2014 - Complete
Pinecone reviews
And if you loved him truly,/ You'd print him some Google maps,/ Tell him, Go where your heart wants,/ You can feel me in the gaps/ Between your fingers when you walk alone,/ The hills mess with reception on your phone,/ But don't worry about coming back home,/ I'll be fine, dude, just bring me a pinecone. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 388 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/21/2014 - Complete
This shirt
This shirt, like the past, will keep me warm,/ On lonely cold winter nights./ And I can discard it when I want,/ Makes me think I'll be alright./ Yes I'll be alright, with you safe in my heart,/ It's time to live again, this shirt is the start. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Published: 10/21/2014 - Complete
Standing motionless
And selfishness will never catch up with my feet,/ That move on their own, in rhythm with my heart beat./ I have to do/ What's best for you/ No matter what that does to me./ And I'll walk away now, you'll see. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 10/19/2014 - Complete
Background
You know I'm always there,/ I swear I'll always care,/ Promise I'll be watching over you,/ Every good and bad thing you go through./ But your life is changing right in front of my eyes,/ And I know it's my time, I have to say goodbye. *Folk-ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Published: 10/19/2014 - Complete
Right and wrong
Now a bullet lodged inside your skull,/ Can't make the pain in my heart seem dull./ So I'll keep my gun ready instead/ For the monsters inside my own head.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 10/19/2014 - Complete
If you don't see that
Some do learn, and trust me, I did./ If you don't see that, well, you're stupid./ Hooks ups are the last thing I need./ If you don't see that, well, you're stupid./ And I won't sleep with someone just because I'm mad at Cupid./ No, I won't sleep with someone just because I'm mad at Cupid. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 473 - Published: 10/15/2014 - Complete
One fine day
Oh, take me back to my days/ Of holding my breath on always,/ When fights used to mean beyblades,/ And heart breaking words were not said./ Oh, take me back to Disney/ Princesses speaking straight to me,/ When I longed for Prince Charming,/ And my smile was still heart-warming. *Country pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Published: 10/15/2014 - Complete
Fourteen
When you don't have anyone,/ All you need to have is hope,/ Dream about fairy-tales where/ You're a brave princess, you cope. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 10/12/2014 - Complete
Slave (Whiplashes)
Let the pain/ Burn my veins/ So this heart knows all that's left is ashes./ Let the pain/ Once again/ Make me a slave under its whiplashes. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Published: 10/12/2014 - Complete
Stand still
And I'll no longer let myself down./ When the veil is lowered,/ And your demons break into my town,/ I'll stand still, a ghost in the shadows,/ Your bullets will pass through./ I'll stand still, immune to all your blows,/ I won't bow before you. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Published: 10/12/2014 - Complete
The you shaped hole
I drift far away,/ Closer to myself,/ Where the darkness sings/ Happy songs of elves./ I feel nothingness/ Deep within myself,/ Where my soul broke to/ Brush dust off its shelves. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 10/7/2014 - Complete
Like everything else
But like everything else, it leaves me behind,/ Says I have more to lose, it's not yet my time./ And like everything else, it still haunts my mind,/ And in this ruptured life I now stay confined./ And in this ruptured life I now stay confined. *Gothic ballad* Theme- death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Published: 10/7/2014 - Complete
Floating
Floating through life with my eyes forced shut/ Against my broken soul's oozing cuts,/ I dissociate from all that brings/ Joy and sweet sorrow, every last thing. *Progressive rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 10/7/2014 - Complete
Corpse
I have nowhere to go,/ Knowing what I now know./ If I could just close my eyes,/ Fuse with the darkness inside,/ Make the rest of it fade,/ Under your dead tree's shed. *Progressive rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Published: 10/7/2014 - Complete
Wash away my sins, revert me back
Oh droplets from the Heaven that I am locked out of now,/ Wash away my sins, revert me back to myself somehow./ Oh droplets from the broken heart that won't stop bleeding now,/ Wash away my sins, revert me back to myself somehow. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Published: 10/7/2014 - Complete
Girl, be good reviews
I'm sorry, I should have just said no./ But I promise I didn't let go./ Couldn't avoid what I should have but/ I swear on all the love in my heart/ That I behaved the best that I could./ Cause I could hear you say, "Girl, be good". *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/7/2014 - Complete
If I feed on my wretched self reviews
If I breathe, I bleed galloons of/ Darkened sweet dreams spiked with full stops./ If I drink, I feel thousands of/ Barricades blocking my teardrops./ If I feed on my wretched self,/ I'll never turn to you for help./ (I'll never turn to you for help.) *Goth-rock* Dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/4/2014 - Complete
Nowhere Highway reviews
But look at where it has got me,/ In the middle of the Nowhere Highway./ I see how things are gonna be,/ I ain't gonna believe in better days. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/4/2014 - Complete
For the first time in forever (Saving you) reviews
So here I am, stranded in the snow,/ Against the door locked in my face,/ Because I can never let you go,/ And face this world alone, I guess,/ I'm just returning the favour./ Or I've found someone worth saving,/ For the first time in forever. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/28/2014 - Complete
Look me in the eye
Won't you look me in the eye,/ And tell me another lie/ That I will no longer buy?/ Won't you look me in the eye?/ How I'd love to see you try/ To make the faith in me die!/ Now look me in the eye. *Folk-ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 9/26/2014 - Complete
Blood stained clouds
I see the red outline on the sky,/ The last image captured in my eye,/ And the last breathe I take shall carry me/ To the world where I am bound to be free. *Gothic ballad* Theme- death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Published: 9/26/2014 - Complete
And the days are passing me by
And the days are passing me by,/ Like lost clouds floating in the distant sky./ And the nights are watching me cry,/Like a suspect without an alibi. *Folk-ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Published: 9/21/2014 - Complete
Finding hope
Even if I look through telescopes,/ How will I ever find my lost hope?/ When the veil covering my eyes has lifted,/ And the mist called happiness has cleared./ To a remote island my faith has drifted,/ And I've been stranded alone right here. *Post-grunge/ Alternative metal. Nihilistic*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Published: 9/21/2014 - Complete
Slow dancing
Who said the fallen leaves are dead,/ With veins that don't carry dark red?/ Haven't you seen them slow dancing,/ With winds wild and energizing? *Progressive rock* Theme- How the social rejects are better than a society that fights, written using metaphors of fallen leaves and trees that cause forest fires.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 9/12/2014 - Complete
Every tear a tsunami
Now I'm feeding you to the wolf called time,/ Let it sink its teeth into your sweet crime./ A tsunami has been born out of all the tears I've cried./ It'll drag you down to the bottom where our Atlantis lies. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Published: 9/7/2014 - Complete
Sanguinivorous
Lips that have been stained red/ Seem to be too afraid/ To call out my sick name./ Lest I detox them here,/ Make it all disappear,/ All the sorrow and shame. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Published: 9/7/2014 - Complete
Cure for a bad day reviews
Baby I know how to walk alone,/ I'm grooving to the beat/ Flowing through my earphones./ Baby I dodged all your sticks and stones,/ I'm standing on my feet/ Cause I've got a backbone. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/6/2014 - Complete
Focused reviews
Focused on the sweet bliss I see,/ I can tell it's coming for me./ I don't fear the unknown at all, I won't try to hide./ Now it's my time to cross over to the other side. *Gothic ballad* Theme- death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/6/2014 - Complete
The song of the night sky
With words ripped off my bleeding chest,/ And tune stripped off my broken soul,/ The song of the night sky will haunt your star,/ Till it turns into a black hole. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 9/4/2014 - Complete
Gedanken
Suppose I'm still who I was,/ Suppose you're who you pretended to be,/ Suppose we can be happy,/ Suppose we pick the Church where we'll marry./ Suppose I know where to go from here,/ Suppose I know how to kill my fears./ Suppose I know how to make this last./ Suppose the what if's can change the past. *Alternative-metal/ Post-grunge*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Published: 9/4/2014 - Complete
Red
You and how you'd hold my hand when my station came,/ Won't let me go, and I'd smile and say your sweet name./ When I got down with the doors locking behind me,/ Through the tinted windows we stared at what we'd see,/ Till the train rolled on at full speed, you went ahead,/ And I was stranded alone staring at the red. *Country* Personal. To Stillman.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 388 - Published: 9/4/2014 - Complete
Strong (I have been killed)
I'm hollow inside this shell,/ Was swallowed whole by this hell./ My weakness is just concealed,/ I'm hopeless, I have been killed./ I'm broken wrapped in bandage,/ Unspoken words turned to rage./ My burnt soul will never heal./ I'm stone cold, I have been killed. *Post-grunge/Alternative metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Published: 9/2/2014 - Complete
Solitaire
My salvation is still up in the air,/ My soul is resting in a cold dark lair./ But you go on without a single care,/ Wear my broken heart like a solitaire. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 9/2/2014 - Complete
Life as a human (My heart can't)
And the spotlight's on me from such an angle/ That my shadow has been split up into two./ You, my dark knight, left me in such a tangle/ That I'm held together by its poisoned glue./ Oh, bring me back to life if your heart can,/ Bring me back to life as a human. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Published: 8/30/2014 - Complete
Liberation (Death)
What's taking you so long?/ Won't you pick up the pace?/ Close my eyes to the light,/ And show me your true face./ I promise I'm not afraid,/ Lay me down on my death bed,/ And grant me liberation. *Gothic ballad* Theme-death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 8/29/2014 - Complete
Takedown (You're going down)
All those cruel years when you dragged me through the mud,/ Criticized the very last drop of my blood,/ Well, it's gonna catch up to you now,/ You'll pay the price, you're going down./ All those dried tears that are etched on my cheekbones,/ Realized that they just won't leave you alone,/ And it's gonna catch up to you now,/ You'll pay the price, you're going down. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Published: 8/29/2014 - Complete
Oh lone milky cloud
Tell me your story,/ And I'll tell you mine./ Come running to me/ Meet me at the line,/ Where the earth I'm trapped in/ And the sky you're lost in/ Merge to become one and same./ And we'll both go up in flames. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Published: 8/28/2014 - Complete
Poltergeist (You)
Close my eyes tight,/ And your image is embedded behind my eyelids./ Stare at the light,/ And you seem to be standing right there as my world splits./ There's no escape,/ You're everywhere, out there in the woods and deep within./ Sent you to grave,/ But you crawled out to satisfy my twisted craving. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
Watch me dance all night without you
Threw away the other glass shoe./ Watch me dance all night without you./ When the clock strikes twelve, screw curfew./ Watch me dance all night to my tune./ Shoot fairytales that don't come true./ Watch me dance all night without you./ Yeah, my life sucks, but you do too./ Watch me dance all night solitude. *Electro-pop/dance-pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
Take my hand and take me home reviews
Take my hand and take me home,/ I'll dance to the tune of the gnomes,/ Guarding this earth's greatest treasure./ Take my hand and take me home,/ Rip up my tainted chromosomes,/ In your kingdom lies my pleasure. *Gothic ballad* Theme- death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
The Elixir
Drink the elixir extracted from my blood serum./ And you shall attain the magic power to be numb./ Drink the elixir that might taste a little bitter./ And you shall dissociate, nothing can feel sweeter. *Goth-rock* Nihilistic.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
Bona peritura
I don't believe in a creed/ Where the wounded are judged/ Instead of being nourished./ Ripped my tragic existence/ From your religion,/ My faith in it has perished. *Progressive metal* Theme- Rejection of organized religion. No offense is intended.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
The Arcane
Plunge it into the dark dungeons of your mind,/ The Arcane shall never ever see the light./ Dedicate your last breathe to protect The Arcane./ No, it never happened, no, it never happened. *Progressive metal* Theme- dark secrets.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
She's dancing
She's dancing in the shadows/ When the moon hides its fade in shame/ Behind the wandering clouds/ That are still searching for her name. *Progressive metal* Theme- death/suicide.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
Hello, doppelganger
Hello, doppelganger,/ The last thing I'll see before I blur into the dark,/ Will be you staring at my corpse with that cold cruel smirk./ Hello, doppelganger,/ I feel the end fall down on me as we become one./ You, me, death, suicide, whatever, it's over, I'm done. *Goth-rock* Theme- death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
The Chaos Theory
And I've reached the realization,/ There can be just one explanation-/ There's no justice by a God in a Heaven that you seek./ Everything around us is random chaos at its peak. *Alternative metal/Post-grunge* Written from Nihilistic Deist point of view.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
Poltergeist (Me)
And now look at the way things just have to be./ I'll spend the rest of my life in search of me./ I'll never find what I really need,/ If I don't know what I'm looking for./ Will I know I've found it when I see it?/ Is it what's been rattling my last locked door? *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
Wandering
Boiling ice swims in coal tar,/ Spoiling the high beyond scars./ Wander towards question mark,/ Under wings of dead skylarks. *Progressive metal* Theme- Break up and the feeling of being lost forever. Full explanation inside.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Published: 8/18/2014 - Complete
Aurora Borealis reviews
The aurora borealis,/ Taking on the shade of jaundice,/ Sets fire to my holy furnace,/ The wicked rejoice, it all ends. *Progressive metal* Theme- Being betrayed by the one you love. Implied death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2014 - Complete
On her
Hushed whispers piercing her tympanic membrane./ Judgment on the demimonde soaked in pain./ The locus of her path to destitution/ Is controlled by vows with no resolution. *Progressive Metal* Theme- public scorn.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
Petals
Promised me Paradise,/ Promised me a place in your dead eyes./ Promised me Paradise,/ Lead my innocence to its demise. *Gothic ballad* Theme- regretting losing your virginity to the wrong guy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
If you can
If you can see me,/ Drenched in shadows from outer space./ If you can see me,/ Trapped in placenta of darkness. *Progressive metal* Theme- waiting for death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
The message
Standing underneath the open skies,/ At the bosom of all that will cease to exist someday,/ I see a dream with wide open eyes,/ Of faded rainbows drowning in oceans on a warm May. *Progressive Metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
The light
And I can see the light at the end of the tunnel,/ The eternal light purging my sins through its funnel,/ Slowly but surely blinding me,/ As I uncover the mystery,/ Of what lies beyond the realm of all the things we know./ Yes, I can see the light now, and so I'm letting go. *Gothic ballad* Theme- death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
Change (Mercy)
I'm giving up on who I used to be./ I'm giving in to the stranger that's me./ You'll accept my change if you have mercy. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
Delusion
I'm free from a deadly undead faith,/In a world where all that's real is death./ No, I'm not deluded, I know I can't win the fight./And I've woken up in a distant dark lonely night,/ Where faceless monsters are at the helm/Of distorted dystopian realms,/ Where chaos is the only rule that's being followed./And without the delusion, my heart has been hollowed. *Nihilistic. Goth-Rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
Are you listening
See my teardrops fall on the piece of paper?/ See my spirits crumble like exposed wafer?/ Help me out, help me up./ Are you listening from the Heavens above?/ Are you listening from the Heavens above?/ Send me signs, send me love,/ Are you listening from the Heavens above?/ Are you listening from the Heavens above? *Goth-rock* To God.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
Reality (Death)
All that remains in the end is death,/ And I'm already so dead inside./ Kill the body, do me a favour./ Let me drift away with the high tide. *Gothic ballad* Theme- death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
A snare I can't escape
And I'm calling out to you, please help,/ I just can't get a hold of myself./ I'm falling apart without your cold duct tape/ Choking my heart and holding it together./ I'm falling into a snare I can't escape,/ I feel like nothing will ever get better. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
Found me
When you can comprehend eternity,/ When you understand how time flows,/ You'll see how trivial is enmity,/ And you'll learn to just let it go./ And I dissolve away into everything that surrounds me./ In my empty broken final rest, I've finally found me. *Gothic ballad* Theme- death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
Hero (Ask yourself)
Ask yourself,/ How long till they turn into a mob?/ How long till your game comes to a stop?/ How long till your worn out mask comes off?/ How long till your hero tag is robbed? *Post-grunge/ Alternative-metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
Erode my frown
You've got some NERVE./ You don't deSERVE./ You're incapable of remorse./ You wear me DOWN./ Erode my FROWN./ Picking up dirt along your course. *Post-grunge/ Alternative metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
Nocturnal Dissipation
And the night consumes another part of my soul./ I've been a sinner, now I must fulfil my role./ Inch by inch, day by day,/ I dissipate away,/ Till the vacuum fades into nothingness. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Published: 8/10/2014 - Complete
I no longer believe
And I no longer believe in a deity/ Who is okay with my pain apparently./ You never answer my knock at your door./ So I'm breaking it down and finding my way out./ There's no God, there's no God, can you hear my heart shout? *Post-grunge/ Alternative metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Published: 8/10/2014 - Complete
Don't be scared, just cross the street
"Don't be scared, just cross the street."/ You help me find courage in my heart beat./ "Don't be scared, just cross the street."/ With your words of strength my path is now lit./ "Don't be scared, just cross the street."/ I was falling, but I'll rise above it. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 8/10/2014 - Complete
Tell me, oh, Sire reviews
Their books filled with your words/ Tell me I deserve/ A pit of fire./ Am I so disgusting?/ Am I so lost now?/ Tell me, oh, Sire! *Goth-rock* To God.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/6/2014 - Complete
For you, brother
For you, I'll keep myself strong,/ For you, I'll make myself brave./ For you, I'll defy death and/ Crawl out of this rotting grave. *Personal. For my guy best friend.*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Published: 8/6/2014 - Complete
In the playground of the Devil
In the playground of the Devil/ Where I ended up due to my free will,/ I tear down the blood painted doors/ Searching for the pure girl I was before./ Only you can find her, this truth I now know./ But you're just way too far, and I'll die solo. *Goth-rock* Theme- death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Published: 8/4/2014 - Complete
The veil
Can I pierce through the veil/ And cross over to my precious old human world?/ Reclaim my righteousness?/ Get back inside the body of that broken girl? *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 8/4/2014 - Complete
Nihil (Existential crisis)
I'm swimming in a sea of misery,/ Searching for a reason behind all of it./ But nobody can address my query,/ And nothing can restore faith to my heart beat. *Post-grunge/ Alternative metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 8/4/2014 - Complete
I'm alone (Imaginary)
I'm alone, and I'll just stay broken,/ Cause I'll hear words you haven't spoken./ I'm alone, forever and always,/ Your white horse swallowed up by darkness. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 7/30/2014 - Complete
Godspeed
I don't care about the ghost from your past./ I won't let her get to me, get to us./ Now I'm not insecure, I'm full of trust./ I've got everything I'll need./ So go ahead girl, Godspeed. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 7/30/2014 - Complete
I'm not sorry (Thank you)
I'm not sorry,/ Don't you worry,/ I'm not killing myself with guilt/ Like you expect me to./ Thank you! *Cat-fight* *Pop* NOT personal.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Published: 7/28/2014
Girl, run, run, run reviews
Run as far away from him as you can./ He's a heartless monster disguised as a man./ He tore at my heart with his claw./ I'm standing here, my wounds still raw./ But unlike you, I do learn./ Run away, girl, before you burn./ Don't be stupid, girl, please learn./ He broke us, now it's a new girl's turn./ Girl, run, run, run. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/28/2014 - Complete
Disposable
Now I can't trust anymore,/ Lost the faith I had before./ What guarantee do I have that I won't be used again?/ And thrown away when the well bottomed out, in so much pain? *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 7/28/2014 - Complete
Guillotine
And as I take a breath for the very last time,/ As the weight of this world slowly comes down on me,/ I close my eyes and go back to when you were mine,/ And my innocent heart was on the guillotine. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Published: 7/28/2014 - Complete
How to escape death
How to escape death/ At the hands of your past?/ Outrun the reaper./ In myself I lay my trust. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Published: 7/28/2014 - Complete
Interpolate (Old wives' tale)
Why don't you interpolate what you heard and/ Let all the love percolate through my heart and/ Just leave me out to die/ As you buy all their lies. *Post-grunge/ Alternative metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Published: 7/24/2014 - Complete
Medusa (Someone slay me) reviews
Now someone slay me,/ Someone cut off my head,/ Place it on a gold plate,/ And present it to him,/ In his darkest sweet dream./ Won't someone slay me? *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2014 - Complete
Automaton
Yes, I may not be human,/ But I will not be your slave./ Yes, I may not have a plan,/ But I will not leave my grave./ Can't carve an automaton out of blood and flesh./ Can't build an automaton out of my distress. *Post-grunge/ Alternative metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 7/19/2014 - Complete
The words you speak reviews
Never held a shield against the words you speak,/ So they hit me at a spot where I'm too weak./ Never knew how to get up without your hand,/ So I'm left drowning in a field of quicksand. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2014 - Complete
My song of strength
And I'm stronger than the tears I'm holding back./ No rhyme or rhythm but the past fades to black./ Because this is my song of strength./ I promise I'll go to great lengths/ To just get out and get away/ From my old worn out yesterday. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2014 - Complete
Copper
But you can't break me, I'm ductile./ And you can't take away my smile./ I'm copper,/ I'm copper,/ Turn my scar into strength in my veins,/ Conduct away all my shame and pain,/ I'm copper,/ I'm copper./ You can't drain my vast sea of love with your tiny dropper. *Ballad* Inspirational.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Published: 7/13/2014 - Complete
Like that old henge of stone
We are all on our own,/ And when our souls grow wise,/ Like that old henge of stone,/ We will not close our eyes./ We will stand there and take the pain,/ As if it's a sweet drop of rain,/ And hence you can't hurt me again. *Ballad* Philosophical.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/13/2014 - Complete
Amnesia (I will forget you)
I will forget you,/ Like you were never even here./ Defy gravity,/ Expel you from my atmosphere./ I will forget you,/ Like my soul never shed a tear./ Take one look at me,/ I've become everything you fear. *Post-Grunge/Nu-metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Published: 7/13/2014 - Complete
Someone freeze this earth on its axis
Someone freeze this earth on its axis./ That's the only way to make pain cease./ Someone freeze this earth on its axis./ That's the only way to make pain cease. *Goth-rock/Nu-metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Published: 7/13/2014 - Complete
Chiral (Nothing fits)
I've been caught up in a spiral,/ My mirror image is chiral,/ And nothing fits anymore./ And nothing will fit ever again. *Post Grunge/Alternative Metal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 7/13/2014 - Complete
Ventriloquist
But you're not my God, Mister Ventriloquist./ I won't preach your lies, or I'll cease to exist./ My lips are tightly sealed, I have no story to tell./ But I refuse to spread your twisted sermon as well./ Choir: (Say you love me, but not everything I am./ So you left me, but I just don't give a damn.) *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Published: 7/6/2014 - Complete
Here in my own little dark pit in hell reviews
Here in my own little dark pit in hell,/ I relive pages from our fairy-tale./ And when I wake up it's like I'm dead. *Gothic-ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2014 - Complete
This rain soaked small town reviews
When you think of this rain-soaked small town,/ I hope you think of me, even if for a little while./ When you miss her, and it brings you down,/ I hope you think of something happy and it makes you smile. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 376 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2014 - Complete
Please don't leave me (The final train)
Please don't leave me,/ I beg you a hundred times over,/ But you never answer./ Please forgive me,/ But I just can't be acting sober,/ When you're going so far. *Ballad* Song about someone you love moving away when you having told him/her how you feel.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Published: 7/5/2014 - Complete
Behind my back
Behind my back you probably call me those names,/ Dissecting and analysing all my guilt and shame./ I no longer trust you to be loyal to me./ I've come to believe this is how things will always be. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Published: 7/5/2014 - Complete
Never alone
And I know I'm never alone,/ My God will give me all the strength I need./ Don't let the pain turn me to stone,/ Let me shine with compassion as I breathe. *Ballad/hymn*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Published: 7/4/2014 - Complete
Lord, you're the only one
What can be worse than being truly sorry?/ Take away my pain, take away my worry./ Allow me redemption,/ Take away my sins./ Lord, you're the only one/ I still believe in. *Ballad/Hymn*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 7/4/2014 - Complete
If the cold world ends
I don't want to lose my faith on the world around,/ But in my dark lonely nights I've found/ So little goodness,/ If the cold world ends,/ And wipes away humanity from this sick town,/ Today it really won't bring me down. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Published: 7/1/2014 - Complete
Purge it out
Purge it out, purge it out, purge it out,/ All the sins that wear his face and shout/ At you every night in dreams where clouds/ Deafen you with a thunder so loud./ Purge it out, purge it out, purge it out. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Published: 7/1/2014 - Complete
Forgive yourself like you must
You made mistakes, gave in to lust,/ You chose the wrong person to trust,/ But you have to forgive yourself like you must./ You have to shake away the rust,/ You'll find your core behind your crust,/ And you have to forgive yourself like you must. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Published: 7/1/2014 - Complete
Doesn't it sting (I do not understand)
I do not understand how you chose to stay lost./ I do not understand how you can pay the cost./ I do not understand anything./ But tell me, baby, doesn't it sting? *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Published: 6/30/2014 - Complete
The truth
Keep on saying it to yourself enough times,/ Some day you might just start to believe it./ (But it still cannot be the truth.)/ And lies can only bury a sinful crime,/ In a hollow heart measuring six feet./ (But it still cannot kill the truth.) *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Published: 6/30/2014 - Complete
My elastic limit
How can you not know?/ This is as far as I can go./ Push me beyond my elastic limit,/ And I'll just snap then and there, I mean it. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 6/30/2014 - Complete
Your secret's safe
I couldn't be bothered to rip the mask off your face./ I just pierced through the veil blinding me from your darkness./ I'll let time take its sweet toll on your sins./ I'm only concerned about my well being. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Published: 6/30/2014 - Complete
I wish you could see me today
And I wish, I so wish,/ I wish you could see me today./ Broken girl, every piece,/ Is standing tall,/ Despite it all,/ Free from all the shame and all the pain./ And you can never hurt me again. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/30/2014 - Complete
Alone (Pacific Fire Ring)
You walked away from me and never looked back./ The water colored dreams slowly faded to black./ And I'm left with myself, fragile little thing,/ And I'm trapped inside the Pacific Fire Ring. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 6/30/2014 - Complete
Anchor
I stared at the distant shore with longing in my defeated eyes./ If I drown in my watery grave, will the waves echo my cries?/ And then you pulled me back to my home safe./ My sweet anchor, my reason to be brave. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/30/2014 - Complete
As my consciousness fades reviews
And as my consciousness fades,/ As eternity invades,/ I want you to know I found my peace./ And as my consciousness fades,/ As all my sins are erased,/ I want you to know it cured my disease. *Gothic ballad* Theme- ath.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2014 - Complete
I fear (What I know)
You fear death because you fear the unknown./ You cling to your sins, it clings to your bones./ But I fear more what I do know,/ What I am, so I'm letting go. *Gothic ballad* Theme- death/suicide.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Published: 6/23/2014 - Complete
It's not on you
And thank you for trying./ But when the will to live is dying,/ There's nothing one can do./ So don't blame yourself, it's not on you. *Gothic ballad* Theme- suicide/death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2014 - Complete
When my eyes close
When my eyes close/ For what's the very last time, I'm sure,/ Know that I chose/ To save my heart, death will make it pure. *Gothic ballad* Theme-death/suicide.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/23/2014 - Complete
Rapunzel
I was safe in the shelter of my room./ You took me out just to bring me more gloom./ Well, this is what happens when/ Sweet fairytales meet a twisted nightmare./ But now that I've got rid of my long hair,/ You'll never reach me again. *Goth rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Published: 6/23/2014 - Complete
Shadow (Doppelganger)
Cause why will I ever listen to my shadow self?/ And all the lights go out till even my shadow pales./ You're not real, this I know,/ A reflection, a clone, a shadow,/ You better let me go. *Goth rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2014 - Complete
I stole your cake
You can't hold a grudge against someone/ For an old honest mistake./ You aid her breakdown and have your fun./ Sorry, but I stole your cake. *pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 6/23/2014 - Complete
And flames turn to amber
And flames turn to amber,/ Snow engulfs December,/ But I still remember. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/23/2014 - Complete
Stepping stones
Well, this life is a tiring path made of stepping stones,/ And when we miss a step, we're scared of drowning all alone./ But if a pebble in the water can send ripples so far,/ Imagine what we can do given how powerful we are./ There's no reason for us to be afraid./ And I'll step on the next stone now, just wait. *Folk ballad* Inspirational.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2014 - Complete
My heart's a crystal
My heart's a crystal, and it's pretty clear,/ It'll heal itself, you just wait and watch here./ Nothing's ever broken beyond repair,/ If only you have the will./ I've recovered the part of me that cares,/ And now is my time to heal. *Pop Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/19/2014 - Complete
I've gotta do what I've gotta do
But I, I've gotta do what I've gotta do,/ To get over and stay over you./ And I, I've gotta do what I've gotta do,/ To start over and start life anew./ I've gotta do what I've gotta do,/ I've gotta do what I've gotta do. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2014 - Complete
Hate to break it to you, mister
Hate to break it to you, mister,/ Well, not really./ I've healed my heart of your blisters,/ Don't be silly./ Hate to break it to you, mister,/ Well, not really./ I survived your twisted twister,/ I'm kill -billy. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2014
Lullaby reviews
I close my eyes/ And drift away/ From a world I no longer belong in./ I cannot lie/ Another day,/ Now is my time to right all my wronging. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/14/2014 - Complete
Can't let it out reviews
Can't let it out,/ Can't let it go,/ Can't find the strength to shout./ Or let my sorrow flow./ Can't let it out,/ Can't keep it in,/ No emotions allowed,/ Numb out all the feelings. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/14/2014 - Complete
Behind the clouds
Behind the clouds there lies a kingdom of stars,/ Chocolate coated cookies in a golden jar./ Some split seconds are a reminder/ Of how it was, I have to find her./ And that's my only hope in a world full of doubts-/ My Paradise waiting for me behind the clouds. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2014 - Complete
Me against the Universe
Me against the Universe,/ Me all alone with the curse/ That's surging through my searing veins,/ Till I'm drowning in my weary pain,/ And the urge to die strikes yet again./ But I still hold myself back./ I'm not done till your heart cracks. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2014 - Complete
Oblivion
And the world fades into oblivion./ Hold me tight inside your fist on our holy union./ And the walls morph into your smiling face./ Told me you'll stay, you were right, you're something I can't erase. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2014 - Complete
Angel in my bosom sleep reviews
Angel in my bosom sleep,/ Sweet dreams are here, take a sip,/ Angel in my bosom sleep./ I'll stay by your side,/ Sleep through this dark night,/ You're safe from harm in your crib./ Angel in my bosom sleep,/ Angel in my bosom sleep. *Gothic lullaby*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/13/2014 - Complete
Heaven help me
Everything haunts me in my sleep,/ Heaven help me chase my monsters away./ Something's hurting me way too deep,/ Heaven help me wake up to a new day. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Published: 6/13/2014 - Complete
How could you (Monster)
It would have been so much easier for me,/ If you just took my hand and said, "it's okay"./ I reached out so many times and I waited,/ For some kind of response from you day after day./ But I was greeted by a deafening silence from your end./ How could you be such a monster? I can never comprehend. *Ballad* To DJS.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Published: 6/13/2014 - Complete
Until you're here
Until you're here,/ There will be tears/ That blur the beauty of this good old world from my eyes./ Until you're here,/ There will be fears/ That make me see everyone as traitors in disguise./ And I'll wait for the sinister skies to clear,/ Until you're here,/ Until you're here. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Published: 6/12/2014 - Complete
Good night (Don't believe them)
When push comes to shove, when hell knocks at our door,/ You and I are outnumbered./ We have a far better chance of surviving,/ If you're lost in sweet slumber./ So all alone, I'll stand and fight./ Sleep well, my bleeding heart, good night. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Published: 6/11/2014 - Complete
My burning tornado
I stare at the golden clouds in morbid horror,/ Beauty in danger at its very best./ My frozen limbs refuse to let me run away./ The flames touch my heart and I come to rest. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 6/11/2014 - Complete
The last (My turn)
The waves of time drag away/ The most precious of my days/ Into the dark abyss of the past./ The flames of change burn away/ The words that made my heart sway./ And my turn's soon, but I'd be the last. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Published: 6/11/2014 - Complete
The cost of love
The cost of love is searing pain,/ Watching your soul seep down the drain./ The cost of love is severed veins,/ Feeling nothing deep down again. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 6/11/2014 - Complete
Distortion
I can't go on like this anymore./ I can't find a reason to live for./ Each time my sweet darkness rears its head,/ I shove it down deeper inside my heart,/ Till it seeps into my veins of red,/ And shoots my broken soul with poisoned darts. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Published: 6/10/2014 - Complete
Haunted (I promise you)
God isn't in idols,/ God doesn't respond to fasts./ You've been badly broken,/ So hung up in your lost past,/ That you've woken up to find/ You've built a today you never wanted./ So you run and you go blind,/ But I promise you, you will be haunted.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Published: 6/10/2014 - Complete
I'm sorry (Be a better person)
So this is me lying casually on my bed,/ My wounded soul is kneeling in front of you instead./ Saying, I'm sorry,/ I'm sorry,/ Praying, for glory,/ For glory./ And the strength to be a better person.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Published: 6/10/2014 - Complete
Forgive me (My darkest twisted dreams)
Forgive me, I can't save you from his lust./ I could tell you the truth, but I don't have your trust./ He'll take over your mind, take full control./ You'll slave away your body, sell away your soul,/ And there's nothing I can do about it, forgive me. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Published: 6/9/2014 - Complete
Forgive me (I can't tell you)
I can't lead us to that sad death,/ You're the only utopia I know./ I can never bring you such pain./ I love you more than enough to let go./ Forgive me, I can't tell you now what happened./ I'm afraid you might hate me for loving you./ Forgive me, I have to go, this has to end./ I won't answer, it's best you don't have a clue. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2014 - Complete
I wish (Fall into you)
Look at us, two lost souls afraid of love, isn't it a match made in hell?/ No matter what we choose to do now, we'll crash and burn, anyone can tell./ And I wish I would choose to try and fail,/ Fall into you before we bid farewell,/ But instead I'm ringing our sweet death bell. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Published: 6/8/2014 - Complete
My methadone
You know how unlucky I've always been and I'll always be./ Something or the other will somehow take you away from me./ And then I'll be left to die all alone./ So I won't let you be my methadone. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 6/8/2014 - Complete
World under my feet
Random happy song, musical style. Personal.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 6/5/2014 - Complete
I'll fly again
Everybody has evil in them, everybody gives in once or twice./ But what matters is the choice we consciously make when we open our eyes./ Now it's time to be a good person,/ Now it's time give the world reasons/ To believe that angel's really do exist./ I've fallen, but I'll fly again, that's the twist!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 443 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/4/2014 - Complete
My Lucifer
Then I woke up to see who you really are./ The human embodiment of the fallen Lucifer./ Your words blurred my better judgment,/ You lead me on my path of sins./ I'll never forgive your treason,/ My soul burns in hell and I cringe. *Goth rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Published: 6/4/2014 - Complete
Away from me
Run away from me./ I'm a horsemen of sorrow, regret, fear and mistakes./ If I put my heart on the line, I'll put you at stake./ Run away from me. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Published: 6/4/2014 - Complete
Sing my song back to me
Please sing my song/ Back to me./ It's been so long/ That I've forgotten the tune./ Please sing my song/ Back to me./ Bring me a dawn,/ Let it all be over soon. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/4/2014 - Complete
Nothing left
Tried to heal the scars deep inside,/ But the hole only grows in size./ You take cover and lay in wait,/ Puppet in the hands of your fate./ Fading away until there's nothing left anymore. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/4/2014 - Complete
Laments of a broken heart reviews
Shouldn't have sold away the line dividing right and wrong./ Shouldn't have left sweet home in search of a place to belong./ Now look at the shackles of regret my limbs are bound in./ Is it my own tombstone that I can see myself founding? *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/4/2014 - Complete
Pandora's box
I linger on in the empty haunted halls,/ And beg to my shadow on the mould wrapped walls,/ Take responsibility for your dark deed,/ Find a twisted wounded way to undo it. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Published: 6/2/2014 - Complete
Premonitions
All the things that I desperately convinced myself were signs back then/ Are now starting to shape shift into their true forms and look like omens,/ Warnings for the arrival of the demon torn straight from hell's liver./ When I think of how blind I was to the premonitions, I shiver. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Published: 6/2/2014 - Complete
Faustian deal
Because I played the part of Faust,/ Sold away my soul to buy this acid tripping pain./ And just look at what it cost,/ I've been swimming in the venom I found in my veins./ My sanity has been lost,/ And nothing can make me feel human ever again. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Published: 6/1/2014 - Complete
Shadows of gloom
I no longer hope against hope,/ Hotwired my heart and learnt to cope./ I no longer have faith in love/ Sent down from the Heaven above./ Nothing can move me but you,/ And you won't ever try to./ So I'll take roots here and let my thorns bloom,/ Find my shelter in my shadows of gloom. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Published: 5/29/2014 - Complete
Change your ways
Let go, let go, let go, / I know, I know, I know/ Just how it ends./ (Like every time)/ So I won't let it begin./ I'll make amends./ (For all my crimes)/ There's no way I'm giving in./ Let go, let go, let go,/ I know, I know, I know/ To change your fate,/ You need to change your ways. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2014 - Complete
Find my own way
You can help me, but you shouldn't./ I could use help, but I wouldn't./ I must not walk away/ From these wasted tangles of pain./ I must find my own way/ Back to the light of my Heaven. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2014 - Complete
Drops of H2O
Can't rain on you, oh, no,/ Like these drops of h-two-o,/ When we roll off your face and shoulders,/ We'll hit the ground that's hard and colder./ And I can't take that, honey. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Published: 5/28/2014 - Complete
Forgive me (Heart shaped funnel)
Nobody can ever want me,/ But you're not a nobody now, are you?/ And hope is the sweetest killer./ Its wings can carry me to Waterloo./ Forgive me, but I have to turn you away,/ Send you back home through the dark forlorn tunnels./ Forgive me, but I'm broken and burnt today,/ I've been bleeding pain through my heart shaped funnel. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/28/2014 - Complete
Eternal punishment
The person I used to be is deceased./ Bury the remains and put my soul at ease./ Save me, let my hollowed heart find release/ From this eternal punishment./ Amen. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Published: 5/28/2014 - Complete
Who am I (None of my concern)
But it's none of my concern./ Sorry but she'll have to learn/ The hard way like the rest of us./ Forgive me, for I won't trespass./ Who am I to play the Savior?/ Who am I to change her fate?/ Who am I to decide right and wrong?/ She'll pay for mistakes she'll make. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/28/2014 - Complete
Must be something roofied into the rain
Must be something roofied into the rain,/ Must be something wrong with me again,/ I can't really be in love with you./ Look into your eyes, and I've healed from pain,/ Tie my heart up in the strongest chains./ Cause I can no longer say what's true! *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Published: 5/27/2014 - Complete
Just sleep walk
Just sleep walk/ Through the nightmare of it all./ Just sleep walk/ Till you reach the edge and fall./ Just sleep walk/ And you'll catch yourself mid-flight./ Just sleep walk/ To survive this endless night. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 5/26/2014 - Complete
Embrace the darkness in me
Embrace the darkness burned in my head./ I won't let it control me anymore./ I'll be at the helm of it instead./ I'll seize its power to the very core. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2014 - Complete
Must be something roofied into the night
Must be something roofied into the night./ Must be the way the dimming street lights/ Are making the pavement seem bewitched./ We sit there together, but I take flight,/ Whiplash my heart now, cause I just might/ Give in to the part of it that twitched. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
Say goodbye, blur the line
Lost in the dark box of your twisted lies,/ Left in the shadows of my broken skies,/ I stagger on till the edge of the terrace,/ I stare at the concrete ground, the perfect place/ To lay down this worthless body of mine./ It's time to say goodbye and blur the line. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
Hello, my Waterloo reviews
Hello, my Waterloo,/ My foot won't fit into that shoe,/ And you'll leave my heart beaten,/ But the silly thing is so smitten/ With just the thought of you,/ Hello, my Waterloo. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
My last open door reviews
If I choose you,/ I'll lay on the line/ All of me this time,/ My fears, my gaps./ If I lose you,/ The last string holding/ The pieces of me/ Together snaps./ And it's not worth that risk. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
Hello there, recognise me
Break through the pain/ And feel again./ Maybe someday/ I'll be away/ From everything I've become. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
Clear blue sky
You might capture pictures of the clear blue sky,/ But you can't escape the dark clouds in your mind./ Forgive us, our trespasses,/ I can see through your white framed glasses/ Into the eyes that twinkle with death. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
Of sin and sanity (Whatcha gonna do)
Whatcha gonna do, whatcha gonna do,/ When your sins close in on you?/ Whatcha gonna do, whatcha gonna do,/ When your darkest fears come true? *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
Your act of forgiveness reviews
Cause your act of forgiveness/ Changed my life./ Without this soothing kindness/ I'd have died./ You made me see/ The monster I can be./ And you're the reason I choose to disown/ That dark part of me. *Gothic ballad* An apology. Personal.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
Noble
You think you're so noble, / But there's no nobility in coldness. / Who do you think you are / To decide what's justice, what's punishment?/ They might worship you as / The savior they all mistook you for./ But my eyes are open/ And I won't be fooled by you anymore. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
Dry blood stains on my guitar reviews
I stood there and watched as it bled,/ Payback for each tear I have shed./ Go on, punish me for delivering justice to myself./ Go on, punish me, I'm ready, I expected nothing else/ From a dystopian world so unfair/ That we've already forgotten to care. 8Goth-rock* Theme- Murdering a shooting star for twisting a wish. Rated for theme.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/23/2014 - Complete
Grave robber (Destiny)
You're digging up the dead and the decayed/ Parts of me I once upon a time laid/ Down on Mother Earth, hoping she'll absorb the pain./ Now you're robbing me of my dignity again. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Published: 5/23/2014 - Complete
And it never happened
And I won't feel the pain/ If it never happened,/ And it never happened,/ If I just tell my veins/ That it never happened,/ And it never happened. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Published: 5/23/2014 - Complete
Turn me into wood (Daphne)
Save me from the darkness that's after me since/ The day it first whispered in my ears convinced/ That we belong together, but I don't think so./ Turn me into wood now just so it lets me go./ Turn me into wood now, I'm tired of being followed. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Published: 5/22/2014 - Complete
In the depths of the ocean (Little Mermaid)
With my voice lost in the depths of the ocean,/ I'll dive deep into it and swim till I regain/ All the pieces of me that I gave away./ I'll drown you in my heart to find myself today. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 5/22/2014 - Complete
Beauty and the beast
Beauty/ (Or the broken pieces of me),/ And beast/ (Or my prince for whom I exist),/ Together, forever, and ever we dance,/ In my mind where you gave us another chance. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 5/22/2014 - Complete
Conceal, conceal
I can't spend one more second chasing after a love that's doomed./ All my strength and all my will to hold on has been long consumed./ Right in front of my eyes/ All his twisted sick lies/ Tore apart everything I ever believed in./ A new knock on my door, but it can't make me give in. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Published: 5/22/2014 - Complete
Cinderella (Missing)
And I'm realize I've been missing. (I've been missing.)/ Why hasn't anyone called it in? (Please call it in)/ Pumpkin carriage turned to a death march,/ How long will I be missing, dear Universe? *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Published: 5/22/2014 - Complete
Give or take (Surrender)
We've been over/ Since the dawn of time,/ You were never mine,/ Now I know it was all make believe,/ Give or take, turns out I had to give,/ And I will not keep drowning in the desert you built for me! *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Published: 5/22/2014 - Complete
If I go blind
Say goodbye,/ Eye for an eye,/ And if I go blind,/ I can leave behind/ All that is left of the girl/ That was me in a perfect world. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 5/22/2014 - Complete
This love
This love is different,/ This love is the one I've set free./ And I am happy/ Knowing well you'll never be with me./ You see,/ This love taught me to love selflessly. *Folk-ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Published: 5/22/2014 - Complete
It's not what it seems
It's not what it seems,/ It's not what it seems!/I won't listen to you again, Universe,/ You can give a rest to your screams./ It just can't be him,/ It just can't be him! *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Published: 5/22/2014 - Complete
Believe in me when I say
You've gotta believe in me today,/ Believe in me when I say,/ I believe in you, you'll find your way. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Published: 5/22/2014 - Complete
The twilight factor
And you abandoned me right there./ I'm so lonely now, and I'm so scared./ Didn't factor in/ Every little thing/ Before I placed my heart in your hands,/ And now I finally understand. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 5/19/2014 - Complete
You're not here
Bring me back to myself,/ Only you can accomplish the impossible./ Bring me back my lost faith/ In happy endings and true love and miracles. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Published: 5/19/2014 - Complete
Creature of despair
Treat me with love,/ I'll fake a smile made of plastic./ Greet me with hate,/ Nothing you say can make me weak./ I'm not real./ I don't feel anymore. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/19/2014 - Complete
Undo
Justice is an act of fiction./ I don't rely on your conviction./ I know you'll get to walk away free/ Despite breaking all I used to be./ But I have plans to fix myself and undo your crime./ I'll be back again someday, just give it some time. *Rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/19/2014 - Complete
Annihilator
Oh Almighty, oh Annihilator,/ Erase this darkness in me,/ So I can get better./ Reduce it to dust, cause I/ Can't keep it together,/ Not anymore. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2014 - Complete
One last kick
And every time this stone cold heart finds a feeble beat,/ Every time I find myself growing a little weak,/ I remind myself of my self-respect at your feet,/ How you didn't hesitate to give it one last kick.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2014 - Complete
Follow your dreams reviews
"Follow your dreams"/ And it leads me to a place where my heart is so/ Hollow and cold,/ I'll fall into reality if I let go./ So I must hold on tight,/ Sleep through the lonely night,/ And follow my dreams till the end of me. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2014 - Complete
The power of love
All those books and all those songs,/ All those words made out of lies,/ You've been away from me for so long,/ It's been months since our goodbyes,/ And I,/ I don't believe in the power of love anymore,/ Cause I don't see you knocking on my front door./ And I'm no longer the girl I used to be before./ I don't believe in the power of love anymore.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2014 - Complete
In the middle of all this
They never change,/ They never learn,/ They never break./ You want revenge/ You're left to burn/ For those mistakes./ He's the one you hate, he's the one you miss,/ And standing in the middle of all this,/ Can you just let it all go, please?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2014 - Complete
The numb way out
I'll pick the numb way out, / I'm so used to it by now, / I'll pour chloroform all over my soul. / As long as it's in sweet restless slumber,/ No one can ever hurt me,/ And my sorrow can never take control.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2014 - Complete
Exuvie
Cast off the part connected to nerves / To cast away the pain that still reverbs / Deep inside my beacon of darkness. / There's no escape from this sacred place./ Cast off the part that wants to feel once more, / And lose the key to this sanctuary's locked door. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2014 - Complete
Never leave
I just found something that'll never fade to black./ I just found the only thing I'll always lack./ You're all around me, I'm haunted, stuck in this abyss./ Said I wasn't gonna lose you again, and you kept your promise,/ I knew you'd never leave,/ Your memories scream it out loud till I believe,/ I knew you'd never leave me again. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/16/2014 - Complete
Red Riding Hood reviews
My Little Red Riding Hood,/ Don't run, don't scream, be good./ Your flesh makes me drool with need./ Give in to me, and you can breathe./ Give in to me, just like you should,/ My Little Red Riding Hood. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/16/2014 - Complete
If we split
If we split,/ We'd wake up every morning with a dull ache in our heart beat./ If we split, / Our empty weary souls would slip to the ground under our feet./ If we split, / It would be hearing every goodbye ever said on repeat./ If we split,/ If we split. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/16/2014 - Complete
Retrovirus reviews
Everything I ever used to be,/ Bows down to you,/ Worthy adversary,/ Retrovirus,/ Pieces of us. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Complete
My fault
Yes, it's my fault,/ That I wasn't a good enough rag doll./ Sorry I'm made of flesh and blood and feelings,/ And a mouth that lets me speak./ Sorry I couldn't bear your sweet hands on me/ Through the loneliest of weeks,/ Darling, you made my heart halt. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Complete
Fallen
I've fallen so far from my place/ In that frozen piece of heart you walk the earth with./ I've fallen so far from the grace/ That let me hold my twisted head up high and breathe./ I've fallen into the hands of cold harsh reality/ That shows me no mercy, that shows me no pity./ And I know you won't shed even a single tear for your fallen angel of a lie./ But neither will I. Gothrock
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Complete
The fall song reviews
And I will take the fall, my darling, yes, yours as well./ I remember how I had promised you once that when you're gone I'll go on living but for two./ So you can blame it all on me, spin your own twisted tale./ You can take it all away from me, but you can never turn me into a monster like you. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Complete
From the cocoon
Now it's time to untangle/ From the cocoon that's been crushing my wings/ Before my poor soul could even fly./ Burn it down, burn every old jarred thing,/ I won't let another day pass me by. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Complete
Behind the horizon
And walk,/ Keep walking away from the past/ Till it disappears behind the horizon. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Complete
Tame this shrew reviews
You're thinking I've got a few loose screws./ You're thinking your words can tame this shrew./ But I'm wild like the weeping wind on its way out of town,/ Rattling sedimented hearts and breaking fragile things down-/ I'm just trouble now. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Complete
The exit
Burn it down./ Won't you turn me inside out?/ Dispose off whatever is left of the life I left behind./ Burn the bridges, close the shutters, erase it from my mind. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Complete
Driven by your lust
This is just the start/ Of the rest/ Of your life./ And without a heart/ In your chest/ You'll survive/ Just fi-ine./ But you'll be deprived/ Of attachments and trust,/ Driven by your lust.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Complete
Why won't you run away
Why won't you run away?/ Why would you choose to stay/ In the middle of the battle field?/ Holding a tattered shield/ That can't protect you from anything./ Can't you see you're bleeding? *Ballad* Song about loving someone who is in love with someone else.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/9/2014 - Complete
Hear me
To hear, wants to hear, has to hear-/ That's when he knocks on your door,/ Unaware you leave it wide open for him,/ In case he ever wants more-/ But he never wants more. *Ballad* Song about being in denial about loving someone who loves someone else.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Published: 5/9/2014 - Complete
Rescue me
Nobody will come to the rescue./ It's all on you, it's all on you./ Get acquainted with the pain/ So you can become best friends,/ Because it won't leave you anytime soon./ And when you make that wish on your blue moon *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Published: 5/8/2014 - Complete
The world's a cage
I'm free from it all, none of it is real./ Why do they think the world's a stage?/ Why don't they know the world's a cage?/ That keeps them chained/ o expectations and pain./ But I'll never be one of them again. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/8/2014 - Complete
Bleed no more
Come back- Do I go back to what used to be home back when I was me?/ Go on- Do I keep moving forward to touch down on who I want to be?/ Come back- Do I let the cold and lonely waves pull me back to the shore?/ Go on/ Do I make myself switch it all off now so that I bleed no more? *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Published: 5/8/2014 - Complete
White framed spectacles
And once again I find myself lost in/ The same old familiar unseen unknown scene-/ Your white framed spectacles/ And my washed up miracles,/ Your mowed down pink pimples,/ And my burnt out fairytales. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/8/2014 - Complete
Grievances reviews
Well, you took your chances, / Now you can't air your grievances,/ Now you have to live with the outcome,/ Whether it eats you alive or makes you numb. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/6/2014 - Complete
Nobody's safe reviews
See, the truth is, there's nothing you can do to protect yourself./ Polonium can penetrate through the thickest of lead shells./ While it's fun to play deaf,/ To pretend that you're safe,/ Nobody is,/ I promise. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/6/2014 - Complete
My molten, fused yesterday
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom,/ Hello, my impending doom./ Now all that is left of me/ Are the things I can carry/ With me safely to my grave./ Hello, my sweet deadly wave./ Come on now, quick, wash away,/ My molten, fused yesterday. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6/2014 - Complete
Me, her, whatever
My soul has reached rest-mass./ It's time to break the glass./ Cross over to the other side/ Where my sweet spirit chose to hide./ I'll find it on the other side of the Mirror,/ So the monster wearing my skin can be Me, her,/ Whatever. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6/2014 - Complete
Making amends
Now I'll grieve the things I can't fix,/ The memories on the non-erasable disc./ And I'll make amends for the rest,/ The wrongs I did that are now tearing at my chest. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6/2014 - Complete
The truth is out there
I'm so lost without your light to guide my way./ But the truth is out there, and I'll find it someday./ You can't keep me drowning in your Atlantis city./ You can't keep me chained by your lies for eternity. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6/2014 - Complete
Back to the roots reviews
Trail of dust,/ Worn out boots,/ Go if you must,/ Back to the roots./ Rugged tracks,/ Miles on foot,/ You're going back,/ Back to the roots. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/6/2014 - Complete
Just another river in Egypt reviews
And now you'll wear a mask,/ Wipe away the teardrops on your guitar./ You'll laugh each time they ask,/ And secretly cry yourself a river,/ Just another river in Egypt,/ But you drowned yourself in it. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/4/2014 - Complete
Venom
Venom in my veins,/ Venom heal my pain,/ Venom hug me again./ Venom,/ It's time to end this,/ So come,/ Stop my heart, oh please,/ Venom. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2014 - Complete
Occecation reviews
His occecation, his hypnosis,/ Left me craving one more toxic kiss./ Don't you put an end to this!/ Don't you try to help me, please! *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2014 - Complete
Resipiscentia
Now I'll talk about you only in past tenses./ I'm finally awake, I've come to my senses./ Your tourniquet/ Was cutting off the blood flow from my brain./ And you can bet/ I'll never ever turn to you again. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Published: 5/4/2014 - Complete
I'm sorry, thirteen reviews
But what's the point? / Because I set your world on fire / And watched it burn to the ground. / You fought so hard and got so far, / And I only let you down./ And I'm sorry. *Apology to my thirteen year old self. Personal.*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2014 - Complete
Darling, put the gun down reviews
Darling, put the gun down,/ We don't have to do this now./ Don't feed your tears with your spilled blood,/ Don't crawl under the cozy mud./ You can't sleep before you wake up,/ You can't be lost before you're found,/ Darling, put the gun down,/ Darling put the gun down. *Gothic ballad. Rated for suicidal theme.*
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Spiritual/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2014 - Complete
How do we sleep at night reviews
How do you sleep at night?/ Don't the guilt and the regret/ Don't the pain and the dark hate/ Clench you in their fists so tight?/ How do you sleep at night?/ How do you sleep at night?/ Don't the memories of the past/ Don't the images of that us/ Tell you that nothing's alright?/ How do you sleep at night? *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2014 - Complete
Painted reviews
I'll paint it dark red with my cold curdling blood,/ I'll paint it blue with all my misery,/ I'll paint it yellow with your favorite song,/ I'll paint it green with disgust, don't worry. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2014 - Complete
My human switch reviews
And emptiness is all I can feel,/ Am I still human? Am I still real?/ Or is it just one more thing he chose to steal?/ Turn it back on, my human switch, make me heal. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2014 - Complete
Me in another life reviews
Watching me in another life,/ Where the pain is a little less,/ And there's a smile on my face,/ And a dream tucked in the pocket of my jeans./ Me in another life that could have been. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2014 - Complete
A blessing in disguise reviews
Lord, I'm trying to break through,/ The wall dividing me from you./ I'd been blaming you for my pain,/ Cause I asked for your blessing back then./ But now I've realized/ The apocalypse that took him away was/ A blessing in disguise. *Gothic ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2014 - Complete
Invisible carving
Burnt my heart, burnt my skin,/ Yes, you made the invisible carving,/ Etched on my skin for eternity./ Ain't it twisted? Ain't it pretty? *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2014 - Complete
Wake up sleeping beauty
And here in the dark,/ Will you be my spark?/ I'll run away from your kiss now/ Just like I ran away from me./ But now more than ever before/ I beg you, I need you to be/ The one who wakes up sleeping beauty./ Can you do that for me?/ Wake up sleeping beauty. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2014 - Complete
Sentenced to hate reviews
I've been sentenced to hate/ You and now I'm losing my faith./ I've been sentenced to wait/ Another few decades for death. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2014 - Complete
One more time, Universe
Oh, Universe, reach out to me one more time./ Don't let your signs die out like bells that forget to chime./ Make me believe,/ Make me cry, grieve,/ Make me follow the signs you send my way,/ Make me stop questioning you today,/ Make me that blind optimist one more time. *Goth*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2014 - Complete
Goodbye to The One who never came reviews
You can't just waltz into my life someday,/ And expect me to tuck my walls away./ Cause you aren't here when I need you,/ And it's been a while since I bid you/Goodbye.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2014 - Complete
I hope you never have a daughter reviews
I hope you never have a daughter./ I hope you never wake up to see/ That a guy like you has caught her./ I hope she never ends up like me/ Thanks to things life never taught her./ I hope you never have a daughter./ I hope you never have a daughter. *Piano ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/23/2014 - Complete
How were you supposed to know
How were you supposed to know/ That all he did was just for show?/ That one fine day he'll just let go?/ That his words were so empty, and his heart so hollow?/ You think of what you gave him, and it's hard to swallow./ But how were you supposed to know? *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Published: 4/23/2014 - Complete
Consent reviews
Well, I never consented to be where I am today./ I never consented to being used and thrown away./ I made my decision based on the circumstances,/ I trusted you blindly, I took my chances./ And I won't let you dodge your share of responsibility./ So don't spit out words like consent, no points for self-pity. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/23/2014 - Complete
Fire-fighter reviews
Breathe in, breathe out,/ Feel your heart feel lighter./ Don't you let go,/ You will hold on tighter./ He burnt your soul,/ But you're a fire-fighter./ Yes, you're a fire-fighter. *Rock-ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/23/2014 - Complete
I'm not gonna stop reviews
I'm not gonna stop,/ I'll make your jaws drop/ When I bounce back stronger./ Your plan to break me flopped./ I'm not gonna stop,/ I'm not gonna stop.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/23/2014 - Complete
And here we are reviews
And here we are./ This is not the end, it's just the beginning./ Cross my fingers, hope that I'll be winning./ That might just heal a scar./ And here we are.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/23/2014 - Complete
Don't hold me back reviews
I wish to stand all alone today./ Don't hold me back, I'll push you away./ Cut the strings holding my heart together./ Let me bleed so that I can get better./ Save the kind words that you have to say./ Don't hold me back, I'll push you away. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/18/2014 - Complete
Loose end reviews
Now I'm just a loose end for you./ Better watch out for the things I'll do./ I'm gonna burn your world down, it's true./ I'm a fatal loose end for you. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/18/2014 - Complete
For the first time in forever reviews
For the first time in forever, I'm free,/ To be whoever I want to be,/ To scale the rocks, or to climb a tree,/ To be a pirate or a monkey./ Now it's all up to me. *A happy outlook on a break up, celebration of the freedom*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 463 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2014 - Complete
Grieve reviews
No, I don't want your help,/ Could you all please just leave?/ Let me be by myself?/ Leave me in peace to grieve? *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/16/2014 - Complete
Silence
Silence/ Has never seemed this intense./ It's terrifying me,/ This uncertainty/ Of not knowing what storm is raging on in your mind./ Please open the door, I'm not afraid of what I'll find. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 4/16/2014 - Complete
Eulogy reviews
May your soul burn in hell,/ The same way the flames of all your lies,/ Engulfed my fairytale/ Right in front of your cold deadened eyes. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2014 - Complete
One with the wind reviews
Now I'm one with the wind, look at me./ I'm flying across the town, I'm free./ You can't hold me back anymore./ I'll rattle the windows and door./ I'll finally have a sip of liberty./ I'm one with the wind, can't you see?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2014 - Complete
Live like there's no tomorrow reviews
And now I stand in the tomorrow/ That I thought would never come./ And now I'm starting to realize/ That I'd been acting too dumb./ Now I'm counting my loss, cleaning my mess,/ I'm wiping the burning tears off my face./ And I'll find my way out of this sorrow./ But I swear that never again will I/ Live like there's no tomorrow.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2014 - Complete
My exception reviews
I always say how I feel before it's too late,/ But when it comes to you, oh, I'm not that brave./ I've been living in denial, hoping to forget./ And I plan to take this with me to my grave. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2014 - Complete
I'll be watching over you reviews
I wish I knew what to do to make it better,/ I wish you would let me hold it all together,/ But since you're chosen the loner way,/ Know that I'll be watching over you every day.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2014 - Complete
Dear God AKA Satan
Dear God, A.K.A. Satan,/ Oh, protector of the man/ Who plays with hearts and wins,/ Who burns their souls, their skins. *Goth-rock* Dark, angry.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Published: 4/13/2014 - Complete
History will repeat itself
History will repeat itself./ The curse is stored in a shelf/ In the corners of the heart of the woman/ Who tries so damn hard to believe that she can/ Chant Hail Mary and change his fate./ But it's set in stone, it's too late. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 4/13/2014 - Complete
Nobody will ever know reviews
Nobody will ever know,/ Because I won't let my scars show./ I'll hide them behind the beauty of my heart./ I won't let my whole life just fall apart./ It's over now, take a bow./ Nobody will ever know. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/13/2014 - Complete
I let it go
So you can dive into the depths of your depravity./ I don't hate you, all I have is pity./ And I will drive myself straight to the ends of a rainbow./ I don't love you, yes, I let it go. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Published: 4/11/2014 - Complete
Scars reviews
Scars are a testimony to the fact/ That you've stopped bleeding,/ That your heart's still intact./ Your pain is deeply seated,/ But you're not defeated./ Scars are the clotting of the crack. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/11/2014 - Complete
Deliver me from me reviews
Oh, deliver me from the sin/ That his lips have etched on my skin./ Oh, deliver me from the sin/ f being where I have once been./ Oh, deliver me from… me. *Dark, self-loathing, goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2014 - Complete
Waste of oxygen reviews
I'm a waste of oxygen,/ I wish to die too often,/ Cause what right do I have to live anymore? *Dark, Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2014 - Complete
Anything but true
And now that you've destroyed the vibrant part of my soul,/ And now that you've shown all you ever want is control,/ Now I know just how wrong I always have been about you,/ Now I know that everything I ever believed in was / Anything but true. *Ballad by a believer who has a crisis of faith*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Published: 4/6/2014 - Complete
Bro, you're on your own
An angry song about a player. Rated for adult themes.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Published: 4/3/2014 - Complete
Strongest reviews
And perhaps you think this is the end of me,/ When you see how my world's caught up in this wild tempest./ But I've never been more at peace with myself,/ I lived through my greatest fear to be at my strongest. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/3/2014 - Complete
An army of scorned girls reviews
Hold up, honey, hold on,/ Imma take a little time here to build/ An army of scorned girls/ Now I might be/ The things you called me/ But baby I ain't selfish./ And who am I / To wanna deny/ Them their little share in this? *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/3/2014 - Complete
It's your turn
Yes, it's your turn,/ It's your turn to burn,/ It's your turn to learn./ It's your turn now to lay it all out on the line,/ And drift to a dream world of "Oh, he's mine",/ And when he wakes you up as well with a rude jerk,/ I'd lo-ove to see that super annoying smirk. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Published: 3/31/2014 - Complete
Why do we fall
Why do we fall and why do we break?/ So we can rectify our mistake./ You stabbed my heart, I've pulled out the stake./ I'm finally breathing and wide awake!/ Bring it on, I can take it all./ Now I know why do we fall.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/29/2014 - Complete
The last time
This is the last time I'm feeling low like this,/ This is the last time a guy could make me feel so finished./ This is the last time I lost something I'll miss./ This is the last time I'm hurt, and knowing that brings me peace.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 3/29/2014 - Complete
I'm the girl
I'm the girl you broke and burned,/ I'm the girl who finally learned./ Watch out now, the wheels have turned./ I dropped the suit, the court's adjourned. / Now I'm the girl who will be the end of you./ I'm that girl, it's true. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Published: 3/29/2014 - Complete
Goodbye to me
Goodbye to the person I once used to be./ Goodbye, I won't cry, no, goodbye to me./ Goodbye to dreams of happily ever after with The One./ Goodbye to me, that chapter is done. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Published: 3/29/2014 - Complete
This is where I stand
This is where I stand,/ Sunk to the neck in quicksand,/ So far away from what I had planned,/ This is where I stand. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 3/29/2014 - Complete
Scarecrow
The many faces of me/ That you claim that you can see/ Have been tucked inside this rag I wear over my head./ You blame me for mistakes you made on your bed./ That's my fear, let's focus on yours now instead. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Published: 3/28/2014 - Complete
Pieces of me
But every single time you break me, I hope you know./ A few pieces will sting you, wherever you go,/ Digging into your brains till your eyes bleed for my blues,/ And you realize how you ended up a recluse.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Published: 3/28/2014 - Complete
Wishful thinking
Wishful thinking,/ That's all I have left for the years to come,/ But that's all you were for the years gone by./ You'll resonate like my own Taos Hum,/ And my love for you will just magnify. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 3/28/2014 - Complete
And I'll smile
And when we're out there on your own, like we've always been,/ Know that we'll make it, even when our whole world spins./ And when it's time to meet again after a long while,/ Know that your name will haunt my last breathe, and I'll smile. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Published: 3/28/2014 - Complete
See you in another life
I died this third of Feb, the girl in that/ Shirt with red and gray stripes./ But I'll see you in another life./ It's sad how we never got to the part/ Where we are man and wife./ But I'll see you in another life. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Published: 3/28/2014 - Complete
Never gone (This ain't goodbye)
My life will go on,/ But you're never gone./ If I said I'm not carrying you in my heart,/ That would be a lie./ And this ain't goodbye. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 3/28/2014 - Complete
This is me
But tonight I finally let myself see/ Exactly how everything is gonna be./ The cold harsh truth has left me breaking down now,/ So I'm writing up this song, cause this is me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Published: 3/16/2014 - Complete
A fight within myself
Well, I don't know anymore,/ The big fat line between right and wrong blurred/ The moment I stopped wishing on shooting stars./ All that's left now is this./ There's a flickering dull light within my shell,/ There's a bickering, a fight within myself. *Rock or pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
Don't loathe yourself reviews
Don't loathe yourself for what you had become,/ Don't loathe yourself for turning so numb./ Even the worst version of you was screaming inside for help./ Don't loathe yourself./ Don't loathe yourself.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
Stone cold heart reviews
I'm done banging my head/ Against the stone cold walls/ Of your old stone cold heart./ Someday somebody will/ Take a hammer to them/ And make you fall apart.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
I'm just glad
Well, I'm just glad that you'd finally have to keep your filthy hands off me./ And I'm just glad that you and I said goodbye and are never meant to be./ I'm no longer sad,/ I'm not even mad./ You think I'd hurt bad/ But I'm just glad,/ Yeah, I'm just glad.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
You look funny
You look funny, you really do./ The way you threw away the blind faith I had in you./ I loved you way too much, you don't have a clue./ You look funny, you really do. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
I'll never ever look back
Cause if there's one thing I know about myself,/ It's that the day I recoil into my shell,/ I'll never ever look back./ It's a quality I lack./ And today I found my way./ And today I heard myself say/ I'll never ever look back./ I'll never ever look back again. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
You don't deserve me, you never have
If my acceptance of your lust,/ If my unwavering love and trust,/ If my kind heart and loving soul/ Mean nothing, you just see the one hole,/ The one flaw, the one demon I can't stab./ Then you don't deserve me, you never have. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
I can feel it in my heart
And tonight I decided to lift the burden off my chest,/ Hold it in my hands and just throw it away./ And tonight I decided to give the what ifs a rest,/ I can feel it in my heart, I'm gonna be okay. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
All is not lost
All is not lost, no, you were just the biggest part of me./ And I can fill up this giant hole with new possibilities./ I don't know what kind of future I now want to build./ But I know all is not lost, this pain will be killed./ And I know all is not lost, someday I'll be healed. *ballad or country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
You're right but
You're right, you have no reason to live./ But he's not reason enough to die./ You're right, you don't get back what you give./ But you didn't end with one goodbye.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
I'll walk alone, I'm not afraid
I'll walk alone, I'm not afraid./ I'll carry your memories in my heart,/ And all your parting words in my head./ I'll walk alone, I'm not afraid./ I'll cherish the emptiness in my soul,/ And the scars that will never fade./ I'll walk alone, I'm not afraid. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
I misunderstood you reviews
Now you say it like it's all been my fault./ You say it like my heart didn't halt./ You say it like you actually moved on, and forgot./ You say it like it's the end of my life, but it's not./ Because I misunderstood you. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
Thermostat reviews
Well, I guess I always should have known that/ You'd change the settings to the thermostat/ Of yours that you lovingly call a heart./ Very well played, indeed, love, very smart. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
My divine black hole
Well, one day the brightest star/ Turns into a black hole./ And one day the darkest scar/ Takes over your weak soul. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
Complicated
You say you hate complications,/ Well, the most complicated thing I know is you./ I hope you figure that out, I really do. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
Handle with care
Well, be careful there,/ Handle with care./ Won't it be fair/ If someday you realize you're broken inside? *pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
I'll reap flowers and not thorns
Just when I was about to come out of it,/ You plunged me in deeper by a hundred feet./ And I know you'll never pay for what you did,/ But I'll reap flowers and not thorns from your seed. *Goth-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
Shell reviews
But I don't have a shell like you,/ I have nowhere to hide when I feel blue./ I embrace my wounds and I grow strong./ If you think I'd break, you're dead wrong.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2014 - Complete
Wait for it
Now wait for it./ Wait for the realization to hit/ That this girl wasn't that bad, was she?/ Now wait for it,/ Wait for the day you start to miss me./ Yeah, wait for it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Published: 2/9/2014 - Complete
My heartless lad
Now take your fake promises/ Of "I'll never leave you" and/ Take your touches, kisses,/ How you used to hold my hand./ Take your loving smiles and stares,/ And all the times when you were there,/ You took away everything I had,/ Now take this song, my heartless lad. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Published: 2/9/2014 - Complete
I'll stick around, I promise
That's why somewhere in the middle of making out,/ The untamed part of me dares to dream out loud./ That maybe someday we'll have a home like this,/ That maybe someday we'll find complete bliss./ So now there's nothing that you can say/ To successfully push me away,/ Because I'll stick around for that day, / I promise. Country.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Published: 1/14/2014 - Complete
To know I've hurt the man I love reviews
Darling, no, no, please,/ Don't let me break you like this./ Don't retract into your shell./ It's a different kind of hell/ To know I've hurt the man I love.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/12/2014 - Complete
Should have run, should have left
You know you should have run,/ You should have left,/ You shouldn't have put up/ With his sick theft.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 1/12/2014 - Complete
I'm so afraid, mother reviews
I'm so afraid, mother,/ So afraid of your father,/ Of the pain he's caused us all./ When I see love, I fear that fall./ And I'm so afraid, mother,/ I'm so afraid, mother.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/12/2014 - Complete
Forever and always reviews
If I close my eyes, you would still be there. / And you won't just vanish into thin air./ One day I will run my fingers over your face./ One day I will hold you tight, in my warmest embrace./ One day I will hold you tight, forever and always./ Forever and always.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2014 - Complete
Ceasefire
So, just leave it here./ Ceasefire, please, my dear./ Nobody loses or wins./ We're in this thing together./ Why are we even fighting?/ Just kiss me, make it better./ Ceasefire, darling, oh, please./ Ceasefire, darling, end this.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Published: 1/10/2014 - Complete
More than love
And there you are now with your "I'll never marry"./ Gotta try harder than that to make me wary./ Don't you get it? You're beyond marriage and wedding./ I know what my answer is- you're my everything.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Published: 12/19/2013 - Complete
Rocks from Mars
I recommend you build your walls with rocks from Mars/ To keep out your angel sent by the Universe./ She's never giving up, don't you know her at all?/ All your damn walls around your heart? She'll make them fall./ One look at your face, she's determined to get what's hers./ That's why I recommend you build your walls with rocks from Mars. Country song.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Published: 12/19/2013 - Complete
Say goodbye head held high reviews
Say goodbye,/ Head held high./ All your memories/ Will never die./ Say goodbye,/ Don't you cry./ All your deep love/ Will never die. Personal.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/16/2013 - Complete
Without you around, father
Without you around, father,/ I will survive./ I know you'll be watching over me/ From the blue sky./ You taught me to be strong, to deal with loss./ And I'll survive this, just because,/ I don't have a choice, or another./ Not without you around, father. Personal.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Published: 12/16/2013 - Complete
Piece by piece reviews
I told myself this-/ When you fall down hard and hurt your knees,/ Stitch yourself back together, piece by piece.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/16/2013 - Complete
Stop right now reviews
Stop right now, I don't wanna lose myself in that maze again./ Took me years to find my way out of those candy coated chains./ And right now, I don't wanna lose myself in that maze again./ Stop right now, I don't wanna lose myself in that maze again. Goth-rock.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/7/2013 - Complete
I don't wanna die again reviews
I don't wanna die again,/ Not even in your arms, oh, no./ I don't wanna die again,/ Don't ever wanna let you go./ I wanna live for eternity, if possible,/ Build for us the perfectly imperfect fairytale,/ Where the storm never brings gloomy rain./ And I don't wanna die again.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/7/2013 - Complete
Unapologetic
And my love is/ Unapologetic./ I'm not sorry I met you./ I'm not sorry I get you./ I'm not sorry we love each other/ Like they never did and never will./ My love is unapologetic,/ And I'm not sorry for how I feel. Ballad.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Published: 12/4/2013 - Complete
I love you reviews
I love you/ In a desperate needy selfish flawed human way./ I love you/ For as long as forever lasts and for today./ I love you. Ballad.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/4/2013 - Complete
Hey loner reviews
Then a voice in your head tells you, hey loner,/ You ain't alone now, your heart's got an owner,/ And nobody's gonna love you as much as he does,/ You ain't ever gonna find so much care, so much trust./ So it's okay to take his hand, cry on his shoulder./ Hey loner, open up, open up, don't grow colder. Country song.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/4/2013 - Complete
You explode
And in just one moment of uncontrolled rage,/ Every last emotion escapes from the cage,/ You explode./ Fling your burden off your cart and on the road,/ Put up walls, go into unreachable mode,/ You explode./ You explode.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Published: 12/4/2013 - Complete
Please don't take him away from me reviews
I'm not afraid that we'll break up,/ I'm just afraid that we'll wake up./ Our strings are in the hands of the Universe./ Please never strike us with a cruel curse./ Please don't lay out a mountain or a sea./ Please don't take him away from me./ Please don't take him away from me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/4/2013 - Complete
You were meant for me
I guess somewhere someday someone/ Must have woven a magic wand,/ Plucked you out of my dream city,/ Ditched you in my reality./ I feel like you were meant for me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Published: 11/28/2013 - Complete
Thank you for the miracle
As we sit there in the Church, his eyes on me,/ I still can't believe I'm feeling this happy./ I still can't believe you gave me my fairytale./ I don't know how to thank you for the miracle. To God.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Published: 11/28/2013 - Complete
All roads lead to you
"Where to?", "Don't know",/ Don't care where we go,/ As long as time decides to be slow./ Don't wake me up, it's a dream come true,/ A storm that washed away the blue./ And all roads lead to you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Published: 11/28/2013 - Complete
Don't worry
Every blow sinks your heart/ A little bit towards the ground./ And your heart is my home,/ So when you fall, I too go down./ But don't worry about us staying there,/ I know how to get back up again./ And don't worry about where we are now,/ I'm right here with you to share your pain.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Published: 11/28/2013 - Complete
Stay with me
Everything I ever wanted is on the line,/ I'm terrified that I can't make you mine./ But if the Universe has forced us here today,/ I trust it to make sure you'll stay,/ Stay with me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 11/28/2013
I'll be fine
And this silly rhyme is to remind myself,/ I'll be fine, I don't need help./ Gonna go out there and put myself on the line./ I'll be fine, yeah, I'll be fine. First date jitters.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 11/28/2013 - Complete
Bundle of nerves
My mind begins to swerve./ I'm a bundle of nerves./ What if I freak out and can't/ Find the nouns and the verbs?/ You are so much better than/ What I think I deserve./ I'm a bundle of nerves,/ I'm a bundle of nerves.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Published: 11/28/2013 - Complete
The night I met you
And the rest of it is history,/ Quite a supernatural mystery./ There in the middle of the campus,/ I ask for a sign from the Universe./ And then my wish came true./ It was the night I met you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 11/22/2013 - Complete
Who are you
Who are you?/ Reading my mind with too much ease,/ And all the similarities,/ And coincidences, so please/ Just tell me who you are./ Who are you?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 11/22/2013 - Complete
Magic
Specks of tears on my cheeks/ Fade away as you speak./ Won't look back again at days so tragic./ I guess this must be what they call magic.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 11/22/2013 - Complete
You don't get why I'm scared, do you
You don't get why I'm scared, do you?/ You're one of those surreal things in life that seem/ Just way too good to be true./ I'm afraid I'll wake up, it's another dream,/ You don't even have a clue. /You don't get why I'm scared, do you?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Published: 11/22/2013 - Complete
But you don't know what it's like
But you don't know what it's like/ To hear you say you'll climb my walls./ Instantly they're not so tall./ And you don't know what it's like/ To feel wanted for the first time,/ It's like a soothing wind chime/ That drives away all my dark lonely nights./ You don't know what it's like.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Published: 11/22/2013 - Complete
One more goodbye
It always hurts,/ It always breaks,/ Love is always a big mistake./ It's always pain,/ It's always lies,/ And you're not worth one more goodbye.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Published: 11/22/2013 - Complete
Imbibe
Now that I've imbibed what you feel,/ Please imbibe my mood and please heal./ Don't let the world choke your beautiful soul./ Don't let your tranquility have a hole./ Imbibe my strength and stay in full control.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Complete
Don't have the words reviews
And I / Don't have the words to make it alright./ That's why/ I wish I could have just held you tight.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Complete
f-g-h-k-o-e-d
My mind is going f-g-h-k-o-e-d./ Just what the heck is wrong with me?/ Words falling short of how I feel,/ And questions like, "is this for real?"/ My mind is going f-g-h-k-o-e-d./ I hope you can comprehend me./ I hope I never get you spooked./ Trying to play it cool, but look,/ My mind is going f-g-h-k-o-e-d.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Complete
Breathe breathe breathe
Remind me to breathe, breathe, breathe in the air/ That's filled with a smell that says you're right there./ This is a thing/ For those movies and dreams./ Breathe, breathe, breathe cause/ It's really happening.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Complete
Is this really happening
Is this really happening?/ It feels like a perfect dream./ I've lived through all my blows/ Holding on to the glasses on your nose./ And now you're in front of me./ Is this really happening?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Complete
Mellow
And here I am, 3 am,/ Just stuck on Coldplay's "Yellow"./ My mind races while my heart/ Seems a little too mellow./ And here I am, so star struck,/ Don't know how to let you know,/ How you light up my dark world,/ And make my heart so mellow.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Complete
Stay Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me,/ Like everyone else does./ Please don't give me/ Broken pieces of us./ Stay, stay, stay,/ Stay covered in the blankets of my heart's muscles./ Stay, stay, stay,/ Stay quietly, I don't want a complex tussle./ Stay.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Complete
The storm after the calm
This is something I've never experienced./ This is terrifyingly safe./ This is my greatest escape./ It's like something in me has awakened,/ And something in my life has changed.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Complete
Defragmented
Just your presence,/ Just your essence,/ Is making me feel so clean./ It's like I'm being defragmented,/ Into who I've always been./ Like my scars are being cemented,/ It's something I've never seen.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Complete
My very own epic romance
I've waited for you for years./ Now I can't believe you're here./ You're flesh and bone,/ My very own/ Epic romance./ I'll take a chance.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Complete
Galvanized
All my love's been galvanized/ With a thick coat of hatred./ Spare me your mouthful of lies/ Cause for me you've been long dead. Goth-rock. My last song.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Published: 10/30/2013 - Complete
This numbness
This numbness is trying to swallow me whole,/ This numbness is trying to take full control./ I'm feeling my passion and compassion crush./ Did you have to leave me, adrenaline rush? Goth-rock.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Published: 10/30/2013 - Complete
Within the folds of my brain
Where the bridges never end,/ And the forests hold your mystery./ Within the folds of my brain,/ Where you and I are running free. Goth-rock
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Published: 10/30/2013 - Complete
Cry that you'll die reviews
You'll beg and you'll plead and you'll gasp for air./ You'll cry that you'll die but see if I care./ You'll scream and you'll curse and you'll crave some food./ You'll cry that you'll die but I find that good./ Six feet under, you'll ring the sweet bell./ I'll stand there and tell you, go to Hell. *Goth rock* Very vicious.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2013 - Complete
Come back, come back reviews
Baby, your beacon of light is/ At the end of a tunnel which/ Has an entry, but no exit./ So please just stop dead in your tracks./ I'll dig a hole, pull you through cracks./ Please just want to come back, come back. *Goth rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2013 - Complete
It's for the best reviews
Nobody, can understand./ I killed you, with my bare hands,/ Placed a cross, across your chest,/ Kissed goodbye, it's for the best. *Goth rock* Metaphorical, about defeating my ED. This song is personal.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2013 - Complete
When you're done hating me reviews
When you're done hating me,/ Burying me under mountains of blame,/ When you're done hating me,/ Calling me those anger fueled names./ When you're done hating me,/ I hope you take one last look this way,/ And see my heart's still breaking today,/ When you're done hating me, eh, eh. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2013 - Complete
I wish I could reviews
What we once had/ Is still intact,/ Still untouched, by this bad blood/ Between us, by this sad flood/ Of lies and games,/ Goodbyes and blames./ A part of me Is still the same./ Even as our death bells are ringing,/ A part of me just won't quit singing. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 528 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2013 - Complete
You're a pencil reviews
Written on your forehead in stencil,/ Are the truest words- "you're a pencil"./ I don't think I'm stretching it too far,/ When I say you're a pencil to her./ All she feels for you is indifference./ So good luck dude, trying to be friends./It's a dead end,/ It's a lost deal./ Oh by the way,/ You're a pencil. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2013 - Complete
Take this song, keep it like a token reviews
Yes, I can be bothered and provoked/ But only till I manage to choke/ All the anger right out of me,/ Put it out of its misery./ So take this song, keep it like a token,/ A reminder that I can't be broken./ Go, take this song, keep it like a token. /It's all you'll get, it's all been spoken,/ So take this song, keep it like a token. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2013 - Complete
You're very much alive reviews
You're very much alive,/ Chilling with your best bros,/ Watching hot girls, high five./ Meanwhile my smile's been gone,/ I've been dying inside./But you, look at you now,/ You're very much alive. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2013 - Complete
If you loved her when I loved you reviews
If you loved her,/ You'd have put her before your ego./ If you loved her,/ You wouldn't have just let it all blow./ If you loved her,/ You wouldn't have dated me for show./ If you loved her,/ You wouldn't have treated love like game./ So do you actually love her then? *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2013 - Complete
I pity you reviews
I pity you on the day when/ You'll look back at us, at it all, once again,/ And realize you've lost three friends./ I pity you more if this never happens. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/25/2013 - Complete
Better you than me reviews
I'm a different kind of -itch,/ I'm not scared to burn the bridge,/ Cause I know just how to swim,/ Don't get caught up in my scheme./ I'll sacrifice you, cause, see,/ I feel, better you than me. / Baby, better you than me. *dance-pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/25/2013 - Complete
What I've gotta offer reviews
But what I've gotta offer/ Is rare and precious in this market./ A damn good heart on my sleeve,/ You gotta grab it before it's too late. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/25/2013 - Complete
There's a girl and a guy reviews
There's a girl and a guy/ And a game and a lie/ And a name and a cry/ And a blame and a bye./ There's a girl and a guy/ And a shame and a sigh/ And a flame and a "die"/ And a them and a I. *Upbeat, fast-paced, Country-pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/23/2013 - Complete
Or so they say
Time heals it all, or so they say./ Maybe my time has lost its way,/ In the mazes of my memories,/ And your quirky little stories./ But one fine day,/ I'll be okay.../ Or so they say. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Published: 10/23/2013 - Complete
It's not his time yet
You need to see,/ It's not his time yet,/ Do you hear me?/ What needs to die is his disease,/ I can't go through this, pretty please./ You need to see,/ It's not his time yet,/ Do you hear me? *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Published: 10/23/2013 - Complete
I remind myself
Every single time I start to miss you,/ Your sly grin, your bright sparkly eyes,/ I remind myself of what I've been through-/ Your manipulation, your lies. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Published: 10/23/2013 - Complete
Wake up call
The day you took away my sanity,/ The day you gave her that DVD,/ The one that was so precious to me,/ Was the last time you made me feel small,/ Like I meant nothing to you at all./ That was it, that was my wake up call. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Published: 10/23/2013 - Complete
Almost
You're frozen in the fists of the past,/ But it's not forever, it won't last./ You're reeling from the blow, your soul's weak./ But your heart ain't cold, you have those streaks,/ When your shadow don't seem like a ghost,/ When you feel like yourself, well, almost. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Published: 10/22/2013 - Complete
That's your scar reviews
Don't you ask yourself who you are./ That ain't you talking, that's your scar./ This girl you see in the mirror? That's you. The veil? That's your scar./ Honey, that's your scar. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/22/2013 - Complete
You'll miss me
I might be the neediest girl you've ever seen,/ Immature, short tempered, impulsive, drama queen./ But mark my words, I swear, you'll miss those very things./ You'll miss me. *Country pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Published: 10/20/2013 - Complete
Cause of death
I couldn't just rule it out as an accident./ Had to get to the bottom, find the cause of death./ Found evidence. And guess what? It's her name./ Yeah, you're not looking so good post mortem. *Rock or pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Published: 10/20/2013 - Complete
I hope she wakes up soon reviews
I hope she wakes up soon and walks out the door./ Yeah, I've been in love with a player before./ And I can be played only once-/ The next time I just play along./ But not if you have a girl, no,/ And that's why I wrote you this song. *Country pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2013 - Complete
From across this side of the ocean reviews
I'm not in love with you anymore./ But I couldn't love you any more/ Than I do at this very moment,/ From across this side of the ocean. *Ballad* Personal
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2013 - Complete
Don't try to feed me another lie
Oh don't try to feed me/ Another lie, another excuse,/ Haven't you heard today's evening news? / Says a mouth, a tongue got better use,/ Than spilling lies that deepen my bruise. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Published: 10/16/2013 - Complete
Don't you worry reviews
Don't you worry, your reputation isn't in danger./ I only have praises for you when it comes to strangers. *Country pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/16/2013 - Complete
Hey familiar melody
Hey familiar melody,/ Drifting with the lonely winds,/ Do you have to remind me,/ Of every small long gone thing?/ Of eternity,/ With him staring down at me,/ To the tune of the familiar melody. *Country/ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 10/16/2013 - Complete
The heart knows
Now the heart knows who would stay/. And who would stray./ So all your false promises?/ Threw them away. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 10/16/2013 - Complete
You're really good
You're really good at pushing people away./ Is it the things you do? Or the things you say?/ If you ask me, it's actually none of the above./ It's your ego and your inability to love,/ And how you let go whenever the going gets tough./ And when it comes to wrecking my mood? You're really good, oh, you're really good. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Published: 10/16/2013 - Complete
A chip on my shoulder
And you broke my heart, crushed my pride,/ Threw my love out the country side,/ And how you'd always make me beg,/ It cost me an arm and a leg,/ But I finally got rid of the man who couldn't be colder./ And now you're just a chip on my shoulder. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Published: 10/16/2013 - Complete
That thing that people call love
Remember how I begged you,/ Oh, please give me one compliment?/ And how you just ignored it?/ How you were completely silent?/ Trapped in that thing that people call love,/ That stupid little thing that people call love. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Published: 10/16/2013 - Complete
Etched reviews
Cause the very first heart break,/ It never leaves you alone,/ Turns your heart into a stone,/ And is etched on it for good. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/15/2013 - Complete
Cover
So you can say the very right things,/ (Or you can run for cover)/ But I won't indulge in these feelings./ (So you should run for cover)/ You're a player, this I know./ But I never, let it show,/ Because I won't, I won't blow/ My cover of ignorance,/ My cover of innocence. *Dance-pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Published: 10/15/2013 - Complete
Nineteen
We haven't exchanged a word in nineteen days,/ I'm feeling so strange to think you went away./ I can think of nineteen ways to make you stay./ But nineteen's how old I was when I got played. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Published: 10/13/2013 - Complete
Was she worth it
Was she worth it?/ Worth hating your truest closest friends?/ Not one, but three?/ Was she worth it?/ Worth making pieces out of my heart?/ And losing me?/ Was she worth it?/ Was she worth it? *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Published: 10/12/2013 - Complete
The reason
Then you'd lay in bed after dinner,/ Feeling just like a worn out winner,/ Trophy money in your pocket,/ Tired weak eyes in their socket,/ Searching for the reason you feel/ Emptiness gnawing at your chest. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Published: 10/12/2013 - Complete
Girl, leave me alone reviews
We had some fun,/ But now it's done./ Girl, get a move on./ I've got my groove on./ And I'm onto the next./ Don't be a crazy ex./ Delete my number from your phone./ And I beg you, girl, beg you, girl,/ I beg you, girl, leave me alone. *Dance pop* *Duet, Catchy*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/12/2013 - Complete
Over reviews
Cause now that you've drained me of the last drop of tear,/ It's just bitter anger that's left in this heart here./ No, I'm not over, I'm over you./ All your sick little plans just fell through./ So, I'm not over, I'm over you. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/11/2013 - Complete
Flickering
And my compassion? Now it's flickering, flickering,/ Slipping out of my fingers like a ring, like a ring,/ That never even fit./ Well, I just don't get it. *Rock song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/7/2013 - Complete
Gone
Gone are those days./ I've tucked myself away,/ In a far-away place/ Behind my smiling face./ Gone is that girl./ Now I can face the world/ Without feeling afraid./ That timid girl is dead./ That's the price of moving on./ That warm part of me is gone./ Gone, long gone,/ Long gone, gone. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Published: 10/6/2013 - Complete
Shut up, Anna
Yeah, yeah, yeah, shut up, Anna./ Stay lost in the Savannah,/ Till a tiger chews up your bones/ And your stupid megaphone./ Hush, hush, hush, shut up, Anna,/ Stop driving me bananas,/ Till I'm writing songs like this./ Shut up, Anna, shut up please. *Pop-rock, anorexia themed*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 10/6/2013 - Complete
Newsflash Anna
Well, where's the girl who'd roll her eyes at over-achievers?/ Where's the girl who adored herself in ratty old t-shirts?/ Buried under echoes of "I can't be as good as her"?/ And "all you'll ever be to him is a white noise, a blur?" *Country song, anorexia themed*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 10/6/2013 - Complete
Kill em with kindness
I'm a firm believer in "kill 'em with kindness"./ Cause I ain't you, I don't do same old indifference./ So I'm gonna treat you with genuine love, respect,/ Not like you're the very reason I lie awake/ At nights, my sobs and sighs and cries all interlaced./ I'm a firm believer in "kill 'em with kindness". *Country pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Published: 10/5/2013 - Complete
You little emotional cheater
I have every right to be bitter,/ I'm not Miss Manners, can't be sweeter./ You little emotional cheater./ All this time you were in love with her,/ It showed in how you used to greet her,/ You little emotional cheater./ I'd take it to Facebook and Twitter,/ Here's the angry me, go on, meet her,/ You little emotional cheater./ You little emotional cheater. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Published: 10/3/2013 - Complete
All that's left reviews
All that's left now are empty sighs, sick lies, broken promises,/ And the buzz of text on my cell phone that my heart still misses,/ The sweet nothings, the playful banters, all the good night kisses./ Looking at all that's left, it's easier to clean up dishes. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2013 - Complete
You'll think of me
You'll have this nagging feeling of emptiness,/ Like something's missing, like something's out of place,/ During the daylight hours, and when the streets are brightly lit./ But you'll never quite be able to put a finger on it./ Because I've become a sick habit, but you don't have a clue./ And you'll think of me, subconsciously, every second and two./ You'll think of me. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Published: 10/2/2013 - Complete
What's the point
And I could write you a hundred little songs like this,/ Paint you thousand pictures in charcoal, But they'll never be as good as those by Little Miss,/ So what's the point of wasting my soul? *pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 10/2/2013 - Complete
Why you're gone
That's why I've finally decided,/ It's better we stand divided,/ Cause you just don't belong with me,/ I've known for long./ So I won't try to make you see/ Just why you're gone. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Published: 10/1/2013 - Complete
What I want
What I want is for you to cry/ For all my love and all your lies./ What I want is for her to laugh/ And spell out that she's had enough./ What I want is for me to say,/ "Hey, S for sucker, I'm okay." *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Published: 10/1/2013 - Complete
Miss Angry Crazy Possessive
Pat yourself on the back,/ Heave a sigh of relief./ You finally figured out/ Just how to make me leave./ You finally got rid of/ Miss Angry Crazy Possessive./ Miss Angry Crazy Possessive./ Miss Angry Crazy Possessive. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Published: 10/1/2013 - Complete
Heart that's busted
You're someone I should have never trusted,/ And now I'm the one with the heart that's busted./ Well, I deserved it, why, thank you, Sir./ Stay in your yesterday, worship her./ Meanwhile I'll start off fresh, brand new, dusted./ I won't always stay with a heart that's busted.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Published: 10/1/2013 - Complete
Give your mouth some rest
So you can give your mouth some rest,/ Ain't gonna touch that heart in my chest/ With words as empty as used up cartridges,/ Not anymore, now that I've burned our bridges. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Published: 9/30/2013 - Complete
Don't you ever come back to me
And don't you ever come back to me,/ A tad short of begging on your knees,/ In your hands a stupid DVD,/ And a letter of apology./ Boy, don't you ever come back to me. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Published: 9/28/2013 - Complete
Keep on waiting
And now you'll wait for me to run right back into your arms,/ Cause every time I don't, you make me, exploiting your charms./ But maybe this time I've finally learnt to stand my ground,/ Over all your poisonous lies and their sick grinding sound.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Published: 9/25/2013
Will sink when you put a hole in it
But I can't blame my heart for falling to your feet-/ Anything will sink when you put a hole in it./ Yeah, I can't blame my heart for falling to your feet-/ Anything will sink when you put a hole in it. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Published: 9/25/2013 - Complete
Keep on watching out
Cause you just can't take/ How happy I am and/ So you try to break/ Us up but understand,/ Tensions sometimes transform rocks into/ Something harder and stronger so you/ Just keep on watching out for that, yeah?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 9/25/2013 - Complete
The last
We're on the last page of this book,/ And the next one isn't as good,/ Because it doesn't feature you./ We're on the last stop on this road,/ And now I don't know where to go,/ We're on the last song, play it slow. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 9/25/2013 - Complete
House arrest
Everything I've said,/ Everything I've done,/ Everytime I've fought,/ Everytime I've run,/ Everybody's says/ It's for the best,/ So what's that load now/ Right in my chest?/ It looks like my heart is/ On your house arrest. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Complete
Go to hell
I've scratched your name off my fairytale./ I'm just a game that you played so well./ It's such a shame that I couldn't tell!/ You're just too lame, you can go to hell. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Complete
A little revenge
Yeah, you don't get to just walk away,/ It was your mess, and you have to pay./ (You have to pay)/ I forgave you years ago./ But you kept at it, and so,/ I think a little revenge is fit./ I'm coming for you, watch out for it./ A little revenge is fit. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Published: 9/23/2013 - Complete
You're it
Somebody whispered to me, "You're it"./ And then you paralyzed my feet,/ With the venom that some people call love. *Pop-rock/rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 9/22/2013 - Complete
Infra-red
I'm shining bright, I'm infrared./ But my beauty goes above your head/ And you never ever get me,/ Cause you can't perceive my frequency./ Well, stay in the dark pit you've made,/ Meanwhile I'll shine bright, bright infrared./ (Robot voice) Shine bright, bright infrared./ (Robot voice) Shine bright, bright infrared. *Dance-pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Published: 9/22/2013 - Complete
Doomsday in disguise
Now I'm your doomsday in disguise./ Take a deep breath and close your eyes./ Since you broke my-my heart,/ I'll tear your life apart./ The best part of the whole game being/ You'll never even know it was me. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Published: 9/22/2013 - Complete
Red herring
There's been a change in my mindset./ Thanks to all the pain and hatred./ I'll break it down to you now, listen up./ This thing I once called love?/ You painted it with lies./ But the colors faded./ And I'm burning inside./ I can't stand the sight of your face./ You'll walk into my trap, your mess./ And all my words of forgiveness?/ So loving, so caring?/ Yeah, just a red herring.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Published: 9/22/2013 - Complete
That's what loneliness feels like
You don't know what loneliness feels like/ Till you're alone in your room at night/ And your friend talks about her love life,/ You can't talk to him though he's online./ That's what loneliness feels like./ That's what loneliness feels like. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Published: 9/22/2013 - Complete
And I couldn't even tell
Yeah, you called it off,/ You pulled, and I snapped./ Everything's a blur,/ It all overlapped-/ The pain and the rage,/ Those nights and those days./ I gave you my heart,/ You gave me a mess./ And I couldn't even tell./ And I couldn't even tell. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 9/22/2013 - Complete
The concept of infinity
I wanna win you back,/ But with what?/ You're not looking for what/ I have got-/ Love for you that defines and defeats/ The concept of infinity./ I don't know what to do, my heart beats,/ With burning pain, it's a pity.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Published: 9/2/2013 - Complete
Sorry, but that's just me
Sorry but I'm not here to show maturity./ I won't miss out on life, that would be a pity./ I'm gonna be as silly as I wanna be,/ Cause all these lame little things are what defines me./ You say that you're adventurous and I'm timid./ Well, you don't indulge in childishness, but I breathe,/ And lose myself in an innocent glee./ Sorry, but that's just me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Published: 9/2/2013 - Complete
Pay no heed to traffic lights
Oh why does it feel like/ We pay no heed to traffic lights,/ And go at it night after night,/ And go at it fight after fight./ Oh my does it feel like/ We pay no heed to traffic lights,/ And go at it night after night,/ And go at it fight after fight.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Published: 9/2/2013 - Complete
Heart on rent reviews
And the damage was magnificent- /All my walls broken down. / Like a cursed wedding gown, / I'm wearing memories of all the moments / When you took my heart on rent. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/11/2013 - Complete
Odd one out reviews
Stop my tears, call a plumber./ This world is working with even numbers,/ Couples, pairs,/ Every where,/ I act like/ I don't care,/ But deep inside I wanna shout./ I feel like I'm the odd one out./ Yeah, I'm the odd one out.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/11/2013 - Complete
A little diabolical laughter
And then a voice inside my head/ Does a little diabolical laughter,/ And it says Challenge accepted./ So watch me/ Do everything you think I can't,/ Be everything you think I'm not,/ Take full control and wear the pants,/ I'm winning, yes, so, thanks a lot. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Published: 8/11/2013 - Complete
My beacon of light reviews
Brilliant and bright,/ My beacon of light,/ With a siren call, screaming, "Follow me"./ I did and I ended up in mid sea,/ I'm drowning and lost,/ Just can't win your toss,/ But I still dive deeper into the night,/ And I keep chasing my beacon of light. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/4/2013 - Complete
Tonight we're broken up
I'm not breaking down tonight,/ Cause tonight we're broken up./ We've been for two one two days,/ But I was blinded by love./ Tricked myself into believing/ That I imagined you leaving./ But tonight we're broken up,/ Tonight we're broken up.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Published: 8/4/2013 - Complete
Lovers, strangers, enemies, friendsdocx reviews
Lies exchanged, feelings kept untold,/ You build it to break me, so cold!/ I'm tired of watching it unfold./ Just tell me what the future holds./ Lovers, strangers, enemies, friends?/ Can someone tell me how it ends?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/4/2013 - Complete
Downside up
Downside up,/ I'm moving on./ This ain't love,/ It's just a con./ Downside up,/ I'm moving on./ This ain't love,/ And now I'm gone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 8/4/2013 - Complete
Judgmental fool reviews
The only thing here that's so wrong/ Is how I've been silent for too long,/ How I've avoided picking sides,/ But now I'll do what I think is right./ So this is a song to let you know,/ You're a judgmental fool, so shallow.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/21/2013 - Complete
Caught up in the curse reviews
Forget about the rest of the universe./ Let's talk about how you're caught up in the curse./ Is she worth the bitterness?/ Is she worth the petty mess?/ Is she worth coming up with a new excuse/ To defend her role in this and find refuge/ In blaming the people who/ Just want a smile on your face?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/21/2013 - Complete
Just as good as new reviews
I'm a rare, exotic comet,/ I'm coming back after ages./ I learnt to let go of the hate,/ I ripped off the tragic pages./ Now you'll watch me light up the sky,/ Like I used to prior to you./ A fire's burning in my eyes,/ And I feel just as good as new. *Ballad* Written after recovery from ED/self-harm. Also works as break up song.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/14/2013 - Complete
Through the gaps and cracks reviews
I hold my shield up high,/ Build walls that reach the sky./ But you creep in through the cracks,/ And you sneak in through the gaps. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/14/2013 - Complete
Camouflaged
Meanwhile I get/ Camouflaged with the crowd,/ Ignored, put down, blurred out,/ She's standing so damn tall/ That all my love seems stout./ So when you see me run,/ Please know that I'm allowed./ I'm running from sleepless nights./ I'm running but not to hide./ There's simply no need,/ Cause I'm already/ Camouflaged (camouflaged),/ Camouflaged behind her pretty face. *Country pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Published: 7/14/2013 - Complete
Heartless flirt
He smudged my mascara, / Can you smudge my lipstick? / He made me cry for months, / Can we hook up for weeks? / Then go our separate ways. / I'm a heartless flirt today. *Dance pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 7/13/2013 - Complete
What a strange coincidence
Sometimes you stand,/ Sometimes I fall./ Background music plays through it all./ Sometimes child's play,/ Sometimes Mah-jong./ I listen to your favorite songs./ And they all remind me of the way/ I feel about you every day/ When I act like you're just a friend./ What a strange coincidence.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Published: 7/12/2013 - Complete
You're the reason
Look at you, look at me,/ Look at how we never really talk in person./ Thank God, cause you can't see/ How I'm tripping on my tongue and you're the reason. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 7/12/2013 - Complete
The fall out
This is a tragic, silent fall out./ You're deaf to my words, so I won't shout./ My lips are sealed,/ My heart is locked./ My love is stunned,/ Cause it's been mocked./ So don't bother to call out./ Now you can't stop the fall out. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 7/12/2013 - Complete
Lame
You're the palest picture in my great wall of shame,/ In my list of mistakes, you're the very first name./ You think you're a superstar, a genius, a gem./ I'm gonna borrow my friend's words and call you, "lame".
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 7/12/2013 - Complete
Shame on me reviews
Your aim was on me,/ Your blame is on me./ Shame on me,/ Yeah, shame on me./ Your game was on me,/ Your blame is on me./ Shame on me,/ Yeah, shame on me. *Dance-pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/8/2013 - Complete
Boogie man reviews
Now I always meet you on my way./ It's Halloween for me every day./ A boogie man hidden in my head,/ I loved you, and that's the price I paid. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/6/2013 - Complete
Make me shine reviews
The very last thing I need is another memory,/ Or a faint hope of changing the ending of this story./ But I don't need to make you mine,/ I'm fine watching your life from the sidelines./ Just promise, promise me, baby,/ Your afterglow will always make me shine. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/6/2013 - Complete
You weren't worth it
All my tears through all those nights,/ All my love and all those fights,/ All the status updates you were hiding behind,/ All the posts and pics I shared with you on my mind,/ All the poetry scribbled out instead of doing math./ Such a waste of time, you're not worth my love, not worth my wrath.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/28/2013 - Complete
Just across the door reviews
But remember I'm just across the door./ And everything's the way it was before./ Remember I'll always believe in you./ And I know that all your dreams will come true./ Don't you ever doubt yourself, blame your stars./ And I always have your back, no matter where you are.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/28/2013 - Complete
Unbroken and proud
I wanna stand in the middle of Hollywood,/ And tell the whole world how I'm feeling jolly good./ Sing a happy song,/ Turn the boom box on,/ Turn the music up loud./ I'm unbroken, and I'm proud.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Published: 6/28/2013 - Complete
I hate xoxo
I don't have the time to make the complete list./ So here's a little "I hate xoxo", take this.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Published: 6/28/2013 - Complete
What if
And what if I can't get back up?/ What if this is as good as it ever gets?/ What if my best is not enough?/ What if it's already over, it's too late?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 6/28/2013 - Complete
Waste of time
It's a waste of time to hate you./ I just need to separate you/ From my life, my heart and my brain./ I'll never cry for you again./ I've grown up now, I can bet you,/ It's a waste of time to hate you,/ Such a waste of time to hate you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Published: 6/27/2013 - Complete
Book of lies
How about you take all your filthy lies,/ And turn it into a book? A franchise?/ I'm sure you'll find people to buy that sh-./ But I sure as heck am not buying it!/ I'm not buying your book of lies,/ I'm never buying your book of lies,/ Oh, but you'll have to pay for my goodbyes.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Published: 6/26/2013 - Complete
In my vicinity reviews
Boy, you have it all so wrong,/ But I won't try to correct you,/ Not anymore, I'm long gone./ If you choose to sell out your dignity,/ If you can't straighten out your priority,/ Fine, but don't you, don't you dare,/ Don't you dare come in my vicinity!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/26/2013 - Complete
Girls behind glasses reviews
And here's a song for us, girls behind the glasses,/ We're hidden well in plain sight among the masses./ We don't take self-ies, don't do duck-faces./ We don't wear heels, or little black dresses./ And our Sundays are spent with our text books,/ Because silly boys can't look beyond looks. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/26/2013 - Complete
Selfless
Cause love, when it's real, is always selfless./ I just want to see a smile on your face./ Now you don't need to suffer in silence./ Now I won't let you hurt over past tense. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2013 - Complete
Love you enough
I love you enough/ To embrace your love/ For the girl who's not me./ Yes, it hurts, it's stings,/ Besides other things,/ But it's how this should be.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Published: 6/25/2013 - Complete
Snake charmer
You're raising your hood, your forked tongue bared./ But I'm a snake charmer, careful there./ This time you'll be dancing to my tunes./ And your world will be drenched in maroon./ Don't be fooled by the sweet words murmured./ Cause baby I, I'm a snake charmer. *Dance pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Published: 6/23/2013 - Complete
With open arms
But I wish you'd try/ To see it once through my eyes./ You'll see friends who try to take away your heartache./ Everyone won't always indulge in give and take./ You just need to turn off your alarms,/ And embrace life with open arms. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Published: 6/23/2013 - Complete
Watch me pull the plug
Now I'm pulling the plug,/ I'm taking your face off my coffee mug,/ There never was any hope for us,/ You've always loved her, it's obvious./ Things like this, you can't just sweep under the rug./ Now watch me pull the plug,/ You'll watch me pull the plug.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Published: 6/23/2013 - Complete
Don't be a baby about it
Well, I won't be a baby about it./ I'm so over this mess, don't you doubt it./ I won't sit around all day and pout, no./ It's not worth it if you have to shout, oh./ I won't love you if you just flout it./ Now don't be a baby about it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Published: 6/23/2013 - Complete
Oh, what a shame, what a liar
Oh, what a shame, what a liar!/ Someday I'll puncture the tyre/ Of that stupid bike you pose with in photos./ I loved you, you never did, now let me go/ Before I set it on fire!/ Oh, what a shame, what a liar!/ Oh, what a shame, what a liar!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Published: 6/23/2013 - Complete
Just a tinge reviews
Touch the kryptonite to my skin,/ Your ego's again on a binge./ But I'll never let you back in./ Now it still hurts but just a tinge.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2013 - Complete
We can't be friends
Now we can't be friends, friends don't feel the kind of rage that I do./ So, you try to fix it, and you send over your clean-up crew./ And they try hard to talk me out of my good sense,/ You can't even pick up your own mess, how decent!/ Well, we can't be friends.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Complete
The regret song
I'm so naive,/ I'm so blind./ I'm so out of my mind./ Somebody tell me,/ How would I punish myself enough/ For finding mister wrong/ And hurting so deep in love. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Complete
Roll the credits
Well, roll the credits./ She's your everything,/ Alright, live with it./ You've left my heart beats./ I'm so done with you./ Just roll the credits.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Complete
See you
When it's dark, you glitter./ Eyes winking, come hither./ Touch of golden fingers,/ Your smile, deadly singer.../ Yeah, I'm just gonna take a nap./ And now you're gonna cut the crap./ And cut all contacts too,/ Cause hey, "see" you. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Complete
Unbroken like before
And you're free to do whatever you want./ I won't let it affect me anymore./ All I care about now is my wellbeing./ I want to be unbroken like before.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Complete
You-phobia
You used to be my utopia./ Now I've contracted You-phobia.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Complete
Caught
But you don't get to call the shots./ I'll take it from here, thanks a lot./ Thanks for the lies I always bought./ Nice game there bro, but you've been caught./ (Gasp)/ Oh no, oh no,/ I should have known your MO./ Oh no, oh no,/ I should have kicked your ego./ Oh no, oh no,/ Oh, nooooo. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 6/16/2013 - Complete
Given a chance
Everything about you that I once admired/ Has burnt out now, yeah, I set it all on fire./ I'm kinda glad that our whatever was doomed./ Your ego is too big, there's not enough room/ For you in the heart that you couldn't appreciate./ And given a chance I'd take back all our stupid dates. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Published: 6/16/2013 - Complete
Run away
Now every time I'll see I'm falling,/ And every time I'll hear love calling,/ You'll drag me back to the day/ You broke me like a vase of clay./ And ah, ah, I,/ I'll run away. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 6/16/2013 - Complete
Spiral reviews
But now it's turned to a spiral./ I'm inching closer to the end,/ You're losing me every second./ And now my hate has gone viral./ Don't even wanna see your face./ I'm tired of you, I confess. *pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/16/2013 - Complete
Did you know reviews
Did you know a smile can brighten up someone's day?/ A hand on a shoulder takes the burden away?/ Yes, we can't beat up bad guys, we're not superman./ But I'll do everything else that I can. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/16/2013 - Complete
Is it really necessary
The heart wants what it wants,/ So I won't blame you for wanting her./ But is it really necessary/ For you to always pull my trigger/ And flaunt it right in front of my teary eyes,/ Then cover it up with such blatant lies./ This is getting old, I'm getting wary./ Is it really necessary?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2013 - Complete
This time I'm really gone
This time I'm really gone./ Don't text me, I won't answer./ Don't say I got it wrong,/ I can see you still love her.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 6/15/2013 - Complete
Here's your trophy
You're nothing but a living proof of my stupidity./ I kept going back to you, can't blame it on gravity./ I was so blinded by my love, I couldn't tell./ I only have myself to blame, you played it well./ Well, here's your trophy./ You've lost me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2013 - Complete
Or leave me alone
You're churning out lies yet again, trying to fool me./ But all I can hear is a static noise on TV./ I'm zoning you out and getting out of your warzone./ You can keep on trying new tricks or leave me alone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Published: 6/15/2013 - Complete
Never in this millenium
But never in this millennium,/ Will I ever forgive you again./ Like water reacting with sodium,/ You keep causing me pain./ And this time I'm done for good./ I'm walking away like I should.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Published: 6/15/2013 - Complete
Refresh your memory
I'm here to remind you of that stupid girl who/ Dreamt of seeing the whole world with you./ I'm here to remind you of the fragile heart that/ You stepped on like a beaten doormat./ Remember the sunset you never watched with me?/ Remember the orange you never squashed with me?/ The optimism you made a mockery of so long ago?/ Yeah, I didn't think so. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Published: 6/14/2013 - Complete
The perfect revenge fantasy
And I can see/ How you're dying to know who's that guy with me./ I can't believe/ I'm living the perfect revenge fantasy. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Published: 6/14/2013 - Complete
Can't hear a single thing
And you try once again to repeat/ The same old words about how we need/ To move on, cherish the memory./ Oh, but I can't hear a single thing/ Over the sound of my heart breaking./ And I'm sick of the same old story.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Published: 6/14/2013
Never let it go
And nothing can take away my compassion./ I'll never stop saying kind words to a stranger, no./ My heart may be broken but it's still so pure,/ And I'll hold on to myself, won't ever let it go.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 6/14/2013 - Complete
You know what they say
No wonder she turned you down./ You know what they say about what goes around./ You've heard the song, so I won't repeat./ But I had fun watching you at her feet. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Published: 6/14/2013 - Complete
But what for
I'm a survivor, for now./ It's a never ending war./ You keep on attacking me,/ But I don't get it, what for? *Feelings of someone suffering from PTSD*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 6/13/2013 - Complete
And I can't be there
But I can't be there again,/ I'm not on Broadway, I can't pretend/ To have no feelings and be just a friend./ And I can't be there with you,/ See my dreams came close but never true./ You're oblivious, you don't have a clue/ How much I still care./ And I can't be there./ And I can't be there. *Song about not attending your ex's birthday party. Country, personal.*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Published: 6/11/2013 - Complete
Still on your side
And I forgive you/ Because you were there./ Besides all is fair/ In love and war and this was just/ A learning curve for me./ I'm still on your side, and I'll always be. *To the third person or mutual friend who influences a relationship*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 6/11/2013 - Complete
Three little details
Remember rose cola, chocolate shots,/ Ice cream in flavor of butterscotch./ Three different days, three little details./ They made me cry now till my eyes swelled. *Personal, country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 6/11/2013 - Complete
Morse Code
How many times can I bandage my heart/ And lay it on your dart board?/ Your name must translate to "Run for your heart",/ But I don't speak in Morse Code.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Published: 6/11/2013 - Complete
Sorry for your loss
Well, I'm sorry for your loss,/ But, no, not really, because/ You can't mourn when you're not sad,/ And you're not, so please be glad,/ How it's high time to purge,/ How this is a death march,/ How I'm walking away./ This is the price you pay.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/10/2013 - Complete
Don't blame me
I'm the girl who's in love with you./ Don't blame me, blame the things you do,/ How you never make me feel appreciated./ Don't blame me for this distance that I've created.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Complete
No choice but to leave
You're right about one thing./ I do deserve more than what you can give./ Cause all you've given me is reasons to wish I was her./ And you've left me no choice but to leave.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Complete
Girls like me
We can't make your jaws drop./ Girls like me,/ Simple, nice,/ Ordinary./ We have our dreams,/ But we value people more./ We hurt, we break,/ When we knock on the wrong door./ But there's nobody else I'd wanna be./ The world needs more girls like me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Complete
Shine a flashlight in the sun's face
Shine a flashlight in the sun's face,/ It's not gonna make an impact,/ It's so useless, it's so pointless. *Confident song about bullying, or break-up. Works either way*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Complete
Can't fly a kite
And I'd think about that one name on my chest./ But you can't fly a kite against a tempest.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Complete
If life doesn't come with a manual
If life doesn't come with a manual,/ Then it's only fair we all get a second chance./ But when is life ever fair? *Personal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Complete
Cursed
I never believed that fate/ Could play spoilsport till we met./ Now each day when I open my eyes it hurts./ Guess I should have known this love, this love is cursed. *Personal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Complete
Conceived in love
Has it ever occurred to you that maybe, just maybe,/ All this anger stems from the love that's taken over me?/ Every single word of hate/ That I have ever said/ Was conceived in love,/ In love that you rejected. *Personal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Complete
My phone never rings
I keep my eyes fixed on the screen,/ But my phone never rings,/ Looks like I'm only one who's missing/ Our meaningless bantering.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Published: 6/8/2013 - Complete
Small town girl
I'm the kind of girl who'll be waiting up at home,/ In the middle of the night, staring at the phone,/ With a little lamp lighting up her perfect little world./ There's nothing wrong with being this kind of small town girl.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Published: 6/8/2013 - Complete
I just don't get why
I just don't get why,/ You won't let me out of your life./ I'm just a girl, I'm just a friend./ Why would it matter if our road ends?/ Why do you hold on, why do you try?/ I just don't get why.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Published: 6/8/2013 - Complete
Gotta do what I've gotta do
Gotta do what I've gotta do./ Now I need my distance from you/ So that I can still be close to/ Everything we once had./ Why don't you get it?/ I'm not stubborn, I'm sad!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 6/8/2013 - Complete
Rebel
But you have no right to refute my claim./ So what if I play it safe, don't play games?/ I'm breaking free,/ So skillfully/ That nobody can see./ Nobody can tell/ That I'm a rebel./ I'm a rebel.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 6/8/2013 - Complete
I'm crazy
I'm crazy,/ A little lazy./ I think I'm pretty/ Amazing./ I love the dreams I'm/ Chasing./ I'm no fragile/ Daisy./ I'm crazy,/ I'm crazy,/ I'm crazy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 6/8/2013 - Complete
From across the table
And then our eyes meet./ We grin from across the table./ I was fooled by it./ I thought we were stable. *Personal, country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Published: 6/7/2013 - Complete
La la December
Bye, la la December./ The sun was setting for a long time/ But it turned to amber/ In la la December./ La la December. *Country song, personal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Published: 6/7/2013 - Complete
Your enchanted land
I try to paint a picture/ Of the girl you'll meet someday./ Wish I had her lucky stars,/ Then I'd take your breath away./ Well, hold your breath,/ And let go of my hand./ Any day now you'll stumble upon/ Your enchanted land. *Personal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Published: 6/7/2013 - Complete
Good girls do
I know you have a good heart,/ But a broken heart's no good./ I only answer you now,/ Cause I love you and I should./ Please don't make me have to./ Big girls don't cry, but good girls do./ It looks like you're my Waterloo./ I try to forget you but/ I'm defeated every day,/ By your words, by that sly grin,/ I can never walk away./ But I know I need to. *Personal, country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 540 - Published: 6/7/2013 - Complete
So confused
So confused./ To be or not to be/ A distant memory./ Don't you talk to me./ I'm so confused. *Personal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 6/7/2013 - Complete
I have changed reviews
The people are not the same./ I wince when I hear your name./ You're a burden, you're a scar,/ Now that I see who you are./ You're past tense./ I have changed./ I have changed.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/6/2013 - Complete
Burn me
You keep me warm, then burn me./ Nobody ever warned me./ Like a worn out tyre,/ That's been set on fire,/ Once again I'm up in fumes./ Why do they never choke you?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 6/6/2013 - Complete
Gathering pebbles
I can't keep gathering pebbles./ Cause you and I both know it well,/ Someday,/ I'd have to throw it away,/ Let you go./ You've been/ Gone for long, I'm staring at/ Your shadow. *Personal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Published: 6/5/2013 - Complete
Just yesterday I was fine
Just yesterday I was fine./ And then you reminded me/ Of how it all used to be/ Those few weeks when you were mine./ Is it even normal to/ Fall for a brief fling like you?/ And put my heart on the line? *Personal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Published: 6/5/2013 - Complete
It's a stone
If I could get a hold of Doramon's/ Hypnotizing megaphone./ I'd tell my heart that from this moment on,/ It's a stone, yeah, it's a stone./ It's a stone, yeah, it's a stone./ It's a stone, yeah, it's a stone. *Dance-pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Published: 6/4/2013 - Complete
Old game of snake
It's just like an old game of snake, you know./ You feed on my misery and you grow./ Have fun while you can, cause it won't end well./ Some day you're gonna bite off your own tail.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Published: 6/4/2013 - Complete
You taught me
You taught me./ You taught me, baby./ Now I see,/ Now I see, maybe/ I can shove your own game in your face./ Yeah, you taught me well how to use a mess/ To my advantage./ I'm at center stage./ Now you'll feel my rage./ You'll see what you taught me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Published: 6/4/2013 - Complete
A part of me
Every single wave that recedes,/ Takes away a little sand from under my feet./ Every single time it rains down,/ Washes away a little color from my town./ Every single day/ That passes this way/ Makes me lose a part of me./ You're a part of me, baby.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Published: 6/4/2013 - Complete
In the aftermath
In the aftermath of your first heart break,/ In the aftermath of your newest mistake,/ In the aftermath of your latest scar,/ You're trying to figure out now who you are.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Published: 6/4/2013 - Complete
Firing blanks
And you try to take a shot at me./ But now your cartridges are empty./ You're firing blanks, baby./ You're firing blanks, maybe,/ You're firing blanks, baby./ You're firing blanks, baby. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 6/4/2013 - Complete
We need to stop
We need to stop,/ Cause if we keep this up,/ I might just fall in love./ You're dangerous./ Dimpled smile, curly hair,/ Always showing you care./ You say hi every single day./ You might just steal my heart away./ I might just let all my shields drop./ We need to stop, we need to stop.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Published: 6/3/2013 - Complete
Oh, well
Woke up from my nightmare,/ To your/ Dimpled smile, curly hair./ Brings a grin to my face,/ I can/ Overdose on sweetness./ Don't know if you can tell,/ But I'm/ Falling, falling, oh, well.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 6/3/2013 - Complete
Go figure
You say, "Trust me",/ Then you pull that old trigger,/ Wave a white flag,/ Then attack with full vigor./ And I fall for it every time,/ Go figure./ Go figure. *Pop or Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Published: 6/2/2013 - Complete
Chasing stars
A burnt child,/ I'm terrified./ Can't see the lies/ In their dark eyes./ I keep chasing stars,/ And each time I hurt. /I'm falling apart. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 6/2/2013 - Complete
Here's a little secret
When you think I'm already hurting,/ You don't find new ways to make me cry./ And I don't want my pain restarting,/ That's why I've decided that I'll lie./ Keep thinking I think it's never too late./ Well, here's a little secret. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Published: 6/1/2013 - Complete
The most beautiful evening
You're the most beautiful evening I'd ever known./ You still come back in your black shirt when I'm alone./ But now it's not the same./ You're so true to your name./ You're scary and untamed. *Slow and soft*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Published: 6/1/2013 - Complete
You should just go away
Long gone now are those days./ You should just go away./ I don't care what you say./ You should just go away./ Sick of the games you play./ You should just go away./ You should just go away. *Pop, catchy*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 6/1/2013 - Complete
It's not your fault
You never know if you are flying or falling./ You can never tell where the spider is crawling./ It's not your fault that he could sneak up on your heart./ Don't you beat yourself up for not being more alert./ You can't live with your trust locked away in a vault./ It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Published: 6/1/2013 - Complete
Sorry you've lost your grip
See the changes in the weather?/ I got used to your slick leather,/ I got used to your whip,/ (Lashing my heart repeatedly.)/ Sorry you've lost your grip,/ (You can no longer control me.) *Rated for BDSM metaphors*
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Published: 5/31/2013 - Complete
I stole the game
You'd decked your pretty little chessboard pretty well./ Your pawns were ready to make moves that wouldn't fail./ Too bad I dived into the middle, stole the game,/ Nothing you could do could stop me, oh, what a shame! *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Published: 5/30/2013 - Complete
The joke's on you
The joke's on you, my dearest,/ People can see through that hollow heart in your chest./ You might as well give your acting a little rest./ Won't affect us, we're living life to the fullest./ The joke's on you, my dearest. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Published: 5/30/2013 - Complete
Break me too
That's when you try to break me too,/ Bring me down alongside you,/ Make me walk in your shoe./ You should have just grabbed my hand,/ I'd have pulled you out of your hole./ But instead you pull me in,/ Steal away a part of my soul. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 5/30/2013 - Complete
Wooden fences
You've got this tendency of making me confuse my/ Past and present tenses./ Every time I put up iron walls, / You stampede them like they're wooden fences./ (You stampede them like they're wooden fences.)/ I build a barricade with the stones you hurl at me, / Put up my defenses./ But you break through so effortlessly; / You stampede them like they're wooden fences.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Published: 5/30/2013 - Complete
If you stare at the sun
Now I see what I've been doing wrong./ If you stare at the sun for too long,/ When you close your eyes, you're blinded,/ Everything whirls in orange and red./ You can't make sense of things in your head.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 5/28/2013 - Complete
Nothing is what it seems
Thought you'd be my sun rays,/ Thought you'd be my moon beams./ But I found out today,/ Nothing is what it seems.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Published: 5/28/2013 - Complete
So effortlessly
And I dial that dreaded ten digit number again, praying,/ My voice doesn't give away the words I'm not saying./ Buried my feelings under my pain./ But it rushes back the second I hear you speak./ And you break me down once again,/ So effortlessly. *Country song. Personal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 5/26/2013 - Complete
With God as witness
It was at a Church, at a temple./ I watched it begin, I watched it fail./ With God as witness,/ I memorized your smiling face./ With God as witness,/ My fairytale turned to a mess./ With God as witness,/ It began that day./ With God as witness,/ It faded away. *Rated for theme. No offense is intended. Personal. *
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Published: 5/26/2013 - Complete
Trojan horse
Tiny toys caution about cho-choking hazard./ Deadly poisons come with warning labels./ But you're a Trojan horse, not a siren was heard./ You're a Trojan horse, my faux fairytale. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Complete
All a girl's gotta do
Sometimes all a girl's gotta do to feel better/ Is make up stupid insults she'll laugh at later./ Just let it flow./ So here we go.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Complete
Danger
And you prepare for a strike./ You try to act like you're Danger/ In badbeep mode./ But you end up looking like/ A villain from power ranger/ Hitting the road.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Complete
Misunderstood reviews
You're filled to the brim, overflowing with good./ You're an angel I had misunderstood./ You're beautiful, inside and out,/ You charmed away all my doubts./ Your warm words ended my coldness,/ I can't blame you for that old mess./ You don't treat me how I imagined you would./ You're an angel I had misunderstood. *Ballad* Personal.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Complete
Ship-wreck
I can't set sail again,/ I can't face the winds./ I'll lay in wait in the harbor,/ Till I hear your ship coming. *Slow ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Complete
Just look at what you did to me
So while you're out on your newest spree,/ Just look at what you did to me./ You stole the hope away from an optimist,/ You squeezed my strongest faith in your calloused fists./ I've put out my candle, shut my door./ I don't know what to believe anymore,/ And I'm just so scared,/ Cause for a second there,/ I actually let myself believe you/ Could somehow someday want me too.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 447 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Complete
I'd never give that to you reviews
My compassion doesn't come with a switch,/ I can't turn it off even if I wanted to./ You can't just drain it away like a leech,/ You're not worth it, no, I'd never give that to you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Complete
Despite it all
I'll give myself some credit./ I've seen a lot of bad things in life./ But I am good despite it./ I'm standing tall/ Despite it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Complete
Locked and loaded
My heart was locked and loaded,/ You were ready to take your aim./ My heart was locked and loaded,/ You were ready to play your game./ Too bad it misfired, too bad you don't even have a clue,/ That the sneaky little bullet is lodged right inside of you. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Published: 5/24/2013 - Complete
Candle
I'm a candle, I've got that spark,/ I'm shining alone in the dark./ The darker you make my days,/ The brighter will be my rays,/ Till the time you finally fade away. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Published: 5/24/2013 - Complete
Fool
And you'll be fooled/ By how I'll play it cool-/ Fooled by my love, fooled by my sweet smile-/ I haven't been fooled by your words now for a while./ I can see right through you, but you can never tell./ Guess I can play the role of a fool pretty well./ Guess I can play the role of a fool pretty well./ Guess I can play the role of a fool pretty well. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 510 - Published: 5/23/2013 - Complete
Sorry I ran out the door
Sorry I ran out of the patience to listen to the words you say./ Sorry I ran out of second chances today./ Sorry I ran out of the strength to linger here and not walk away./ Sorry I ran out of my forgiveness today./ I can't do this anymore./ Sorry, I ran out the door. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Published: 5/22/2013 - Complete
Down for repairs
This heart of mine has just been shut down for repairs./ You can't manipulate the trust that's hidden there./ I had my eyes closed to the truth,/ Cause I couldn't close my heart to you,/ Now I'm shutting down my heart itself, down for repairs./ And you can't manipulate the trust that's hidden there. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Published: 5/22/2013 - Complete
Devil's age
So, tonight I'm asking God if this is Devil's age./ Cause I ain't got nothing but heart ache on every page. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 5/22/2013 - Complete
Place in your heart
I can't find a place in your heart,/ It's way too closed off, way too crowded./ And I'm not gonna lose myself,/ In the mystery in which you're shrouded./ So, you can keep all your crushes,/ You can look at the prettiest bunch./ I'm done chasing you for good now,/ I hope that you've got the slightest hunch.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Published: 5/21/2013 - Complete
How dare you
How dare you/ Even try to/ Manipulate and/ Trick us into falling far apart?/ How dare you/ Even try to/ Pinch my old wounds and/ Make me hate him by making me hurt? *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Published: 5/20/2013 - Complete
Turn on the radio
Well, turn on the radio,/ And please let me know/ If there's a single song that reminds you of me,/ Do turn on the radio,/ And please let me know/ If you close your eyes and my face is what you see.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 5/20/2013 - Complete
My Atlantis
You're my Atlantis, / My kingdom of peace. / You might be imaginary, you might exist. / Might be right before me, behind a veil of mist. / Nobody can prove or disprove this. / Nobody can take away my Atlantis. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Published: 5/20/2013 - Complete
Don't you dare leave me again reviews
Now don't you dare leave me again./ I can't take that overdose of pain. *Song about finding a past life lover. Ballad.*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/19/2013 - Complete
Never change
You are free from the burden of this cruel world/ Trying to drag your shoulders down to the ground./ Everyone knows they can break me just by touching you,/ So I walk away from my war without a single sound./ I no longer seek my revenge./ Now all I want is for that smile on your lips to/ Never change. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Published: 5/19/2013 - Complete
Coward
Well I'm a coward, / I've been overpowered/ By my fear of getting hurt again. / Teardrops, sad songs, paper and pen. / Breathe in, breathe out, and count to ten./ Flashbacks, black outs, memory lane. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 5/18/2013 - Complete
Stop hitting on me
Stop hitting on me,/ Can't you see?/ I'm not falling for your act,/ I know your type, in fact,/ You're all that I'd never wanna be./ Stop hitting on me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2013 - Complete
Through it all
Remember that one time you took my hand, and lead me up the escalator?/ I let you, because nothing ever went wrong when we were together./ I'm terrified of heights./ But I knew with you I'd be alright./ I knew you'd catch me if I fall./ This is just like that, this time I caught myself through it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Published: 5/18/2013 - Complete
The world remains still
But the world remains still,/ Kind of like a spinning wheel/ That's been caught in the mud,/ And the devastating flood./ And the world remains still,/ Kind of like turbines of windmill,/ Spinning so fast in the breeze,/ It's motion can't be perceived./ And the world remains still./ And the world remains still.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Published: 5/17/2013 - Complete
I've gotta get out
You're a lost cause, you're beyond help./ But I've gotta protect myself./ I've gotta get out,/ Stop living in your little cloud,/ Cause when it rains, it gets me drenched,/ Down to the bones,/ But your thirst for drama is never quenched. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Published: 5/15/2013 - Complete
You broke me again
There you go, you broke me again./ Made me play your little game./ I recoil to you like I'm elastic,/ You're superglue, I'm plastic./ Someday I might do something drastic. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 5/15/2013 - Complete
You never know
And when you went,/ You stole that rush in my vein,/ You froze my power to love again./ And I'd like to believe in something you once said./ I'd like to believe it's never too late./ So even though (even though) / We're a story that's already been told,/ You never know (You never know)/ You never know what the future holds.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 5/15/2013
I have you
Goodbye between a soldier and his beloved. Written in the form of dialogues, divided into four stanzas, each line consisting of twelve meters.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Published: 5/13/2013 - Complete
If anything at all
My back against the mattress,/ A sad sigh through the darkness,/ Neon stars glowing on my ceiling,/ But I don't know what I'm feeling,/ If anything at all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 5/13/2013 - Complete
I ain't gonna end up dead
I told myself to pick up the pieces,/ Tucked away all my goodbye wishes,/ I didn't care no more about what they said,/ Honey, I ain't gonna end up dead. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 5/13/2013 - Complete
Not even for a single day
And I know the truth might make you mad,/ But you know I'm right when I say,/ You never meant to stay,/ You knew you'd walk away./ And I know you didn't wanna make me sad,/ You never meant to play,/ But you never saw the ray,/ No, not even for a single day.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Published: 5/12/2013 - Complete
Don't come back
You told me we were never meant to be./ If you ever wanna come back to me,/ Cause you can't find what you went looking for,/ I hope you know that now I've closed my door./ You walked out on us, for no good reason./ Now you can't just decide to waltz back in./ Now it's too late./ You ignored it when I said/ Please come back./ So don't come back. *Ballad*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Published: 5/12/2013 - Complete
Later
Well, in case your later arrives a little too late,/ In case you find the time somehow someday,/ Look at the sky, scream what you have to say,/ I won't be listening then, I'll be miles away./ In case you're curious, I grew tired of the wait./ You kept on hurting my self-respect,/ And your later came a little too late,/ Your later came a little too late.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 453 - Published: 5/12/2013 - Complete
My compassion
Looks like my compassion wasn't damaged by your scar after all./ Looks like I wasn't changed when I saw your real face, when I took your fall./ My compassion is my greatest gift./ And you can't make me grow cold and lose it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Published: 5/12/2013 - Complete
Claps please
And every single time I fall for it,/ I give my heart a few slaps./ You and I are just a tattered bridge,/ Waiting for our turn to collapse./ So I might as well burn it behind me,/ And give my strength a few claps./ Now I'm biting off your leash./ Claps please! *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Published: 5/12/2013 - Complete
You're dead to me reviews
Well, how long did you think it was gonna be/ Before I fought back against your misery?/ This girl here just found the strength to take control/ Of her broken heart that's stuck in your black hole./ Now you're nothing but a wasted memory./ You're dead to me,/ You're dead to me. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/11/2013 - Complete
But I can't reviews
Yin and yang,/ Dark and light,/ You switch faces,/ Day and night./ And I/ Don't know which side to buy./ I need to walk away, and I try,/ But I can't,/ But I can't, oh, oh, oh.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2013 - Complete
Superficial
Well, you're a fish living in shallow waters,/ While I prefer the deep sea./ You're superficial, I love with all my heart,/ That's why we're never meant to be.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 5/10/2013 - Complete
Shiny little notes
And you've got your shiny little notes,/ I hope they keep you warm on a white Christmas,/ I've got my humanitarian oaths,/ I've got a spiritual strength of a different class/ That your money can never buy, That your mind can never comprehend./ And I hope you're happy with/ Your shiny little notes in the end.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Published: 5/10/2013 - Complete
Just a little wise
Who said you killed my innocence?/ Who said I'm stuck in the past tense?/ Who said you ruined my childhood?/ Who said I was broken for good?/ There's still a dream-catcher in my window,/ My heart's still pure, like a firefly's glow./ The face of the world changed in my eyes,/ But I'm still the same, just a little wise. *personal*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Published: 5/9/2013 - Complete
Flowers reviews
Sometimes beautiful flowers fall down onto the streets./ Sometimes they are crushed under the weight of a hundred feet,/ And sometimes a stranger picks them, up and off the ground./ I could use help like that right now, need someone to turn it around.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/7/2013 - Complete
Pins and needles reviews
Now you're leaving me with pins and needles/ In my / Stupid little / Clueless fickle / Menacing heart,/ I'm feeling numb, but I feel the stinging start./ Now you're leaving me with pins and needles/ In my / Broken bruised/ Bleeding used / Fragile heart,/ One moment I've got it together, next I'm falling apart./ Yeah, I'm falling apart. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/7/2013 - Complete
Once a slayer
Heart-break, train-wreck, catastrophe,/ Trying again to tighten the rope,/ But once a slayer, always so,/ Yeah, I'm not blind enough to not know,/ That once a slayer, always so,/ Heart-break, train-wreck, catastrophe,/ I cut the strings, and I can cope,/ And once a slayer, always so,/ Yeah, I'm not blind enough to not know,/ That once a slayer, always so. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Published: 5/7/2013 - Complete
Untangle
You try your best to untangle/ Me so completely from your past, / You don't want me to leave a mark./ For a long while I've been strangled,/ But now I'll walk away at last,/ I can see that it's getting dark. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Published: 5/7/2013 - Complete
Moral compass reviews
You're on the wrong side/ Of the needle of my moral compass,/ But every day my skin is growing thicker./ Your smile feels so right/ I forget it's wrong to think about us,/ And every day my knee is growing weaker. *pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6/2013 - Complete
Every scar reviews
There's something about you that has/ Given me the strength to forget/ Every heartbreak,/ Every mistake,/ Every wish wasted on the wrong star,/ Every goodbye,/ Every failed try,/ Every tear and every scar./ Oh, I don't know who you are./ But you make me smile through every scar.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/6/2013 - Complete
Another age
Don't worry, I didn't fly off into fits of rage./ It's only been four months now,/ But you're so right, that was another age./ And I was another girl,/ Stupid enough to make you a/ Huge part of my world./ But now I've finally been able to break my cage,/ I don't give a darn about you,/ You're right, it really was another age. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 486 - Published: 5/5/2013 - Complete
Dark gray silhouette reviews
Your dark gray silhouette/ Is just like the sunset,/ So beautiful, but when it's gone,/ All I'm left with is darkness./ Your dark gray silhouette/ Is the perfect vignette./ But I want the story to be told now,/ At a slow but steady pace./ Now you're making me believe in fate,/ Your dark gray silhouette.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2013 - Complete
Plummeting right through cloud nine
Just when I swore I won't put my heart on the line,/ You have me plummeting right through cloud nine./ You have me thinking you and I could get it right./ You have me day-dreaming about you all day all night. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Published: 5/4/2013 - Complete
Simplified
Already insecure inside, you made it amplified./ The confidence that I had regained suddenly died./ It's like my hands and feet were all suddenly tied./ Couldn't find my beauty, no matter how much I tried./ But now that you're gone, I'm simplified. *Written about how my relationship was making me relapse into anorexia but I fought back.*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2013 - Complete
Denied
And it hits me once again,/ I have a different set of eyes then,/ And every blemish on my skin is magnified,/ Every pound of fat on me looks amplified./ But inside I'm screaming out loud/ From the want of food that I've denied. *Song about an ED. Written when I'm fighting my relapse into anorexia*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2013 - Complete
The last song
So, this is the last song I'm writing about you,/ Now that you're moving on, on to something new,/ Now that you've burned down my last bridge,/ Now that you've closed shut my last door,/ I'll finally let myself stand down from this ridge,/ There's nothing holding me back anymore. *Goodbye song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 5/4/2013 - Complete
Gray zone
So get out of my head,/ Get out of my head,/ You're in the gray zone,/ Let's never forget./ All the flags around me are bright glaring neon red,/ But I'm raising a white one of my own,/ Even though you're in the gray zone,/ I want you with me, I want you all alone,/ I want you on the finest date./ Get out of my head,/ Get out of my head. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Published: 5/3/2013 - Complete
Occam's razor
I always apply Occam's razor,/ And it tells me you're just way too busy to take two minutes out and reply./ Then you come up with an excuse,/ That feels like it's absolutely made up but I buy it anyway and I'm pacified./ That's why these days I don't know what to think anymore./ You always shove the most probably scenario out of the door. *Pop-rock* Fictional.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Published: 5/2/2013 - Complete
Do you know
Where did it all go?/ Hey, do you know?/ Did we leave all of it behind/ Somewhere in the back of our minds?/ Not to be touched for years/ Till we're sure it's faded, till it's clear/ That our scars won't show./ Hey, do you know?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Published: 5/1/2013 - Complete
The best revenge
I know it will sound strange/ When I say that the best revenge/ Is letting her keep him./ But when her curves begin to dim,/ How long will it be till he's stolen again?/ That little minx will get back all this pain./ You'll get to sit and watch./ You can even take it up a notch. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Published: 5/1/2013 - Complete
Dry eyelashes reviews
I used to be haunted by your memories in flashes./ But now I can fall asleep with dry eyelashes,/ And a smile on my lips./ It doesn't hurt so deep./ The burden's off my chest./ Tonight I'm getting some rest,/ And dreams where you turn to ashes,/ Forever gone from my dry eyelashes.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/1/2013 - Complete
Perfect mechanic
I'm scared, and I panic,/ You're the perfect mechanic,/ You're mending my broken parts./ You're fixing my broken heart./ I'm acting like a manic,/ You're the perfect mechanic,/ And you're giving my daydreams a new star./ Thank you for helping me heal my scar.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Published: 5/1/2013 - Complete
Survivor's guilt
Now don't you cling/ On to your survivor's guilt, not anymore./ Can you hear me sing/ This song to say I love you like I did before?/ It's fine you moved no, it's fine I won't./ But your survivor's guilt? No, just, don't.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Published: 4/29/2013 - Complete
Such audacity reviews
But hey, all you feel for him is pity./ I can't believe it, such audacity!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/29/2013 - Complete
All I can do
But I'll find a guy who'll make me take a chance,/ Make it real, make it last,/ Make me leave you in the jaded past./ And all I can do/ Is wait for this realization to sink in through/ The holes you made in my heart/ On your way out of the "till death do us part"./ And all I can do/ Is wait for the day when I'm over you. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Published: 4/29/2013 - Complete
Weakest
But you think/ It's okay to wipe away people's simple delusions./ My heart sinks,/ I'm at my weakest when I hear your conclusions./ Your tongue is your strongest muscle,/ And my heart is my weakest./ Every truth you send my way hits me/ Straight in the core of my chest.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Published: 4/29/2013 - Complete
Paper cut
Well, it seems to me like I just can't win./ I'm banging on a door that's shut./ I'm walking on a line so paper thin./ And you're giving me a paper cut. *Pop-rock/ Rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Published: 4/28/2013 - Complete
All I remember is you
Canopy of lights in red, blue and green,/ They made a bear that was playing violin,/ Two giant parrots with a little swing,/ A girl in a skirt that kept on dancing.../ But all I remember is you. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 4/27/2013 - Complete
If it was you
If it was you, my dress would have been a little bit whiter./ If it was you, my smile would have been a little bit brighter./ If it was you, the weight of my train would have seemed a little bit lighter./ If it was you, I would have held that hand a little bit tighter./ It would have been a fairytale ending come true,/ If it was you,/ If only it was you. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Published: 4/26/2013 - Complete
Imaginary
You must be imaginary./ But it starts again, I find myself in the middle of greenery./ Seems like another dimension./ I feel no fears, no tension./ Just pure bliss,/ And so much peace,/ I float through the streets like I know this/ Place,/ Face,/ I guess/ You must be imaginary. *Pop-rock/Rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Published: 4/26/2013 - Complete
Ocean out of a pool reviews
You keep reminding me we're past tense./ You keep up your act of indifference./ You force yourself to keep a distance./ But inside your head, it's a tangled mess,/ A jumbled puzzle of my face,/ Memories that still make your heart race./ Well, you're a fool./ You're making an ocean out of a pool.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/25/2013 - Complete
I just don't get you
I just don't know what's my imagination and what's true./ I just don't get you./ I just can't tally what you say with what you do./ What am I supposed to believe? I don't have I clue./ I just don't get you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Published: 4/25/2013 - Complete
Ode to the past
You held my hands through the darkest night./ I made it because you promised it'd be alright./ You gave me all the strength I needed to fight./ And for that, you'll always have a special place/ Right here in my heart,/ Even if years pass and you can't recall my face,/ Even if we're apart. To Stephen.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 604 - Published: 4/24/2013 - Complete
Not just yet
And no, I won't close that door, (No, not just yet)/ But I won't keep staring at it anymore. (I've got enough on my plate.)/ And I'll wait, but I won't chase. If it's meant to be, we'll fall into place./ Eventually I'll give in to my fate./ But no, not just yet. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Published: 4/23/2013 - Complete
This is just how life is
Well, this is just how life is./ You've gotta tape it back together piece by piece,/ Like you'd put a new string on your guitar,/ Or a new windshield on your worn out car./ Now give your sorrow a goodbye kiss./ This is just how life is. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Published: 4/22/2013 - Complete
I'll give you your space
Now we're running out of second chances./ So, instead of smothering you with my advances,/ I'll give you your space,/ Won't blind your eyes with the sight of my face,/ But I'll be here, waiting, forever and always./ Now I'll give you your space,/ I'll give you your space.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Published: 4/22/2013 - Complete
Still keeping track reviews
I still remember those/ Camera flashes,/ Dreams on my eyelashes,/ Giving you eclairs,/ Rushing down the stairs,/ Your steel lunch box,/ Running my hand through my locks.../ Random details from decades back./ You're over us, but I'm still keeping track.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/22/2013 - Complete
Mixed signals
You're sending me mixed signals./ And I don't know what they mean./ Every time you oscillate between red and green,/ Am I supposed to stop now or keep on driving?/ Straight to the crash,/ I expect a backlash./ You're acting so brash. *Pop-song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Published: 4/22/2013 - Complete
Sorry that it even started
And I could say I'm sorry that it ended,/ And I could say I'm sorry you pretended./ But I'm not./ You've been caught,/ Because of the questions you skirted./ And I'm sorry that it even started.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Published: 4/22/2013 - Complete
Stronger reviews
You're stronger than all your scars,/ You're stronger than who you think you are./ If you're searching for strength, / You don't have to look too far-/ All your strength is right there,/ In your soul and in your heart./ You're stronger than all your scars,/ You're stronger than who you think you are.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/21/2013 - Complete
Strike
Be the venomous snake that he turned out to be,/ Be the reason for his never ending misery,/ Get ready to bite,/ You'll start training tonight,/ For the perfect strike./ He should have known you'd be the vengeful type./ He poisoned your heart, you'll poison his life./ Now get ready to bite,/ Gather all your anger, all your might,/ For the perfect strike.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Published: 4/21/2013 - Complete
Frostbite reviews
The truth is, I only pretend I'm fine,/ But I miss how we used to talk online,/ Around this time of the night./ Baby, the truth is, I'm not fine at all,/ And I really miss your missed calls, / Around this time of the night./ Now this blaring silence gnaws into my skin like frostbite,/ Around this time of the night.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/19/2013 - Complete
You're not gone
You're gone, but you're not gone./ Like that first gentle ray of dawn,/ Creeping in through cracks in my window,/ You sneak into my mind, can't let you go./ You still linger on./ You're not gone./ I can still find you in rain drops, and midnights,/ The sweet smell of drenched mud, and starlight... *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/19/2013 - Complete
Butterfly reviews
Well, thank you, the pain molded me./ Living undercover, now I'm breaking free./ I won't hide in my cocoon any longer./ I'm emerging out of it so much stronger./ I'm not scared today- the sky doesn't seem too high./ Now I'll spread my own beautiful wings, like a butterfly.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2013 - Complete
Reality check
You think you're fine, I'm the one who ended up with a heart break./ You're so oblivious, it's high time you got a reality check./ You showed me the door, and I slammed it in your face./ And now the world's wide open for me, I'll find my forever and always.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 399 - Published: 4/16/2013 - Complete
You stay because
And you stay, because he's promised to make it alright./ You stay, because he says sorry after every single fight./ You stay, because when your life gets dark he's your light./ You stay, because you can't live with him out of your sight.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Published: 4/16/2013 - Complete
Power of love
I don't believe in the power of love./ If love conquers all,/ Why couldn't I break through your walls?/ It's just a cliché sold in books and movies./ Love only has the power to hurt me,/ Nothing else, there's no such magical power of love. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Published: 4/16/2013 - Complete
She loves me
I've started noticing that look in her eye every day,/ It can only be love, nothing else./ And it's killing me knowing I'll never feel that way,/ Can't she hear the warning bells?/ I guess I'll have to say it myself,/ I guess I'll have to see her free./ But I know she won't leave, she'll still believe,/ A hopeless fool all because she loves me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Published: 4/16/2013 - Complete
Thud
My heart drops to the floor with a thud,/ Shedding just a single speck of blood,/ Because you finally sucked it dry,/ With the tears you made me cry,/ Through the nights I stayed awake/ Trying to pinpoint my damn mistake,/ While you were so busy slinging mud./ My heart drops to the floor with a thud. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 4/16/2013 - Complete
Crazy ex-girlfriend
No, don't freak out./ Oh, don't you shout!/ No, you're the crazy one,/ To tell me that we're done./ What do you mean you've had enough?/ Restraining orders can't stop love./ You can't bring my little affectionate gestures to an end./ No, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not a crazy ex-girlfriend. *Pop-rock* Completely fictional.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Published: 4/11/2013 - Complete
Falling free reviews
Now this is serious./ He's so mysterious./ Inches away from me, but a complete stranger./ He's magnetic, the way he reeks of danger,/ With that sly grin, that bad boy vibe./ I take a deep breath, count to five,/ Then I'm falling free… *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/11/2013 - Complete
I grew up
We can be friends or enemies, we have a choice,/ Contrary to what movies and songs portray./ It was difficult loving you, but you were worth it./ Thank you for teaching me that there's always a way/ To replace my own shallow hatred and jealousy with love,/ That's how I grew up. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Published: 4/9/2013 - Complete
Today marks the day
And today marks the day I first see/ The shadow of the goodbye that's lurking behind me./ The terror resonates in every heartbeat./ I hope the clock gets a speeding ticket./ I hope the train that's supposed to take you away/ Burns down to pieces somehow today. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/9/2013 - Complete
Anymore
I'm not holding grudges/ Over long gone mascara smudges./ See, I'm not keeping score anymore./ Cause I'm not on the floor anymore. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/9/2013 - Complete
I shout
For a long while now I've been giving you/ The benefit of doubt./ Every single time I think of leaving you/ I find there's no way out./ So I just sit around now, grieving, you/ Don't even see me pout./ My arms are ready for receiving you,/ But you're silent, I shout./ You're silent, but I shout. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 357 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/7/2013 - Complete
Thank you for every scar
I just wanted to thank you for every scar/ That you're making in my heart,/ Cause it's showing me who you are,/ Your true colors- shades of black and blue,/ I can finally see right through you/ Because of the cruel things you do. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Complete
Even if I can't
Right from the beginning, you made the ending crystal clear./ Entered the scene, goodbye lullaby for background music, I couldn't hear,/ My mind decided to blur out the/ "Even if I can't, someone else will say/ Those three words to you some day".
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Complete
In my bad books
Don't judge me by my innocent looks./ You don't wanna be in my bad books./ I've always been at the receiving end of blames,/ Been caught up bad in their web of mind games,/ And managed to pick up a trick or two./ Did I mention that I'm coming for you? *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Published: 4/2/2013 - Complete
Fight back
I'm a good person,/ But this is a big bad world./ And I won't make it if/ I'm a self-righteous little girl…./ I will never start a fight myself,/ But if you do, don't expect me to sit and cry and yelp./ Believe me, I'll be fighting back./ It's the will to hurt a person, not the strength that I lack./ And believe me, I'll fight back. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Published: 4/2/2013 - Complete
Half sleeved sweater
And when I look at you and I can't say,/ "All men are same", you're on my way,/ Like a silent protestor holding up a sign/ That says "it was the wrong guy, if you were mine,/ You know, you know, you know, I'd treat you so much better."/ And yes, I know, I know, I know,/ I've known it for a long time now,/ Back in your days of half sleeved sweater. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2013 - Complete
This guy, oh my
But this guy, oh my,/ There's honesty in his eye./ Every flame before him/ Has always been all consuming./ But he brings me a kind of serenity,/ I feel comfortable in my skin, don't need to look pretty. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2013 - Complete
You'll never see
You probably don't realize,/ But I have you memorized,/ Down to every little detail / You ever shared with me,/ You're my very own fairytale,/ But this, you'll never see. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2013 - Complete
Honest affection
I've never been able to figure out / How to treat love like a game of chess./ I've never been able to find a trick / Not to smile wide when I see your face./ And I've always laid my cards on the table,/ I don't know how to play hard to get./ I'd rather win you over with honest affection,/ Because love is not some kind of bet. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/31/2013 - Complete
Spin a bottle toss a coin Or who's the thief
Let's settle this today,/ Let's figure out a way,/ To decide who's the thief,/ Who stole him from whom,/ And who deserves doom,/ Or punishment, or whatever,/ Let's do ourselves a favor,/ Spin a bottle, toss a coin,/ Or just kick him in the groin/ And ask him who's the thief.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 553 - Published: 3/30/2013 - Complete
Beauty is not a weapon reviews
You had the day with him at college- And you were dressed to the nines, Always trying to occupy center stage- Trying to steal what was then mine, But I won't fall into an irrational rage- Because you know what? It's fine, If that's how you choose to play it, Decking yourself from head to feet. But you'd never find real love, Cinderella,If you never walk barefoot across the street.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/30/2013 - Complete
Scorching summer
But you must have heard a different version of the same old song./ Now I'm selling out your memories on a ninety percent discount, this shouldn't take long./ And by the way,/ You know how they say,/ If it's meant to be it'll be?/ I let you go thinking you were meant for me. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Published: 3/30/2013 - Complete
The last man standing
This day has been a long time coming,/ My hands bleed from these strings I've been strumming/ Since the summer paradise turned into my palest winter-/ You took away the "ella" in me, now all that's left is cinder./ Now you've broken my heart so bad, I won't chase you/ Even if you were the last man standing,. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 418 - Published: 3/28/2013 - Complete
Rebound Girl
Sorry, but I'm done playing the role of Rebound Girl./ I've already got enough on my plate,/ I've got no time to clean your slate./ I won't help you bury the skeletons in your closet./ Cause I need a love that would last,/ A man who knows that past is past./ And I don't recover from heart-breaks that fast./ That's why I'm done playing the role of Rebound Girl. *Pop-Rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 531 - Published: 3/28/2013 - Complete
One of those few reviews
There you were,/ With a smile on your face that was lighting up your eyes./ You asked me what's wrong and I just broke down crying./ Must have so shocking for you, so awkward./ But I'm not embarrassed, cause I've heard/ You only let the people you trust see the weakest side of you./ And this was the day I realized you're one of those few.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/27/2013 - Complete
Monologue
That's why first I need to convince myself/ That instead of the hours I waste thinking up ways/ To make him jealous, I need to seek help,/ And find the strength to let go of my demons and say.../ he lost someone who really loved him while/ I lost someone whose favorite job is to wipe away my smile.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 643 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2013 - Complete
Your sweetest lullaby reviews
You burned down the house of cards that would have collapsed on me./ You turned down your siren call that would have left me stranded at the sea,/ With every bridge behind me burned, and no one there to hear my cry,/ You turned down the sound that was lulling me to death, your sweetest lullaby.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 492 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/24/2013 - Complete
It's not love reviews
Cause it's not love if you feel it only after seeing him in the arms of another-/ It's jealously, and wanting what you can't have, what used to be yours./ And it's not love if you didn't trust him; you should have known him better-/ Should have heard his side of the story if things seemed to be obscure. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 454 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/24/2013 - Complete
Won't it rain now
Won't it rain now?/ Little droplets infusing kindness in people's hearts?/ And draining away all the rage that's tearing us apart?/ Won't it rain now?/ Little droplets infusing in us basic human decency?/ When will it rain down on you and me?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Published: 3/23/2013 - Complete
Bury you for a little while
And you'd only hurt your fingers if you clutch the pieces of broken glass./ And I'd only hurt myself if I talk to you, cause it fuels my longing for us./ I know I won't just stop loving you this way, or rid my heart of the dent./ But it'd bury you for a little while; keep you dormant for just a moment. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Published: 3/21/2013 - Complete
Leaving tonight
I'm leaving tonight./ But if I close my eyes long enough, there you are again,/ Wearing that shirt in white./ There's no destination without you anymore, I'll be living/ Like an aimlessly drifting kite./ But I'm leaving tonight. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Published: 3/21/2013 - Complete
Swept through my life
Swept into my life like a rush of fresh air,/ Close my eyes, black shirt, you're right there./ Swept through my life like a wild boat- oars down, guided by the winds,/ Giddy heart pounding in my chest, tingling all over my skin./ Swept out of my life like a chill from a place where they lay the dead./ And I watch you as you fade. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Published: 3/19/2013 - Complete
I ain't your woman to beat reviews
So you slap me now, and I wonder,/ Is this the same guy with whose smile my Christmas was lit?/ And I slap you hard right back because/ Twenty first century women won't just stand and take your -./ Tit for tat is a fair play./ And I'll fight back any day./ Cause you ain't my man to love anymore,/ And I ain't your woman to beat. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/15/2013 - Complete
Panicked reviews
You instantly panicked/ That you'd turn weak,/ Show crimson red on your cheek,/ Giving away how you really feel,/ Ruining your perfect veil/ Of hatred that's not real.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/15/2013 - Complete
Chameleon reviews
You are a chameleon,/ And I was your prey,/ But I escaped, whoo hoo,/ Now I'm on my way./ Boy, I really dodged a bullet there./ Change colors again, I don't care. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/15/2013 - Complete
You are reviews
You are now "once upon a time",/ You are the guy who used to fit in my rhymes/ Back in the sweet summer of two thousand twelve./ Now you are tucked away in a faraway shelf./ Cause who you were to me then/ Is not who you are to me now-/ Yeah, you are never gonna be that guy again. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2013 - Complete
Nightmare fuel reviews
Then one day a part of me snaps,/ "If you keep looking back,/ You'll keep on slipping through the gaps",/ And one day a part of me yells,/ "You deserve so much better,/ He's nothing but a nightmare fuel."
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2013 - Complete
Two can play a game reviews
But if you run, I'm not gonna chase./ Cause I've figured out that if I don't,/ You come right back to me, always./ And now baby, baby, I'll pretend I didn't/ Hear you call my name./ It's all your fault, you started it, but now/ Two can play a game./ (Oh oh)/ Two can play a game./ Make your moves,/ I'll counter all of them./ Two can play a game./ (Oh oh)/ Two can play a game.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 444 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/12/2013 - Complete
Back in July reviews
It was back in July,/ Opened a chat box, I said "Hi",/ And there was no reply./ Heaven knows why/ But two days later, I gave it a second try./ And this time you said "Hi",/ And that's the story of how you caught my eye,/ Back in July.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/12/2013 - Complete
I'm guilty reviews
I'm guilty of keeping these pictures where you look so good./ We're over, but baby, I'm still at the interlude.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/12/2013 - Complete
Perfect reviews
You can only strive for perfection-/ Something that you always do./ So why burden yourself with tension,/ And keep on singing the blues?/ Girl, you can never have every single/ Item on your wish list checked,/ But if you can be happy with what you get,/ Your life will be pretty darn perfect. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/12/2013 - Complete
And I thought you'd like to know reviews
I've kept the good memories,/ Left behind that giddy rush in my veins,/ Boxed up all my resentments,/ Risen above blaming you for my pain,/ And I'm ready to love again/ Now that I've finally let go. And I thought you'd like to know. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Complete
In hindsight reviews
Open eyed,/ I realize,/ Everything looks so much better in hindsight./ You tend to focus on the rainbow after the rain,/ You forget about the clouds that blocked out the light./ And I need to get my heart back on the right track./ That's why it's time for a flashback. *Country song*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 539 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2013 - Complete
Pied piper reviews
You better snap out of it soon./ Stop dancing to his hypnotizing tune./ He's an evil, evil pied piper,/ He'll lure you to some place far,/ Where you'll never be found./ Girl, you better turn around. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2013 - Complete
Snakes and ladders reviews
It's like a frustrating game of snakes and ladders-/ Every single time I climb up a little bit closer to your heart,/ You hurriedly inject your venom into my veins,/ And I fall down hard on the ground, I'm back at the start.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 537 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/7/2013 - Complete
At last reviews
You take my hand in yours, and the pain in my chest stops./ The imaginary gun, which I'd been holding on to for years, drops./ In a moment everything changes,/ I let go of all my vows of vengeance./ And for the very first time in six full years, what's past is past./ One look at your face, I realize I've found my peace of mind at last.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2013 - Complete
Alive reviews
Yeah, I used to dream of that for years./ But somewhere in the darkest dreams, / Somewhere in the middle of all my fears,/ I snatched your knife and stabbed you with it./ I woke up, but I didn't flinch an inch./ And I haven't been scared ever since.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 466 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/4/2013 - Complete
I couldn't care less reviews
Six years back you made me a mess,/ But right now I couldn't care less,/ If you were alive or dead,/ I'm done being hurt, angry, afraid./ Six years back you started the chase,/ But right now I couldn't care less./ I couldn't care less.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/4/2013 - Complete
Cry you a river reviews
And before you decide to end ties/ Cause the time has come to leave her,/ I hope you know she can cry you a river./ If you make the lips that shower you / With words of love and support quiver,/ I hope you know she can cry you a river,/ Cry you a river,/ Cry you a river. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2013 - Complete
Blast from the past reviews
In a second, the air grows tense, no one says a word,/ We pretend we don't know, silently hold back our sighs./ And the only lucky one who really doesn't know smiles on./ Sometimes it's best not knowing and living in a sweet lie.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/3/2013 - Complete
Love really is blind reviews
How did we end up this way?/ How did I fall for someone like this?/ Love really must be blind./ You had me at your fingertips,/ Don't know how you hypnotized me,/ And messed with my mind,/ But now I've woken up to find,/ Love really is blind.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/1/2013 - Complete
Just begun reviews
I used to be faithful when I used to be full of faith./ Then you went and gave this relationship a sudden death./ Always called the shots, no surprise you were the one/ To call it off, say we're done./ But now it's only fair that I too have my share of fun./ You can bet it's only just begun. *Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 427 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/27/2013 - Complete
Don't listen to them reviews
So don't listen to them, / You know you deserve better./ You deserve a guy/ Who'd treat you like treasure. *Catchy Pop*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2013 - Complete
Love that feels like a second skin reviews
So I'm giving up and I'm giving in,/ I've lost you, now I'll lose this feeling,/ This love that feels like a second skin./ Yeah, you keep me around like a last resort- third grade option./ You push me away like I'm rust clinging to your heart of iron./ But I'm giving up and I'm giving in,/ I've lost you, now I'll lose this feeling,/ This love that feels like a second skin.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 426 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/26/2013 - Complete
His dimpled grin reviews
I wonder how he reeled me in/ With his dimpled grin-/ Every time I see him these days, he just looks so innocent,/ And for a few seconds I forget my heart's still on the mend./ And I let my urge to smile win,/ Every time I see his dimpled grin.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2013 - Complete
The twist in the tale reviews
And there's the twist in the tale-/ There's the pretty girl with the Plastics,/ And there you are with your posse,/ Is it just me or do you have a mean streak?/ And I'm strong and independent and I don't/ Need a man to latch on to get through the week./ And I'm sick to my stomach when I realize/ That I've been viewing it all through the wrong pair of eyes. *Rock* Fully fictional.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2013 - Complete
I'm gonna be okay one day reviews
And then I finally look up one day-/ I've never noticed these red flowers in this tree-/ It's so beautiful, it makes me smile instantly-/ It's the one thing not infested with your memory./ And then I finally know I'm gonna be okay./ I'm gonna be okay one day. *written from personal story*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22/2013 - Complete
Back then reviews
Sometimes I'm jealous of how fast you've moved on,/ But then you never were in love in the first place./ And some days I wonder how you manage to sleep at nights,/ Are you never ever haunted by my tear-streaked face?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22/2013 - Complete
Skeletons in my closet reviews
Nobody comes with a clean slate-/ Everybody's got skeletons in their closet./ Sorry I was trying to be honest/ Sorry I wanted to get my story off my chest./ I should have waited till the hundredth date/ Before I hinted at the skeletons in my closet.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2013 - Complete
Undefined reviews
It's never a good thing to read between the lines./ And hearing only one side of the story keeps everything undefined./ You only see the dark shadow of the moon, not the light./ But in my eyes you're shining bright tonight.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/14/2013 - Complete
Bubble burst reviews
Entitled brat with superficial emotions and values,/ The only thing deep seated in you is your big fat ego-/ You have a megalomaniac outlook about yourself,/ And showing that off is something you perfectly know./ And every single time someone makes the bubble that/ You wrap around that head of yours burst, you just let go.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/14/2013 - Complete
Expert sniper reviews
Nobody gave you the license to act like this-/ Being harsh and hurtful in the name of speaking the truth,/ You'd be an expert sniper if words could be used to shoot.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/13/2013 - Complete
It's done, move on reviews
It's so easy for you to say,/ It's done, move on, go our separate ways.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/10/2013 - Complete
Joke reviews
That's all it was to you, just a joke./ And here I am shedding these tears that make me choke./ You're such a cruel, heartless bloke./ And all I was to you was just a joke.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/10/2013 - Complete
Finally understood reviews
But sensitivity was never your strong suit,/ And you won't try not to hurt me,/ I'd have to change to protect my heart, I see,/ This I've finally understood.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/9/2013 - Complete
Goodness of the human mind reviews
I choose not to think people who are being nice to me/ Always have something up their sleeves,/ I choose not to speculate about something I can't see,/ I choose to have faith, I choose to believe,/ Because every time someone made my world unwind,/ Someone else caught me, out of the goodness of their mind./ And I choose to believe in the goodness of the human mind.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/9/2013 - Complete
Long way down reviews
And no matter how low you have me feeling,/ No matter how many times you make me look like a clown,/ Every time my feet drag me to the edge of the balcony,/ My brain starts screaming, "Whoa! That's a long way down!"
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/4/2013 - Complete
White shirt reviews
And forgetting you slipped out of my fingertips,/ I dream of you again when I sleep./ White shirt tucked so neatly in black pants./ Imagination overwhelms reality, you hold my hands. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/3/2013 - Complete
Never mind reviews
And you'll never find/ Me throw my hands up in the air and say/ "Never mind,/ Forget it."/ Cause I remember how our fingers were knit/ That Christmas evening when the streets were lit,/ And I realized again that you're one of a kind./ That's why I'll never say "Never mind". *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/1/2013 - Complete
Come back to me reviews
And I find myself bowing my head down to pray,/ Every single day,/ Cause there's nothing I can do now,/ I've left it all on God and fate./ You've gotta come back to me,/ That can't be the last date. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/1/2013 - Complete
Thank you but reviews
You're a nice, smart girl,/ (When you're not wasting money on shopping sprees)/ I don't mind that we never talk,/ We're different, I don't expect you to understand me./ So how about you mind your own business?/ Talk about fashion, skirts, corsets and dress./ Yes, I know you mean me well, thank you, but I don't/ Like to discuss sensitive stuff in times of stress.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/30/2013 - Complete
Black Hole reviews
Don't ever let the flames of your love die down in my soul./ Cause the brightest stars burn out to form giant black holes-/ Dark nothingness,/ Gobbling up everything in its vicinity./ Don't ever let me find my heart turn into that horrifying place.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/28/2013 - Complete
Flash reviews
And whenever I close my eyes,/ Your memories come back to me in a flash./ You never feel these emotions/ That tear me inside out and wet my eye-lash./ It's like yesterday you were here,/ And then you were gone forever in just a flash./ I can't help feeling low when I feel/ It meant nothing to you, I'm just another trash.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/27/2013 - Complete
The day after reviews
The wound's not fresh anymore,/ But it's still just as deep./ Picked my heart up from the floor,/ But sometimes I still slip/ And go back to the happy times that are now so far./ Then it turns into a horror movie when I remember the day after.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 438 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/27/2013 - Complete
Nope, too late reviews
Maybe I'll take a cue from her cover picture,/Maybe I'll put my broken heart inside a glass jar,/Grab a shovel, and bury it into the ground/ That's how low I feel when I'm feeling down./And I'm feeling down because the fear returns,/That it's always been her, my stomach churns/ Why the hell did I even get into this? Oh, yeah, fate./And I'd say I'm not in love, but, nope, too late
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 464 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/25/2013 - Complete
Give things a second glance reviews
I can only shake my head, and indulge in a few sighs./ I hope one day you'll finally grow up and you'll realize/ Every single one of us makes stupid immature mistakes./ Everybody says some words that lead to heartbreaks./ But when a person matters to you, you give them a second chance./ Don't walk away at the slightest blunder, give things a second glance.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/25/2013 - Complete
Grapes are sour reviews
It's just a case of "grapes are sour",/ Mixed with the fear of losing your reputation./ We could expose you, but what for?/ None of us want revenge, only redemption./ It's just a case of "grapes are sour",/ It's a good thing some people believe this fox,/ And choose to hate what you abhor,/ Your secret's safe, we won't break your locks.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/24/2013 - Complete
Memorizing you reviews
And memorizing you comes so naturally to me, like a lark and its song./ Time passes too fast when I'm with you, but I'm stuck in you, can't move on./ You can end the relationship, baby, but you can't make my love wither./ You can't help how you feel about me; I can't help how I feel about you either./ I can't help watching you, no matter what you do./ I can't stop memorizing you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 777 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/21/2013 - Complete
Maybe it's best reviews
Maybe ignorance is bliss./ Maybe it's best if you never see me like this./ Maybe it's best if you never know/ How badly you managed to break me./ Maybe it's best if my scars don't show,/ And you can never tell how you shake me,/ Maybe it's best if I hurt but you don't have a clue/ About the extreme pain caused by you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/21/2013 - Complete
You deserve to know reviews
And there I was on cloud nine,/ So happy that you were mine./ Now that I see the real you, I'll fall out of love./ You toy with my feelings, but I've had enough./ Now it's just a case of humiliation and bruised ego./ Hope you're in my place someday, you deserve to know.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/19/2013 - Complete
Fairytale reviews
I had my hair in a fairytale braid/ The day my fairytale broke down./ Yeah, the irony wasn't lost to me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/18/2013 - Complete
Wrong answer reviews
Cause you will get the wrong answer/ If you try to compare how you feel about me to / How you used to feel about her.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/18/2013 - Complete
Good luck finding a girl like me reviews
And good luck finding a girl who/ Would be so completely smitten with you-/ Too breathless herself to think of ways/ To impress you and take your breath away./ And good luck finding a girl who/ Despite the hurt and rejection would love you-/ Never blame you, only wish you well,/ Good luck finding a girl like me for your fairytale.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/15/2013 - Complete
One you reviews
His words made me compare myself to her for days on end./ My self-esteem was hurt so bad, I thought it would never mend./ I thought I'd never be comfortable in my skin again./ And then?/ You know how some things in life are too good to be true?/ You entered that territory the moment you said,/ "The world doesn't need two hers, but it needs one you."
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/15/2013 - Complete
Stop drop roll reviews
Stop, drop, roll,/ Put out the flames in your soul,/ Before the memories and flashes/ Turns your heart into ashes/ And consumes you whole,/ Stop, drop, roll
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/13/2013 - Complete
This I've convinced myself reviews
You clutch my hands,/ Ask me to understand,/ And ask for my help./ But I won't, no, I can't,/ You're purely an evil man,/ This I've convinced myself.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/13/2013 - Complete
I can't blink reviews
I can't blink back my tears,/ When I think of how you'll disappear/ Someday from my life for good./ I'd have to let go, like I should./ I'll move on, I'll breathe,/ I can sleep, work, feed,/ But I can't blink,/ I can't blink without seeing your face when I close my eyes.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/12/2013 - Complete
Dark patch reviews
And I'm tired of being let down every time by my fate./ I'm tired of being torn apart because of their secret./ Even though it doesn't affect me directly, it's made me the way I am./ I wanted to let you sail through it all, but I was afraid I'd flood a dam./ And now that we're over I've learnt something the hard way-/ I'm not defined just by the dark patch on my blood..
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 574 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/11/2013 - Complete
Nothing like her past reviews
And you constantly misunderstand/ The one who's trying to hold your hand/ And shield you from the darkness,/ And keep you away from all this mess./ I just hope when you face the blow,/ You finally realize, you finally know/ Which one of them actually cares about you,/ Hope you learn the difference between love and abuse./ Your present is nothing like her past..
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/11/2013 - Complete
Why should I open my eyes reviews
I know it's over, a hurricane swept you away./ I don't expect a future; I only seek refuge in yesterday./ So why should I open my eyes to the dark?/ Can't I keep walking if I recognize the danger that lurks?/ As long as my eyelashes are tightly clasped,/ You are still mine; your hand is still within my grasp...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 459 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/10/2013 - Complete
Full on panic reviews
Full on panic for the ten seconds when I lost sight of you in the crowd,/ So you can imagine my condition now that you're permanently not around./ Looked around frantically that day, you were just a few steps ahead and searching for me too./ I've been looking frantically everywhere now, hoping and praying that I get back with you. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 376 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/9/2013 - Complete
Right there for you reviews
Well, I fell in love with the full knowledge that you didn't feel the same way./ And I wouldn't change a single thing if I could go back in time to the day/ When I decided what role I'd wanna play in your life-/ You may never love me, I may never be your wife,/ But I'm the one who's always gonna be standing right there for you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/9/2013 - Complete
In desperate need of a magic spell reviews
Suddenly I'm in desperate need of a magic spell,/ Cause once in my life I want and need to do the impossible./ I'm stuck in flashbacks and watching the same memories in loop,/ Tears give way to sad smiles as days pass and my eyelashes droop,/ And I'm in desperate need of a magic spell to turn back the clock-/ Back to those innocent days when you and I used to be road-block.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/8/2013 - Complete
All's well that ends well reviews
And I'd look at the six months wasted as six months spent/ Learning lessons, earning poetry material, I have no resentments-/ You just weren't my fairytale-/ It was not my story to tell./ And all's well that ends well.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/6/2013 - Complete
Collateral damage reviews
You were just collateral damage,/ A book with dust on every page./ He never meant to hurt you, make no mistake./ So get up, get down, box up your heart break,/ And throw away all your rage./ You were just collateral damage.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 527 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2013 - Complete
Send me a sign tonight reviews
If you're somewhere,/ If you're out there,/ If you're waiting for me,/ If you're searching,/ If you're lonely,/ If you really are my destiny,/ Then send me a sign tonight-/ Something between way too subtle/ And glaring neon lights./ Send me a sign tonight. Song for soulmate.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/4/2013 - Complete
Purple pen reviews
Years from now, you'll look back at the time when/ I ended up accidentally breaking your purple pen./ You'll smile at the memory, my name forgotten-/ A silly girl who searched for love in a heart so barren. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/3/2013 - Complete
Illusions of the mind reviews
And everything was just an illusion of the mind-/ How I thought you used to give me those soft fond smiles,/ How when you looked at me, I thought I could see your eyes shine,/ It's dangerous to be a hopeless romantic, turns out it turns you blind,/ It makes you a victim of illusions of the mind. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/3/2013 - Complete
Last date reviews
Feeling excited, nervous,/ Almost afraid,/ Trying to look pretty in my/ Fairytale braid,/ And I think I remember every/ Word you said./ Only Christmas spent with you,/ Can it ever fade?/ Who can ever forget the very/ Last date? *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/2/2013 - Complete
Then tell me why reviews
Then tell me why,/ Why did you build me this elaborate lie?/ I asked you if we were making any progress./ And every single time you said yes./ You should have flung the truth at my face./ But you lied to me, looking me in the eye./ So tell me why.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/2/2013 - Complete
A pair of shoes reviews
It's somebody's fault, you know whose./ You treated me like I was pair of shoes-/ Tried me on for size, didn't fit,/ Threw me out into the street./ But I was your needle in a stack of hays./ Did you know shoes have better uses?/ They can be thrown at people-/ Who dump at their sweet will./ But I'm above that, I'm better than you./ I won't treat myself like a pair of shoes.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/2/2013 - Complete
Can't shake you off me reviews
And you should know/ That even though you let me go,/ I'm not really gone, you see,/ I can't shake you off me,/ Can't shake off this feeling,/ Can't shake off your sly grin,/ Can't shake off seeing the light in your eye,/ Can't shake off your last goodbye,/ When you said, "I'm not gonna leave you with a kiss."/ Do we really have to do this?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/1/2013 - Complete
One day reviews
You were my ray of hope in my darkest hours./ I know you'd fetch me the moon if you had superpowers./ And one day,/ I'll realize while I was looking for love far away,/ Everything I ever wanted was blatant in all the words you'd say.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/1/2013 - Complete
Everything was so easy reviews
First look, you in your black shirt,/ Lifted up your eyes to look at me,/ And I felt a sharp jerk in my heart./ Isn't sinking deeper in love easy?/ So easy./ And it's nothing short of a mystery/ How I can still picture you standing there,/ Head-phones in ears, unruffled hair./ I was falling in love, I was falling free./ And everything was so easy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 465 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/30/2012 - Complete
To Kikyo reviews
And I'm writing a song to a woman from an anime,/ A woman who doesn't really exist, whom I don't know./ But you taught me the true meaning of strength/ And courage and sacrifice, and letting go./ This is to Kikyo.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/30/2012 - Complete
Should have said no back in July reviews
You should have said no back in July,/ Back when it was just a crush for me,/ And I didn't find the light in your eye./ You should have said no back in July,/ Back when we used to be just friends,/ You didn't have to build me this huge lie./ You should have said no back in July,/ It would have hurt so much less then,/ You wouldn't have made me hurt and cry.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2012 - Complete
You won reviews
You won, you have your victory,/ You won, he doesn't love me./ But can you please love him back, please?/ Soothe his pain, give him only bliss.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2012 - Complete
And I've got some questions reviews
And it's just you and me again,/ And I've got some questions,/ Do you think you can answer them?/ I wanna know more about your game. *Complaints and questions to God*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2012 - Complete
Halt halt halt reviews
And I told my heart a thousand times,/ Screamed and yelled and begged the fool to/ Halt, halt, halt.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2012 - Complete
Come what may reviews
I know this road is only dark, I don't see a single ray./ But my love is unconditional, and it's not going away./ I may be broken, and shattered on the ground today./ But I'll keep on loving him, forever and always, come what may.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/29/2012 - Complete
Bad bad dream reviews
The next thing I knew, I had collapsed on my laptop./ And for one brief moment, I could feel the world stop./ Now I know what they mean by a silent scream./ And I said, this is a bad dream, this is a bad bad dream./ And you said, you could only wish it was so./ That was the moment I knew you were letting me go-/ While my hopes and dreams were filled to the brim.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2012 - Complete
Brace yourself reviews
Brace yourself for another heartache./ And don't you dare call him a mistake./ It was your idea to put your heart at stake,/ And it's your fault that it's about to break./ So brace yourself for another heartache.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/25/2012 - Complete
Here we are still breathing reviews
And here we are, still breathing,/ Coping with anything and everything,/ Gathering the strength to wipe every single teardrop,/ No blow strong enough to make us permanently stop. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/25/2012 - Complete
Same nightmare reviews
You don't know what it's like to realize every single day/ That I see fireworks in your eyes but you feel nothing in your heart./ It's like reliving the same nightmare hoping it ends a different way./ But it's always my pursed lips holding back the three words that you'd never blurt.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/25/2012 - Complete
Hands up reviews
And I'm on the run, in a bus,/ Terrified at the slightest fuss,/ And staring out the window./ I'm probably not gonna make it,/ Won't reach your home, your street,/ And I should have let you know./ I should have told you while I still had the chance./ Now it won't be long till they tell me to hold up my hands.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Complete
Alternate reality reviews
And in an alternate reality/ There would have been an evil me/ That would have done some horrible things-/ Don't know what, but I can imagine,/ But luckily I had the brains to say no,/ So sorry I ruined your little game show.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Complete
This heart that you're breaking reviews
See, this heart that you're breaking,/ Is gentle, kind, brave,/ Innocent, pure, good./ I'm not a saint, I have people I can't stand,/ But I would never hurt/ Anyone even if I could./ See, this heart that you're breaking,/ Has such a love for you,/ You can't even imagine./ But you don't see it, you never hold my hand,/ You never think, "All my life,/ Wherever have you been?"
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Complete
Job well done little Cupid reviews
And I hope it's written on your news feed,/ Job well done, little Cupid./ Now direct me to the one who hired you./ Because I need him-slash-her to fire you./ Because if I'd suffer from a heartbreak/ Because of your games and your mistake,/ Then you too have to suffer for it./ Job well done, little Cupid. *Pop-rock*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Complete
Stuck loving you reviews
I wish I could hate you,/ I wish I could wish you hurt just like you're hurting me./ But I can't, I just can't,/ It's not your fault you're not in love with me, and I can see/ I'm stuck loving you for a long time now. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Complete
You don't know what it's like reviews
But you don't know what it's like/ To find someone worth sharing your life,/ And then hear he likes you "more than the rest"./ You sucked the last breathe out of my chest. *Country*
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2012 - Complete
My superman reviews
I never told you this but you really are my superman./ Whenever I was breaking down, you held my hand./ And if the world was ending right now, I can see,/ You would have been the only one standing beside me./ I can't live with you, but know that if I was dying,/ Yours was the hand I'd wanna hold, and I'd be crying.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/20/2012 - Complete
You need to do this reviews
And it's not just you anymore./ And this can no longer be ignored./ You need to find your peace/ Or you will snatch away his./ You've pretended it's over, pretended to be strong./ You've only kept it locked up in your heart for so long,/ Now you need to take out the keys./ You need to do this.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/20/2012 - Complete
It'll never happen reviews
You and I together on the weekend's supermarket run,/ Wearing your green lantern shirt, my hair in a messy bun,/ Curled up on the cough with your mom and red wine,/ Phone calls every lunch hour to know you were fine./ And did you know I planned to throw you out on the cough when/ I'd watch TV in the room? And now it'll never happen.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 425 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/20/2012 - Complete
Do you reviews
Breathe in, breathe out, don't question your beliefs./ Grew up this way, witnessing an ocean of emotions so deep./ And then he comes along and shows you another way of life./ You try to resist but he's stronger and he opens up your eyes./ You're terrified of changes, but he's the happier one between you two./ And you don't mind trying things his way just this once, do you?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/18/2012 - Complete
It's okay reviews
And all through teenage when I needed help/ And I was all alone, I kept telling myself/ My mom's out there some place not too far./ Maybe she and I are staring at the same star./ Maybe she and I even crossed paths someday./ And if she was here, she'd tell me it's okay.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 457 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/18/2012 - Complete