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Joined 08-31-10, id: 742247, Profile Updated: 07-09-11
Author has written 32 stories for Politics, Family, Fantasy, Life, Biography, General, General, Love, and Young Adult.

I'm just a normal fourteen year old girl who hates herself. Nothing special. I'm just me.

~Katy

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The Scapegoat by Don't Look Now But reviews
Adolescent demons are the worst-hormones, bloodlust, and a complete lack of self control, all in the same package. Not that the adults are much better. Belial finds this out in his first days at the Academy. YAOI, SLASH
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 42 - Words: 198,035 - Reviews: 730 - Favs: 439 - Follows: 487 - Updated: 2/16 - Published: 10/8/2009
If Only You Knew by diwu6398 reviews
A collection of letters and poems to people, places, things, and ideas about I feel. Some are sad, some are not. Warnings for mentions of cutting, suicide, and homosexuality.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 14 - Words: 5,888 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/22/2013 - Published: 11/13/2010
Behind Locked Minds by Imminent Paradox reviews
An international project - the truth about what happens to everyday teenagers. It's raw, it's real, it's life. Sort of like a universal pillowbook. Try it out?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 81 - Words: 58,953 - Reviews: 204 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 11/24/2012 - Published: 4/30/2009
Forget Me Nots by AlbinoApples reviews
-SLASH- The heart that truly loves never forgets. Or does it?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 52,732 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 7/11/2012 - Published: 12/21/2009
Used by AlbinoApples reviews
-Slash- Use me, abuse me, take advantage of me, but please, just don't leave.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 24,981 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 6/5/2012 - Published: 1/1/2010
What Time Will Bring by PyroPsycho x-x reviews
A girl stands ready to make a decision that determines the outcome of her life- to jump or not to jump. Rated T for a suicidal theme.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 864 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/3/2011 - Complete
Quote by diwu6398 reviews
lies. lies. lies.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 527 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/25/2011 - Complete
I Love You, Baby by AmandaHold reviews
What can happen when a family is being raised by their 18 yr. old sister while their mom is working and their dad only wants to be a part-time parent? She has no problem living this life, but something happens to change her life forever.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 21 - Words: 38,987 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 3/28/2011 - Published: 7/28/2009
My Toaster Thinks I'm Crazy by Drazuki reviews
mxm, slash Ben is a triplet who must take care of his psychologically challenged brothers, from love lives, to auditions, to tetris addictions, while also coping with his own disorder: inanimate objects talk to him.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 82,701 - Reviews: 1811 - Favs: 1,484 - Follows: 1,390 - Updated: 3/23/2011 - Published: 10/6/2006
Connect by Subbie reviews
unable to c o n n e c t anymore
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/7/2011 - Complete
Worried by Subbie reviews
I’m worried I’m not enough anymore And you’re going to try your turn.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/10/2011 - Complete
What I Did Last Night by diwu6398 reviews
i think i'm sick because this is what i did last night.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,177 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 12/20/2010 - Published: 11/29/2010 - Complete
We Won't Stop by diwu6398 reviews
If homosexuality is a disease, let's all call in queer to work: 'Hello, can't work today, still queer.'"Robin Tyler. Calling in sick is something that Mitch would never do since work is the only place that he can get it on. Only problem: his wife. MA SEX
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,372 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/8/2010
Ways by Amanda12197 reviews
I told my friend today how depressed I was and she told me to stop being a ****** and stop bugging everyone, so this is kind of what I wanted to tell her
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/2/2010
If I Die by CryingInVerses reviews
My mind poured out onto paper...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/1/2010 - Complete
Mommy, Why? by Gurgigurl reviews
A little girl asks why her mother treats her the way she does.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/1/2010 - Complete
Irony by TheBrokenToys reviews
Basicly just in one of those moods.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/29/2010 - Complete
water by bright394 reviews
About a life after death experience where water is used as a metaphor. Of what? Read to find out folks x
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/27/2010
Heaven's Light by Jezzen reviews
A bit of a typical take on the life of a hybrid experiment. Rated M for later chapters. RxR
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,018 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 11/22/2010 - Published: 11/7/2010
Am I beautiful? by PyroPsycho x-x reviews
A poem about the struggle that every girl has on the image the world shoves at her. By Elizabeth.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/20/2010 - Complete
Shallow by PyroPsycho x-x reviews
Why do some people only accept people who are like them? Why are some so selfish?
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/20/2010 - Complete
sMiLe by Insane Not Stupid reviews
I'm sorry Cody, I'm so sorry' M/M SLASH. Suicide, and a lot of angst, beware.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,600 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/19/2010 - Complete
Mute by rose ash reviews
Sometimes I wish I was mute.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/17/2010 - Complete
My Girlfriend is a Pervert! by naito-kun reviews
She smirked. "Darling why are you doing this, are you looking for an excuse to hold my hands?" I dropped her hands immediately. "O-of course not!" I exclaimed. Oh, there went my reputation again, how I would've loved to dig a hole and bury myself in it!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,640 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 9/30/2010 - Published: 2/27/2010
Cowpunk by unitsgore reviews
Welcome to Undisclosed, Indiana. There's not much to do here. We have abusive fathers, ditches, farms, and a sexy gay teacher. When that certain teacher has certain relations with the hottest rebel in the school, all goes down the drain. M/M, T/s
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,350 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 9/18/2010 - Published: 8/18/2010
Thou Shalt Not by candy ashes reviews
Be Gay. m/m slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,180 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 9/5/2010 - Published: 4/6/2010 - Complete
Breaking The Mirror by AMV reviews
SLASH.“Go to hell.” “Yes, sir” Jayden has a lot of problems, and his new mysterious, bitter neighbor Seaton Andrews isn't helping matters. Completed.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 110,109 - Reviews: 2039 - Favs: 1,661 - Follows: 896 - Updated: 8/2/2010 - Published: 4/20/2007 - Complete
Just Because by Ryette reviews
Slash. Bright blue skinny jeans can’t get you out of everything. Especially when your arch nemesis dumps barbeque sauce on them and then acts like a homophobe even though he really isn't. SKoW Best Slash winner round 11!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 35 - Words: 154,309 - Reviews: 1731 - Favs: 1,426 - Follows: 627 - Updated: 7/15/2010 - Published: 7/15/2009 - Complete
On the Outside by PyroPsycho x-x reviews
Ever noticed how people act? How 'great' their life seems on the outside? Ever wonder what happens inside? Comment! Flames welcome!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/17/2010 - Complete
A Question For You by rose ash reviews
About wanting to be accepted for who you are. Please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/1/2009 - Complete
And Nothing Was The Same by awriterscorned reviews
About life after rape. M for themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/25/2009 - Complete
Real Crime by rose ash reviews
This poem was inspired by the fictionpress advice to "let the words flow." Please R&R!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/4/2009 - Complete
Happy Birthday by Silver Tears of a Child
A girl's POV after she was raped and how she comittes suicide. POEM WARNING: RAPE and SUICIDE
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/1/2009 - Complete
Enslaved to pain by demongodess reviews
Raphael and Tuesday share a strange relationship that can't be fully understood, twisted with pain, brimming lust, climaxing into a satisfying bond. Yaoi rewritten Copyrighted
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,028 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/18/2009 - Published: 2/13/2009 - Complete
Happy Birthday Baby by SacrificialLamb reviews
About my friend who was raped on her Birthday
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/28/2008 - Complete
Emmitt, You Smell Like My Destruction by From One Goat To Another reviews
Me with my boring life and evil master plan. Emmitt with his pretty boy haircut, girl jeans and eyeshadow. I'm desperately trying not to fall for the one I'm paying to be my boyfriend.. but damn it! Emmitt, you smell like my destruction. [Slash]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 39,817 - Reviews: 166 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 5/26/2007 - Published: 3/31/2007
Stalking Kynan by Lost Again reviews
[M/M] So I was stalking my therapist's son...but it's not like I was crazy or anything. I never photographed him, made phone calls consisting of deep breathing, or wrote letters that included the phrase “I’m always watching you.”
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 14,057 - Reviews: 530 - Favs: 264 - Follows: 205 - Updated: 4/8/2007 - Published: 1/9/2005
The Girl for Me by failte200 reviews
Slash. TG. Straight jockboy Kevin thinks he has gay, cross-dressing Danny under his thumb. Kevin only likes girls. So... why does he keep thinking about her? Or him. Whatever.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 77,510 - Reviews: 383 - Favs: 674 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 2/14/2007 - Published: 11/27/2006 - Complete
Rape by forgottenxxfreak reviews
part of my life, now deciding to voice myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/26/2006 - Complete
Juste Pour Toi, Parce Que Je T'aime by Alika613 reviews
James is the new kid and he isn't trying very hard to fit in. Marty's the starving artist in the school with more scars than one. Trapped in a school where everone's boring and everythings dull, these two have a chance at something new, love. MxM yaoi.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,432 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/16/2006
Rape by Ellie Driver reviews
Just a poem on rape. Sorry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/3/2006
Mirror Image by Gurgigurl reviews
A Girl sees another girl and feels her pain
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/9/2005
A Single Rose by Aria Leigh reviews
The story of a teen who has to choose between two loves.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 9 - Words: 38,293 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/2/2005
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Dear reviews
Letters I wish to send to some people.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 23 - Words: 7,789 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/9/2011 - Published: 11/18/2010
i dont believe it gets better anymore reviews
lines from my diary or something like that. -drabbles- warning:about gay drepessed teenager who self harms and has suicidal thoughts and feels like giving up-don't like? don't read.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,121 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/30/2011
Hush hush reviews
So hush hush and please don't tell anyone I'm gay.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 537 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1/26/2011 - Published: 11/15/2010 - Complete
Do Not reviews
Do not. Meaning These things in my mind:
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 607 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/25/2011 - Complete
One Hundered Themes reviews
100 hundred themes. That means 100 hundrend stories and poems! :D Curse you Sophia for giving me this idea! Warning: SLASH, depression, etc. PUT ON PAUSE!
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,552 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 12/1/2010 - Published: 11/30/2010
An Angels Pitiful Cry reviews
Loaded pistol laying on the edge of table. Many thoughts rushing through head. Pick it up. Lay it back down. Write the note. Wait to hear a sound-Anyone coming? Anyone care? WARNING: M/M SLASH-SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. Don't like-Don't read.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/23/2010 - Complete
The Unknown
Hands of only bone dragging me down into the unknown.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/15/2010 - Complete
All Could Be Gone reviews
In a blink of eye all could be gone
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/15/2010
LOVE reviews
To Write Love On Her Arms. :
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/15/2010 - Complete
Lucky For Me reviews
All of this is just in my head.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/2/2010 - Complete
Made My Entire Life reviews
You made it by just saying 'She's mine'
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/2/2010 - Complete
For Awhile reviews
A dare makes everything come out. YAY ANOTHER M/M SLASH! Done in about 10 minutes-YAY! One-shot. YAY!
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 692 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/2/2010 - Complete
Just for her reviews
Ways I could tell my crush I like her.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/1/2010 - Complete
Thoughts and Wonders Of A Thirteen Year Old Girl reviews
I got told that my poem 'Thoughts and Wonders Of A Thirteen Year Old Child' would also do well as a story, so here we go. Tell me what you think please.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/29/2010 - Complete
Just Friends' reviews
I want to tell you-But I know that even if I do the most we'll ever be is 'Just Friends.' F/F crush.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - Spanish - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/28/2010 - Complete
Inspiration
This is what I what to look like. Another ED poem-Sorry guys.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Published: 10/28/2010 - Complete
Person I hate reviews
I look in the mirror, staring at the person I hate. ED poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/28/2010 - Complete
My Dream
A dream I had about my crush-A random crappy poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 10/28/2010
My Innocent Crush reviews
I wish I could tell you. F/F crush.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2010
It Really Is Stupid reviews
It's stupid that I don't tell anyone.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2010 - Complete
I Don't Know reviews
Sometimes I don't know if maybe it did or didn't happen.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2010 - Complete
Thoughts and Wonders Of a Thirteen Year Old Child reviews
A girl Or boy is wondering whether or not to give her or his life up to Ana.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2010 - Complete
Tell Me Please reviews
Is there something wrong with me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2010 - Complete
Best Friends reviews
We're still best friends-Even if we lie to each others faces.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/25/2010 - Complete
Well Call Me Satans Child
A poem about GSA -Not the best I've written-
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 10/25/2010 - Complete
She Promised reviews
She promised she wouldn't tell anyone-Then how does everyone know? -Very short-
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/25/2010 - Complete
Pray For Us reviews
A prayer in poem form? About sexually abused children.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/25/2010 - Complete
Daddy's Little Girl' reviews
A poem about a sexually abused child.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/25/2010 - Complete
Loving you is suicide reviews
M/M slash..I can't really put much here or it will ruin my oneshot. -Ciel
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 581 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/29/2010 - Complete
Lies and Cries reviews
I wrote this for someone who has caused alot of pain in my life. -Ciel
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/2/2010 - Complete
Mommy reviews
This poem was written for my cousin-Based on her life. -Ciel
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/2/2010 - Complete
America reviews
My view of America. -Ciel
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/2/2010 - Complete