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Joined 10-01-10, id: 746228, Profile Updated: 08-07-12
Author has written 15 stories for Love, Young Adult, Romance, Fantasy, Biography, Life, General, and Nature.

my name is anna. i sometimes like it, i sometimes hate it.

i am scared to death of standing out, but terrified of blending in.

you're reading about an alabama girl, always have been one and always will be one. i take pride in being a southern lady with morals and self-respect.

and yes, alabama is in the bible belt. but that does not mean i preach the bible or am christian or go to church every sunday. i personally don't like the idea of religion, therefore...i'm un-religious (or what i like to call, a free thinker).

i'm easily overlooked. at school, at home, at public places, everywhere.

severely allergic to nuts. i wouldn't put it on here, but sadly it's a big part of who i am.

people say i'm wise beyond my years. i think i believe them because i feel like a fifty year old woman in a class full of ninth graders.

i love all shades of blue and most shades of green.

call me a wimp, but i have a long list of fears. heights, public speaking, clowns, dolls, failure, the future, being alone, never having my own family, myself.

my dream is to become an author (although i know it will never happen).

i believe you're never too young to have 'dark days'.

my favorite things are things that normal people would overlook. the smell of a new book, fog, peaceful graveyards, the once-a-year gem & mineral show, red & orange & yellow autumn leaves, etcetera. but no matter how much i try to enjoy these things, something that i hate always wants to get in the way.

maybe i was once a happy person when i was a child, now i don't think i am. i realized that life is cruel and there's only so much to be happy about. i don't want to waste my rare happiness on stupid things. so i'll just save my happiness for a spectacular moment. i hope my spectacular moment comes sooner rather than later because i don't think i'll make it to later.


"I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions." -Unknown {this quote is just so me}

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Aimless Wanderlust by putneygirl13
I never stay anywhere too long. When I leave, I never look back. Getting attached, saying goodbye because it always ends that way , its all just too hard.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 745 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/22/2012
Fragment by WishmiesterBeta
She is the air, and the body she inhabits is her plaything. About Anorexia. Oneshot
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 534 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/19/2012 - Complete
She Walked Home For Decades by Survivah
Ama has lived a long time. Sometimes life was tumultuous, sometimes it wasn't, but most of the time, it was changing.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,681 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2012 - Complete
Religion by The Devious Deviant reviews
I was twelve years old when I figured out I was an atheist.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,366 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
A disease by tolerate reviews
This obsession with you is ending me slowly.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/18/2012 - Complete
The Lidocaine Diaries by Katana Black
You weren't always like this. But then again, maybe you were. Warnings: psychologically sensitive material, self-destructive violence, honesty
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,311 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/16/2012 - Complete
Klutz by Tapioooca reviews
When I was young, I wasn't very good at believing in God.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,250 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/14/2012 - Complete
Doll by The Devious Deviant
She's such a tiny little thing, such a cherished little thing, such a lovely little thing. A precious little doll. Except that she's not.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2012 - Complete
halfway cynical by ink colored reviews
i'm afraid of what i will discover inside. /pillowbook/
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 30 - Words: 4,026 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 12/8/2011 - Published: 10/13/2011 - Complete
eternal by cassandove reviews
our girls, dressed in sunlight, watching over us.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/3/2011
What do You Want to be, Kid? by this world of illusions
Whoever you end up as . . . just remember who taught it all to you. - for our beloved teachers who taught us until the end.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/21/2011 - Complete
Untangled Strings by Cecelia Hawk
Every word carries a weight behind it/people can only watch its flaming tail as it burns
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2011 - Complete
skeleton smile by mktoddsparky reviews
/I asked her why she killed me, mommy. I asked her why she cried and why I could see so much red and now why every color turned me around until I couldn't find myself no matter how hard I tried. I asked her why we were all alone./ Or, death's world.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,090 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/15/2011 - Complete
The It girls by Rosemarysgraden001 reviews
Everyone knew who they were. They were it, some people did anything to join the club. But they had a secret and it was slowly killing them.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,476 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 5/27/2011 - Published: 3/18/2011
In The Silence by mktoddsparky reviews
In which silence is the true expression we discover in the deepest parts of ourselves.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/25/2011 - Complete
Through My Father's Eyes by Lasfter reviews
This piece is a slam, which means it is a competitive poem that is meant to be read aloud. EDIT: Won 1st place at a competition with this poem, thanks to everyone who reviewed :D
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,008 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/6/2011 - Published: 2/22/2011
The Subtle Art of Honesty by Classy Broad reviews
Sometimes honesty hurts, sometimes it's absolute comedy gold, sometimes it's just the best FREAKING policy, but the thing is when people say they don't mind Criticism do you really think they mean it? Would you rather tell the truth or sugar-coat?
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,276 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 3/22/2011 - Complete
This I Believe by surfercharlie25 reviews
A simple declaration of one man's philosophy.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2011 - Complete
Funeral Directors Daughter by diverse enigma reviews
Magenta is the daughter of a Funeral diector and she lives in a funeral home. She thought she could deal with death, but soon she also has to deal with love. Will she make it or will she end up face to face with death? Please read and leave comments! :
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 843 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2010
A Colourful Gift by Noellesco reviews
Romance that doesn't make any sense. But we can dream.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/29/2010 - Complete
Memories by Princessbabbit reviews
Just a poem about how I'm feeling.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/18/2010 - Complete
Mortician by remnants-2011 reviews
dismantled after death
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/17/2007 - Complete
Regret Essay not by Sweetie Pea reviews
This was suppose to be a punishment essay, but since my parents never checked, it went sort of awry...
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 544 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/22/2005
The Secret Child That I Am by tiger lily8 reviews
My parents don't have a clue. Don't they all. A little steam being let off here.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 990 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/31/2004
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welcome to my nightmare reviews
i became who i said i never would be and it scares the hell out of me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 771 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 3/29/2012 - Published: 2/6/2012
the girl who waits to be free reviews
"you build up a world of magic, because your real life is tragic." /a pillowbook of sorts
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 4,087 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/8/2012 - Published: 10/10/2011
because all my life i've felt this way reviews
/I feel so lost, but what can I do?/ or how I feel about my life.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 868 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8/15/2011 - Published: 8/8/2011 - Complete
The Girl With the Cobalt Hair
/who was lost and scared/
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Published: 7/25/2011 - Complete
the porcelain ocean reviews
/sweet dreams, innocent angel.../
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/25/2011 - Complete
because of you reviews
/can't you see what you did to me?/
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/25/2011 - Complete
And Sometimes She Wishes reviews
And sometimes she wishes she could dance on railroad tracks with her Aladdin. Then fly off of the tracks when the train is about to hit. /A centric one-shot
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 837 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/20/2011 - Complete
And This Day's Ending reviews
And just like that, it all ended.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,520 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2011 - Complete
Because That's Just How I Am reviews
She takes time to look at one piece of orange blossom paper that says God on it. And her whole day seems to be better than the last. /A centric one-shot
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 977 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2011 - Complete
Safe Haven reviews
She lives in a fantasy land. /centric/
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,044 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 1/22/2011 - Published: 12/30/2010 - Complete
The Girl Who Can't Be Shattered reviews
Sometimes she’ll dance, sometimes she’ll sing. And not sometimes, but every time someone criticizes her, it will sting. /A centric one-shot
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,210 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Published: 1/16/2011 - Complete
You Are My Sunshine reviews
Please don't take my sunshine away... *Warning-Contains Death, Suicide, and Cutting*
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,608 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/11/2010 - Complete
Confessions of a PHAT Girl reviews
Me and you. Yeah...we're different, yet alike at the same time.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,040 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/12/2010 - Complete
Timeless reviews
Do you remember that day, back when we were only at the young age of nine...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 10/19/2010 - Published: 10/18/2010 - Complete
The Preacher's Son reviews
But one day she finally saw the sun. That was the first time she layed her hazel eyes on the preacher's son.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 788 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/18/2010 - Published: 10/4/2010 - Complete