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When you live and let die.
I can only stay up for so long. I feel like I am dreaming in my own reality and nothing is real. yet I know for a fact that it is real, I know that I can't just wake up from this horrible dream and say I'll be ok soon. One thing I do know is that I am only me and no one elses personality can be anywhere nearly as complicated as mine. My goal in life (or at least one of them) is to lower the complication in my life and make everything better. I want to go back and change alot of things but I know I cannot. The only thing I can do is live and let die.
Dreams unspoken of
I have these thoughts in my head. I can't get them out of my mind. They swarm me like a wasp on a flower pedal. It actually hurts me when I think of these things. Without the power to get them out of my head I can only try to overcome them. I consider it a train of thought that needs to be turned on to a different track and put into a different mind besides mine. People tell me that I need to change and that I am mostly wrong, I am a jerk or I'm not supposed act the way I do. I feel lonely. I feel like no one is there for me, when I know friends and family are there. There is just one spot in my heart that is empty and it needs to be filled. I thrive for that part of my heart to fill up and be complete. I never let out my true thoughts in my life. I am always worried to be pushed away from everyone and to be even more alone. I just have a feeling that no one has these feelings that I have. No one has the thoughts I do. So I just want to quit these thoughts and move on with my life so I don't have to deal with it, but as I said these are just dreams unspoken of.