Chelise87
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Joined 12-12-10, id: 755773, Profile Updated: 07-31-11
Author has written 2 stories for Life.

Who am I, you ask? Good question. I'll get back to you when I find out.

Well, I do know some things, lol. First and foremost, I know that I love Jesus. He's the only thing I'm really sure of. Some other things that I'm pretty sure of though, are that I adore chocolate [dark chocolate, not milk] and listening to music [don't even get me started... too late :P My favorite bands are: RED, The Almost, Skillet, Flyleaf, Eleventyseven, Thousand Foot Krutch, Family Force 5, Disciple, My Epic, Anberlin, Pillar... in something like that order]. I love to draw, and it seems I am always coming up with new ideas, more than I will ever have time for. Seems like that's how a lot of my life is; so much I want to do, and so little time to do it in. I also write poetry, and I have two stories that I am hopefully going to get started on sometime soon.

As you may have already noticed, I am way into music. I'm learning to play the drums, and I love to sing, and would love to get some actual training in that area. I have started teaching myself to play guitar, but haven't practiced in a long while, though. But I would really like to learn, so I can write songs, which I would love. Right now my dream is to be in a rock band some day. Like that'll really happen. But hey, you never know, right?

Sooo... those are my main interests. I like reading too, but lately I haven't been concentrating very well on reading. Otherwise, my two main favorite authors are Ted Dekker and J. R. R. Tolkien. There are lots of other books by other authors that I love as well, however. I am also really interested in foreign languages, especially dead ones, lol. I catch on to languages pretty quick, which is convenient, since there are like 10 that I would like to learn some day. I like lots of other things too, though. Random stuff [I'm kinda a random person XD] like painting my nails bright colors, shopping, playing video games when I get the chance, making bracelets out of shiny gum wrappers, watching behind-the-scenes videos of my favorite bands on YouTube, text-based RPGs [check out the Writer's Inc. forum!, eating chocolate [did I mention that already? ;) ] and doing anything else fun and crazy that I think of in the moment. :)

... But despite my many interests and busy life, I am a lonely child. I am not socially savvy, and I don't have many friends. To tell the truth, my best friends are people I know online. I just try to love people, whether or not they love me back. People seem to like me, although I've never been super popular. I don't care about popularity though, and I don't want a huge gaggle of friends either. All I want is one or two close friends who understand me, and who care about the me inside, the me that most people don't see. The me that gets depressed easily, the me with the dark side. But it's also the me that wants to be loved, the me who wants to be free from the darkness that it loves and hates. The desperate, broken me, who is clinging onto Jesus for dear life, for love, for freedom. The me that is slowly but surely surrendering itself to Him, to be cleaned up and put back together, to be made into the vision He has for me.

So, who am I really? I guess I'm finding out. But for now, you'll have to figure me out for yourself... if you can.

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Monotony by Addison Black
A desperate cry from an average teenager...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/18/2011 - Complete
A Soldier's Tale by Alexander Starkiller
Basically just here because it can be, this is a very short story about a group of soldiers on a carrier mission.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/14/2011 - Complete
An Imperfect World by dTanMan reviews
4 stanzas of an author's thoughts about the world where we stand, laugh, live and die.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2009 - Complete
Understand Me, Please by Wild Irish Emerald reviews
A look into a life of a teenager..... 2 more people's POV's comming soon. R for language, PLEASE REVIEW! this is my FIRST fanfic.... and I would like tips for more. thank you to those who do.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,186 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 7/15/2001 - Published: 3/7/2001
I'll always miss what I had by Wild Irish Emerald reviews
:::Shudders::: About NOT commiting suicide... really weird for me and stuff... TRUE LIFE STORY. PG-13 for mention of Suicide
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 674 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/21/2001
Lost behind the Mask by Wild Irish Emerald reviews
Just a little rant of some of my feelings... I think it's pretty good.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/18/2001
I'm sorry by Wild Irish Emerald reviews
Another poem.. I wrote it after a fight with my mom... Suicide.. again. (I'm just KINDA a depressed and lonely child..)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/13/2001
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At Break Of Day reviews
A rather fantastical illustration of the fleeting, yet sweet glimpses of paradise that we catch in our dreams.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/31/2011 - Complete
Anger To Ashes
A free verse poem depicting the pain and swift demise of a bitter heart.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 7/31/2011 - Complete