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Joined 02-08-11, id: 764284, Profile Updated: 04-02-13
Author has written 122 stories for Love, General, Life, General, Family, Friendship, Romance, Historical, Fantasy, Biography, Haiku, School, Religion, War, Essay, Nature, and Young Adult.

hello all! this is the house! the house is a collective name for the four beings that (currently) inhabit this body: house, matt, maura, and mara (who also goes by maete or maite). house prefers plural they as pronouns, matt likes male, maura likes che or sometimes she, and maete gives no fucks. (at some point, we'll get around to adding a better bio to this, but this is not that day. sorry folks!)

things on this account will generally be written by matt, though it really varies. if you're curious about a particular piece, just ask! we promise not to bite without consent!

wingsofleaves.tumblr.com is our tumblr, and ya'll should follow us! also, mara and maura run a kinblog, which is plantbabyfly.tumblr.com so ya'll should check that out too!

have a super fantabulous day everyone!

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Silent by Carina Yuan reviews
meh. I suck at summaries. Must I say this at all now?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/6/2013 - Complete
Darkess ll by Carina Yuan reviews
Meh. It won't let me have something under the same title... Anyway, hai!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/4/2013 - Complete
Can't by Carina Yuan reviews
I can't. And maybe I don't want to. SI, ED.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/21/2012 - Complete
Echo by Carina Yuan reviews
She's back. The voice in my head has returned. The mistakes are now corrected.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2012 - Complete
Collared by Yukinflake
Descriptive poetry.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/5/2012
Of Demons and Angels by Carina Yuan reviews
The Voices
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/3/2012 - Complete
Ignorance by Carina Yuan reviews
Something I came up with when I was pissed at a classmate who is always picking on other people.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2012 - Complete
Dear 29th of February by Emgem2000 reviews
Because I don't believe that this day exists, to be perfectly honest.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/29/2012 - Complete
Ray by Siren5864 reviews
A story addressing gender issues
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,166 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2010 - Complete
She was only fifteen by Maline Elensar reviews
basically this is a mother saying sorry to her transgendered daughter after the daughter has committed suicide
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,045 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/19/2009 - Complete
Rough Petals by Penelope P reviews
So was it a really big deal that I was getting paid for sex? It was a huge misunderstanding. And so what if that letter finally arrived which made my stomach roll. I would have handled it. It's his fault he made my life even more complicated.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 105,873 - Reviews: 1099 - Favs: 954 - Follows: 322 - Updated: 5/19/2009 - Published: 1/1/2009 - Complete
The Day I Stalked Him by Vena Cava reviews
(One-Shot) 12:05pm. Target caught masturbating in bathroom stall. 007 status: in adjacent stall, hyperventilating.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,796 - Reviews: 968 - Favs: 2,196 - Follows: 175 - Published: 8/9/2008 - Complete
The Cutters Lullaby by Trouble maker 101 reviews
You know the pain that they have endured
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/30/2006 - Complete
Whore by Chaos Apple reviews
-Little Alice only ever wanted to be loved.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/4/2006
Progression by undefined soul reviews
A flow on those who are gender confused. Tried to be general and not just for FTM folks.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/18/2006
Angel by dollface and her cancer reviews
Prostitutes, drug dealers, and revenge. Who says good girls can't be bad?
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,417 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/30/2005 - Published: 9/8/2005 - Complete
So as Not to Offend by E. Griega
I once made a picture for my art class...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/25/2005
Self harm by gothic-wierdness
how it feels to want to harm yourself
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/21/2005
Myself by Guardian of Darkness reviews
Hate and Spinelessness, PG-13 for language
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/14/2004
Untitled by Dark Raven Angel reviews
A poem about a question that I frequently get asked, but I know no one wants to hear the truth.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/10/2002
She by Suicidal Carousel reviews
Self-mutilation
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2001
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gray areas reviews
maybe we're queerplatonic? i wish.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/10/2013 - Complete
mAdnEss reviews
madness is all relative, after all. inspiration taken from Muse's song Madness and the dictionary.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/7/2013 - Complete
But if Your Partner's a Friend, that's Cool Too reviews
friendship is undervalued
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/7/2013 - Complete
agony and hoped-for mercy
high school in a poem. contains self-harm and possible parental abuse?
Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 3/5/2013 - Complete
scenes from high school
little glimpses into my life in high school. content warnings given per chapter.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 292 - Published: 3/3/2013 - Complete
texas
i can't be ace if i got turned on, and i can't be repulsive if he wanted me. mentions sex (in church), self-hate, pregnancy, and potentially consent issues.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 525 - Published: 3/3/2013 - Complete
pressure reviews
on being the only one vs being around others like you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/1/2013 - Complete
Matilda reviews
you wish you weren't so terrified of him. trigger for pedophilia, sexual assault.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/1/2013 - Complete
wrong (wings) reviews
his wings come to him suddenly, and his memories soon follow.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/1/2013 - Complete
cuando bailando reviews
Mara es la chica que siempre está bailando
Poetry: General - Rated: K - Spanish - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2013 - Complete
safety reviews
fuck you and your 'safe spaces'.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2013 - Complete
dysphoria reviews
why won't my wings work? they hurt so much. mentions scars
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2013 - Complete
about us as we were? Hannah's story reviews
the system before House.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2013 - Complete
gasoline rainbows reviews
a reminder to love
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2013
friend 1, friend 2 reviews
a poem to a friend i used to have.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2013 - Complete
hiding the evidence reviews
it's a disgusting mess
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/16/2013 - Complete
let's not say it today, all right? that'd be stupid, wouldn't it? reviews
i'm sorry for even writing this my dear. (i miss you already.) trigger for self-harm, blood, scars.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/14/2013 - Complete
prompting reviews
i don't know what to do anymore. contains abuse, sexual assault.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/7/2013 - Complete
whole
his body is human but his mind is not. cowritten with maura
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Published: 2/5/2013 - Complete
falling in love reviews
a boy's crecimiento through the leaves of a brugmansia.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/31/2013 - Complete
coming about reviews
oops, we said, twenty four hours after meeting.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/30/2013 - Complete
an addiction reviews
i hesitate to call it an addiction, but it will forever be my gut response. trigger for self-harm
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/26/2013 - Complete
this is a poem
this is a poem to say what i cannot speak
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 1/26/2013 - Complete
Good Poem reviews
a poem i had to write for class
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/25/2013 - Complete
elephant
someone else said that to me once.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Published: 1/23/2013 - Complete
painting song reviews
i wouldn't be a writer
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/20/2012 - Complete
backstage
this, my friends, is why you should do everything you can to love yourself. mentions cutting, blood, suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2012 - Complete
i promise reviews
it shouldn't be my job to educate you enough so you stop discrediting my experiences whenever you think.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/16/2012 - Complete
hurt, bird-dog
They sent Mrs Hallowtree to the plant to fire Walter, he is sure of it.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,155 - Published: 12/7/2012 - Complete
sadness, dog-ear
Thayer is not lonely, per say, but he misses his love an he is growing old. mentions hate crime, homophobia.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,300 - Published: 12/7/2012 - Complete
Dear Mom and Dad, and Georgie: reviews
I can't do this anymore. I have to leave. mentions: self harm, running away, suicide, depression.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,820 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/7/2012 - Complete
Saving a Life
this is the problem with the death penalty and sectioning/backer-acting/involuntarily committing beings. mentions death/suicide.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Published: 12/5/2012 - Complete
Samhain reviews
my will, of sorts.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/31/2012 - Complete
(Please Read with Patience and a Sense of Humour) reviews
an essay i had to write for school. needless to say, i didn't quite write what They wanted me to. subjects include: eating disorders, obesity, laughing at the US' school system, and some pretty stupid school policies. possible trigger for eds, calories.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,332 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/12/2012 - Complete
Memories (that make me want to kill myself) reviews
just a couple things i can't get out of my head today... no triggers.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/11/2012 - Complete
demasiado extraño
ella es un poco raro, pero no es muy obvio.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - Spanish - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 10/4/2012 - Complete
they can't hear my screams for help through the tears and the blood reviews
my wings used to be so beautiful when i was happy. contains self-hate, mentions scars.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2012 - Complete
untitled
he's taken control of me. why has he taken control of me?
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Published: 9/30/2012 - Complete
be like me reviews
don't ever be anything like me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/30/2012 - Complete
Lydia reviews
Lydia is horribly, desperately, lonely. alludes to cutting, suicide.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 468 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/28/2012 - Complete
blue moon reviews
sometimes i need to talk to someone else. trigger for rape/sexual assault, eating disorders, self-harm.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/31/2012 - Complete
crossdresser reviews
for all the pain he has suffered, he is proud to be alive. mentions scars and abuse.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/16/2012 - Complete
too odd reviews
she's a bit of a freak, but not in any obvious way.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Complete
scary world reviews
we have turned our back on the goddess, and we wil pay.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Crime/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Complete
punch a god damned wall reviews
i want to punch a brick wall sometimes.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Complete
oblivious reviews
why doesn't anyone ever notice what is not shoved in their face? mentions self-harm scars and anorexia.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Complete
juxtaposition reviews
it's so easy to hide pain
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Complete
free hugs! reviews
people are idiots.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Complete
drugs reviews
a couple haikus about addiction. contains drugs
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Complete
bleed like me reviews
pride isn't always a good thing. contains cutting
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Complete
A thing
sometimes you just need someone to congratulate you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Complete
Progression reviews
it takes so much less effort to follow the path, but i'm starting to wonder if it also hurts more.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Complete
not doing the work does not make me a bad person reviews
fuck you too. two poems about my teachers. mentions cutting, suicide.
Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/2/2012 - Complete
suicide reviews
there comes a time when all has passed, and nothing is left.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/2/2012 - Complete
sitting reviews
you cut, and i wish more than anything that you didn't feel the need to. mentions cutting.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/30/2012 - Complete
Childhood Games reviews
scars ruin more than the future
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/18/2012 - Complete
A Second out of Sync reviews
my life is out of sync, fading in and out horribly. mentions cutting, suicide.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 388 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/18/2012 - Complete
Time Running reviews
time is running out quickly. mentions cutting, suicide.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/18/2012 - Complete
Breakdown reviews
sometimes, you just break down, and nothing anyone can do helps. mentions suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/18/2012
tonight reviews
because i don't ever cry. mentions cutting.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/10/2012 - Complete
thoughts on blah reviews
maybe i should stop writing. maybe it would make me better. mentions cutting.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2012 - Complete
violent masturbation reviews
violent masturbation is me telling a story about my true family. note: this is not explicit in any way
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/29/2012 - Complete
love letters reviews
she tells me she writing a love letter, and i think of you. why must i always think of you?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/24/2012
Conversation
the voice never does seem to agree with me. maybe it's for the best.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Published: 3/23/2012
it's ok, child!
be still child, for now you will no longer dread this day. mentions death suicide, though it's not clear
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 3/23/2012 - Complete
motivation
depression sucks. mentions cutting, suicidal-ness.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 3/21/2012 - Complete
Metal Song, or, Live Dead
i would rather be alive than dead anytime. mentions cutting, suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 3/20/2012
i'm sorry
i saw that cut on your arm. trigger for cutting, blood.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Published: 3/19/2012 - Complete
why?
i'm not invisible, am i?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/19/2012 - Complete
feeling, writing
i write to feel, to share, to be, and because i want you to feel.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 3/18/2012 - Complete
let's not reviews
why do i fall for the lesbians?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/16/2012 - Complete
run, Boy, run reviews
Alistair's mother abused him, he has no where to go, and no one to tell. Akilah is in love with him, but hides it. three alternate endings for the one situation. trigger for mentions of sexual abuse, abuse.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,172 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/16/2012 - Published: 3/14/2012
trust reviews
i trusted you. you got arrested. why must this happen?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/15/2012 - Complete
paths reviews
i have two choices. i don't want to choose either.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/11/2012 - Complete
love reviews
wo ai ni. con todo mi amor, your small kitten.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 452 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2012 - Complete
Desolation reviews
i am powerless. help me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/7/2012 - Complete
a Reminder, a Warning, and a Restraint reviews
she closes her eyes, breathing the calm that comes from knowing no one can see her. and, of course, from being about to cut. trigger for cutting, blood.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 835 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/5/2012 - Complete
Iris reviews
in that moment, she is perfect. trigger for cutting, blood.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 475 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/5/2012 - Complete
i dreamt reviews
because i have nothing to look forward to but surviving yet another day.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/5/2012 - Complete
reasons to Live reviews
"At least this way one of us will live. At least the world will have you." trigger for suicide.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/5/2012 - Complete
Ana reviews
Ana calls to him in his dreams, and he wants to be that beautiful girl so badly. trigger for cutting, anorexia, bulimia.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2012 - Complete
thunder reviews
if anyone asks, she'll just say she was sitting next to it. but then, no one ever asks. trigger for suicidal ideation
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/3/2012 - Complete
Burning reviews
that girl in the bathroom wasn't her. this was who he was, or, who he had to be. trigger for self-harm.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 376 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/2/2012 - Complete
avert Your eyes
avert your eyes from the image of her fragile, hurt body. it is not yours to see. mentions self-harm, rape.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/2/2012 - Complete
ibuprofen reviews
i want my life to mean something. mentions od-ing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/2/2012 - Complete
How it Ends
The first time he almost died had been an accident. The second time was not. mentions suicide, burning, bdsm.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 542 - Published: 3/2/2012 - Complete
once all the lies are gone reviews
once all the lies are gone, there is nothing left but *him*, whoever he is
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/1/2012 - Complete
for him reviews
sometimes, love isn't enough to conquer laziness.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/1/2012 - Complete
i am Erased reviews
but i will be erased no longer, because i am here, and i am not going away.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/29/2012 - Complete
Goodnight reviews
thirty days since her suicide attempt, she goes back to school. not that her friends care
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/29/2012 - Complete
Help reviews
he trusts his friends, he thinks. maybe not enough, but he really does
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Complete
night reviews
in the morning, neither will acknowledge that this night has happened.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Complete
crown
she is not ready for the crown, but it's now or never. her people are waiting.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Complete
Choices
mildly victorian. the coice she made has changed her life, and while she regrets it, it is impossible to undo.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Complete
They say Drowning is a Terrible Way to Die
but at least the end is in water
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Complete
i said, no reviews
she raped me. i said, "no". trigger for rape, incest.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Complete
he was her Life
and when there was no one left to stop her, she died.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Complete
Goddess
his family can't read, and they don't speak his language
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
Whore
maybe she should stay, be a fat whore like her mother.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
Waiting
wanting to curl up and warm himself in the fire, he waits.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
Embarrassment
because he is so embarrassed.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
Dreams
Wanting someone to tust, she lets him in.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
Writing Lives on Hands
She writes her life out on her hands, sharing it with the world, but no one sees her pain. mentions suicide, cutting.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
Suffer for Him
he's worth so much to me, but i'm hurting so much. trigger for cutting
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
Blood Tears
he feels so much emotion. too much emotion.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
I am Waiting for You
i am death, and i am waiting. you will come to me, forgetting how wonderful life is, and you wil embrace me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Complete
Thank You
written for a friend, to try to express how i felt about him. it isn't exactly what i wanted to say, but this is what came out.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Published: 2/26/2012 - Complete
Metaphors
She doesn't want to know. Why does he even bother dreaming of telling her?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2012 - Complete
i miss you
thank you so much for being there for me. i'm not perfect, but i keep trying, cause that's what i said i would do from the start...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2012 - Complete
Lack Of
With a lack of hope comes a certain apathy to that which makes life beautiful and intense
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 2/23/2012 - Complete
Deserted reviews
he is so lost, and so lonely
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/23/2012 - Complete
The Girl Who Loves You reviews
She loves you, so much. Do you know that?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Published: 2/22/2012 - Complete
Am I Free Yet?
A loud shot, and one of the boys falls. The girl knows the act was consensual, and she somehow accepts that, wishing both the best.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Published: 2/22/2012 - Complete
Hallelujah
trust is one of the most beautiful things on this earth
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 2/22/2012 - Complete
Good Little Girls reviews
good little girls don't fight back, so she sits in the corner of the playground and cries instead. trigger for mentions of sexual abuse, pedophilia and incest, depending on how you read it
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 494 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/6/2011 - Complete
Breathe Me
songfic based on Sia's Breathe Me. mentions cutting
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Published: 12/6/2011 - Complete
There is a Trial
there is a trial, and emotions run high
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Published: 9/13/2011 - Complete
Someday
Someday, he known, he won't be able to stop himself. Won't want to stop himself. TRIGGER WARNING for mentions of self-injury and suicide
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/10/2011 - Complete
No words for me
poetry response to the book, The No. One Ladies' Detective Agency. How can a story be told if there are no words to tell it?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 9/10/2011 - Complete
Little Things
How strange, that the little things could affect him so profoundly.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Published: 9/10/2011 - Complete
Winry
"Just go!" Winry yelled at her ex-best friend Lucy. "Go away and stop talking to me!" Lucy used to be a good friend, before making out with Brandon.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 684 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/10/2011
Pain
she's a lesbian, dating a trans* guy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 9/10/2011 - Complete