![]() Author has written 5 stories for Romance, Love, and Young Adult. And in that moment, I swear we were infinite. I've waited my entire life to find you. You are the desire of my soul. I still love you, Maddie. 11/9/09 My name is Robert. I'm twenty years old. I'm not very creative. I'm not sure why I made this account. I'm also not very good at writing things about myself. And I'm completely in love with my best friend in the world, Maddie. We have now been together for four absolutely blissful years. When they told us that love never lasts, they obviously never looked into your eyes and saw the same things I do. Even after almost two years together, I could never ask for anything better than what I have now. You are the girl of my dreams. I don't care if you're four days younger than me or four years. No age difference could stop what I feel in my heart. If I could have anything in the world, it'd still be you. I would have been a completely different person if I hadn't met you. I love you. I don't really come on here anymore; I'm not really a creative person. But I got such positive feedback on my list of reasons why I love Maddie. It has over 23500 views, which is insane! So many people have told me that they found the list beautiful, or sweet, etc. Really, it's not any of that. I just love her so much more than words will ever say. Even that list can't express my love properly. On that note, a lot of people in reality have told me how unlikely it is that she is the one for me since she's only starting her senior year of high school and here I am, in college. But I have known her for twelve years. I have seen her at her best and at her worst. As a couple we've been through so many trials, some that only married couples experience. And I have loved her all the same. So, because I don't come on much anymore (or at all, really) you can reach me at my Tumblr. I just made it today, 7/8/13, so no promises on how often I'll go on. The URL, just in case the link doesn't work, is find-thesound. In regards to '365 Reasons Why I Love You': holy shit.The feedback I have received on that is absolutely insane. We are now over 31,000 views and it's still climbing. I just...wow. Thank you so, so much. In regards to reviewers who say that the list is beautiful, I have to say it's not nearly as beautiful as Maddie or my love for her. In regards to reviewers who focus only on the fact that I cheated on Maddie once... Listen to me when I say that that is a fact that I will have to live with for the rest of my life. I truly believe Maddie is the love of my life. I'm not going to try to say that it's okay that I cheated on her, because it isn't. There is absolutely nothing okay with that fact. There is no sugarcoating the fact that I betrayed someone who loved me. But here's the thing. Telling me that it was dumb or that she shouldn't be back together with me are not going to do anything about the fact that I did once cheat on her. It's over. It's done with. I couldn't even express with words, even if I tried, my absolutely insane love of my girlfriend. We've been together for years. I want to marry her one day in the future. I too despise people who hurt and betray people like this, while also knowing I was once one of them. Maddie forgave me years ago. It was a one time thing. I went on one date with one girl. Maddie was the first person to find out about it. That doesn't negate what I did to her, but please, don't lecture me. I know it was dumb. I know it's disgusting. I also know that Maddie is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with, so I have not done anything nearly so idiotic since. And I can promise you all that she is in good hands. I'm a hopeless romantic; you ought to know that from the list. She's long since forgiven me for my actions. I'm still working on forgiving myself. But it's been nearly four years since I cheated on her, so perhaps it's time that you get over it, too, considering you don't actually know me. |