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Author has written 41 stories for Love, Life, Romance, General, Young Adult, General, and Religion.

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hand-me-down cancer by thursdays and rain
about a girl who couldn't run away from the a.u.t.o.p.s.y. of her fate
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 1,355 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 4/2/2013 - Published: 12/8/2012 - Complete
cardboard crowns by winter ghosts reviews
princesses aren't made to last forever.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Complete
she was only a girl by winter ghosts reviews
no wonder they were surprised when she fell.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/26/2012 - Complete
Cancer by Ashleigh Goddard reviews
This is about me going through and dealing with cancer.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,344 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/8/2010 - Complete
we live and we die by kissing walls reviews
and when they ask, how will you explain the difference? -pillowbook V.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 19 - Words: 1,910 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/8/2010 - Published: 1/9/2010 - Complete
beautiful insomniac by CuriousContradiction reviews
darling, we are all adrenaline and paper cuts and raw electricity shudder-craving solar eclipses. stand here on the precipice of insanity and fall with me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 199 - Follows: 12 - Published: 7/24/2009 - Complete
Chemotherapy by Tearlit reviews
It's not the cancer that kills.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/19/2008 - Complete
alice is nothing compared to you by words like bullets reviews
and the therapist hands you another pill. choke, she saids.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/30/2008 - Complete
one night stands by words like bullets reviews
they call girls like me desperate and girls like you whores
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 12/7/2007 - Complete
baby learns a lesson by riotmaker reviews
and girls like me need to help virgins like you grow the fuck up. [venting at the little whores who think highschool love means holding hands]. rated for lots of language. and sex. basically.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 10/19/2006 - Complete
whore by citrus scented reviews
this is my own exorcism. (please, do not judge me) -finished-
Fiction: Biography - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 2,544 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/1/2006 - Published: 7/17/2006
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exorcism reviews
the little odd pieces of me that don't fit anywhere else. - an anthology of sorts.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 488 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/28/2014 - Published: 5/28/2014
husk
tragedy is not beautiful. - stop romanticising things that hurt.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/15/2014
tomb
'i never wanted you to see me cry but i don't know if i'm strong enough to fight back when you're the reason my heart is a shredded mess.' - negative emotion directed at me just really upsets me and i don't know why.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 7/4/2014
useless reviews
i guess that some people just don't 'get' life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/3/2014 - Complete
she tastes like decay
Because you cannot stop a freight train when it is already halfway off the edge of the cliff. [she was broken long before you met her]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Published: 5/26/2014 - Complete
the metaphorical road trip to hell
we are lost. we fell off the map. this isn't where we're supposed to be.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Published: 5/4/2014 - Complete
catalyst reviews
i've cried enough tears to put out even the most petulant inferno but you're still searing through my veins
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/20/2014 - Complete
static
five reasons why you should stay
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Published: 3/24/2014 - Complete
fatality
i feel like i am running out of time.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 3/24/2014 - Complete
impure reviews
the hymns taste sour on my sinner's tongue.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/20/2014 - Complete
teach me how to breathe reviews
she doesn't understand that existing isn't the same as living.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/4/2014 - Complete
daisy chains reviews
i feel like everything's falling apart.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/25/2013 - Complete
hide your sins reviews
it's hard to understand why beautiful people hate themselves.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/11/2013 - Complete
to weave a fairytale
so what if life isn't a fairytale? we can make a happily ever after.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Published: 12/11/2013 - Complete
consumption
It was always sort of reckless the way you let me into your heart.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,624 - Published: 11/19/2013 - Complete
a comparison of not-life reviews
show me your scars and i'll show you mine
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/3/2013 - Complete
overflow reviews
you're a chemical imbalance away from normal
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/26/2013 - Complete
cancer: a checklist reviews
it looks like you have leukaemia.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/6/2013 - Complete
ambitions reviews
you could've been great. but you aren't.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/5/2012
bittersweet symphony reviews
inspired by her, her, her and what growing up taught him.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,936 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/13/2012 - Complete
her vodka lullabies reviews
were never as good as his whiskey fairytales.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/7/2012 - Complete
bone girl reviews
last words from the girl who couldn't fly.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/2/2012 - Complete
shh, little whore reviews
this isn't love, this is real.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
chance reviews
take a chance you said. so i took your hand and followed you into hell.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/26/2012 - Complete
the girl reviews
her razor is the paintbrush and her skin is the canvas; she paints masterpieces.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/21/2012 - Complete
wait for it
or don't. no one cares when you're broken.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/21/2012 - Complete
violets
happy ever afters only happen in the movies.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 560 - Published: 6/28/2012 - Complete
to fall apart
you're breaking again into pieces. free verse.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2012 - Complete
distorted reviews
she just wants to be pretty.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2012 - Complete
failed dreams and suicide notes reviews
alone, afraid and forgotten. she's just a teenager, falling, falling.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2012 - Complete
A Beautiful Tragedy reviews
Broken girls do desperate things when they're tired of living. Sometimes, suicide is the only way to be truly alive and it's good if you don't understand why that is.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,326 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/27/2012 - Complete
Linger reviews
Maybe it was naive to believe in Happily Ever After but I was, am, will always be a dreamer and what's a dreamer without a dream?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/20/2012 - Complete
Social UnSuicide reviews
I'm nothing without the lies.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/20/2012 - Complete
Can't Say No reviews
I've cried over you and I will never tell you that I have because I'm not really sure that you'd care either way. It's just another thing I'll leave unsaid.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/20/2012 - Complete
Evolution, But Not Evolution reviews
I miss the days when we fought over crayons instead of vodka bottles.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/3/2012 - Complete
Woes of a Despondent God reviews
The world ends with not a bang, nor a whimper.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/3/2012 - Complete
Believe reviews
"I'd do anything for you," I told you, "I'd let the universe burn if it meant you could smile." I meant that.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 681 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/3/2012 - Complete
Sunday Child reviews
There's a reason for everything; just because we don't understand doesn't mean we should claim pseudo ignorance.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 420 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/15/2011 - Complete
An Ode to Heartbreak reviews
Of teenage ignorance and foolish mistakes, hoplessness and uncertainty, bipolar emotions and masochistic reasons, because heartbreak is made up of little things that hurt so, so much.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/13/2011 - Complete
Wonderland's Gone reviews
All things must end, day must fade to night, and you know, as well as I, that children grow and change - I should've known that our childish love wouldn't evolve with us - and promises can be broken.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/18/2011 - Complete
I'd Love You reviews
I'd meet you in Spring, fall for you in Summer, cry for you in Autumn and long for you in Winter... if only you'd let me love you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/5/2011 - Complete