desolus
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Joined 06-12-01, id: 79913
Author has written 18 stories for General, Love, General, and Life.

I was formerly known as d2ragnarok. The name died. The soul lives on.

LJ: http://desolus.livejournal.com

I'm dabbling again in fanfiction, though I'd like to return to FP once I outgrow it again.

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Saturday Lovers by hav reviews
(Act 4: part 54 up) As things start to calm down for Adrian and Naoki, it is time to take care of one remaining problem: drugs. Naoki will finally realise his actions can have severe consequences, and Adrian will battle both drugs and inner demons.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 54 - Words: 248,411 - Reviews: 273 - Favs: 119 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/11/2006 - Published: 8/23/2001
Rock Island by Asagao reviews
Dancing with an ex-boyfriend and his new girlfriend is a bad idea. Especially when you have a hard time defining reality. The show may go on, but does life have to be part of it?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/13/2005
suckerlove by breakdown in the waiting room reviews
"Suckerlove is heaven sent. . ." Or not. Or maybe it's both. After all, he's the golden child. And you love him so much it's hate. [m/m slash; dark themes; second person]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,318 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/22/2004
One Second Longer by escape into reality reviews
This is the last poem I'll write about him.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/8/2004
In Retrospect by EveryNowAndThen reviews
This is a small (very personal) collection of memories/observances/epiphanies that have stood out to me over the past year, told metaphorically. It is lengthy, but it marks the glorious end of a long writers' block.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 644 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/22/2004
Slither by breakdown in the waiting room reviews
Inspired by a scene in Velvet Goldmine. A world-famous musician watches a once-famous lover try to fall apart on stage. . .feeling when he shouldn't and his lover should.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 620 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/18/2004
New Color to Paint the World by AntiPleasure reviews
A new color to splash out, to be able to see the world differently... whew, I'm on a roll with writing today =P
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/16/2004
s o m e w h e r e by Misanthropic Sylph reviews
I ponder over the idea of death.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/3/2004
Find You Empty by axica reviews
for J.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/15/2004
Desolation in Autumn by axica reviews
enjoy the silence, the boy is dead
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2004
Hope by featherlight reviews
"tantalizing like waves of white cold fire/licking at my sandaled feet." (No, I have no idea what is up with this poem. It started out as a free-writing exercise.)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/13/2004
Back For More by zelle reviews
Protection. I should have been stronger and more agressive. Writing this was like cutting off a rotting limb, but it had to come out.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/26/2003
An Elephant Never Forgets by Jobey reviews
It was only two young women, only a bit of forgetfulness, only a hospital visit, only the moment that should have made or broken their friendship and didn't do either. Mature themes. One-shot.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,119 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/6/2003
Waking the Land by Fragmental Dani reviews
(slash yaoi shounen ai homosexual situations. Rated R for language & content) A young naive prince dreams of becoming friends with a jaded and abused stable boy. But once he gets inside the other's world, is it really where he wants to be? R&R's welcomed.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 46,928 - Reviews: 132 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 4/15/2003 - Published: 2/2/2003
The Heart of an Assassin by Kimi kara tegami reviews
Yushiro Kaemon's life has sadly taken a turn for the worse...::Complete::
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,654 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/22/2002
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falling away reviews
ad memoriam - to the child we can only dream of
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/23/2004
turn again reviews
A body dangles from a tree... [ suicide ]
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/6/2004
Two Hearts Beating As One
A series of glimpses in the Dead Heart world. SLASH.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,690 - Updated: 10/6/2004 - Published: 9/22/2004
She Just Smiles reviews
Thinking you love someone... is that the same as loving them? [ no real point, just wanted to get it out there - f/f - post-break-up-ness to 'slow burn' and 'Please' ]
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 546 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/20/2004
slow burn reviews
[ mature themes - f/f ] ... an old desire that still burns slow.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2004
Heartbeat reviews
Suicide. Love. This is the space where you used to be. [ experimental - 'abstractism' ]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/29/2004
Please reviews
Fear. Love. How long will she pretend until she admits that this means nothing to her? [ experimental - 'abstractism' - f/f but hardly noticeable ]
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/14/2004
Stay reviews
Abuse. Love. How far can you twist the truth before it becomes real? [ experimental - ‘abstractism’ ]
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/6/2004
Dead Heart reviews
[ mild slash - dark themes - oneshot ] The lines of madness blur to form a reality he builds in silence.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,418 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/2/2004
Yuki reviews
At 17, I found something very precious. Though it ended, it’s still my source of happiness. [companion piece for rakuen | experimental]
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 554 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/6/2003
Rakuen reviews
At 16, I was allowed to be stupid. The first taste of heartbreak is always the bitterest and most excruciating. [ experimental, in many areas. very metaphorical. ]
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 563 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/30/2003
An Old Dance reviews
[ slash | mature themes | oneshot ] We are all victims to our own weaknesses. His just happens to be a friend’s son.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,395 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/17/2003
The Same Conversation reviews
You can hide your feelings from a certain person for a long time, but you can forget what fear is after their long absence. [ f/f ]
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 401 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/28/2003
Velvet reviews
A look at sex from a male perspective, as the subject was interpreted from classical espionage on guys-only conversations. [ rated for subject matter and a common four-letter word you might just know -sarcasm- ]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/6/2003
A kiss of rain reviews
It takes a lot to realize that the things you've thought you put behind you, actually play a larger part in your life than you realize.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/23/2002
I See You reviews
If I could have one thing, I would have this.... words that mean the world and words that could destroy me altogether.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/19/2002
A Song For You reviews
A song to a trusted friend... from the time and place where I tend hide.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/26/2002
unprotected~ reviews
A poem that I wrote when I had something (or rather, someone) good to feel about.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/24/2002