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Hi, everyone! The name's Aditi, but call me DeeDee. I'm 15 and I currently, as you can see, have no stories up on this site.

Once upon a time I had one, but I took it down because the writing was awful. I still think the plot has validity, so I will be reposting "Dreamer of Darkness".

If you want to check out my FanFiction stories, my penname is lost in a musical daydream. Thanks for your time! :)


My favorite:

Books: Harry Potter, Hunger Games, Vampire Diaries, Anne of Green Gables, Before I Fall, TFIOS, Gone, Mortal Instruments & Infernal Devices, Inkheart, Thursday Next, Leviathan, Pretty Little Liars, Lying Game, Matched, Maximum Ride, PJO, Warriors

TV: Glee, Pretty Little Liars, Full House, Sherlock, Doctor Who, Koffee with Karan

Plays: AVPM, AVPS, Grease, 9 to 5, Dr. Horrible, Les Mis, West Side Story, Annie, Chicago, Funny Girl

Movies: 17 Again, Another Cinderella Story, Burlesque, Ghost, High School Musical, Inception, While You Were Sleeping, Father of the Bride, Mean Girls, My Best Friend's Wedding, National Treasure, Sleepless in Seattle, all of the Bollywood (especially the SRK ones)


Let's do this! :3

37 Secrets About Yourself
(Be honest no matter what.)

1) Have you ever been asked out?

Nope. Hehe. I is a single Pringle.

2) What is your default picture?

Dianna Agron with a kitten, adorableness overload.

3)What's your middle name?

I don't have one. What? Surprise! Heehee. ;)

4) Your current relationship status?

Single. :3

5) Does your crush like you back?

A real life crush? Don't have one. Celeb crushes? Too many to name and obviously not.

6) What is your current mood?

Hungry. But then when am I not?

7) What color of underwear are you wearing?

White. I'm boring, guys, sorry.

8) What color shirt are you wearing?

Navy blue.

9) Missing something?

My iTouch charger... where is that damn thing?

10) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?

That's not a nice question. I would change, like, everything.

11) If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?

Unicorn. Also, bad grammar on that question! Shame on you!

12) Ever had a near death experience?

Nope. :3

13) Something you do a lot?

Sing! :D

14) The song stuck in your head?

"Black Roses Red" by Alana Grace.

15) Who did you copy and paste this from?

That-Dumb-Lily-Maid, aka Ali.

16) Name someone with the same birthday as YOU?

I'll name more than one. Brad Paisley, Matt Smith, Julia Roberts, Bill Gates, Troian Bellisario, and Katie, a girl at my school who I have dubbed my twin.

17) When was the last time you cried?

When I watched "The Reichenbach Fall" last week.

18) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?

Many times, yes.

19) If you could have one super power what would it be?

Mind-reading! :3

20) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

Normally their sex.

21) What do you usually order from Starbucks?

I don't go to Starbucks. I make coffee at home. :3

22) What's your biggest secret?

Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead. ;)

23) Favorite color?

I do get it Ali! And purple, forever and always.

24) Do you still watch kiddie shows?

What do you mean by kiddie shows? Disney Channel is a perfectly credible source of entertainment. Come on, boys, let's go watch Wizards of Waverly Place. :3 (AVPM reference FTW)

25) What are you?

I am a high-functioning sociopath. Do your research.

(Also, a professional fangirl.)

26) Do you speak any other language?

Gujarati, a TEENSY bit of Hindi, and I'm currently in the process of learning French.

27) What's your favorite smell?

I know I'm weird, but new car.

28) Describe your life in one word what would it be?

Amazing! Or supermegafoxyawesomehot. ;)

29) Have you ever kissed in the rain?

I've never kissed at all. LOL

30) What are you thinking about right now?

The awful movie version of the Ramayana that's playing on the TV next to me.

31) What should you be doing?

Helping my mom make dinner. :3

32) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?

My dad.

33) Do you like working in the yard?

HAHAHAHA NO.

34) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?

Salling because that would mean that I'm married to Mark. Or Agron, Rivera, Daugherty, Lytle, Cumberbatch... any of the names of my 80 celeb crushes... :P

35) Do you act differently around the person you like?

According to my friends, apparently not. When I have a person I like.

36) What is your natural hair color?

Black. Reeeally dark brown in the sun if you squint.

37) Who was the last person to make you cry?

It's a toss-up between Benedict Cumberbatch and Martin Freeman. Benedict jumped off the building and Martin was talking to the grave. Sigh. But in the end I'd probably say Stephen Thompson since he wrote the frickin' episode.


What's your favorite article of clothing? My oversized sweatshirt.

Who is the most special person to you? My mom! :)

What's your favorite childhood memory? Dr. Seuss books, for sure.

One word that would best describes you? Happy. I try to always stay happy, because otherwise I'm sad, and I don't like being sad.

What is your favorite month in the summer? October. :3

What's your favorite number? 7. (I'm stereotypical, I know.)

What is the nicest thing anyone ever said to you? "I'm so impressed by you, I was blown away." after my first audition for a musical.

What does your username mean? It's a lyric from Melissa Etheridge's song "I'm the Only One". I relate to the feeling.

What is your favorite Disney movie? Hercules, FTW.

What made you smile today? S2E1 of Koffee With Karan. Oh Shahrukh... you're so cute you make me laugh.

Last thing you said out loud? "Mm."

Last rainbow you saw? In a movie, Paheli.

Do you want a haircut? No, but I'm pretty sure I need one.

Are you musically inclined? Yes :)

Have you ever been in a fight? No, I'm a good girl. :3

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Daydreamer by Myra Hodges reviews
Ravi has lived his whole life being his parents' disappointment, but he was his own hero. This is the first in a series of stories based off of what songs randomly come up on my Pandora station.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,063 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/4/2012 - Published: 12/28/2011 - Complete
Believe by Seed of Doubt reviews
My name is Caspa. My Identification Number is 413007. I have no idea how I got here, where I came from, or even who my parents are. You are not allowed to know anything but what you are told. That's Rule No 1 of life in the dystopia of Astro City: Believe. -COMPLETE-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 708 - Reviews: 139 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 11/3/2012 - Published: 10/30/2011 - Complete
To Die For by elizaye reviews
Everyone knows that Michael Hunt is bad news. When Melissa's friend falls for him, she decides an intervention is in order. But the tangled world that she enters soon turns out to be much more than she bargained for. Rated M for language/violence.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 9 - Words: 38,081 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 6/1/2012 - Published: 10/27/2011
The Chosen Ones by elizaye reviews
The kingdoms of Morramen and Trayzak have been warring for generations and generations. What happens to the unfortunate spies that are caught in the middle? In this story, you'll find action, adventure, a bit of magic, and more than a little bit of love.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 65,341 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 6/1/2012 - Published: 7/24/2011
The Master Plan by elizaye reviews
Kelsey Linden, daughter of a big CEO, has just moved on to college. As she adjusts to her new life, she contends with matters of the heart and is thrown into a dangerous conflict that is out of her control.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 101,227 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/1/2012 - Published: 7/19/2011
The Other World by elizaye reviews
They exist in different worlds, with different rules and beliefs. But when an unlikely event throws him into her world, one tiny mistake binds them together irrevocably.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 19,719 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/30/2012 - Published: 10/28/2011
For The Dreamers by tigeress824 reviews
This is a play about two dreamers stories. Where what they thought was impossible became possible, and what may have seemed possible in the beginning became impossible in the end.
Fiction: Play - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/25/2012
Screw the Rules by JessieBo reviews
B was the most popular girl in school and had a secret. She was the well known aspiring pro boxer, Bijou. So what happens when the new boy at school is also a boxer and notices the similarities between B and Bijou? A lot of secrets, hairspray and sweat.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 45,773 - Reviews: 155 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 4/20/2012 - Published: 5/28/2011 - Complete
Stay Through the Night by LetTheSunRainDownOnMe reviews
"Nicki… what are you do – holy crap, what is that?" he reached his hand out and gingerly touched the scar that went up in a straight line to her navel. The tears came more freely and her lips quivered, "It's a C section scar."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 814 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/27/2012
Meet Me at the Altar by LiberryBooked reviews
As a wedding photographer, Nora has been surrounded by happy couples for all of her professional career, so its no surprise that she's impatiently waiting for her own happy ending. But Nora's in for a surprise: you can't choose who you fall in love with.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 22,525 - Reviews: 228 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 3/6/2012 - Published: 5/15/2011
A Change Of Plans by McFudge reviews
Eliza and her best friend Becca are driving home from school one day when, in a blink of an eye, they are in a car crash and life as they know it changes drastically.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,959 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/17/2012 - Published: 1/12/2012
The Bridge by xmol reviews
Every day Ben tries to kill himself by jumping off the bridge. And every day he discovers why he can't.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 784 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/29/2011 - Complete
Transgender Youth We Tell Our Own Stories by Horrible Warning reviews
Little... thing... from the points of view of three different gender-non-conforming youth.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/17/2011 - Complete
The Narrator Insane? by skaterofthebooks reviews
This is an expository essay that I had to do for school. It is about the narrator from The Tell-Tale Heart by Edgar Allen Poe. I don't own any material from that short story, just my own words. Rated for slight violence.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,406 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/17/2011 - Complete
Liz's Revenge by Moses the Cat reviews
Liz finally gets her revenge...
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/15/2011 - Complete
Collection Of Lullabies: Emily's Story by all the lonely people reviews
A young woman can't take the pain of her husband leaving her for another woman, so she kills herself. /ONESHOT.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,030 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/25/2011 - Complete
Mask by elizaye reviews
Do masks scare you?
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,060 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/25/2011 - Complete
Connection by all the lonely people reviews
Jenni is anorexic. Rachael self-harms. Carla is queen bee. Nicole gets bullied. Four girls, so different, yet so alike. Something connects them all to the mind of Ruby Munro. But what?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,186 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 11/23/2011 - Published: 11/19/2011
Parting Drinks by Jenny Sue reviews
I tried not to look at them. They sat at the table next to ours, making come-hither eyes over bowls of rapidly cooling soup, and I could almost smell the hormones. They weren't talking, but the hands creeping across the tablecloth said it all.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 699 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 8 - Published: 11/16/2011 - Complete
The Poppies Grow by all the lonely people reviews
A poem I did for a Remembrance Day service in Primary Six about the British soldiers.
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/12/2011 - Complete
Real Life Love Story by NicoleMonroe1918 reviews
Nikki Peterson has been wanting to have a love life. The only problem is that Cameron Jackson has made it all but possible. He hates her and bullies her. Will she ever get her happy ending?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,115 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 11/3/2011 - Published: 10/31/2011
Dear Algebra I by Prosecuting Defense reviews
A short poem i wrote about how much I hate Solving for X. Read and Review, not my best work, I know.
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/26/2011 - Complete
Monster by PessimisticApathy reviews
If you saw a girl with a mangled face, you would stare. Don't deny it. You would look at her and wonder what happened to her. What you think of her after you see her scars, is completely up to you. This is my first romance. I usually write gore... so R&R?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,272 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 10/26/2011 - Published: 9/21/2011
Land of Perfection by autumncs98 reviews
In the land of perfection, an imperfect girl finds only one way out. Can a boy save her before it's too late? One-shot. Mentions of suicide and domestic abuse. Please read, the story's better than my summary, I super duper promise!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,151 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/23/2011 - Complete
The Writer by riledcrookie reviews
Strange things, writers.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Published: 9/22/2011
I Wasn't Thinking Of You by xmol reviews
After cheating on the love of his life, a man begins to think about all of the things that made her flawlessly imperfect.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 574 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/29/2011 - Complete
Stone Cold Hands by elizaye reviews
Candid reaction to learning from the one you love that he has fallen for your close friend.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2011 - Complete
A Bad Word by Danielle Hallow reviews
My mommy calls me a "bitch" a lot. I don't really know what it means, but apparently it's a bad word, and I am one. A bad word. One-shot.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,149 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/6/2009 - Complete
And So She Would Dance by Myra Hodges reviews
When he died she died. When he was gone though, she was still here. What would she do? She would dance. -Oneshot-
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,127 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/30/2008 - Complete
It started by Razorblade Lullaby reviews
A Poem about me loving this guy, who loves someone else.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/4/2008 - Complete
To The Boy That Gives Me Butterflies by Seed of Doubt reviews
To the girls that scribble hearts on their homework, to the girls that smile at cute, insignificant details, to the girls that fell in love, this one's for you.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 880 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 13 - Published: 6/13/2008 - Complete
Writing by writerchic16 reviews
Why I write fanfiction.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,498 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/5/2008 - Complete