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Joined 11-11-11, id: 809345, Profile Updated: 02-05-14
Author has written 22 stories for Fantasy, Young Adult, Horror, Spiritual, Sci-Fi, and General.

02-05-2014 I have removed the profile picture/avatar I had been using up until today for decorative purposes. According to my knowledge, the image was not used illegally. The image is no longer being used knowingly by me as I have done all I am able to do in order to cease my usage of the image. I am no longer knowingly/willingly associated with the image. If the image is still visible anywhere within Fictionpress.com (whilst being associated with my profile and my activities on Fictionpress.com by any means, such as my pen-name, fiction published, etc.) it is beyond my control and expected to be temporary. If the image is being used by anyone besides me within Fictionpress.com or outside of Fictionpress.com (and I am no longer knowingly/intentionally using the image as I have removed it and ceased all knowing/willing association), it was not done so by my instruction and I did not intentionally assist in the distribution of the image. Any remaining presence of the removed image within Fictionpress.com is intended to be temporary. I am not responsible for the use of the image outside of Fictionpress.com.

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C̡̨̺̻͕͔̼͉̺̑ͥͅO͎͇̞̹̮̭̱ͭ́͑̀͋ͪM̴̖̩͖͓̪̐̍ͯͬ͐E̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋ͮ͊ͩ̏ C̡̨̺̻͕͔̼͉̺̑L͊͑O͍͖̪̼͋̈ͮ͒̋SE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋R

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SCRE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋AM I GE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋T ͯͬ͐SO͎͇̞̹̮̭̱ Lͭ́͑̀͋ͪO͍͖̪̼͋̈Nͭ́͑̀͋ͪE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋LY

INͭ́͑̀͋ͪ THE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋SE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋ CO͍͖̪̼͋̈LD MO͎͇̞̹̮̭̱ME̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋Nͭ́͑̀͋ͪTS

SILE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋Nͭ́͑̀͋ͪT - BRO͎͇̞̹̮̭̱O͍͖̪̼͋̈DINͭ́͑̀͋ͪG - INTE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋Nͭ́͑̀͋ͪSE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋

I RE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋CALL YO͎͇̞̹̮̭̱U PRO͍͖̪̼͋̈MISE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋D THE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋ SUNͭ́͑̀͋ͪ

YO͎͇̞̹̮̭̱U’LL ALWAYS THINͭ́͑̀͋ͪK BACK O͍͖̪̼͋̈N US

ͮ͊WHE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋Nͭ́͑̀͋ͪ I STILL HAD BRE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋ATH

ANͭ́͑̀͋ͪD MY HE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋ART A PULSE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋

I THINͭ́͑̀͋ͪK YO͍͖̪̼͋̈U LO͎͇̞̹̮̭̱VE̴̪̯͙̜͚̝̋D ME


Hello, Reader.

I often write about lesbian relationships because they fascinate me, though I lack firsthand experience in such things.

I am not a man, so I cannot claim to know how it feels for one man to love another, thus, I am cautious in such matters of writing.

I believe that there is no such thing as innocence in this world, a world where one fears or hates in the name of god; not God, just 'god'.

The God I believe in is made of love, not irrational phobias, and He frowns at those who use His image as an excuse to cause suffering to others.

H'Phobes, take your fearful hatred elsewhere.

Everyone else, I hope you enjoy my stories.

Please, friends, do review what you read.

Reviewers magically make my world turn.

My genuine thanks for your spent time.


"And can you by no drift of circumstance / Get from him why he puts on this confusion, / Grating so harshly all his days of quiet / With turbulent and dangerous lunacy?"

"...I essentially am not in madness, / But mad in craft."


A brief note to those sending me invites to their fiction-archive-website-thing-a-ma-jigs that are decidedly not FictionPress:

I don't like to be pressed. Although some of the requests I have been getting for me to join your FP alternatives have been nicely worded, I'd like to ask that you please stop sending me spam. If I don't reply the first time, assume that I am not interested. Don't spam me again.

It's not spam? I feel that if you were genuinely interested in my work, you would have sent a review at least. You haven't reviewed. There's no evidence that you read my stories at all (Favourites and Alerts do not count - those require zero effort). So I call it spam.

U like it. Y u no submit review to it?

Thank you.


Static by sapphireshadow15 reviews
When her prudence was all gone, absolved from her spirit like a withered plant, I was there. But when the time came, I did nothing. My humanity is lost; I am something else, now. Unchanging. Static. Inspired by and written for Absent Pulse.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,684 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/21/2013 - Complete
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Amendment reviews
Sweet meat. Mothers. The cruel instruments of Man. A second chance at life. What the rabbit did was a perversion of nature, but she did it for the best of reasons.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,221 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/21/2013 - Complete
Depths reviews
Murderers don't deserve happiness.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Family - Chapters: 19 - Words: 6,772 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 9/20/2013 - Published: 5/25/2013
Howl reviews
A girl – but a lowly thief and prisoner for sport – frees an abused, starving and enlightened succubus from her magical bindings. Together they escape the clutches of a perverse king. A friendship like never before is born.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,397 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/10/2013 - Published: 10/18/2012
Creation reviews
She was mother to so much pain. The spider is frozen. It is all for the cut.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,262 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/30/2013 - Complete
Weeping Machine reviews
Maddened by grief, a gifted young man recreates his deceased lover as a doll. But dolls are lifeless. In remedy, he impregnates his creation with memories extracted from himself and his sister in order to grant it life and personality. Then he dies, leaving his beloved copy in the care of his jaded, closeted sister.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,360 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/4/2013 - Published: 5/2/2013
Molest reviews
I just don't want to feel anymore. That's what'll happen if you take advantage of me enough times, right? Allow me to grow accustomed to my role: a child at the hands of their damaged captor.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/29/2013 - Complete
Milk reviews
My small, sickly child. I am tired. I let you go.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,036 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/15/2012 - Complete
Abuse reviews
A vicious circle of repetitive behaviour, empty promises, and pain. The snake forever swallows its tail. Senseless.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,562 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/20/2012 - Complete
Always reviews
A lesbian deals with her wife's unexpected pregnancy.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,286 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Published: 8/29/2012 - Complete
Liberation reviews
It's time to do something about that horrible man. Let's feed his body to the dogs, as deserved.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,393 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/25/2012 - Complete
Belong reviews
You'll do whatever it takes. Make your parents proud.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,134 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/13/2012 - Complete
Sanctuary reviews
A girl is enlightened to the existence of monsters. She befriends a mysterious agent, who serves a secretive organisation that has existed for eons beyond human eyes, tending to the matters of creatures she thought only existed in fiction. A plot is afoot, one which threatens both beast and humanity. And she's fighting to save the woman she loves from her own changing nature.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,121 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/8/2012
The Garden reviews
And there she played, by herself, idly pulling the limbs off of insects. She was god.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,601 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/6/2012 - Complete
Centaur reviews
I watch them from afar. I write hurried notes about their people in my father's old journal. I'm enamoured with the way they run. And then she found me. I offered her some of my lunch. Perhaps I've made a new friend.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,418 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/25/2012 - Complete
Like Velvet reviews
Angels have straight faces. Loosely inspired by an article detailing the cruelty of humour, but stands as a story about teenage affection, malice and typical ignorance all on its own. Kids are cruel sometimes.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,071 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/27/2011 - Complete
Metaphor reviews
Wake up on a beach. Fantasize about ice cream. Are you alone, spider, or do you have friends in there? Memory or dream? Written for those who like to guess.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,331 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2011 - Complete
You reviews
A failed student/teacher romance, told from the abandoned teacher's point of view. Love isn't really like the books say, after all.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,677 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/3/2011 - Complete
Android reviews
I whimper as I dangle from the ceiling by wires; a puppet that can't control my own hands because they belong to someone else now, something else. And my legs, what's left of them, suspend pathetically beneath me, left useless and incomplete. I love you.
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,572 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/23/2011 - Complete
Regret reviews
The ghost of a dead soldier watches his still living wife, and laments.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,103 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/17/2011 - Complete
Orphanage reviews
She'd warned them, but they never listened. History would repeat itself. A young girl unleashes her secret and the werewolf trembles in the screaming of children; they'd be the victims of adult stupidity that late hour of unfortunate night.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,553 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/17/2011 - Complete
Amy reviews
Sam knew she was in deep with her best friend. But two girls can never love each other, and Sam's unrequited affections got all twisted up inside and burned, burned until they started going bad. Monster.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,629 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/14/2011 - Complete
Naga reviews
And so it came to be that the tamed serpent fell in love with her human saviour. But jealousy and fear are powerful motivators, and as most tragedies go, the young girl's innocence inadvertently awakened a beast.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,343 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Published: 11/13/2011 - Complete