Just Kill Me Alive
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Joined 12-13-11, id: 814915, Profile Updated: 06-30-13
Author has written 17 stories for Love, Life, General, and Friendship.

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Previous names; Sorrow Lust, Sweet Like Poison, Not The Time To Breakdown.

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The Meaning Behind White Lights and Loud Music by DarkShadow2012 reviews
My thoughts began to wander backwards, journeying years and years into the past. I couldn't help but cry. I didn't want to remember. So here I am, with a bag slug over my back carrying my radio staring up at the school's glass front doors as my hand gripped the crowbar tighter. I just need get rid of the images in my head.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2013 - Complete
Going Cold by AppleCrumble reviews
He fell in love with a dying girl. He says by her side, 'til death do they part.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/18/2012 - Complete
Black Spray Paint by DarkShadow2012
The distant rattle of shaking cans gives warning as you pass under the bridge tonight, alone. Summary's bad but I promises its much better. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/1/2012 - Complete
Promise by AppleCrumble reviews
The worst is over, the worst is yet to come. You just have to tell the little girl. * The man she mentions is the grim reaper - the man who collects the dead
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/25/2012 - Complete
Color Scheme by DarkShadow2012 reviews
They color me in different, with unwanted paint, and cold staring eyes. This is the gray area, the shaded region, to which they toss me in.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/23/2012 - Complete
Inhale, Exhale by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Remember the things that we lose with every second of life we have, breath we take.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2012 - Complete
Me by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Do not let me go.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/23/2012 - Complete
Red Riding Hood by AppleCrumble reviews
She wanders the forest in search of a wolf. The girl dressed in red.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/16/2012 - Complete
Comet by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Im sitting out here for one reason, and i cant help but hope to see what i wish to see. Its going to be good.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/1/2012 - Complete
Twisted Road of Life by DarkShadow2012 reviews
This is the purpose i strive for, will die for, and hope that those who know me will understand my twisted road of life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/1/2012 - Complete
After The Tone by AppleCrumble reviews
She is a weapon. She is a phone.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/19/2012 - Complete
Point Blank by AppleCrumble reviews
He forgives me tonight, that impossible man, but tomorrow is a different matter.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/24/2012 - Complete
Helpless by AppleCrumble reviews
We are all helpless, in the night.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/7/2012 - Complete
Do It on Your Own by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Ive been taken advantage of, plenty of times. I'm done suffering because of you.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/28/2012 - Complete
Live Wire by AppleCrumble reviews
She is everybody and no one. Hook up to the circuit, she's been forgotten.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/17/2012 - Complete
The Invisible Girl by Scarlett Ink reviews
I wrote this poem in English this morning, please tell me what you think. It's about Anorexia and Bulimia; Ana and Mia. This is a personal poem and I just wanted to show you what it's like, having an eating disorder for three years.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 490 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/29/2012 - Complete
Father's Call by DarkShadow2012 reviews
This is the cause of my strife, my hurt. Listen to his call. This is real, and it makes me suffer to put it in words.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/13/2012 - Complete
Window to Her Eyes by DarkShadow2012 reviews
I can see straight through her, as much as she denies the fact. Her front does not fool me, and she better know that.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/13/2012 - Complete
Another Tomorrow by Darkest Fantasy reviews
"Sometimes, I look out my window and believe that the world is ending. I hear sirens, and I hear dogs howling with the sirens, and I close my eyes and think, 'This is it.'" Please R&R
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2012 - Complete
Confinement by DarkShadow2012 reviews
I live, breathe, think, and stay in a box. Trapped by its inescapeable clutches, this scrap of paper is my only freedom and only wish.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2012 - Complete
Hopeless Love Letters by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Words written by shaky hands while tears roll down my face, crashing to the white below.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/8/2012 - Complete
My Inner Demon by DarkShadow2012 reviews
She is the cause of my plague, yet the bindings that keep me whole.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 438 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/4/2012 - Published: 12/31/2011 - Complete
Utter Bliss by DarkShadow2012 reviews
A single moment of peace.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2012 - Complete
Four Walls by DarkShadow2012 reviews
I am surrounded by four walls, not for the world to be protected from me, but I from them. They know the danger of a single story, and the power I possess.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2012 - Complete
A Splash of Green by DarkShadow2012 reviews
I was minding my own business when she showed up. I didnt even know her...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Complete
Icebox by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Im locked inside of it and cant get out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/1/2012 - Complete
Death: I Laugh at You by DarkShadow2012 reviews
I warned them to not look. now they are dead, and soon enough, so will i. its a bit different than my other stuff but thats ok, that is what makes it all the more fun. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/1/2012 - Complete
Until The Bubbles Stop by AppleCrumble reviews
This is quite sad, its a different take on assisted suicide and how sometimes its okay then the second chapter is the response of the person left behind.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 11 - Updated: 1/25/2012 - Published: 1/18/2012 - Complete
My Purpose by DarkShadow2012 reviews
The reason why I write, and keep to myself. R&R. Goes off on a bit of a tangent but oh well.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/31/2011 - Complete
Old Keys by DarkShadow2012 reviews
The first song i ever played. Writing exercise for poetry club at my school. Comments?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/15/2011 - Complete
Scars by Crimsongirl730 reviews
Okay this may sound depressing, but this is a very personal tic for me. I cut once when I was young and I felt that I needed to write something after seeing all the bullying going on everywhere.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/14/2011 - Complete
By Now by Emili Rei reviews
I'm not perfect, But I wouldn't want to be you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/14/2011
Red Flat Line by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Check my pulse. Does it still beat? Is there air in my lungs? Take me away. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/5/2011 - Complete
Broken by Gravind Divine reviews
well... r&r i rate everything T
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/3/2011 - Complete
Battle Cry by AppleCrumble reviews
You can't run from the Nightmares forever.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 8 - Published: 11/26/2011 - Complete
Be You by DarkShadow2012 reviews
What more can be said.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/26/2011 - Complete
Reflection of the World by DarkShadow2012 reviews
My insight on our lives and what we choose to be true. This format is unlike my other works. Opinions?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/15/2011 - Complete
Bent Mind by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Twisted words that bend and control people's minds.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/6/2011 - Complete
The Author by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Behind the words on the page.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/6/2011 - Complete
Where Were You? by AppleCrumble reviews
Where were you when I needed you? When I gave up hope of you being there, where were you? AN: Written as two people, first person uses you, second uses I.
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/20/2011 - Complete
Over the Field by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Its beautiful...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/11/2011 - Complete
The Girl by DarkShadow2012 reviews
I calmly put my hands around her and softly whispered in her ear "You are safe with me". R&R. Very different from my other works but i thought, why not try something new. Feedback?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/29/2011 - Complete
Loner by DarkShadow2012 reviews
lost and misunderstood
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/23/2011 - Complete
Secret by DarkShadow2012 reviews
a hidden secret that no one can know.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2011 - Complete
One Night by DarkShadow2012 reviews
I'm empty, in pain, and hurt inside. Thats all i feel.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2011 - Complete
Our Drive by DarkShadow2012 reviews
It's in each of us and cause us to do the things we do. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/7/2011 - Complete
Balance by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Cause and effect. Truth and lies. There cannot be one without the other. For there has to be balance. R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/23/2011 - Complete
Daydream by DarkShadow2012 reviews
Its a story about daydreaming and how my mind wanders. it might sound bad but i promise its better that what i make it out to be. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2011 - Complete
Meat by Jezsh reviews
deals with sexual abuse/harassment. I got more angry as I wrote this. Can be read with or without the brackets.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/21/2005
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Useless reviews
Solitude and a dead rose.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2012 - Complete
Mask reviews
My own mask, hiding myself from the world. And hiding the world from myself.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2012 - Complete
Life Over
I have fears. I am scared. I am scarred.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Published: 11/29/2012 - Complete
It's Not Her Fault reviews
It's not her fault she's a victim of her own mind.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/29/2012 - Complete
Feeling Rotten reviews
Without anyone knowing my pain, I stay quiet in my world.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2012 - Complete
My pain reviews
I should've never met you...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2012 - Complete
Darkness With a Friend reviews
I heard her. I listened. She didn't stop.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/2/2012 - Complete
Shadow of a Person reviews
I wrote this at school when I thought of a friend of mine that I met on here. There are subtle hints but she should know it's her when she reads this. Don't let that put you off, I'd like your opinion too.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/21/2012
Death Itself reviews
I join you by the hand...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/5/2012 - Complete
Isolation reviews
Sweet isolation.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/5/2012 - Complete
You Don't Care reviews
Why waste feelings when you don't care?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/4/2012 - Complete
Love reviews
Something I put together.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/3/2012 - Complete
Won't Understand reviews
Isnpired by "Iris" by Goo Goo Dolls.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/24/2012 - Complete
Sadness and Tears reviews
I was feeling sad, came up with this. Please, don't judge me. It came off the top of my head...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/21/2012 - Complete
Beauty reviews
Perfection lost on the eyes/Making them water,/For not finding/The correct words.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/20/2012 - Complete
Taking Over Me reviews
What do you feel when you want to leave someone yet you just can't, for it is impossible?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/16/2011 - Complete
El Amor reviews
Este es el primer poema que he escrito, lo inventé en 6·. Espero que os gusta.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - Spanish - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/16/2011 - Complete