Felix Goldenhide bio
 Author has written 26 stories for Romance, General, Young Adult, Love, Friendship, Family, Life, War, Song, and General. I'm Felix. My last name is not Golden. I made that name up when I was much younger and stupider. I'm a boy who was assigned female at birth and I am attracted to girls and boys, though I'm not sure how deep the attraction runs. So I guess you can call me a bisexual transsexual. For now, I mainly write what I know. I mostly write poetry and some short stories. I think they're pretty decent, though that's not the most unbiased judgement. If you find any typos or incorrect grammar, please point it out (in reviews or ). I'm over 13 (obviously). I like Fall Out Boy, Panic at the Disco, and Mayday Parade. Please note that some of my writing does involve some potentially triggering things. I try to put warnings in the descriptions. Roses are red, blueberries are blue, If you read my stories I'll read yours too. (And I might review!) |
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Back Again by so silver bright reviews
If I could, I'd prevent myself from walking through those doors. (The summer seems to short, and I'd like it not to end.)
Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/23/2014 - Complete
You, Too by so silver bright reviews
There's someone who sits behind you (wondering if you wonder, too).
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/14/2014 - Complete
Bad Day by so silver bright reviews
Through my belly, and in my eyes, I can tell (and it isn't even eight AM)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/14/2014 - Complete
I Miss You by Amelie Elizabeth - Creative
Reasons why I miss the love of my life, even though I haven't met them yet. GENDERFLUID NOT GENDER SPECIFIC LOVE TRUE LOVE SOULMATES I MISS YOU find me on tumblr hellhoundsinbelgravia for more
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/5/2014 - Complete
I Fucked Up by so silver bright reviews
I need to learn to stay quiet. It would be better that way, for everyone.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/7/2014 - Complete
I Will Never Get Back (to normal) by so silver bright reviews
I'm not suicidal. But I was. And, some years later, I've figured it out. (Figured it the reason, for why, I haven't adjusted.)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 1/27/2014 - Complete
Twelve Hints by Spark Writer reviews
Twelve peeks through the fence guarding her heart. Sarcasm, angst, humor, hope...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 524 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/22/2012 - Complete
Memories by Horrible Warning reviews
Memories of a transgender teenager. Trigger warnings: Transphobia
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,281 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/7/2011 - Complete
Fear of Falling by Dameon Kuroshiro reviews
What do you do when you're standing on the edge of a mental cliff? What do you do when it's time to make the hardest decision of your life? What do you... Don't let me fall. transgender theme.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 635 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/19/2011 - Complete
Pink & Black by The BubbleGum Bandit reviews
BFF's for as long as they can remember, then one of them becomes transgender.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,262 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 3/10/2011 - Published: 2/12/2011
No Matter What by UnderhandedCruelty reviews
Sometimes, the world just isn't what you think it is, is it? Partially auto-biographical one-shot. Warning: makes references to homosexuality, cross-dressing, and trans-gender issues. Don't like it? Don't read it, let a alone comment.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/5/2010 - Complete
Dear Fate, by BridgedxLove reviews
You know, I've never really believed in fate, or destiny, or anything like that. At least, not until recently. I'm still not so sure if I do. But this whole situation seems to be pretty Meant-to-Be-ish to me. ONESHOT
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,682 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/5/2009 - Complete
Raindrops by andiworkinabuttonfactory reviews
Maybe everyone was just walking alone. No plans, no promises, no miracles. Things just were. No rhyme or reason, they just were. And she started to wonder why. She realized that she didn’t know much about the world and it almost scared her.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 557 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/29/2009
Dear You, Sincerely Me by gummybearmurder reviews
Smarten up already, she'll forgive you. You know she will. She'll hurt and she'll yell and she'll hit, but she'll forgive you. You aren't worth her forgiveness, but she'll let you keep coming back until something better comes along-- which it won't, becau
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/5/2008 - Complete
The Runner by Weeping Duck reviews
He had loved her since the day he met her. She was his best friend. He had loved her for four years, always too scared to let her know. Today would be the day that he would finally do it. Today would be the day that he told her that he loved her. One shot
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,683 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/20/2008 - Complete
A Dummy's Guide To How NOT To Get Laid by insane in the brain reviews
He thinks she's a prostitute and wants to hire her. She just wants to kick him in the groin. With extra sarcasm in every chapter for your guilty reading pleasure, it's almost GUARANTEED to make you laugh until you nearly pee yourself... DISCONTINUED.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 16,227 - Reviews: 588 - Favs: 119 - Follows: 155 - Updated: 11/12/2008 - Published: 6/10/2007 - Complete
this love came way too fast by as beauty dies reviews
On a cold winter's day, in the middle of a deserted street, as they where trying to catch snow flakes on their tongue, he asked her to marry him. — Het. One-shot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,154 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Complete
From Day to Night by fallingstar13 reviews
I should have known it was too good to be true. He was hot, a good dancer, and didn’t mind the fact that I was all sweaty. The fact that he also had a penchant for biting people shouldn’t have surprised me. He had to have some kind of oddity, right?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,618 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/12/2008 - Complete
transgender FtM by a silenced revolution reviews
stuffed up inside the wrong kind of shell.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 13 - Published: 4/19/2008 - Complete
i'll rip your wings from you like a butterfly by as beauty dies reviews
And, one day, she will fly away from me. — Femmeslash. Drabble.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Published: 4/12/2008 - Complete
boy, you are in denial by as beauty dies reviews
He doesn't really think of her. Except when he does. — Het. Oneshot.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/4/2007 - Complete
Are You Sleeping? by Dartxni reviews
Jack, Jack the Monster boy. He is a killer and a monster. He just pretends he's just a boy.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/8/2006
Crazy, Like the World by Dartxni reviews
My sister gave me in her will/ A warrant that I should kill/ The President of the United States/ But I’m afraid of spiders
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006
Imagine by hidingitall reviews
Rated for transgenderism Written as an explanatory piece, intended to give normals a glimpse into what it's like to be genderqueer. Heavy on the emotion, but it works.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/25/2005 - Complete
The Flowers Love Me by hidingitall reviews
Rated for violence, foul language, and transgenderism. A transgendered boy and how he copes with being abused and bullied for who he is.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,268 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/30/2004 - Complete
she kisses girls by JoyfullyStruggling reviews
Dedicated to all bisexuals, gays, lesbians and transgenders
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 541 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/3/2003
Boys In The Girls' Room by underjoyed reviews
The conversational skills of your genitalia leave a lot to be desired. [homosexual themes]
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Published: 6/20/2003
Staying Gold by Mellon Collie reviews
One bad word. Is about how teenagers today have to show that they are not mindless amoebas.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/6/2002
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You'll see
(he doesn't care about them)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 471 - Published: 2/18/2015 - Complete
remember her
How could I forget?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 729 - Published: 2/5/2015 - Complete
somewhere safe
Written after a bad day. Based on various works of fiction, but ended up being rather general.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 1/25/2015 - Complete
Be longing
Be longing. Belonging. Two entirely different concepts
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 983 - Published: 12/11/2014 - Complete
Falling into lights
My first foray into rhyme! It's sort of romantic but it's about acting and not really a love poem. Enjoy!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 12/3/2014 - Complete
The unkept promise
not as cheesy as the title makes it sound, I swear! Just me looking back on some really toxic friendships
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Published: 11/13/2014 - Complete
weird
a poem I wrote about my first night at Monday night school. All of it is true and you probably will find it weird.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Published: 9/15/2014
I was never reviews
Age zero, I was never born. Forgive me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 481 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/31/2014
a thread unraveled reviews
you've sewed yourself into the fabric of this world
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
He saw you reviews
You had been waiting for a savior, someone like you to show. And he came in the form of a back-haired boy with a talent for singing and hearing the unspoken.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,572 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/14/2014 - Complete
I'd rather run from you
A song based on my parents trying to tell me how to live my life. T because some swear words are in it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Published: 6/6/2014 - Complete
ants were who i pretended to be but i am a spider
The most maligned of creatures taught me of the most dangerous ones
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 5/24/2014
Jump, my friend reviews
And we will never be alone again
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/29/2014 - Complete
You can't love a boy like me
I'm a prince locked in his tower. Don't you dare come near me./ Or me trying to the girl I love to get away while she still can
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Published: 3/15/2014
white trails my fingers left me with reviews
A bad idea that left me with a good poem. Rated for self-hatred
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/18/2014 - Complete
The boy behind a sheet of glass reviews
All he ever wanted was to be seen.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/2/2014
An ode to the accidental liar reviews
If you asked me why there'd be no answer
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/1/2014 - Complete
Do you remember? reviews
Just a sad poem about longing to be ignorant of my identity. Rated K plus because it's kind of depressing
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/14/2014 - Complete
I can't go back reviews
She wants to be friends again. But I know she'll leave, just like last time. And I can't risk that./ Rated T for mentions of suicide
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/1/2014
I'm not here reviews
The thoughts of a boy who's parents can't see him.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/17/2013
All I could hear reviews
What do you do when your best friend dies? And you might be the reason why? Not autobiographical. Rated T for mentions of suicide and depression.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/7/2013 - Complete
If I was someone else reviews
The story of 2 boys, a girl, a dead rat, a note, and a crazy thing called love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/12/2013
Running From Shadows
/I can't run away forever. And despite what I've been told, he is real./ I don't even know what this is. Rated K
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 10/5/2013
Never come back reviews
He was just a boy who loved her. She kicked him out, saying "Never come back." This is their story. Rated K for transgender character.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/5/2013
Trapped like the bird reviews
The story of a girl who's trapped like a bird without wings.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/2/2013
People reviews
I promised you as a third grader that we'd never be those people. The ones who don't believe in pretending. Because we are still not normal, and we will never stop this game. This game of being people.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 465 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/29/2012 - Complete