deanna.penna
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Joined 06-21-12, id: 849825, Profile Updated: 01-27-18
Author has written 3 stories for Life, and Young Adult.

deanna lynn, twenty


"i swear it will get easier.
remember that with
every piece of you."
- Ed Sheeran; Photograph.
(album: x).


all my secrets are exposed in cuts and bitemarks on my body.


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Please Don't Kill Yourself by beyondtheblock reviews
You matter a lot.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/9/2017 - Complete
It's in your head by twilight.imperil reviews
"You'll never know real hunger," my 6th grade teacher tells us. Some girls in the back of the room scoff. "You won't," she continues, penciled eyebrows raising. "You will never know what it's like to lie awake at night, so hungry you can't sleep. You're lucky." Yes, I think, it's true. It's true when, over the summer, I start counting calories like change: what can I spare.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/30/2016 - Complete
Where I'm From by SilverSpoons reviews
This is a story about my perception of myself and my past, of how people have shaped me, of how I have shaped people, and of places that I can leave but never truly forget.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 858 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 7/10/2015 - Published: 7/9/2015 - Complete
a dose of a once-long-ago teenager by skullszeyes reviews
not-so-great-poems; expressing doubts, social anxiety, misconceptions, thoughts on dark fantasies, self-harm, alcoholism, drugs, sexuality, psychosis, major depression, cynic, pessimist, boredom, loss of friendship, OCD. [ memory lane dilemma ]
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 30 - Words: 6,962 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/28/2015 - Published: 11/29/2014 - Complete
sleeping off demons by punctured.lungs reviews
i felt my anger swelling; i swam into its sea. / pillowbook / complete
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 20 - Words: 4,993 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/25/2015 - Published: 11/25/2014 - Complete
drought by rust phoenix reviews
i pretend not to see the people who know me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2015 - Complete
Depression by BGPixieQueen77 reviews
This is what it feels like to hurt.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 546 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 2/17/2015 - Published: 1/19/2015
Sink or Swim by SilverSpoons reviews
A short story that follows a single morning of a young girl's life. As moods heavily swing from high to low to suicidal, she struggles to find her actual self. And her actual self, strangely enough, is probably not a she in the first place. (May be triggering for suicidal themes or gender crisis)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,163 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/1/2015 - Complete
avalanche and braille by rust phoenix reviews
COMPLETE! My most intense and personal writing. Moving through pain to a place where life seems valuable again. Poems about loved ones, loss, mental illness, and eventually, at least a little bit of recovery. Warning for self-harm and food issues. Reviews returned.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 41 - Words: 5,240 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 12/29/2014 - Published: 10/4/2012 - Complete
Hospital by ShadowedRomance reviews
My personal experience in a mental institution. Read carefully. Do not read if you are easily triggered.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,164 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/5/2014 - Complete
wanderlusters do not walk alone by Asterisk Blue reviews
the world is in fragments, and that's how you'll keep it.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 9/12/2014 - Published: 8/28/2014 - Complete
cautious and tired: a collection of not-so-great poems by skullszeyes reviews
i'm expressing doubt, major depression, psychosis, anxiety attacks, sadness, self-harm and suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 1,558 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/28/2014 - Published: 6/3/2014 - Complete
crooked blue lines by rust phoenix reviews
a feeling of wanting to be someone else, or at least to have the words to explain what you are going through to someone else. warning for eating disorder content. reviews returned.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 412 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/22/2014 - Complete
sixteen shots by V. Tsai reviews
This, Gray is deciding, had not been his best idea. [One brokenhearted man plus one somewhat snarky bartender plus way too many shots. You do the math.]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,726 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/25/2014 - Complete
restless by rust phoenix reviews
reviews returned. warning for slight self harm.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/20/2014 - Complete
illness does not define you by skullszeyes reviews
life does not control you
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/2/2014 - Complete
six — wrath by MethodlessMadness reviews
oh darling boy, you're so alone—frightened—angry—scarred. if only you'd listen. if only you'd quell your hate.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/24/2014 - Complete
bruise by rust phoenix reviews
[abuse]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/21/2014 - Complete
s by writing-to-fill-the-emptiness reviews
as in scoliosis
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/24/2013 - Complete
break by rust phoenix reviews
mental illness
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/20/2013 - Complete
bones by punctured.lungs reviews
i cannot remember a time when i was not the enemy. / tw: eating disorders.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/9/2013 - Complete
Samantha by Clarinet98 reviews
She was crazy. She was insane. She was unstable. What was the scariest part, you may ask? No one ever noticed.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 461 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/23/2012 - Complete
miss you by punctured.lungs reviews
do you miss me? / on mothers and daughters, once the bridge is burnt.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/9/2012 - Complete
3:22 AM by chasmatic words reviews
\the scent of chocolate sprouts amongst the shreded grass/
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/19/2003
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of strawberries and sadness
gotta eat it to beat it. \\ cw: calories mention, food guilt
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/20 - Complete
handle with care reviews
shower thoughts.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/17 - Complete
if i have to reviews
watch me conquer. \\ cw: mentions of fasting and suicide implications.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/15 - Complete