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Author has written 328 stories for Romance, Horror, Biography, Song, General, General, Life, School, Friendship, Love, Supernatural, Family, Young Adult, Humor, Religion, War, Nature, Sci-Fi, Essay, Mythology, Mystery, and Spiritual.

Hello people of the internet! I am an 18 year old trans* guy who writes stories/poetry/songs and many other things. I don't know how many things I will end up posting on this website, and I will try to be consistent with my posting poetry/stories. I thank the wonderful people who have looked at my writing, and I hope that I will get more reviews/critiques as more poetry and prose is posted.

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A Reason to Stay by so PsychoMATTic
A Reason to Stay
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/16/2014 - Complete
From This by bowtiesarecool-bananasaregood
A poem about birds, dancing, and life. Not in that order.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/4/2013
Slender Man by Silent Radioactivity reviews
A car crash in the middle of the woods. Three teenagers. And a monster from CreepyPasta.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,490 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/26/2013 - Published: 12/30/2012 - Complete
The boy with the handgun by tolerate reviews
He tries so hard not to kiss me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/25/2013 - Complete
Set Your Eyes by Shr0ud
A poem about the future and the present.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/12/2013 - Complete
Cut by infeatheredeyes reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/25/2004
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All Nighter
It's 7 am when the college blues hits and all you want to do is crash when you have class in an hour. Warnings: self harm, mentions of suicide/overdose
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/17 - Complete
Today is not that day reviews
The struggles of college are real. This poem explains why.
Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/15 - Complete
Grain of Sand reviews
There are 7 and half billion people in the world, and I am a grain of sand.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/15 - Complete
Waterlogged reviews
My happy pills are not a lifeboat; they help me float on the surface of the storm when I'd rather just drown.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/6 - Complete
click-click-click
Struggles against my anxious thoughts and self destructive actions. Mentions of mental illness: anxiety and depression.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 10/23/2017
Rebirth reviews
My first real sonnet. I used to bleed on the floor, but I've found a way to move on. Maybe this want to live is a rebirth.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 519 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2017 - Complete
Fresh Wounds Did Crimson Cry
A poem I wrote about my history with self mutilation. Trigger Warning: Self harm/cutting
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 10/18/2017 - Complete
Lawrence Miller Met a Boy (Ballad) reviews
Super fluffy gay poem about an OC I created my Freshman year of college. "Lawrence Miller met a boy who made his veins run hot. He figured out that he may not be as straight as he thought."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/18/2017 - Complete
An Ember Met a Firework 20
An ember met a firework and fell in love with their beauty.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Published: 10/11/2017 - Complete
Once Upon A Dream
Sequel to "Do You Haunt My Car?". After I buried my dad in my family cemetery, my car feels empty, like he's not there anymore.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 7/13/2017 - Complete
Songfic: I Found
A leap into mental illness (depression and anxiety) and how it relates to materials of the body (head, hands, lungs.) "I hope for my tile skin and my wire hands and my cloth lungs to end, but not the person in my flesh heart, for in my next life I want to be made not of tile and wire and cloth, but of the flower petals of spring and the breeze of the summer."
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Published: 7/8/2017 - Complete
Happy Pills reviews
This is a poem about my depression and my experience with medications and how they don't always work for me. Warnings: Mentions of self-harm and suicide
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/13/2017 - Complete
Oceans reviews
Two lovers meet on the beach, prepared to end their time together because of how it hurts the weaker of the two.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 916 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2017 - Complete
Another Day
This is a song written about my father's death and struggling with feelings of suicide and not wanting to kill myself the way he did years ago.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Published: 3/21/2017 - Complete
Professor Melancholy
An acrostic poem about the most boring university/college professor I have ever had.
Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 3/2/2017 - Complete
In The Woods Somewhere
Songfic: "In The Woods Somewhere" by Hozier An alcoholic finds himself in the forest outside of his village on the night of a full moon and finds a beast among the thicket.
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: T - English - Horror/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,227 - Published: 2/25/2017
Time
"Time is no longer on our side, so we should run away, my dear." Based off of the song "Time" by Mikky Ekko.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Published: 2/25/2017 - Complete
Until The Tragedy Of Life Set In
I don't fear losing my life. I fear losing everything else.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 12/6/2016 - Complete
Student Loans Acrostic
Learning was worth more than only money, apparently.
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 12/6/2016 - Complete
Do You Haunt My Car Acrostic reviews
A poem to my dad about why he killed himself.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/6/2016 - Complete
Only God Knows Acrostic
Only God knows how I want to die.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 12/6/2016 - Complete
Tell Me Where To Go
All of my goals were given to me, because my only one is to die, and that doesn't look good on a job application.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 12/6/2016 - Complete
Metaphors of Emotions
My depression is my Shadow Lover. My Joy is what happiness I used to have. "The misery. It shows that he wants me, that he's always there, even when I want him to leave."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 852 - Published: 10/19/2016 - Complete
My Future Lover's Eyes
I hope that the next person I fall in love with is like you, but I hope they don't have your eyes. I don't think I could handle seeing you in them whenever I look at them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 10/17/2016 - Complete
SongPoem: Hozier's Work Song
I have no reason to write. My hands no longer tremble. My breath no longer catches. My thoughts no longer border on depressed and suicidal, at least not for this time and place.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 10/17/2016 - Complete
When I Should Be Doing Homework
Blurry eyed exhaustion swarms my senses, taking my need for focus and smashing it into fragments. Life with depression, anxiety, ADD. Yay.
Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 860 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/17/2016 - Complete
Not Exactly A Tragedy
I didn't realize that this was about my father's suicide until I finished it. I just thought it was about my cutting issues and depression. This is the first song I've written since going to college.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 9/26/2016 - Complete
The Scars You Inflict reviews
Two broken teens have a "love at first sight" moment when they meet at an LGBT youth homeless shelter. One stopped believing in soulmates at a young age while the other one will stop at nothing to make the other believe that they were made of each other. Warnings: smut, language, self harm, prostitution, and suicide
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,794 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/16/2016 - Published: 6/25/2016
You Deserve Better Than This reviews
A song about hoping to go to Hell when you die so everyone you love will go to Heaven. "One day when I end up in the promised land nobody will be there to hold my hand."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/16/2016 - Complete
Travel Acrostic
A poem about sex and eternity.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Published: 8/10/2016 - Complete
Hold the Door
An acrostic poem for our beloved Hodor.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Published: 5/25/2016 - Complete
The American Dream Is Only A Dream reviews
Maybe one day, our children will teach us that in order to become more American, we must accept that the American Dream applies to every American, Alien or animal that enters our land and decides that they want to change for the greater good.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 536 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/23/2016 - Complete
With All My Love
There's a hidden message in this letter a college student writes to her unsuspecting mother.
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 5/19/2016 - Complete
Eating Out reviews
I lean over you, my hands stroking down your body as I press my face into your neck. My lips open, ready to strike, and...
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 585 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/12/2016 - Complete
For My Help
Songfic: "For My Help" by Hayden Calnin. "You're dragging me under the watery world we used to know, sending me below, down into the abysses we never explored while we were alive."
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Published: 5/11/2016 - Complete
How I Broke Up With A Toxic Friend reviews
The time had come when I needed to grow a backbone and tell him that I think we should only remain platonic, even though that was a word I knew he would never understand.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 746 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/11/2016
Little Do You Know
Songfic: "Little Do You Know" by Alex and Sierra. "I'm used to this dream. I've suffered through it almost every night since the night I made the biggest mistake of my life by leaving you and accidentally walking in front of a bus."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 948 - Published: 5/6/2016 - Complete
A Kenny's Girl
Written about my best friend who has been pushing everyone away now that she has a new boyfriend. "I know that you're blinded by love. You want to see what you want to see. I wouldn't expect anything less from a "Kenny's Girl.""
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Published: 5/2/2016 - Complete
Cause You're Long Gone
I wan't you to know that I still miss you. I don't think that you at this point, cause you're long gone, moved on, so far away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 5/1/2016 - Complete
To The Child I'll Never Get
This is a song dedicated to the kid I'll never be able to have. Ah, the joys of infertility.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Published: 5/1/2016 - Complete
A Dance With Death
I'm contemplating no longer having an affair on Life with Death and jumping full force into her loving arms. I've spent years dancing with my Shadow Lover, one cut away from her kiss, one pill away from her embrace, one rope pull away from enveloping myself in her allure and falling into her bed. But each time I try to reach her, someone stops me.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 4/27/2016 - Complete
I'm Holding On To What I Never Knew
I never understood what kept us apart, but I now understand that you never could have loved me the way I love(d) you. Maybe one day you'll love someone like that. I'll never know.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 888 - Published: 4/27/2016 - Complete
I Try Not To Miss You Though I Do
Do you get how difficult it is to know that you took yourself out of the world I'm sure you don't miss?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,004 - Published: 4/27/2016 - Complete
I Wanna Know, Do You Haunt My Car
You still haunt me, even when I get in my truck to drive away from the memories that still curse me and my car.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 527 - Published: 4/27/2016 - Complete
Do You Haunt My Car?
I wanna know, do you haunt my car? Can you sit with me, Dad, so you don't feel so far away?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Published: 4/26/2016 - Complete
Maybe We Only Need Each Other
I want to tell you about my love for you, even if it means pushing you away forever.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/19/2016 - Complete
The Night Your Mother Died
The night your mother died, at least she was a shell before she passed on.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 4/14/2016 - Complete
I Told You No
I told you no, yet you still took my innocence away from me. Trigger Warning: Mentions of rape/abuse
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 4/14/2016 - Complete
Come On, Baby, I Swore I'd Never Hurt You reviews
What happens when a little girl gets hurt by the only adult she thought she could trust? Trigger Warning: Mentions of rape/abuse
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/14/2016 - Complete
I Miss You reviews
I see you, hardly scathed by our love. You make me wonder why until I cry out in my sleep for you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/5/2016 - Complete
Impulse
I meant it when I pleaded for you to come back to me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Published: 4/5/2016 - Complete
I Don't Want To Die reviews
I don't want to die, but I don't want to be alive.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/5/2016 - Complete
I'm Learning How To Fall Out Of Love
I'm learning how to fall out of love with you, even though I don't want to.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Published: 4/4/2016 - Complete
I May Be A Faithful Man 2
How does one deal with suicidal feelings and depression and religion all in one?
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,589 - Published: 4/4/2016 - Complete
After I Was Done Trying To Fix Yo (Draft 1) reviews
Two lesbians, one an aspiring Neurologist and the other one a choir nerd, fall in love. After the choir nerd becomes comatose, and eventually dies, the science geek tries literally everything she can to try and save the choir nerd, even if it means using technology in disastrous ways to try and bring her long-gone lover back. (My first attempt at a sci-fi short story.)
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,457 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2016 - Complete
I Guess I'll Find Out Later
I'm sitting on my couch, waiting to overdose on something that won't kill me. If only I had the balls to kill myself properly.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Published: 3/16/2016 - Complete
She Should Have Lived
Yu gonplei ste odon, Heda Leksa kom Trikru. Translation: Your fight is over, Commander Lexa of the Tree Clan. Summary: Clarke's eulogy to Lexa, whether verbal or mental.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 3/8/2016 - Complete
Memories of FallingConcrete Stars
An angsty teen about to go to Uni/college sits on their apartment roof, missing their crush/best friend from their prior friendship, when something cliche happens with a twist ending.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 499 - Published: 3/4/2016 - Complete
Apartment Roof reviews
An angsty college student sits on the roof of their apartment building, waiting for their room mate to come home while contemplating suicide.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/4/2016 - Complete
The Black Crane reviews
This is the story of how a person can slowly go insane by trying to bring someone back from death by folding thousands of paper cranes to get their wish granted by the all powerful Black Crane.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 821 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/29/2016 - Complete
Eventually
A dead man who haunts the cemetery he was buried in watches as the love of his life buries his only son. He then swears to protect and teach his once lover's son until his love is ready to join them in the afterlife.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,229 - Published: 2/25/2016 - Complete
Genetics
Maybe one day I'll be able to think about my genetics, the genes that gave us blue eyes and put wide smiles on decaying faces.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 2/24/2016 - Complete
Holding and Moving On (Second Draft)
Two lovers, separated by death, still try and hold onto each other; the living one by moving on, and the dead one by trying to return to the World of the Living, against the wishes of the Powers That Be, so they can continue their life together that was cut too short.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,787 - Published: 2/20/2016 - Complete
Holding and Moving On (First Draft)
Two lovers, separated by death, still try and hold onto each other; the living one by moving on, and the dead one by trying to return to the World of the Living, so they can continue the life together that was cut too short.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,358 - Published: 2/19/2016
Here's My Blessing
A man goes to his apartment with his gay boyfriend to ask his dead wife for his blessing to get married again. "This is the man who helped me move on from you. I want to marry him, and as much as I want you out of my life, I still would like your blessing."
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 691 - Published: 2/17/2016 - Complete
Remember That Ghosts Are Real
When a lonely teen moves into a haunted house, their only friend tries to tell them to move out before something catastrophic happens.
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 491 - Published: 2/17/2016 - Complete
Effects of a New Kind of Idiocy
The true story of how my mother's now ex-boyfriend, who we didn't know was a felon, accidentally sold one of my recently deceased father's guns to an undercover cop. This is what happened, just with the names changed.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 970 - Published: 2/10/2016 - Complete
Effects of Living in the Real World
Two people meet in a psyche ward where one's story ends and another's just begins. "She told me that she needed a break. From what, I didn't know."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 2/10/2016 - Complete
Fresh Scars
Scratches can always heal. Really, they will.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Published: 2/8/2016 - Complete
My Energy Is Falling
My energy is slipping through my fingertips.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Published: 2/8/2016 - Complete
If I Never Told You That I Loved You
A retrospective piece taking place in Heaven between two young lovers. "If I never told you that I loved you, I don't know where we would stand. Maybe we would still be friends. Maybe we would have ended up together in the end anyway. Maybe we would both still be alive."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 475 - Published: 2/5/2016 - Complete
For The Rest Of Forever (Revised)
The agony of watching someone you have fallen in love with go through hell while all you can do is watch and do nothing is expressed in this, frankly, depressing short story. Warning: Mentions of Emotional/ Mental/ Physical Abuse, and Suicide Attempts
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,454 - Published: 2/3/2016 - Complete
For The Rest Of Forever
The agony of watching someone you have fallen in love with go through hell while all you can do is watch and do nothing is expressed in this, frankly, depressing short story. Warning: Mentions of Abuse, Molestation or Rape, and Suicide Attempts
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,373 - Published: 2/2/2016 - Complete
Leaving Her Out In The Cold Too Long reviews
Maybe I hit too hard, or I cut too deep, or left her out in the cold too long, but I can't afford to lose her. Warning: Serial Killer/Murder/Creepy Shit
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/2/2016 - Complete
I Am Falling Fast And Hard
I'm falling fast and hard into the darkest abyss that my mind could have ever created.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Published: 2/1/2016 - Complete
I Don't Know If I Am Strong Enough To Cry
I never learned how to move on, and I don't know if I can ever learn.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/1/2016 - Complete
Take My Eyes Away
My eyes will water, but I still want you to take me away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 2/1/2016 - Complete
I haven't been this cold in a long time
There's no need to hide behind layers when short sleeves expose frostbite scars instead of flowing blood that's warmer than I am.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Published: 1/15/2016 - Complete
Becoming the Skeleton of A Snowman
I can hear my bones shivering, aching for a warmth that they will never know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 1/15/2016 - Complete
I'm Trying Not To Let Go
I'm trying not to let go. I'm trying to hold onto you, even when I don't want to anymore.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 1/14/2016 - Complete
Your Hands Around My Throat Are
A poem about abuse. "I could never make myself stop breathing, but you, you are just powerful enough to do it."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Published: 1/14/2016 - Complete
Easy, Baby Maybe I'm A Liar
Song-poem: "I'm A Mess" by Ed Sheeran. "Easy, baby. Maybe I'm a liar, but surely you know I would never do that to you."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 1/13/2016 - Complete
From The Corpse's POV
From the corpse's POV after they die, their lover keeps their body, and their lover slowly starts to move on as they decay further and further each day.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 1/13/2016 - Complete
Today's The Day
Tying him up was easy. Making him shut up was more difficult. I didn't want to cut his tongue out, but I ended up having to.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Published: 1/13/2016 - Complete
I'm A Mess
Songfic: "I'm A Mess" by Ed Sheeran. "The ambulance ride to the hospital is agonizing. I wish I had just listened to him speak..."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 481 - Published: 1/13/2016 - Complete
I'm Falling
I'm falling into the great unknown...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Published: 1/12/2016 - Complete
Man-Made Corpse
I don't want to become a piece of plastic so secure it it's ability to look real when it's not.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 1/12/2016 - Complete
Your Hands Around My Throat
Maybe I was never meant to be yours.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 1/12/2016 - Complete
Acrostic Worry
A short poem about trying to help a friend in need and them not wanting your help.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Published: 1/11/2016 - Complete
I don't want to kill myself
A short, crappy poem about struggling with suicidal feelings.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 1/11/2016 - Complete
Slit My Wrist
An acrostic poem about someone trying to kill themselves alongside their lover, so they end up together in the end.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 1/11/2016 - Complete
Acrostic Cutting
An acrostic poem about how important cutting is and how it makes you feel alive.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 1/11/2016 - Complete
Birthday Suicide
An acrostic poem about wanting to kill yourself on your birthday as your present to yourself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Published: 1/11/2016 - Complete
I'm Falling Fast And Hard reviews
I'm falling down the rabbit hole all over again, and this is what it feels like. "I'm suffocating inside a too tight rib-cage. The bruises will leave permanent marks."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/8/2016 - Complete
I Think We Made Something Entirely New
A "Steven Universe" poem from Ruby's POV to Sapphire, telling her that she can't wait to experience their fusion as Garnet together. Can also be found on under the same name.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 1/8/2016 - Complete
When Would I Have Ever? reviews
A "Steven Universe" poem from Sapphire's POV to Ruby, telling her that she is more worthy of love than she thinks she is. Can also be found on under the same title.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/8/2016 - Complete
Letters To Our Children (In Verse)
A series of "letters" in short story form to our kids, telling them of the happiness-es, depressions, regrets, and moments in life that we shared before they were brought into this world. Trigger Warning: Multiple Character Deaths, Murder, Self Harm, Suicide/Suicide Attempts, Violence Can be found on Wattpad at: /story/59238619-letters-to-our-children
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22,335 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/6/2016 - Complete
Letters To Our Children reviews
A series of "letters" in short story form to our kids, telling them of the happiness-es, depressions, regrets, and moments in life that we shared before they were brought into this world. Trigger Warning: Multiple Character Deaths, Murder, Self Harm, Suicide/Suicide Attempts, Violence Can be found on Wattpad at: /story/59238619-letters-to-our-children
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 78 - Words: 22,280 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 1/4/2016 - Published: 10/13/2015 - Complete
A Song To My Mother reviews
A song written by a transgender boy/transman to his unsuspecting mother. "Oh, I can't wait for the day it'll come down my way, that, "Judy, you raised a son."
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/3/2016 - Complete
Get Your Chance Right
Are you waiting for the day when I come home the girl you used to know?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 522 - Published: 1/1/2016 - Complete
What's In A Minute
What's in a minute? This poem will tell you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 12/25/2015 - Complete
I Come From A Long Line Of
I come from a long line of confusion, mistakes, everlasting betrayal, etc.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Published: 12/25/2015 - Complete
If I Were A Wolf reviews
My lover's yellow eyes would bore into mine and I would know that she loved my soul the way mine loved hers back when we used to have fingers instead of paws.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/18/2015 - Complete
Tree of Life reviews
This is my tree which represents who I am.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/18/2015 - Complete
The Best Ways To Say, I Love You reviews
How I tell my dog that I love him.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/17/2015 - Complete
The Day My Father Killed Himself reviews
The day my committed suicide, I knew something was wrong, I just couldn't put my finger on it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/17/2015 - Complete
Telling You About Him reviews
His hands around my throat wasn't the only thing keeping me from telling you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/17/2015 - Complete
Fair
I know it's not fair when someone comes to take your love and takes everything else with them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 12/15/2015 - Complete
Your Hands, My Throat
Your hands around my throat are not as sweet as you make it out to be.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/13/2015 - Complete
I May Be A Faithful Man Original reviews
This is the original poem under the title, "I May Be A Faithful Man"
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/6/2015 - Complete
I May Be A Faithful Man reviews
A poem about death. "I may be a faithful man, but even I know that Saints still fall to the Reaper."
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/4/2015 - Complete
Agony's The Best Revised
Maybe death is the best. Maybe death is the answer, but agony's the best as long as I'm with her
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/1/2015
When The Day Met The Night
When the day met the night, the diamonds in the sky would listen to the ocean's awe.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Published: 11/29/2015 - Complete
The Pee Poem reviews
My fried, Alec, wrote a poem to his girlfriend when she was peeing, and this is how it goes.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2015 - Complete
Words As Weapons reviews
Songfic: "Words As Weapons" by Seether. "You keep living in your own lie, ever deceitful, and ever unfaithful."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/2/2015 - Complete
Dirty Paws
Based off the animated video, "Dirty Paws" about a gay werewolf and his boyfriend.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Published: 10/30/2015 - Complete
I Can't Let You Go reviews
I can now admit that I'm afraid.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/29/2015 - Complete
Inside The Rabbit Hole
I swore to you that things were gonna change, but it was just too hard.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 10/8/2015 - Complete
Acrostic Suicide reviews
In death, everything can be seen.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/1/2015 - Complete
Offing Himself
This evening I'll lie awake. waiting until I feel calm enough to pull the trigger.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/1/2015 - Complete
Acrostic Poison
Poison only illuminates the sadness that's impossible to overcome.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Published: 9/29/2015 - Complete
Childhood
I remember his hands on my shoulders, the vibrations of his shouting enveloping me in a cocoon of fear.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 9/27/2015 - Complete
Without Me
One day, when you move on, a piece of me will die.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/26/2015 - Complete
You Should Know Where I'm Coming From
Songfic: "You Should Know Where I'm Coming From" by Banks. "Would you let me out? I'm destroying everything that I used to know before..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Published: 9/3/2015 - Complete
I Miss My Dad reviews
A simple poem about my dad who passed on Halloween of 2014.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/17/2015 - Complete
All I Do
Songfic: "All We Do" by Oh Wonder. I still miss you after all these years.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2015 - Complete
Down To The Second
Songfic: "Down To The Second" by Zach Berkman. "I can feel every breath force its way in and out of my slowly decaying lungs. The tubes and wires and IVs aren't helping anymore."
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Published: 7/3/2015 - Complete
Amelia reviews
Songfic: "Amelia" by Tonight Alive. "I'll stare for hours at a time at pictures of the person I used to know before the blind was pulled from over my eyes."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/3/2015 - Complete
Haunted
Songfic: "Haunted" by Taylor Swift. "Frigid air rushes through my clothes, wrapping around me from behind. The ground liquifies under my feet, yet I still try to stand my ground."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 7/3/2015 - Complete
Monster reviews
Maybe this is how my afterlife is meant to be served
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/27/2015 - Complete
Nothing More reviews
Songfic- "Jenny" by Nothing More. "Her light is fading from her eyes by the time I reach her."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2015
Winter Will Claim Me
I'm all alone in a black house while the people I love are having fun around me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2015
Jenny
Song based poem. "Jenny" by Nothing More. Selfishness hinders everything...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 6/19/2015 - Complete
Self Esteem
Song based poem. "Self Esteem" by The Offspring. "I love the abuse."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 6/18/2015 - Complete
Follow Me Down
Song based poem. "Follow Me Down" by The Pretty Reckless.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Published: 6/18/2015 - Complete
Medicine
Songfic. "Medicine" by Hollywood Undead. "I'm drowning in a padded room..."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 6/18/2015 - Complete
Moving On
A short story about someone talking to their lover about how they keep on being told to move on from them. Warnings- main character death.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 6/17/2015 - Complete
Everlasting
The only thing that's everlasting in the pain form inside your veins.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Published: 6/17/2015 - Complete
Alive Inside A Lie
Love isn't everlasting.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Published: 6/17/2015 - Complete
Acrostic Bartholomew
Breathe in the joyous love in the air.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Published: 6/17/2015 - Complete
Cancerous Love
Teach me how to breathe, to sing, to love again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2015 - Complete
Sympathy For The Devil
Darling, evil, vile creature, I love you more than the rest of them.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2015 - Complete
The Heart Dies
Hell isn't so lovely after all.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/17/2015
The Heart Lies
An outside opinion on guardian angels.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Published: 6/17/2015 - Complete
Fall In Love With The Monster
In the style of Ellen Hopkins, here is a short story in verse.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 6/9/2015 - Complete
Normal
What is normalcy?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9 - Published: 6/9/2015 - Complete
Acrostic Addiction
The joys of addiction in a short poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Published: 6/9/2015 - Complete
Buzzed Thoughts
I'm drowning in alcohol, and I can't see you at all. I thought I was drinking to forget you, not to wonder where the hell I went to.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 5/26/2015 - Complete
Keep Me Away From Me
Keep me away from me. I don't feel like destroying everything today.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2015 - Complete
ABC's of Me reviews
This is, roughly, who I am. (Mostly when I'm more depressed than usual.)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2015 - Complete
Night Terrors
Nightmares vs Daydreams: which one will finally end my life?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/26/2015 - Complete
One Life
Maybe suicide isn't the answer, but it sure looks like it when staring into the eyes of the unknown.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Published: 5/26/2015 - Complete
Sleep Bleeding
I'm bleeding in my sleep without my permission. Cut appear out on no where. How?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 5/22/2015 - Complete
Wide Open
I can't seem to find the source of the pain. Maybe it's the...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2015 - Complete
click-clack reviews
I'm typing my life away, even past the end.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/22/2015 - Complete
Dying to Come Out
Alcohol makes me puke out the butterflies you make me feel, but the memories are still there.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 5/22/2015 - Complete
Bellicose
My dreams and memories are at war with each other, leaving me in the wake.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Published: 5/22/2015 - Complete
galaxies
I am man made, made from nature, made from stardust. There are so many ways to die without ever leaving earth.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2015 - Complete
war
Your face stays in my mind, fueling the war you left behind.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Published: 5/18/2015 - Complete
Kill What's Left Inside reviews
Help me figure out who I am inside, and when I finally figure it out, leave me, so I can kill myself without guilt and shame to hold me back
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/18/2015 - Complete
Memories reviews
When it's better to have loved a lost, holding onto the memories of the lost makes you hold on, even when you don't want to.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2015
Nothing
You and I were different parts of of an eternal Nothing. We were each too afraid of becoming something, so we destroyed ourselves before Reality could find us.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 5/10/2015 - Complete
The Goddess of My Heart
I fell in love with the Goddess of the Moon, and my love for her died when Reality pointed out the new moon in the distance.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/9/2015 - Complete
Last Night
I fucked up the greatest relationship I've ever had, and I've probably lost my best friend forever because of it, so here's my feelings about how I am coping with my emotions after my initial screw up and complete and utter idiocy.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 5/4/2015 - Complete
Like Father, Like Son reviews
Like all of those around me, I destroy everything that I touch.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2015 - Complete
My Family Was
My father- at war with himself. My mother- a drunk. My sister- long since dead. And I- I was the one keeping them alive. Ironic much?
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 4/29/2015 - Complete
Shiver
If anyone knows about Sam and Grace's love in Maggie Stiefvater's "Shiver" trilogy (Shiver/Linger/Forever), then they should love this song.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 4/29/2015 - Complete
Thoughts of a Drunk, Heartbroken Poet
I wish you weren't the dream I love the most as asphalt and cement punch me in the face.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 4/29/2015 - Complete
Morose Analogies and Glorious Metaphors reviews
I am everything I'll ever want to be, as long as I'm not me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2015 - Complete
Ways to Die and Distract Your Mind
Drugs, booze, or blood- we all have ways of making the world seem less real.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 4/29/2015 - Complete
The Moon Goddess reviews
She doesn't even know I lover her more than flowers care to grow.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/29/2015 - Complete
2am reviews
Vodka can't change the way your memory tastes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2015
The Essay Where A White Person Talks About Privilege reviews
Practice AP English Literature and Composition Test 1. Question 3: Compare Individuality to Nationality/Society/Culture Score: 7/8 out of 9.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/27/2015
Overdose on Heartache
I'm crashing and falling into the bathroom; puking my guts out while trying to forget the way you taste.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/24/2015 - Complete
Simple Acrostic Cynthia
This is a short, sweet, tiny little poem I randomly made while missing my first love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 4/20/2015 - Complete
Wishing
If I could wish apon a star, I'd wish that she was where you are.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/20/2015 - Complete
shards and splinters reviews
I'm holding onto the memory of the girl I loved, while you're changing, ever so far away from me. It's killing me inside to know that I'll never have your love, and to know that you'll never know mine.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/19/2015 - Complete
Overdose reviews
If the suicide doesn't kill, then the aftermath does.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/12/2015 - Complete
The Monkey And The Brick Wall
This is the song about how my best friend fell in love with a rebound, dated her for over a year, dumped her, started dating someone better, and is still trying to fall out of love with her ex girlfriend for someone who is better, but reminds her of her second rapist. Talk about complicated.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Published: 4/1/2015 - Complete
Hallway Essay reviews
I had to write an essay about a random hallway in my school, and this is the dark turn it took.
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2015 - Complete
All I Wanted
You left four days ago with everything that you own. Now, I'm stuck inside this empty house, trying to write about how I'm feeling while you're off recreating your own life.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 444 - Published: 3/22/2015 - Complete
Nothing will take this life from me reviews
A short poem (song?) about recovering and staying positive (I think? I don't know.)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/19/2015
Recovery
Recovery is letting everything flow forward into something new.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 3/19/2015 - Complete
Psyche Ward reviews
The reason why I've been away for so long is that I was sent to a mental hospital for self harm, depression, and anxiety. I'm leaving tomorrow, and I asked the teacher here if I could post some poetry on my "blog" (yes, I called this that). So, this is a short, sweet, and kind of crappy poem about where I stayed at
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/16/2015 - Complete
Anymore reviews
After hearing a song (No Buses by The Arctic Monkeys), the scrap of lyric saying, "Lady, where has your love gone?" was stolen and used as the first line of my own song.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/16/2015 - Complete
Take It All reviews
I'm going to kill myself, and this is my suicide note. Take my organs and give them to someone who will give them a better use. This the a similar story to my "The 100" fanfiction at: /s/11067795/1/Lexa-s-Song
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/25/2015 - Complete
Sometimes
Sometimes I want to kill myself. Other times, I feel fine. It's a bipolar switch from the deserts of the suicidal to the oceans of the manic, and more often then not, I'm lost somewhere in between.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 625 - Published: 2/25/2015 - Complete
How To Be Normal reviews
A "self help" for suicidal teenagers about how to hide cuts, smile wider, and cover up all of the issues until you find a painless way to end it all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2015 - Complete
Love or Suicide Note? reviews
A note for you to read, either when I'm in a new relationship that works for good, or I put myself underground without letting you know first. Is this a love note or a suicide note? I guess it's up for you to know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2015 - Complete
Love And Other Problems
If I do not speak then it will not be real. I refuse to speak to who you used to be. You filled the hole in my heart without knowing it. I told you I loved you three times, yet you did not hear it. Don't you see why I stay so quiet? Why I stopped praying that you'll hear me? This is a poem about heartbreak and fixing yourself, even when it doesn't work time and time again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 503 - Published: 2/6/2015 - Complete
Day Dream
We're connected beyond just our bodies, with our energies intertwined. This is where I'm happiest; when I'm laying with you in my happy place inside my mind.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Published: 2/5/2015 - Complete
Cynthia
"If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die." ― Mik Everett. If this is the case, then I'm glad for you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 2/2/2015 - Complete
I'm Sorry, GOD reviews
A prayer in verse, apologizing for my mental illnesses and asking to be fixed, as well as forgiven.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 431 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/29/2015 - Complete
A Serial Killer's Lullaby reviews
A cute little song I wrote.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/25/2015 - Complete
it's okay to feel sad sometimes
A friend of mine is suicidal and thinks that no one can see it. This is a crappy poem/song for them about how we can tell what's going on, and that we love them, and that it's okay to feel sad sometimes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/22/2015 - Complete
Shadow Lover reviews
"I've heard metaphors for years, telling me that depression is a lover; attentive, abusive, and always there for you, even when you don't want them around. I've never been good at relationships." This is my relationship with my depression.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/21/2015 - Complete
The Day My Almost Twin Touched My Packer reviews
This is the story of how my, at the time, soon to be best friend found my home made packer (fake penis for transgender guys) and what happened afterwards.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/19/2015 - Complete
14 Lines From Love Letters Or Suicide Notes reviews
After watching "14 Lines from Love Letters or Suicide Notes" by Loc Luben, I felt the need to write one of my own.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/13/2015 - Complete
Self-Harm reviews
It's not self harm when you don't know what it is. This is my journey through my issues with self injury and self hatred.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 543 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/8/2015 - Complete
First Love Of My Life reviews
Just because she will always hold a piece of my heart in my hand doesn't mean that I can move on.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 347 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/8/2015 - Complete
Pins and Needles
The tingly feeling in your body when the blood flow is not functioning. Sometimes it hurts, sometimes it doesn't, but when it syncs up with the pain in your head and heart, that makes it so much better.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/1/2015 - Complete
The Things My Father Does Not Know
A list in verse of the things my father never knew before he died. Mentions of self harm and suicide.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/1/2015 - Complete
A Prayer For My Father reviews
A somewhat rhyming letter to GOD, begging for him to take care of my Father's departed soul.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 455 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/30/2014 - Complete
Save Us From Shotguns And Father's Suicides reviews
I thought that my father died of a heart attack on Halloween until the 29th of December, when my mother informed me that he committed suicide. These are my thoughts on the matter.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/30/2014
Dear God reviews
My mother got her second DUI in less than two months, and this is my response letter to God as I'm crying on my porch with my dog, waiting for my grandmother to come pick her up.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/26/2014 - Complete
Remember Me reviews
You're moving on to greater things than me. Remember me while you're building your new life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/26/2014 - Complete
Worth Enough reviews
The one I love the most is always tearing me down. This is me showing them I am worth more then they believe.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/18/2014
The Darkness Is My Home
You can destroy me in every way possible, but you'll never figure out why I enjoy it. It's because I thrive in agony.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/17/2014 - Complete
The Bird In The Window Two Weeks Before Christmas reviews
I fell in love with two little birds I saw in the window of a store near my home two weeks before Christmas. This is my love poem to them. (Also, this poem is my Grandmother's Christmas present, so if it sucks, tell me so I can write her a better one.)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/10/2014 - Complete
My Father's Eyes reviews
A poem written for my English class, I write about my father whom has recently passed.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - Dutch - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/18/2014 - Complete
The Sea's Breath reviews
A monologue about wanting to live and die among the depths of the ocean.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/18/2014
Lungs reviews
This is an essay/spoken poem about my history with my faulty lungs.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 601 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2014 - Complete
Ironic Songs and Flickering Lights
The thoughts of a kid waiting in the guidance office of their school waiting for fate to decide what happens to them. "Isn't it ironic that the song "We're In Heaven" is playing on the radio as I'm sitting in hell?" Possible Triggers: self harm
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 501 - Published: 10/23/2014 - Complete
Oh My Light
A gooey poem about love and such. "I see you in the dawn. You know just how to make my heart shine bright."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Published: 10/14/2014 - Complete
Can You Feel My Heart? reviews
This isn't a horror. It's a fucking tragedy. This is how I die, with all of the pieces of me shattered on the floor of the bathroom in my little sister's apartment. Trigger Warning: suicide, self mutilation/self harm/self injury.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 783 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/28/2014 - Complete
Suicide Story reviews
This is a short story/spoken poem about my history with self mutilation and suicide attempts. Triggering warning: suicide, self harm
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 910 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/21/2014 - Complete
Broken Glass
The POV of a person talking to someone they love who is too oblivious to notice their anxiety attack.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Published: 9/16/2014
White Light
A spoken poetry piece comparing mania to light and depression to dark, as well as an outlook on life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 9/15/2014
Eyes of God
Every time I look at the nighttime sky, I fall in love again.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/15/2014
For My Sister
A quote once said to be the person you needed when you were younger. In retrospect, I had wanted to be that for you.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Published: 9/12/2014 - Complete
Bi-Smexual reviews
The inner thoughts of a bisexual/bi-romantic trans-man who likes dick as much as the next lesbian.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/5/2014 - Complete
To My Ex reviews
It wasn't until I lost you that I realized how much I truly cared.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/8/2014 - Complete
For My Mother
The first line of this poem was a quote I saw on Tumblr. As soon as I saw it, I had to write this for her. This is for my mother, the woman who raised me as best as she possibly could.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,112 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/1/2014 - Complete
Dry Eyes
Physical and emotional love intertwine and do things that they are not supposed to do. (Apologies, for I suck at summaries.)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/17/2014 - Complete
Alan reviews
This poem was written for my Uncle who passed five years ago. Scrap of words: "I want to remember the man I loved before I knew that love was a tangible thing, felt in glowing smiles, warm embraces, and grinning eyes."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/16/2014 - Complete
Sinking Ships reviews
The words I want to say are clinging onto my ribs, harbored in my lungs in cesspools of broken letters and meaningless symbols.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/15/2014 - Complete
Up In The Atmosphere reviews
You are the sun, the moon, and the stars. You are the keeper of the key to my heart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2014 - Complete
9:46 PM
Thoughts at night in verse. I'm questioning if I'm still alive or not. I can't really tell anymore.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Published: 7/11/2014 - Complete
Home Is Where I Want To Be
A TFIOS song about how Hazel feels after Augustus dies. This is also on my sister account on
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/3/2014 - Complete
Teenage Writer
A suicidal teenage writer attempts to end their life at a sleepover at their best friends house. Rated T for not language.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 925 - Published: 6/21/2014 - Complete
The Heart Attacks Back
"I don't know how to live, but I'm trying my damnedest not to let you go and turn around just to see me not there."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 396 - Published: 6/15/2014 - Complete
If You See My Friends
We are what we are, flaws and all, illnesses and all, problems and all.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/28/2014 - Complete
Hear the Blood on the Floor
A nostalgic and mysterious poem- from my friend who read this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/23/2014 - Complete
Assemble My Bones
Drop my decaying body at the foot of God, so he can see me for the first time.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 5/19/2014
Sydney
An ember met a firework, only to never see her again.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 5/17/2014 - Complete
That's Me
Pronouns and insults fly at me like bullets.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Published: 5/8/2014 - Complete
Truce
This is our story, of friendship, cancer, and moving on. We'll make it, even if it kills us.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 759 - Published: 5/2/2014 - Complete
Music Stand
I'm like a music stand in the band room of a school.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Published: 5/1/2014 - Complete
Dear Universe
A short letter to the Universe, asking her to let me make my own mistakes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 4/21/2014 - Complete
Moon
She is the light of my life.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 4/15/2014 - Complete
I Fell For Your Mind, So Let Me Fall For Your Body reviews
Let me steal your breath for the first time, for the last time, and for every time in between. I fell for your heart, and your mind, so let let me love your body the way I love who you are.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/8/2014 - Complete
One Sided Love
How can love be one sided when it is felt so strongly?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 4/8/2014 - Complete
Loving A Memory
Am I in love with a memory of you?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 4/8/2014 - Complete
The Most Accepted Form Of Insanity
Is love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Published: 4/8/2014 - Complete
Asleep reviews
This was written for the girl I am madly in love with. "I could never tell her how she danced in my head, for she would not understand how I meant that I loved her so much more then a friend."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/30/2014 - Complete
My Lover's Eyes
Her eyes show me the universe, and I long to take her everywhere.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 3/19/2014 - Complete
Without My Love
The world is nothing but hell without her in my arms.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Published: 3/14/2014 - Complete
Treated Like Dogs
When we win the battle we wage with ourselves, we're treated like dogs for being alive in the end.
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/14/2014 - Complete
Hearse reviews
The part of me that people loved is dead, and I'm left behind.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/14/2014 - Complete
Murder
a murder scene in verse
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Published: 3/14/2014 - Complete
Myself reviews
I'm everything that I hate; I'm myself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/14/2014 - Complete
the gypsy was right
I love her, and you, but not as much as I love her.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
dead!
the mouse sings the maggots in my skin- for I'm dead.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
a love of fire
love, the goddess of the moon, and rose pedal lips...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
Said The King To The River
Depression, self harm, and being in love with pain is what leads to this ending suicide. La Dispute "Said The King To The River"
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Complete
Fall To Earth
I'm losing my mind. I'm insane, I swear it to be true
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Published: 1/23/2014
OD
The suicide of a musician inverse.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 1/23/2014 - Complete
Believe
When their daughter came out as a man, they didn't believe. From the workings of a transgender teenager, here is the story of how I finally got them to see who I really am.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 1/23/2014 - Complete
No One Will Miss You reviews
The inner workings of a suicidal transgender teenager. Pressured in his mind by God, his family, and himself, he tells himself what he really thinks of what he is. *Warning: swearing and derogatory terms*
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/14/2013 - Complete
First Love
This is an extremely dramatic version of how we met. My friend was leading me to a group of his friends (O'm new) and a girl in one of my classes led me to the other new girl, and we clicked (or at least I think we did) and we became each others girlfriends.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 11/14/2013 - Complete
My Life Has Become Unmanagable reviews
The words of Alanon/AA/Alateen speak to me at what should be my father's bottoming.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/30/2013 - Complete
Let Me Out
I've gotta talk, I've gotta say something, or otherwise I might scream. I'm breaking down; I'm flooding my room with blood I'm spitting out.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 10/22/2013 - Complete
Going Out In Smoke
I wrote this after hearing "A Match Into Water" by Pierce the Veil for the twenty second time. I figured this would be from the opposite POV.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Published: 10/22/2013 - Complete
Driver's Ed reviews
Here is the story that leads up to the biggest event that happens in the life of a British University student.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/18/2013 - Complete
My Dear
Come closer to me, and let me love you with not just my words.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Published: 10/8/2013 - Complete
Take My Hand
A lesbian couple takes a step in the dark direction in this cute poem about life.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 10/3/2013 - Complete
AU8TIN reviews
I wrote this during my awkward lunch period with my friend(?) Austin when we were closeted in the practice rooms in the hidden alcove of the music hall.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/1/2013 - Complete
I'm Not Your Jack, But You Were My Sally
Nightmare Before Christmas inspired this. I would kill for a love like Sally. "Someone open up my eyes."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Published: 9/25/2013 - Complete
Writing
My pencil tips break all the time during the best ideas in my mind- otherwise known as when I'm writing out important things- like prose about fandoms and things along the lines of that. Warning- there is a single swear.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 9/25/2013 - Complete
Rabbit Hole
"Still I try to save you, to get between what's starting and the end." Warning- mentions of; self harm, eating disorders, abuse, and suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 453 - Published: 9/17/2013 - Complete
Fr13nd20n3 P4rt Z
I'm still in the seventh realm of hell, otherwise known as the Friendzone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Published: 9/14/2013 - Complete
FR13ND20N3
This is the seventh realm of hell, where all men reside next to their sexy female best friends; and as a transgender, I am doubly screwed. Here I present you with, The Friendzone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Published: 9/14/2013 - Complete
Blow Me Off My Feet
I'm standing on the edge of the roof with these thoughts in my head.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 9/14/2013 - Complete
I'm
I'm... otherwise known as me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Published: 9/6/2013 - Complete
I'm Done reviews
I'm done proving myself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/6/2013 - Complete
Blue Bench at an Alignment Shop
Here's a story about a relationship turned to hell. I screamed out lies in estacy, just like you did to me. I was drowning in the shallow end of secrets I couldn't keep.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Published: 8/29/2013 - Complete
The Day The Music Died
I swore to God that I could feel you. You were itching just beneath the skin- I felt you in my bones. The beating of your heart made such sweet music…
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Published: 8/28/2013 - Complete
Our Song reviews
I wrote this I was thinking about the girl I love, and this song was created. "I see you waiting in the rain. I hear your voice from outside. You're humming out a melody, and I know it's from our song."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/26/2013 - Complete
I've Lost My Fear Of Falling reviews
Here's something about an ex best friend I was in love with. "I see you everyday when passing your life; it's parallel to mine, so I know we'll never touch."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/24/2013 - Complete
Crash
"What do you want?" I ask him, tilting my head up to speak to where I know his face is. "Please don't do this," he gasps. "Why not?" I growl at him. "We're just going to make the same mistakes again." *Songfic- "Crash" by You Me at Six*
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,857 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/9/2013 - Complete
The Sun is Coming
The sun is coming to rest on me for now.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Published: 8/9/2013 - Complete
The Last of Which is Me
My mind is making images of disastrous things; nooses, knives, and guns. Boy, doesn't that sound like fun?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Published: 8/9/2013 - Complete
Heta Oni: Friendship
If sunrise comes with the dawn, just take my heart for yourself. I don't need it anymore.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 7/21/2013 - Complete
I'm Not A Fag, I'm A Dyke
A warm fingertip claws down the outline of the side of my face, the sharp, pointed fingernail drawing scarlet roughly on my skin.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Published: 7/11/2013 - Complete
Softly Fading Insanity reviews
Hello, I'm Mary, and people live inside of my mind- at least during my reality. In my dreams, I'm twenty-six, married, and wondering if my dream life is the reality I'm living or not. I cannot tell what is real anymore, in either reality, and I'm beginning to fear that all of my life is just a medically induced sanity. *Reviews are appreciated*
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 13 - Words: 19,871 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/11/2013 - Published: 4/26/2013 - Complete
Hello, My Name is Kellin, and I Need Help
And I'll be thinking of another way to make it faster; a pace to set myself, a knife to heal myself, a kiss to poison myself.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/27/2013 - Complete
Morning Glory
Goodbye morning glory, hello morning glow.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2013 - Complete
b l i s s
Inside this world that the mind has created...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Published: 6/23/2013 - Complete
Outlets
Outlets lead into another realm.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Published: 6/23/2013 - Complete
Grateful List
I lift up the journal pages and smile at the wrinkled paper, worn after an hour of writing and thinking. I hold up my pale blue lighter, smiling at the brilliant flame reaches out to catch onto the corner of the paper.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 995 - Published: 6/17/2013 - Complete
Heart
This poem is simple, but the mind behind it is not, for emotions so complex are not for the weak. Warning- is extremely silly, fairly stupid, and kind of gooey. *Wipes green slime off of pencil*
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Published: 6/7/2013 - Complete
Novella reviews
The title of this poem is ironic, because this definitely is not a novella. This is just the picture in my mind of what writing a novella is like.
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/7/2013 - Complete
Tired
I'm done with the ceramic smiles, the glass emotions, and the hearts of tile.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Published: 6/3/2013 - Complete
Fine
The cold goes warm. The night turns into light, fading strong.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Published: 6/3/2013 - Complete
All Is Well
Yes, my darling niece, all will be well. I can promise you this much.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 6/2/2013 - Complete
And Now
I never thought that this could happen in such a world.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Published: 5/31/2013 - Complete
Maybe It's For The Best
Maybe it was for the best, even though it brought out the worst in both of us.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 5/29/2013 - Complete
After All This Time
After all this time, I can still hide from my memories of you, even though it puts me through hell to remember who you were, and who you pretended to be.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Published: 5/27/2013 - Complete
You Don't Need Words, Silly Author reviews
You don't need a new stanza to tell her that you love her. You don't need an explanation for lending a helping hand. So, if you want another layer of unnecessary data, then come to the non-fiction section now, cause I'll be with fiction and poetry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Complete
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville reviews
It took me a year to realize that I was wrong for doing what I did to her. It took me a year to take him to my side and end what need to end.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Complete
Sweetest Memories
Is this real? If this is just a dream, I'll wake up with the sweetest memories.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 5/21/2013 - Complete
Until I Go Down
"A troll, all alone in a war full of whores." "I know that there are people who are worth living for; like..." "I'm gonna make it out alive if it kills me, and I will be there for the ones who really need me."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 565 - Published: 5/17/2013 - Complete
You Say Sorry Too Damn Much
You apologize for being the light in my life, and you get mad at me when I apologize for messing everything up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Published: 5/15/2013 - Complete
Sieze the Day
It may be true that when we die...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/2/2013 - Complete
Time and Time Again
I go up to death with opens arms to say, "You are not alone."
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Published: 4/28/2013 - Complete
Agony is the Best reviews
I'm living in a haze of love and fear.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/26/2013 - Complete
Crossed Out Name
You are the best thing I've ever known. I am a sister to you. You are a lover to me. Seperate roles that will never meet.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 4/26/2013 - Complete
Bullets Are Pin Pricks
A bullet is nothing more then a pin prick, when...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 4/26/2013 - Complete
Even Then
A poem from English, eighth grade. But far away from here, far from the mask...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 4/17/2013 - Complete
Wedding Poem
I wrote this for my cousin Amanda when I found out that she was going to get married. That was almost a year ago, and now she and her husband are going to have a little girl! Do not keep your dreams for sleeping, for dreams only come true when you wake up.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Family/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 4/17/2013 - Complete
Sensory Overload reviews
Shadows crawl around the outskirts of the over-packed room.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/15/2013 - Complete
How Am I Supposed To? reviews
Friendship. What I thought was real for so many years turns out to be nothing buy my naivety being used by someone who abandons the one who was always there for you.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/8/2013 - Complete
Days Fade
A single memory...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 4/8/2013 - Complete
Daggers and Ink reviews
Erase my thoughts with the tip of a pen, and when you are done in coloured designs, I will also be dead.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/8/2013 - Complete
All Early
If imagination is more important than knowledge, let everything I know about you turn into dreams that will never come true.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 4/7/2013 - Complete
A Hand That Holds A Heart reviews
Words have, at one point in my life, traveled from my mind, into my bloodstream, into the fingertips, and down into the pen that is grasped in my hand. Now, I cannot even express the lack of emotion in my mind and heart.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/7/2013 - Complete
I Know How You Are reviews
If I tell you what you want to hear, I know you will believe me. If I hope to be left alone, I know your voice will crowd up my mind. If I lost my own way, I know you wouldn't care. But now it's over.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Complete
What You Do To Me reviews
Gorge out my eyes, cut out my tongue, tear off my fingers, break my arms, crush my legs, rip of my ears, snip my vocal cords, lay down my soul, take my life. Please.
Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Complete
Only God Knows reviews
Only God knows; that I dream of death, that I want a life, that I love a girl, what my mother does not, that I tell my life, that I wrote these songs, that I want to die, and that my mind is a mess.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Complete
Whisper Down The Lane
* sing-song voice* Whisper down the lane to me; tell me all the lies. Make everyone feel bad until they want to die.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Complete
Writer's Block reviews
The blank page stares back at me. Taunting me... I want to rip the parchment in half. Teasing me... I drop the pencil and... and...
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Complete
There's A Place
There's a place deep inside my heart that will always be saved for the darkest parts. There's no where I could ever go that would feel more like home then in your embrace.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Complete
Come Hither Child reviews
A poem for my unborn niece, Lilian. May you enter a world of light, where faeries will guide you, where darkness will never shine, and where you will never have to be alone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/4/2013 - Complete
Everything I Am reviews
Why can't you even look me in the eye? Is it because something has died inside? In this life of secrets, you are the burning light, but shadows are creeping up on all our hearts.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/4/2013 - Complete
Slender Man reviews
I am you. You are me. We are as one, but I am still in control. I will always be in control. Always and forever.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/4/2013 - Complete
Airy Songs and Awakening Winds
As I look back on that day, all I consciously remember is the euphoric feeling as the frigid wind breathed life into me as I sang my heart out in the most meaningful song I know, which also happens to be another depressing love song. My own utopia, another's' prison. All I can say is that we all have our own ways of dealing with stress, and just letting the earth soak you in can ma
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,752 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/4/2013 - Complete
As Cliché As A Dream reviews
She was never here. She wasn't here at all. She died two years ago, having killed herself in the locker room after school on the last day of her Freshman year. She's not here. She hasn't been here for two years. And I just killed another person.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 868 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/4/2013 - Complete
Exit Wounds reviews
Death never used to be an option. Now it seems to be my only remaining choice. Is it still possible to love her after death? Soon enough, we shall both find out. *Warning: two suicides, and mentions of addiction/self mutilation. May have triggering effect.*
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,645 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Complete