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Joined 01-02-13, id: 891863, Profile Updated: 08-12-14
Author has written 3 stories for Young Adult, Romance, and General.

Welcome to my profile!

Some random things about me:

I'm a college student in New Zealand. English is my second language yet the language I'm best at.

I read much more than I write.

I've always enjoyed creative writing at school before yet only recently got the urge to write in my own time.

I'm only an amateur writer so constructive criticism (without being rude) is welcome and I understand my writing is nowhere near the level of the amazing writers on here!

I'm mostly writing for fun and just as a casual (often neglected) hobby.

I do read hetero sexual novels (as they're more common in the library) but as online there are ample slash I do prefer to read slash on FP.

The story I'm writing now "Reverse Bullying" is my second story (that isn't a one-shot) and the first slash I've ever written.

I read m/m more than f/f but I don't mind either of them.

I like to read manga and spent the last three years hardly reading any novels yet reading manga on a weekly, if not daily basis. (If you have any recommendations tell me, who knows I may have read it, not going to post all the manga I've read as I've read too many.)

I also like to draw occasionally. (sigh, another often neglected hobby)

I'm lazy and horrible at commitment.

I want to learn Japanese, Korean, Chinese, Spanish and is currently learning French.


I like to write gruesome, sad, angsty stories and I'd like to remind you the stories are just stories, fictional.They do not represent what I would do or what I believe in.

The characters are all fictional too and is not based off myself or anyone I know. This includes any violence, non-consensual actions, abuse, torture etc.

In real life I support and believe in human rights as well as consent between partners. Fiction is just a fantasy world you can live in whilst reading whatever you're reading, it is not the real world and thus does not represent what I'm like in real life.

Thank you for visiting! PM me if you want to chat or ask something, I don't mind and I promise I'm friendly!! XD

P.S: I'd also love to hear any opinions on Reverse Bullying, it'd give me an idea on what I should write about more and what's just plain unnecessary. Reviews honestly do motivate me and get me churning out chapters faster. It just makes me so happy when I read what someone else's response, even if you're short on time and you can only leave a short response it is still appreciated! And oh dear...I'm a bit stuck on Human Cat so I apologise to whoever waiting for the next update...

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The Road Ahead by Shady Shinigami reviews
Even though Dominic's in jail, Ryan still has a long way to go before everything is normal again. He now has to face questions about his sexuality, appearances of family members he thought long gone, and unfading memories of the man who kidnapped him. MxM. Sequel to Still Suffering.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 19 - Words: 55,818 - Reviews: 125 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 11/21/2017 - Published: 3/10/2013
His Captor, His Savior by Maddam Redder reviews
[Slash, M/M, Yaoi, Lemon] Skylar hates his life. He's used, abused, and taken advantage of all the time, but he deals with it the best he can with alcohol and drugs. Now, to make matters worse, he gets kidnapped. But little does his kidnapper know, Skylar's life with this man may be better than it was before… Warnings: Rape, Graphic sex, etc. See Author's Note For Details.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 55 - Words: 321,321 - Reviews: 643 - Favs: 222 - Follows: 282 - Updated: 8/29/2016 - Published: 8/12/2013
Breaking The Mirror by AMV reviews
M/M. "Go to hell." "Yes, sir." Jayden has a lot of problems, and his new mysterious, bitter neighbor, Seaton Andrews, isn't helping matters. Completed.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 95,369 - Reviews: 2136 - Favs: 1,932 - Follows: 988 - Updated: 6/10/2016 - Published: 4/20/2007 - Complete
The Cynical Ranting of Hayden Paretski by The Original Psycho reviews
I glare at him. "What exactly IS your problem?" He slams a fist into the tree, bruising his knuckles on the bark as blood leaks in thin streaks across his hand. "The PROBLEM is that I'm in love with you!" Oh, crap. SLASH.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 52,130 - Reviews: 389 - Favs: 503 - Follows: 569 - Updated: 1/2/2016 - Published: 4/10/2009
The Price of Love by polar.amity reviews
Erich Varela is the love of my life! He's intelligent, outgoing, and hot; he's also my brother, and a real bastard. (MxM, lemon, incest)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 16,362 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 10/1/2015 - Published: 12/4/2011 - Complete
Strong For You by BeCourageous reviews
Cassidy is bullied for being a lesbian and finally she just can't take it anymore. (This is supposed to be a little something to spread awareness that bullying is NOT okay).
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,153 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/29/2014 - Complete
Alive by Maddam Redder reviews
[Slash, M/M, Lemon] David rescued Cole off the streets and gave him a home. Now Cole is not only addicted to the drugs David gives him, but also to David. But when things take a sudden turn in his life, will Cole be able to adjust? Or will he be addicted forever? Warnings: Rape, Underage sex and drinking, Drug use, Homosexuality, Harsh language, etc. See Author's Note for details.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 30,006 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 6/15/2014 - Published: 6/19/2013
The Loss of Innocence by Maddam Redder reviews
[M/M, Lemon] With a father who hates him and an uncle who loves him too much, Alex is trudging through life the best he can. The world seems to have turned its back on him, until a kind counselor comes to his rescue. But his suffering is far from over as he struggles to overcome the trauma he's endured and learn that he deserves to be truly loved. Warnings: See Author's Note.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 32,146 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 5/26/2014 - Published: 6/21/2013
Blind Yourself by Amindaya reviews
[Slash] Years from now, when people ask us how we met, I'll say that it all started when I was kidnapped by a bus. But, realistically, I doubt I'll live long enough to tell anyone about what happened.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 55,144 - Reviews: 642 - Favs: 510 - Follows: 623 - Updated: 8/2/2013 - Published: 1/27/2007
Cage of Lies by Callek Darren reviews
Boyslove/Yaoi. After being kidnapped at the age of two, Jake was forced to believe in everything that Albert Frankton taught him. He taught him the world was cruel, uncaring, and the people in it were only out for their own skins... More description and warnings inside.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 25,033 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 4/3/2013 - Published: 2/8/2013 - Complete
1st degree love by Shady Shinigami reviews
All Chase wanted to do was get home after a long day and go to bed. He did NOT want to get home and find a wanted criminal in his bedroom. Eventual MxM Rated T for now, please enjoy. Now COMPLETE.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 59,012 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 12/2/2012 - Published: 7/17/2011 - Complete
Jay Doll by Armand.Louis reviews
My Parents control everything about me, the way I look, the way I talk. They have made me into their own personal doll and I'm drowning because of it. But they couldn't control him. They can't control what he does to me. MxM, DARK.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,121 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 10/15/2012 - Published: 7/21/2012
Still Suffering by Shady Shinigami reviews
About three years ago, Ryan was kidnapped. And now he has finally come home. But his family has changed. His friends have changed. He has changed. Nothing is the same. And he's still suffering.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Crime/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 38 - Words: 85,822 - Reviews: 312 - Favs: 182 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 5/17/2012 - Published: 5/23/2011 - Complete
Home Trained For You by Selim reviews
Mark was only sixteen when he was kidnapped. He was still a boy when he was forced into a life that would change him from the sweet teenager to the scared man subservient only to his husband. DARK: Abuse, NonCon, SLASH, COMPLETE
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 49,143 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 158 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 9/26/2011 - Published: 5/13/2011 - Complete
Chocolate Covered BoxerBriefs by Sunshine Bear reviews
Jayden woke up gay one day, literally, and decided that he would make everyone's lives a living hell. Cause he is a giver like that. A story that beats all of those cliche slash stories up. Slash.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 41,352 - Reviews: 795 - Favs: 747 - Follows: 355 - Updated: 7/20/2009 - Published: 8/27/2007 - Complete
Prison Bitch by Andro234 reviews
when 17 year old Aidan is sent to prison for a crime he did not commit, he must sell his body to his powerful cellmate for protection. M/M D/s
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 28,182 - Reviews: 354 - Favs: 378 - Follows: 129 - Updated: 7/8/2009 - Published: 6/9/2009 - Complete
Colorless by AMV reviews
MxM. SLASH. The life of a reluctantly adorable pathological liar isn't easy. Take Devyn's word for it. Well...maybe not. “Did you kill these women?” “Yes. I did it officer. Lock me up, I shot them dead.” “…They were strangled.” “Oh… Right, I meant that.”
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Crime/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,377 - Reviews: 188 - Favs: 272 - Follows: 367 - Updated: 5/20/2009 - Published: 5/13/2009
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Reverse Bullying reviews
Alex is a very different boy to put it kindly, although bordering insane would most likely fit better. Clyde is an unfortunate and uncertain boy prone to making bad choices. Perhaps he is also bordering insane. Even if he's not he soon will be. Very, very soon... Warning: Slash, boy x boy, underage, bullying, non-con
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,523 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/10/2014 - Published: 6/3/2014
The Human Cat reviews
His room was his cage and his cage was his world. That is until he escaped. Then Greg, the stray cat collector, was his world. It was a wonderful world. However, Greg only saw his cats, only loved his cats. And so he tried to become a cat, in order to receive Greg's love too... (Warning: Bromance that might turn into slash. DLDR)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,915 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 7/20/2014 - Published: 7/16/2014
The Abandoned Hospital
Colton had returned. Returned to the place he owed his life to and the place he had hated passionately while young. How idiotic and childish his actions had been! Thinking back on it only made him realise how much he owed this very hospital once again. Sad oneshot.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 720 - Published: 7/18/2014 - Complete