blackcyclamenshide bio
 Author has written 52 stories for General, Friendship, War, Love, Life, Haiku, and Politics. I mainly write about sensitive topics, meant to comfort my readers. I wrote the poems I wrote hoping that someone, who's feeling hurt wanting to take break and seek refuge, to stumble upon my poems, and finally feel that there's someone else who understands and have experienced similar things and have felt similar feelings. That's why most of my works are under Hurt/Comfort. Thank you for reading my works! Reviews are very welcome. Or rather, I want it very much. ;) live freely, love freely |
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She by thisismeCRAZY reviews
A short poem about a girl, but I will leave it up to you to decide what happened to her... Please R & R, thanks :)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/3/2015 - Complete
The Leap by thisismeCRAZY reviews
Suicide story
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2013 - Complete
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Narcissism reviews
Hoping for a different reality, believing these delusions.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/3/2022 - Complete
Anxiety reviews
This anxiety, washing through me, breathing shallowly, gasping for air.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/8/2022 - Complete
Pretend
They built me according to their idea, "You'll never know struggle", Everything they see is the truth, "You've never known struggle", But they've seen me break, I'm struggling, I feel numb, Won't you look at me properly?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Published: 6/14/2021 - Complete
Feeling dirty
Hands all over, moving roughly, everything a blur, feeling dirty.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Published: 6/13/2021 - Complete
Let me sleep
Everything is pointless, I'm tired, let me rest.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/19/2021 - Complete
Forgive Yourself reviews
I can't forgive myself, is there something wrong with me?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2021 - Complete
Mess
My heart is a mess, I can't think.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/21/2021 - Complete
To Everyone
To the youth in the past, present and future- to those who were, are and will be the youth, who fight in spite of the war raging inside of themselves.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/20/2021 - Complete
Stuck
Until now, I still hope that someone will help me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 4/20/2021 - Complete
Heartache
Suddenly, the heart hurts.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/10/2021 - Complete
Worthless
If I am worthless, should I not just die?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/9/2021 - Complete
Blind
Loving the beauty of nature, and then suddenly losing the sense of sight.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/21/2021 - Complete
Chaos
Thoughts in disorder.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Published: 8/5/2020
Weak
How do I become stronger?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Published: 8/4/2020 - Complete
Upside down
They conceal lies with pretty words, and those lies are taken as the truth.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 8/4/2020 - Complete
Self-Abhorrence reviews
Persistent self hate
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/4/2020 - Complete
Wedged
Struggling to be free from feelings of surreality
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 8/4/2020 - Complete
Food
Collection of Haikus with food involved.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 3 - Words: 42 - Published: 8/4/2020
Picking at old wounds
Picking apart old wounds, never forgetting and holding a grudge
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 8/4/2020 - Complete
Wish reviews
I hope for things to be different.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/4/2020 - Complete
Cutting through
Cutting, until it ends.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Published: 8/4/2020 - Complete
Clipped Wings
Trapped with nowhere to escape
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 8/4/2020 - Complete
Self Deception
If we convince ourselves that we are fine, will we be?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Published: 8/26/2018 - Complete
Hallways Pt 2
Continuation of Hallways, also meant to cheer you up!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 5/29/2018 - Complete
Masochist reviews
We hurt each other, we hurt others, and we lick each other's wounds.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/29/2018 - Complete
Pieces
Won't you pick me up?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 5/29/2018 - Complete
Heavy Heart
Everybody tells me not to give up. And I'm tired of it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 5/15/2018 - Complete
Going in Circles reviews
Being indecisive
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2017 - Complete
Help
I wanted to scream for help, but I couldn't.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 4/11/2017 - Complete
Lilacs and Red Tulips
Feelings of a sick girl given lilacs and red tulips by the boy she loved before he leaves her to find a cure for her sickness. A shout out/referencing to Dokuhime ;)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 8/17/2014 - Complete
Elope reviews
Leaving for love, and being torn apart because of it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/12/2013 - Complete
Soulmate
Dependent on someone
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Published: 9/24/2013 - Complete
Gilded Cage
Beautiful surroundings that will suffocate you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 6/18/2013
Chained Prisoner
What I thought would make me free, was what has chained me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Complete
Caged Bird
It's about unable to let go of regrets and these regrets taking over.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Complete
With all my Heart reviews
Admiring yet envying the person I love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2013 - Complete
Uninspired
Wrote a poem out of boredom, and because I'm so uninspired to study. It's about being overcome and being controlled by negative feelings.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Published: 6/11/2013 - Complete
Helplessness
The title explains it all. It's about feeling helpless. Another one of my poems meant to cheer up your battered heart! ...I think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 6/11/2013 - Complete
Hallways reviews
One of my depressing poems meant to cheer you up. R&R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2013 - Complete
Cut
Something about denials.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 4/17/2013 - Complete
Body Clock
It's about neglecting your body clock.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 4/14/2013 - Complete
Paintings
What I think about paintings.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Published: 4/14/2013 - Complete
Beautiful Red and White
A cute poem about snow being dirtied by blood. Interpretations are up to you. If you have your interpretation, review it, so that I get to read your opinions.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 4/12/2013 - Complete
Lost
These poems are about being lost after losing someone. This is one of the first few poems I wrote, so please go easy on me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 179 - Published: 4/8/2013 - Complete
Hazy
This could mean a lot of things, but for me, it's about losing something very important and becoming confused by everything that comes after.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 4/8/2013 - Complete
Don't be a Martyr in Love reviews
It's about sacrificing his happiness for the girl.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - Filipino - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Complete
Teach me how to write a love song
The poem's about my feelings toward a person which I find troublesome. It may seem like the title's unrelated, but it isn't. It was supposed to be a love song for the person I like, but I don't know how to.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Complete
Love and Hate
There is a fine line between love and hate. Break that line, and those original feelings of hate or love could easily turn into love or hate.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Complete
We left as Heroes and came back as Murderers reviews
soldiers are despised by the masses, and are used and manipulated by the ones with power.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Complete
Write me a Eulogy reviews
Basically about wanting to die.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/29/2013 - Complete
I am your Ally
How bonds work.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 3/29/2013 - Complete
Wasted Effort
A poem about how all my effort went to waste and how sometimes I regret putting effort at all. It's also about wanting to forget about the pain of being neglected and wanting to be appreciated, and finally, to let go.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Published: 3/29/2013 - Complete