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Joined 08-17-13, id: 936208, Profile Updated: 11-16-14
Author has written 5 stories for Young Adult, Mythology, Friendship, and Life.

DISCLAIMER: IF YOU KNOW ME IN REAL LIFE, OR THINK YOU KNOW ME, PLEASE GET OFF MY PAGE NOW. THIS IS MY SAFE HAVEN. DO NOT READ ANYTHING I WROTE. YOU MAY BE ONE OF THE CHARACTERS.

Just a teenage writer, using FictionPress as an outlet for her sad fics that don't have a fandom to go under at FanFiction. (Real life is a fandom. However, it is not a fandom in which I can publish very much. After all, nobody wants to get sued for libel.)

With most of my fics, I will change character names (even after the story is published), because they typically remind me too much of real people. In fact, almost all of my characters have basis in reality. It really helps to be able to get it all out.

A typical story or poem of mine will deal with someone committing, or attempting, or thinking about suicide. You've been warned.


I am Slytherin. I am Erudite. I am a Capitol citizen. I am a member of the mutant Brotherhood. I am a Frost Giant. I am everything you assumed to be evil.

Slyness is not evil. Intelligence is not evil. Shallowness is not evil. Disliking those who shun us is not evil. Having the will to survive is not evil.

It is not the concept that defines evil... it is the person.

Tom Riddle, Jeanine Matthews, Coriolanus Snow, Erik Lensherr, Loki Laufeyson... these are examples of the few that have tainted our reputation. We are not all evil because of the actions of one person.

Rewrite your assumptions, or they will block your worldview.

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Writing The Future by Sweet Lunacy reviews
Abuse only happens to women. Right? A man could never be taken advantage of by a woman. Could he? Josh never thought that his love for Anaria would take such a dark turn, but it has. Abuse and insecurities threaten to tear these two lives apart, and unless something changes, only one of them will make it out alive.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 21 - Words: 60,574 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/21/2016 - Published: 6/30/2014
More to Him by MJ-Rhapsody reviews
He was cursed from the day his father first hit him. Abuse changed him forever...Now, he is seen as a freak with a rare disorder known as dissociative identity disorder(Split personalities.) Never did he expect someone to care for him...until now
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,171 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 11/14/2014 - Published: 1/8/2014
Suicide Boy by Sixx97 reviews
After being laughed at by the whole school a teenage boy goes home and commits suicide. we follow him as he watches life unfold with out him and how everyone he says doesn't care misses him every passing day.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,349 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/25/2014 - Complete
Right Here by invisiblenight reviews
Sometimes, when life's got you down, all you need is that one person who can make everything alright again. (To anyone who's ever been bullied, tormented, or just had a really bad day. Keep your head high. Nothing lasts forever).
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2014 - Complete
Nos Vincere Nocte by ReawakenedNightmare reviews
We vanquish the night./Aimee Stark and her two Internet friends team up to play the new MMORPG – in which you need a team or "clan" of at least three players – but don't expect the game to follow them out into the real world. But then again, who would expect hell to come out and play just because of some harmless game?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 20,867 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/17/2014 - Published: 7/26/2014
The Pregnancy Project by myheart4you reviews
I never really understood what the big deal of teen pregnancy was. You know, "it'll ruin your life" or something. But I didn't think so. So, for a class project, I got pregnant on purpose. I had it all planned out. I was going to find out what people at school thought of me, have the baby, give it up for adoption, and then present the project and get an A. Things aren't that easy.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 64,645 - Reviews: 599 - Favs: 162 - Follows: 205 - Updated: 8/11/2014 - Published: 2/2/2013
No More Secrets by tumblingintolove reviews
When Claudia Brady comes to terms with her sexuality, how will her religious mother react? (just something written in english class)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,600 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/29/2014
All the Things Unsaid by I'mInactiveNowSorry reviews
A High-School girls journal about her experiences with Depression, Suicide, Murder, self harm, and being gay. She knows no one will care until something dramatic happens to her. Will you? (Triggers: Suicide, Death, Self harm, Drugs)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 72 - Words: 15,956 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 7/27/2014 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
The Demons at Night by HB2000 reviews
Depression, Self Harm, and Anorexia. We all have our own personal demons, and these are mine. (Short One-shot) Please Read
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,156 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/20/2014 - Complete
Have You Had Enough? by Samantha114 reviews
Bullying is not something to be taken lightly...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/19/2014 - Complete
The Kill by xXRoryXx reviews
Tessa Hanson is a manic-depressive who is forced into the Florence Mental Hospital by her parents. Daniel is a schizophrenic whose best friend, Emily, is a suicidal insomniac. And David has a deadly secret - he killed three people. Follow them as they meet each other, reconnect with estranged family members, fall into their illnesses, and learn to forgive and forget.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 16,550 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/17/2014 - Published: 5/3/2014
7 faces of my 7th grade: Lester by shadow of the darkness
part 2 of the 7 faces. deals with my hatred for Lester.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2014 - Complete
You Were Supposed To Be Perfect by shadow of the darkness reviews
a two sides story about a teenager's death.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2014 - Complete
you can't save me from myself by shadow of the darkness reviews
a suicidal girl writes her final letter to her bestfriend. her death, and the aftermath.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 574 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/9/2014 - Complete
It's Best This Way by becca428 reviews
Why am I here? Everyday, I suffer pain physically and mentally by the world that surrounds me. I can't take it anymore! This is too much! Maybe...maybe I should end it. It's now or never...but before I do, I want to write down my final thoughts before...before I end it.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 583 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/6/2014 - Complete
No One Said Life Was Easy by xCoffeeAddictx reviews
Four kids. Four undercover teens - who according to government database, don't exist -with guns, sharp knives, and top end cars. Two guys, two girls. This is just a chapter in their highly entertaining lives, of them balancing romantic relationships, and possibly, maybe, definitely involving gun fights, car chases, bombs, and explosions. AH
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 11 - Words: 28,530 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 2/8/2014 - Published: 12/28/2013
Forbidden Fruit by b0rnc0nfused reviews
Skylar Jackson is a young aspiring writer coming to terms with his sexuality and love for his straight best friend, Trent. Will love blossom or is heartbreak inevitable? Take a bite of the Forbidden Fruit. {Slash}
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 21,246 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 1/19/2014 - Published: 2/16/2013
Socially Unacceptable by LunaLa reviews
"It doesn't always end the same..." A series of stories that may cause a trigger of negative emotions unsafe to the soul, mind, and heart. Scenarios based from real life scenarios (not necessarily my experiences, but a few of them are). Read at your own risk. (WARNING: this writing contains suicide, self-mutilation, etc.) Chapters are short but guaranteed to feel like long ones.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,716 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 1/13/2014 - Published: 1/11/2014
Letting Go by TardisWithWifi reviews
Arielle Mueller never thought much of herself. She never let herself get close to anyone except the adorable, laugh-inducing Thomas Powell. But as fate will have it, Tommy took his own life during the eighth grade. And now 3 1/2 years later, Arielle is doing the same. She is just about to let go when a strange boy shows up to stop her. He calls himself Peter. And he teaches Arielle
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,602 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/10/2014 - Published: 1/1/2014
Bubbles by GeekyGirlMeow reviews
Bits and pieces, shredded and torn into confusing, disorienting visions that swam through her mind and made her head throb. She watched her life replay as the world around her faded from view. Warning: contains suicide, homosexuality, swearing, and sad moments. Please R&R!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,241 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/31/2013 - Published: 12/26/2013 - Complete
Kelly Pink by Sam Macneil reviews
Kelly Greene has always felt like he doesn't fit. And with his mother gone now, fighting against his dad is getting harder every day. Kelly doesn't fit the male role because there's a girl's identity inside him clawing its way to get out. But he also doesn't fit the female role because he's biologically a boy. Add in Jake Hawthorne, and what's a genderqueer to do?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 20 - Words: 64,423 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 12/16/2013 - Published: 7/18/2013 - Complete
Notes by GeekyGirlMeow reviews
Ryan's a normal kid going through high school when a small note changes his life. He finds out that he has a secret admirer, and his best friend Chase is determined to help him find the creator of the notes. But will a mistake make Ryan almost lose the one he cares the most about, or will he finally recognize his love for a certain someone? Warning: suicide attempt and swearing
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,579 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/14/2013 - Complete
My Teen Scuicide by Gennyhere reviews
short story showing the importance of standing up for what is right
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/24/2013 - Complete
Eagle by Nikolai Drakon reviews
Derek has known Casey for a long time. But even he didn't see what was happening to his best friend. Mentions child abuse and suicide. Reviews welcome.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,147 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/14/2013 - Complete
The Pleasure Principle by b0rnc0nfused reviews
Disowned from his parents, Darius Parker becomes involved in the dangerous world of prostitution. {Slash}
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,616 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 7/27/2013 - Published: 4/9/2013
The Boy Whose Name I'll Never Utter Aloud by Anna Christie reviews
..kiss of passion. ..kiss of death. -- R&R please and thank you. : Review will be returned asap.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/22/2009 - Complete
Aidan by perhaps then you'd notice me reviews
Written about my friend who commited suicide on the 9th October. Thank you Aidan, for everything.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 679 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/16/2008 - Complete
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Darkness inside reviews
You're still innocent, brushing them off like their words are nothing, but someday you'll succumb to the darkness inside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/31/2014 - Complete
Drowning reviews
My thoughts are anchors and I'm drowning at sea
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2014 - Complete
It's Never Easy reviews
"There was nobody so broken." Trigger warnings for self-harm, suicide, and child abuse.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 6,207 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/30/2014 - Published: 1/3/2014 - Complete
Freyja's Warrior, Odin's Warrior: A Norse Mythology Parody reviews
Freyja and Odin have a humorous disagreement over the afterlife of one slain warrior.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: K+ - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/16/2013 - Complete
Psycho
A hero, or a villain? Rated T for language and disturbing themes.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 903 - Published: 8/26/2013 - Complete
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