Cavanoskus
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Joined 06-22-04, id: 420612, Profile Updated: 08-21-14
Author has written 30 stories for General, Fantasy, Life, Song, and Love.

There used to be a bunch of pretension here. It's gone now.

Last updated in 2008 holy shit.

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Stagnant Pool
c. 2004. Expressing my rage at complacency. M for language.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Love Kills
c. 2003. Is being cheated on better or worse if you know about it? For 6 months to a year I was trampled on daily by the person I loved more than anything. Ironically, this is to the same person "One Thing" was written for. M for being generally vulgar.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
One Thing
c. 2003. A simple, agonizingly honest love poem. No hidden meanings, just raw devotion. It's not limited to romantic love, either, but to all the ways you can love a person, despite the fact that I did write it for my lover.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Days Of Affliction
c. 2003. Attempting to capture the feel of clinical depression and the general angst that has clung to me for most of my life.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Wish I Had A Beer
c. 2002. Filling the void with whatever's available while my love is distant and uncertain... M for language and boozing.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Song From My Stupid Heart reviews
c. 2001. Being in love with someone who mostly just keeps you around for the times they need you, and because they know you can't tear yourself away no matter how they treat you. Not serious abuse, just general coldheartedness. M for ye olde f-word.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Wastelands
c. 2001. Ever desperately wanted someone, and violently hated them for spurning you? The darkest depravities happen when the lines between different lusts are blurred. I may go back and do minor editing when I think of improvements, but it IS complete.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 487 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Carnivore X
c. 2000-01. Bitter, insensitive, and unapologetic ode to survival of the fittest.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
I Am The Flood
c. 2000-01. Relating to school/workplace shootings and the ripples of tragedy surrounding them. This has been censored in the past because it's written from the PoV of the killer. It's terrible how this keeps becoming relevant over and over again...
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Crime/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 512 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Broken reviews
c. 2000-01. Ever desperately wanted to save someone you deeply loved, and couldn't?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Pretend
c. 2000-01. Musings on the darkness in my soul, and how I wish that, sometimes, my inner demons would just give me a break for a while... M because it's way creepy.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 376 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Legion Of Defilers
c. 1999-2000. About being part of the "weirdo/freak" crowd in high school, and how we kept corrupting our friends with our darker tastes. Exaggerated, as we ourselves often were; slightly tongue-in-cheek. M for both innuendo and obvious naughtiness.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Elegy For Ego
c. 1999-2000. Being enthralled to someone, whether chained by your heart or by a self-destructive addiction to a person who is obviously terrible for you. Expressed through a heavy bondage metaphor. Disturbing on every level. M for obvious reasons.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Suicide And Wine
c. 1999-2000. General weariness at the world, and a desire to sleep forever.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Violation
c. 1999. Yet more about the evil in my soul, and the creepy things I often think of people as they innocently talk to me. Complete for now because although I MAY rework it I'm not sure how. M for foul language and unholy wickedness.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
I Had To Know
c. 1999. About not knowing where you stand in the hearts of those dear to you. There was a time when I was enamored of two people, and neither crush went anywhere, and I was always, always left hanging even in the simplest of matters...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Dreaming reviews
c. 1999. A typical rock song about unrequited love.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
I Craved
c. 1999. Giving in to one's dark side, and being destroyed by it. Semi-stream-of-consciousness. M for violence, sex, death and evilness.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 592 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
The Reviled
c. 1998-99. I have felt evil pressing around me and welling from within, and it's not always worth it to resist. I may slightly rework this someday, but for now, it is done.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Severance
c. 1998-99. Ever get what you want, and then find it terrifies you? Musings on such, and on death, and on experimental rhyme schemes.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Masters
c. 1998-99. Lyrics about rising up from metaphysical oppression, destroying one's captors, and giving in to the desire to euthanize the more pathetic individuals in your life. M for language and rudeness.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
A Poet's Law
c. 2000. Musings on my craft, in the form of a sonnet. This may have been for my junior year English class, but I don't remember whether it was an assignment or not.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Delusions For The Common Good
c. 2000. Frustration at those lacking in imagination, and thinking they know best for others. No one has the right to limit the world in the name of someone else's perceived helplessness. I used "contrariwise" in homage to Ogden Nash.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Gallows
c. 1999-2000. Don't judge others in haste; none of our hands are ENTIRELY clean.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Waiting
c. 1998-99. What is it you feel while watching the sun set? Do your yearnings seem more painful? Does life seem more delicious? Do you feel both at once, like I do? It's just that feeling I have no words for...but this is my attempt to put words to it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
The Sea reviews
c. 1998-99. Toying with language and moods and dark imagery.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
The Dream reviews
c. 1998. An actual dream I had. The words followed and I absolutely NEEDED to write them down. Of course, my 10th grade English teacher thought I was on drugs and I got sent to the counselor again. I LIVED in the office that year thanks to her. XD
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
To The Fallen
c. 1997. An ode to failed empires, collapsed totalitarian governments, and alternative rhyme schemes.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Omniphage
c. 1997. When you relinquish your soul, whether to drugs or to the Devil, the Omniphage laughs...Rated M for language and general grossness.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Phantasmagoria reviews
c. 1996. The nature of existence? History? Humanity? Everyone interprets this one differently. All I can really say it means is the feeling you get when you read it.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 425 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete