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Joined 12-01-10, id: 754369, Profile Updated: 06-28-13
Author has written 46 stories for Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Life, Family, Sci-Fi, and Young Adult.

"Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting." J.M. Barrie

"When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn't understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life." – John Lennon

"Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing." – Benjamin Franklin


Hello!! Good whatever, im not listing them although this probably took more time to write xD I'm pretty open, considering I post all this poetry. I don't mind sharing the inspirations behind them. And here's basically everything you can possibly know about me :3

What ya can call me: Andrea, Rea, Andy, DarkestShadow98...pretty much it(:

Born: 1998 !! Ya can do the math ;D

Location: It's a pretty big town so I doubt you'll be able to stalk me ;D - Los Angles

Languages: English, Spanish, some Italian, and extremely rough in Japanese

Hobbies: Writing, Drawing, Reading, Painting, Playing video games, Soccer, listening to Music, and maybe one day playing an instrument :/

Movies: Lion Kind, Land Before Time, According to Greta, Keith, The Dark Knight Series, X-Men, Forrest Dump, Mrs. Doubtfire, Pocahontas, Mulan, The Sandlot, The Avengers, anything Studio Ghibli, and Ted

Comics: Batman, Teen Titans, Spider-man, X-Men, Avengers, Thor, Captain America, Green Lantern, and Hulk

Anime/Manga: Maid-sama, Marchen Awakens Romance, Naruto, Bleach, Fairy Tail, Fullmetal Alchamest, Dragonball (Z/GT), Kenichi, Code Geass, Hitman Reborn, Skip Beat, Gintama, Fruits Basket, Ouran High School Host Club, Black Butler, This Ugly Yet Beautiful World, Rosario Vampire, Itazura na Kiss, Gauken Alice, Shugo Chara, Sgt. Frog, Bobobo-bo Bo-bobo, Digimon, D. Gray Man, Death Note, Soul Eater, Vampire Knight, K-ON, Kingdom Hearts, Angel Beats, Kaze no Stigma, Clannad, Air Gear, Sword Art Online, Hetalia, Kingdom Hearts, Special A, School Rumble...im obsessed ._.

Cartoons: Any superhero ones I have watched :D, Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends, Invader Zim, Avater: The Last Airbender, Code Lyoko, Looney Toons, and Tom & Jerry

TV Shows: Friends, Drop Dead Diva, Scrubs, Law & Order: SVU, NCIS, White Collar, H2O: Just Add Water, The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, How I met Your Mother, and Full House

(Favorite)Video Games: Tekken, Jak & Daxter, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Legend of Zelda, Last of Us, Infamous, Playstation Allstars: Battle Royal, Mortal Kombat, Street Fighter, Marvel vs Caprom, Super Smash Bros, Walking Dead, Sly Cooper, Ape Escape (1-3), Sonic, kinda bored of Pokemon and Mario

(Favorite)Books: The Five People You Meet in Heaven, The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane, Spud, Marley & Me, Go Ask Alice, Jurassic Park, Bridge to Terabithia, Peter Pan, Hunger Games, Lord of the Rings, Twilight, Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, Gone Series, Fallen Series, Fever, Beautiful Creatures Series, Eragon, Tweak, Thirteen Reasons Why, and many more

Music(I warn you, there's a lot): 30 Seconds to Mars, Utada Hikaru, Marie Digby, Alyssa Bernal, Metallica, Guns n Roses, Led Zeppelin, The Doors, 3 DOors Down, Lifehouse, The Fray, Coldplay, Evanescence, Paramore, Phoenix, Two Door Cinema Club, Imagine Dragons, Gorillaz, Beetles, Queen, YUI, Ne-yo, Jesse McCartney, The Eagles, Bon Jovi, Simple Plan, Get Scared, Fall Out Boy, Black Veil Brides, Skillet, Bullet for My Valentine, Devil Wears Prada, Ikimono Gakari, Joe Hisaishi, SNSD, 4Minute, Se7en, Christina Grimmie, Kelly Clarkson, Demi Lovato, Taylor Swift, Nickelback, Colbie Caillat, Ed Sheeran, Oliver James, Leory Sanchez, Sean Malone, Michelle Branch, Saosin, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Green Day, NeverShoutNever, The Ready Set, M83, Creed, My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park, Secondhand Serenade, Muse, Panic! At the Disco, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Journey, Aerosmith, The Band Perry, Lady Antebellum, Carrie Underwood, John Mayor, Michael Buble, Jason Mraz, Rascal Flatts, Mumford and Sons, Maroon 5, Christina Perry, Hilary Duff, The WOnder Girls, Taeyang, Big Bang, Shinee, Ailee, Hearts Grow, Rolling Stones, AC/DC, Pink Floyd, Nirvana, KISS, Iron Maiden, Iron Maiden, U2, Adele, Slipknot, Avenged Sevenfold, Landon Austin, SID, Blink-182, Aventura, Skylar Dayne, Wisin y Yandel, BEAST, Bob Marley, Sugarcult, George Michael, Garnet Crow, Hawthorne Heights, Jennifer Chung, Kate ALexa, Kanon Wakeshima, Juanes, La Oreja de Van Gogh, Michael Jackson, Mecano, Nightmare, OneRepublic, The GazettE, Silverstein, All American Rejects, The Killers Arctic Monkeys, The Used, Bring me the Horizon, Escape the Fate, We the Kings, Kings of Leon, Rise Against, All Time Low, Aqua Timez, Marina and the Diamonds, Underoath, Good Charlotte, Band of Horses, Staind, Taking Back Sunday, Breaking Benjamin, Boys Like Girls, Jimmy Eats the World, Cake, Johnny Cash, The Beach Boys, Foster The People, System of a Down, Late Night Alumni, 2ne1, TVXQ, Maddi Jane, JoJo, Lea Salonga, The Script, Boyce Avenue, Neon Trees, Plain White T's, Prince Royce, DJ Flexx, Avril Lavigne, Camila, Mana, Howard Shore, Incubus, Puddle of Mudd, Yoko Kanno, Death Cab for Cutie, Disturbed, Three Days Grace, The Strokes, Hoobastank, MGMT, James Blunt, Radio Head, Survivor, Crush 40, Mozart, Bach, The Postal Service, The Wreckers, Aly & Aj, Blessthefall, Megan & Liz, Hollywood Undead, The Faint, The Wanted, Laura Pausini, Andrea Bochelli, Bowling for Soup, Sam Tsui, Megan Nicole, Foo Fighters, Christina Perri, Jessie J, No Doubt, Phoenix, Smashing Pumpkins, Kim Hyung Jun, ON/OFF, The Verve Vampire Weekend, Kool and the Gang, Ricky Martin, Quiet Riot, Crystal Castles, Of Monster and Men, Daft Punk, David Bowie, Shakira, Passion Pit, The Lumineers, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Elton John, and that'ss pretty much it n.n

Addictions: Gum, Anime, Books, Eyeliner, Skin care products, long necklaces, and lip balm

Fears: Spiders and Guns (thats it nothing else, you can literallly hold me at knife point or put in a pool filled with hungry sharks instead of making me kill a spider...yeah, im weird)

Food/Drink: Probably coffee and granola bars at the moment c:

Random Facts:

- I LOVE the color blue (if you couldn't guess from my hair)
- If I could wear a costume everyday I would 'cause I'm obsessed with halloween
- I have a really bad habit of biting my fingernails
- I have been depressed and suicidal at a point in my life
- I went to school a year early(yet didn't skip a grade) - My first day I cried because I thought my mom had abandoned me ._.
- I used to say my l's like y's so I would say "yemonade" or "yoveyy(lovely)"
- I went through a phase where I only ate mac & cheese
- I wanted to dye my dog's hair blue so they would know I'm his owner
- My best friend and I became friends because she asked me if she could borrow a pencil
- I am a major klutz!! I swear, I have slipped in the shower, tripped on flat concrete, fallen off a playground, tripped over the sidewalk curb, etc.
- I am in love with Orlando Bloom, Christian Bale, James McAvoy, Johnny Depp, and Matthew Gray Gubler...I kinda have a thing for older guys >///

An Old Family Friend by lil.miss.sammi reviews
OK, I admit it. I'm in love with him... my Mum's best friend's son! Bad right? Worse. He's come to stay at my house for an entire month! And it doesn't help that he's an arrogant ass or the fact that my stepsister wants him too... Save me? R&R please!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 30 - Words: 64,742 - Reviews: 799 - Favs: 542 - Follows: 224 - Updated: 1/21/2008 - Published: 9/23/2007 - Complete
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I Guess
I'm just not who you think I am.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 7/4/2013 - Complete
Technically
I'm sort of family. I'm kind of a friend, And I'm technically your mother, even if not biologically.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Family/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Published: 7/1/2013 - Complete
Untrue
I really, really hate you, too c;
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Published: 6/29/2013 - Complete
Anika
Everyone always has one question that nags in the back of their mind and every now and then it pops up. "What if...?" People ask themselves. And I always find myself asking, "What if I could actually ponder a 'what if?"
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Published: 5/28/2013
Without A Dream
In front of me was my brother lying on a hospital bed, almost unrecognizable & covered in filth. He lay there, nearly lifeless, with needles stabbed in him & tubes attached all over his body. He was alive, but left with harsh wounds to advertise his pain. Deep down I knew it was the truth, I knew he barely, but magnificently survived, yet standing there, I still didn't believe it.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Published: 4/8/2013 - Complete
No One reviews
No one ever bothers to tell you how much it will hurt. No one warns that the pain will go never go away. And when everyone is egging you on to follow your heart, no one is there to say that it will only fall apart in the end.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/31/2013 - Complete
Home
Home n. the place in which one's domestic affections are centered
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 12/1/2012 - Complete
The Rose
Act casual, I repeat in my head like a mantra. Stay calm, don't show any signs. I always hoped you would notice me, now all I want is to be invisible.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 12/1/2012 - Complete
My Creation
He taunted me, made me believe that I'm the reason for all this. That's it's because of people like me that he exists.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Published: 11/27/2012 - Complete
The Place
Depression is a place filled with smiles and empty eyes. It's built up on secrets, mistakes that are very hard to escape.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 11/27/2012 - Complete
Their Game reviews
They say don't hate the player, hate the game. But I never even wanted a part in this game.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/26/2012 - Complete
Never reviews
With this situation at hand, my mind whispers, "You're stupid to dream, happiness and reality can never be on the same team."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/26/2012 - Complete
Bacon
If I were to die in a gruesome, sad way it'd go so well with my life. The life that's so dull for those who had the pleasure of being born in this era. We're like pigs in a pen, and I live a life possibly worse than theirs.
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Drama/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,580 - Published: 7/22/2012 - Complete
What's Wrong?
I don't know. I don't know. Am I sad? Am I mad? What am I? These thoughts are keeping me awake. Why? I don't know. I only know there's something wrong. I just don't know what.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 12/20/2011 - Complete
Unknown
Before, when you were only a friend, I knew I loved you. Now that I'm IN love with you, I'm not sure if I actually hate you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2011 - Complete
Nothing More reviews
Family: we argue, we drift apart. But just as we fought so hard, we can work just as hard to get along and get together.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2011 - Complete
Bad Times
I endure so many bad times because I don't want to be a bother. It's not that bad, nothing I can't handle. That's what I tell myself, until starts going on forever.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2011 - Complete
Awake
Nothing's wrong because so many more have it worse. I'm fine because I'm not dead...yet.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 12/20/2011 - Complete
Am I Dead?
Things aren't always as they seem. If you're skeptical there's a reason. If you're unsure find the answer.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 12/20/2011 - Complete
A Sign
I can't simply move on without knowing it'll soon end. You'll see a smile, but my silent, invisible tears tell you it's not nothing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 12/20/2011 - Complete
It's Still My Fault
From the beginning it was my fault, I did everything wrong even if right. Now when I can change that it's still me fault.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 605 - Published: 8/18/2011 - Complete
Until the Next reviews
It sucks how long we have to wait to find love, especially with how much you suffer knowing that you might have missed your chance.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/2/2011 - Complete
Who's the One
How could you not miss love? No matter what you think of it, it's still so difficult to survive without it. And, no matter how cheesy it sounds, I'm so close, yet so far.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Published: 7/2/2011 - Complete
Who I Am
You don't need to know anything about me, if you try, you eventually will. But, to tell you the truth, you'll never completely know me. Stick around and maybe it'll be worthwhile.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 436 - Published: 6/30/2011 - Complete
My Other Half reviews
You may think you know me so well, but, let's be honest, you don't even know the half of it. There's a whole other part that you don't even see. I don't need to tell you, just try and you'll meet the real me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/28/2011 - Complete
Single Awareness reviews
Valentines' Day: the day for lovers. But if you got none it's: Single Awareness Day, and that's what it is for me. No one to give me presents, hugs, kisses, or love. I have no one to by my side. And when everyone is together, you feel that much alone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/14/2011 - Complete
Number Five
There's 5 guys. 1: you broke my heart, then it was done to you. 2: I left, and you forgot about me. I came back, not caring anymore. 3: We were so close, but we separated. I miss you. 4: you were perfect, but I made my feelings stop. 5: I hope it goes on.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,375 - Published: 1/20/2011 - Complete
It's Not Nothing
I didn't want to leave, but I had to, and you know it. We did as much as we could, and I guess it was't meant to be. But if you wanted me to stay so badly, why don't you keep in touch?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 374 - Published: 1/1/2011 - Complete
Please Forgive Me
I know what I did caused us both heartbreak and it seems we should have stayed together. But no one understands because no one knows that if we did that he'd be dead.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Published: 12/31/2010 - Complete
New Year reviews
The New Year is a fresh start. A time to think of what you're going to succeed. A way to escape your past, even if for a second or two.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/31/2010 - Complete
Should not Betray
I know I should not betray. I should not break that promise. But what if keeping that promise means breaking my heart?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Published: 12/30/2010 - Complete
Nothing, But Power
Power isn't everything, just like money. You shouldn't make it your whole life. You shouldn't make yourself end up in a position where you'll do anything for it. Is it really worth to waste your life away...only for revenge?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 12/7/2010 - Complete
A Challenge
So the only reason you chose me--the only reason you liked me--was because I wasn't swooning over you like a fan girl. So what you're saying is that you wouldn't care about me if I was falling at your feet?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Published: 12/6/2010 - Complete
What I Was
Through it all, I have done nothing, but you just had to go and cause me pain. You made my life hell, empty, and now all the happiness is drained from my heart.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 12/6/2010 - Complete
I Want To
What do I want? To not just stand on the sidelines, and if I cross, I am still restrained. How I know everything about you, and I am dead to you, literally.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Published: 12/6/2010 - Complete
What It Was Then
What was it like in the past? Am I the only one that remembers? So, you don't care at all because you lost hope that I would return? Well, I did, and now you leave me.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 12/6/2010
The Tears I Shed
It started out with one drop falling from my dead eyes. Then your pain turned the liquid crystals, to a deadly red. And led to something you never thought, especially when you were the one to cause it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Published: 12/6/2010 - Complete
Do I Want To Know You? reviews
I left you, so you decided to pretend I was never a part of your life. Now I return, but I don't recieve the attention I want.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/6/2010 - Complete
What Happened?
Why do you put us in costant conflict. Obviously so you would not feel an ounce of guilt when you went ahead with what you were always quietly plotting.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Published: 12/6/2010
Love Changes Things reviews
No one can ever fully see someone until you fall in love. You notice every thing: how softly they breathe, how they walk in such long strides, how they give a small twitch when nervous, how they have such a velvety smooth voice, or how they look at you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/6/2010 - Complete
That One Mistake
I didn't even choose to leave, especially when I knew someday I would be considered 'rogue', begging that I could have my old life and friends back. I know you miss me as much as I miss you. So why do this to me? Why are you ignoring me?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Published: 12/6/2010 - Complete
The Pain I Hide reviews
My life is full of suffering, with those cruel words always echoing through my empty life. This is my story.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/6/2010
Our Hearts Are Consumed
A sheet of black is always surrounds us, this is what happened when it all went too far.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Published: 12/6/2010 - Complete
One Missed Call
...because of that one missed call everything went wrong.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Published: 12/6/2010 - Complete
I Will Always Be Your Friend reviews
You are far too important, and we have been through everything together. How could I just pass you by like a stranger would? I never want that to happen again.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/5/2010 - Complete
Strange reviews
Being stuck in a love triangle can put a on a lot of pressure. Who do you choose? But sometimes your decision could change a lot more than just your life.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/4/2010 - Complete